Thursday, September 2, 2010
BM Exam is a Disappointment
Well weird that I am up at this hour.. Kinda moody.. Been thinking of some things.. Hmm.. FA exam was a sure pass as got lots of confidence.. But went to school trying to remember bits and pieces of the BM notes..When entered the room, was told that can start the paper.. My reaction to the first question was like what the.. Thought no calculations and good one.. I didn't bring calculator.. Kinda like screwed of the day.. Not enough sleep the day before as I mugged till next morning 7 plus and catch a short glimpse of sleep before preparing for school and head to the place of doom..This lecturer is kinda a screwed.. She screwed my assignment.. Now our exam.. Told us not to memorize calculations as it won't be out.. KNS!! I was frustrated.. Called a few to complain as I need to get it off my chest.. I really afraid that this paper may cause my overall exam marks to be pulled down.. A few of my classmates came out and talked to them while waiting for Irene, Xavier & Benson.. They were also complaining.. Stupid lecturer.. Really wanna throw her off the building or bang her head against the wall.. Idiot.. But lastly I found a better listening ear.. Thanks to that person whom said I tried to give excuses.. I already moody.. Poured cold water won't make me angry just will make me reluctant to talk further.. Dee msg me today asking me about my exam.. Ranted to him as I really felt unfair.. That time the assignment got screwed I was already moody.. Thought I could focus on exam and do it well so that at least I can have a B or C.. But now what.... I looking at a D or F.. It will be like my efforts are down into the drain and really pointless of putting so much effort today..Hmm.. After we ended our exam, went to Orchard with my classmates.. Got to let go.. What's done can't be undone.. What to do met with a lousy lecturer.. Then today received time table for the next sem.. Lucky I dun have to see her anymore.. But Xavier & Benson will face her in their Investment class.. Irene & I was overjoy when I shared the time table with her.. Haha.. We laughed at the guys.. LoL.. Hmm.. Went to have dinner at Cine.. Then chatted a little before heading home..Backed home.. Went to search some photos which Xiao Jiu wanted.. Then as I was browsing.. Saw Daddy's pics.. I hold back my tears as I thinking if Daddy is around at least I will have him to give me better idea of what to do.. I feeling lost and all I could do was rant then forget it.. My dad is always the one I confide in when I faced prob.. Although today after exam, I called mum to tell her.. But I still prefer to talk to dad.. Heck la.. I got to face reality.. ArghzzWell.. Later heading back JB.. Then have dinner and head back SG.. Gonna prepare for my trip as I will be away from SG but I won't be away from my blog.. Hehez.. Planning have to be done.. Fri meeting BaoZhuJie, Dickson and JJ for dinner and movie.. Long time didn't meet them le. Gonna have lots to catch up on life and everything..KC coming back on Mon & I flying off.. LoL.. Think we will meet for dinner sometime after my trip ba.. Need to wait for bro book out then four of us can gather.. Hahaz.. Its been long we went out dinner.. I still haven't meet Ah Wei for his Yum Cha.. Hahaz....Although Dee asked me because he will tell my cousin how I did in my exam when my cousin return to SG.. But at least he understands how I feel and didn't reprimand me.. I really thanks for that as I was really moody before talking to him.. Hmm.. Suan le.. Sometimes not everything tell one person better.. Its best to have more than one listening ear.. Hahaz..Well.. For what I was moody is nothing to do with my exam that kept me awake till now.. LoL.. Its kinda a nuisance to be thinking things that people do, say and reacted.. Sometimes u will just feel whether is this right or wrong.. Should u take a step further or return to your usual spot.. There's a lot to ponder.. My brain is not big to be able to think that much.. Anyway its pointless to say all this.. Well I think I better head off to bed and get some rest.. Haha.. If not I surely will be sick due to lack of sleep.. Hahaz....
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