Thursday, April 30, 2009
SicK
Its been days that I blog.. Still looking for job.. Why its been harder than I expected.. Shit..
Downstairs got people passed away and sleep will be disrupted somehow..
Yest night, my little usb lamp which I got it from GJ doesn't function anymore.. Sobz..
Then I felt not right.. I shivering in cold suddenly.. Went to ate flu pill.. Not long I felt drowsy so drop off to sleep. Little did I realize fever just struck me.. Weather climate mostly made me sick most of the time.
Morning woke up, PSP went missing. My mood dwells further into Bad Mood. Went out of my room and I started rumbling into my mum's ears. She said one thing which pissed me further. She said, "Your bro think you dun wan use ma, so he just take lo.'' I replied, "That's my thing, he should have at least some manners to ask lo. It simply tells me that you didn't teach him any manners lo, can take people stuff on the table as he likes.. So it means this sat I go out, I can just take his laptop and lend my friend without asking him plus I can delete whatever things I dun like in his laptop. Are you trying to tell me this? Anyway his laptop put there also no use ma...."
I being very sacastic for that moment.. My dad heard the din.. He came into the kitchen and said, "Since he like tat then next time, you juz take his things and ignore him lo. He dunno how to respect people things then what for u respect him."
Mum got pissed.. I ignored.. Its really too much from my bro le.. But I didn't flare my anger at him but he does most of the time. Which I just kept quiet.. I am lazy to fight back or quarrel la.. Find it pointless and waste of saliva as it will be a no end.. Hmm.. Let it be lo.. Haiz......
Still dun feel well at all.. Eyes feels damn heavy.. Went back to sleep and who knows, fever came back again. Body feeling so jelly now. Wanna move around also lazy. Think I just lie on bed and stone.. If I have my psp now would be better as I can listen to some music.. RoaR.. My idiot bro.. Just hope he won't spoil my psp.. If not I really will KILL him.. Haha..
Actually plan to go cycling but laziness just won me over.. Haiz.. Really too sick to move around le.. Even now blogging, I really to type lo.. Whole body giving out cold sweat.. Making my palm feels freaking sticky..
If tml I am still so sick, then I would have to tell Sally I can't go for her bday bash le.. Hmm.. Hopefully I won't disappoint Debbie or Sally.. Promise to go le.. Shall get well by tml.. RoaR.. Weekends coming and I am a Sick Pig. T_T
Saturday, April 25, 2009
A Day in JB
Today woke up at 10.30am.. Mum woke me up.. Bath and prepared.. Left house at 11am.. Mum went to buy laksa for 小舅 and dad went to buy papers for himself and 阿姨.. After we went to take bus to JB.. Hmm.. Listen to songs on my PSP with mum.. Dad was reading The Newpaper.. Traffic was smooth..
Reached SG custom.. Smooth clearance.. Exiting to the causeway and its jam.. But not so bad.. 15mins to pass through that jam.. Then JB custom was not much crowd at that time..
When we reached.. Dad went to buy food and I went to buy bubble gum for ZQ.. Then went over to the 4D booths to look for my parents.. Knew it they were there after ordering food.. I bought goreng pisang to eat.. Then its weird la.. Pass it to mum.. She says throw away.. The food is contaminated.. Zzz.. Mum threw the food away.. Dad says never ask then anyhow buy.. =.=
Then walked back to collect dad's food.. Then we went to 小舅's shop.. 阿姨, 小舅, Aunty Nik, 光伟, Lai Lai, Li Ling and Li Shan is in shop. Li Xing is at home 陪Po Po.. Hmm.. 小舅 is always crappy.. He came to me and shout into my ear, "Halo, 凌慧!!" (when I was putting my bag down).. Then I ask him, I didn't call meh.. He replied, "Got, you came in called me twice and I wanna tell u I am not deaf.."
Then after that I replied him, "Oh, I thought I never call you so I did ar.. Haha" He then tells me to go eat.. Then he said to Aunty Nik, "Nik, 拿凌慧的kolomee给她因为我听见她的肚子再找食物了!!" My 小舅 is always like that..
Then I was talking to 阿伟 whom I also call him 伟伟 most of the time.. Yup we were talking about WoW.. I was telling him about 诚 that he dun wan play.. Then 伟伟 was like suan le lo.. Next time we talk WoW he feels outcast.. His problem lo.. But I know he won't.. Haha.. 阿姨 then came to me and asked, "Girl ar, 你要不要去Penang?" Then 伟伟 and me asked her, "去Penang做什么？" She said, "陪我去Shopping啦!" 伟伟 replied, "原来我和光就要去买票时, 你一直叫我们多买一张是因为你要凌慧去啦.." After 伟伟 tells me, "But she stopped us because she know your dad not feeling well and its my fault.. I tell her de although u asked me to keep to myself.. Sorry sis.." I then replied, "阿姨, 下次吧.. Hmm.. 伟伟 I don't blame you la.. But making your mum unable to sleep then 不是不好吗?" 伟伟 replied, "就是咯.. 我就是忘记她会担心然后睡不着.. Haha!!" =.=
Hmm.. Then I went to play with Li Shan whose 10 months old now.. Hehe.. Learning to talk more le.. Hehe.. Now know how to say 不要.. Haha.. Cute leh.. Then 阿姨 tells my dad she bought vegetarian food for him.. I goes, "Huh, Dad already buy his vegetarian food when we came in leh.." 阿姨 then says, "Aiyo, I forgotten you ask me not to buy.." Her eyes was looking at me and 伟伟 said, "凌慧就是你了啦, 意识浅浅.. 就是要你把那包素面也吃了.. Haha.." I replied, "Ok lo.. I finished my kolomee then eat the vegetarian noodle lo.." 阿姨 feels bad and she tried to eat.. Then she complained that the noodle is salty.. I stopped her from eating and I said salty then dun eat la.. I finished it later lo.. But on the other side.. 小舅 is putting all the hums into my packet of noodles.. Wah so much food.. I sure can't finish de lo.. But suan le, 我尽力而为..
After eating, went to pour drinks for them as I also wanna drink.. 伟伟 tried to pour 100plus into his bottle and kanna laugh at me coz he pour until the whole table is wet.. Lol.. He then says to me, "我被一个Noob叫Noob.. 这证明我比你还要Noob.. 你倒给我看啦, 我不信你会做得比我好.." Then I just take the bottle from him and help him pour.. He said, "Ok lo.. You win lo.. I always thought you dunno.. Haha"
Anyway 伟伟 (KW) is the same age as me.. So both of us got more topics but we were 6 years difference of age from 光就 (KC) whom is 伟伟's elder brother.. 诚 is my brother.. We always use short simplest method to call each other.. But 伟伟 and 诚 , they always call each other names.. Haha.. 诚 dun call 伟伟 Kor Kor because we always call KC Kor Kor.. Then those younger than KC were have to be called by their names.. Haha.. Think we were all used to it le.. Lol
Hmm.. Listening to the adults talking.. I suddenly no mood le.. Dad says wanna play dai di.. Asked for poker cards but Lai Lai never bring.. So 伟伟 and me went to out to City Square to find, if have then buy lo.. KC called, he's back in JB.. We waited for him at City Square.. Then we went to do the name transfer for my car.. Its been long that I wanna transfer le.. Pointless to own it when you hardly drives it plus I no licence.. Dun wan feed the police in JB with pointless money.. Ya although RM20 but still money lo.. Then we went to eat Portugese Egg Tarts.. After that went to see LV bags.. KC bought one for himself and one for 伟伟 then he kept asking me to choose one.. I didn't coz 不好意思咯.. Then we left.. I went to minimart to buy drinks as I am thirsty.. Weather super hot and causes me to dehydrate fast..
We went back to shop.. Then I asked 小舅 help me burn dvd coz I wanna watch The Wedding Game acted by Fann and Christopher.. Hmm.. He was slacking la.. Then when I wanna go back, he haven't help me burn lo.. So I started to make monkey faces and suan him.. 小舅 was a bit 可怜 for a moment plus nobody help him.. Then suddenly got a few customers, Aunty Nik busy talking only.. I put down my bag and I tell 小舅 this time I help you for free.. Next time I come in my pay shall be doubled.. Haha.. He gives me a shock face.. Haha.. Help him until all customers were gone, my parents and me left.. Next time seeing them will be on Mother's Day.. I think this year will spend more time with my relatives in JB coz I got to visit them as often as I want and I could give them the time and attention they need from me.. Now seeing them happy, I also happy.. One last thing, they didn't comment on my weight.. Haha.. But 2 weeks later, I will be seeing my grandma.. Hmm.. Time to maintain my weight for a moment le.. This is a headache to 伟伟 and me.. Haha..
Went to take a nap.. Its really short.. 30mins only.. Handphone sound.. JJ msg me.. Hmm.. In the end I decided not to meet up.. Then went downstairs to have a jog.. Think I only exercise for an hour then came back home to slack.. Ate my dinner around 9 plus.. Then went on to WoW to play with JJ.. ZQ sent me his WoW account asked me help him play.. Lol.. Hmm.. Nothing much le.. Hehe.. Watching DVD time.. Hehe..
Tutorials, WoW and Dinner/Supper
Yest woke up around 10 plus ba.. Went online and chat with Debbie.. Hehe.. We both like a new album by a guy whose name I dunno how to pronounce.. Lol.. Never mind la.. But both of us his 主打歌.. Hehe..
Hmm.. Sent resumes as ususal.. Then played FB.. Wei finished his exams so he's in jb.. Later will be going out with him and KC.. Yeah.. I just love my cousins.. Lol.. Hmm.. I intend to bring lappy but dropping the idea as going shopping and will have no time for WoW..
Yest did a final touched up of my tutorials and sent it to my lecturer.. Taxing de lo.. Hmm.. I also pleaded to be excuse for today's tutorial and yes I am excuse.. Happy!! Hehe..
Played WoW with GJ and JJ after that went out to Serangoon to eat prata with them and ZQ.. Hmm.. I was super hungry.. Lol.. Hmm.. After that we went to chill.. Now is 3am and I just got home.. Cabbed home and I am still not tired.. Going to pack my bag and bath.. After that shall head to bed for a rest before embarking to JB.. Hehe.. Nitex and Happy Weekends.. ^_^
Thursday, April 23, 2009
17 Again!!
Today woke up by sms from ZQ then followed by msn from Stella.. Morning woke up twice and I fall back to sleep till 12pm and woke up by mum as she bought lunch for me..
Hmm.. Planned to watch 17 Again as if not I doubt next week I could get anyone to watch it with me le.. My GV voucher going to expire lo.. I arranged to meet JJ at 5pm and I was late so no choiced, I got to bus there.. Bought the tickets then we went to play arcade.. Frankly speaking, I think I am starting to get lousy in basketball.. Eyesight also not that good le.. Shit.. I still dislike to depend on my specs though.. Hmm.. Heck care..
Meeting Stella, Ying, Mic and Pei Yi at Mos Bugis at 7pm.. Went after my dinner at LJS and got shoot for being late.. Mic was still as pervert as ever.. Hmm.. Married le still no change.. Lol.. We planned for Stella wedding day.. Lol.. Think her husband will kanna sabo badly by us.. All the ideas wasn't think by me but I either agrees or disagrees as I dun think that much.. Haha.. Hmm.. She is happy.. Haha.. Then Ying asked whether will we go do our nails.. I also dunno leh.. Still thinking ba.. If going to do then I may not cut my nails le ba.. Hehe..
Hmm.. That day most likely will be travelling in Mic's car.. Hehe.. But I still dunno what to wear for dinner at night.. Shall think about it.. Hehe.. Juz nw in Mos, we were freaking noisy.. Somehow I think we actually doesn't have the idea of inviting J..... 5 of us seems left 4 nia.. I somehow like in the between.. But I now realise why they dun like her le.. Haiz.. I am lost of words too.. This group still crappy and laughing at every point.. Even serious matters when discussing we still can laugh our heads off.. Lol.. Ok la because of some crappy ideas.. Hmm.. Mic is freak.. She finished reading Twilight.. I think I need to jia you.. Lol.. If not I am lagging behind.. Lol.. She dun look studious but she's super studious when comes to books.. Haha...
Hmm.. After that left and went to meet GJ at PS.. Hmm.. Surprised he reached before us.. But felt bad that he actually cabbed down.. Went to Carrefour to purchase drinks and titbits.. Hehe.. Then went to watch movie.. Its really worth the money and its super touching can.. Though I didn't tears rolling down my face but I am super touched la.. Then I wanna say Zac Efron is really SHUAI de la.. I like his eyes.. Haha.. I do envy caucasion with coloured eyes coz its like so nice la.. Hehe..
Hmm.. Tml meeting ZQ for dinner and early supper.. GJ and JJ all coming but I not sure where he going to eat.. Hmm.. I dun wanna plan leh coz I dislike planning.. Hmm.. Just got home not long and eat again.. Thanks GJ for sending me home.. Hehe.. I going to play WoW after that going sleep ba.. Haiz.. Dad almost fell today.. Got me frighten out of my life but lucky he didn't coz a fell may take his life..
I also prepared for the worse as I got some clues that he won't get through this year but well hope he can.. I also prepared hao which numbers to call and where to send him in case of emergency.. I am really well prepared.. I also prepared for mum to be panick and I have to constantly remind myself to stay calm as I can be affected easily.. Just hope all things goes well.. I also planned to be there for my dad as and when I can.. I dun wan to live with regrets like what I did when grandma left me.. ^^
FuNNy CoNversation
Hmm.. Let me share the ConVersation I had with my Sec School Peeps.. Hehe.. I find them FuNNy but I duNNo what You Guys ThinK.. Hehe.. I will Just Use Their Name.. ^_^
Ice: Hey All.. Its Long We msn Chat.. Hahahaha.. Still remember when did we had our last grp conversation?
Mervin: Wah Lau.. Its freaking Donkey Years lo.. Rep Rep!! Rep Rep!! This is all I remember.. Rep Rep!! Do Shit Work Liao..
Widah: Ooi.. Dun Bully Rep Rep!! Lol.. Rep Rep help me see what I miss out in class.. Thanks Thanks..
Mervin: Che Meh, you say dun bully Rep Rep, you still bully her.. Kns La...
Alvin: Rep Rep!! MIA ar.. Talk leh.. Dun always keep quiet la..
Ice: She now different from last time lo.. Kns.. Last time in sch, she super quiet and talk freaking little.. I always thought she got zi bi.. But that at PS saw her.. She like Kian Heong lo.. Freaking another MONKEY!!
SH: Wah.. Rep Rep bian le.. But she like MIA leh.. Banana what you doing as now?
Ice: I not banana le hor.. Hmm.. I work as a hairstylist now.. Hehe.. Rep Rep saw me before but she dare not let me cut her hair.. Kns de la..
SH: Haha.. Sure la.. If its me, I also run.. Scare you bo skill.. Lol.. Rep Rep.. TALK LA!! WAH LAO...
Elton: Eh, I stay so near her.. I dun even see her around Bugis lo.. I wonder how she looks like now.. Wonder still that small size and always have something out of the blue de ma?
Iskandar: You somemore same pri with her till Sec 2 then you talk to her.. Even now not in sch, you also won't notice her on streets la.. But I know she dun really hang out at Bugis.. Haha.. That's what she said to me when I asked her before Bugis got what thing nice.. She said Bugis Boring.. LOL... You all sure got add Rep Rep??
YW: Eh you all super bad.. Keep bully my buddy.. She dun like to talk cannot ar.. Got wrong meh..
Mervin: YW, I wonder how you and her can be buddy ar.. Though she sits in front of you always in class.. But you two didn't talk but always go canteen together only what.. Then at most you help her collect class fund.. This is I hate most.. Rep Rep always eat my money, never help me keep my money safe in my pockets..
YW: Coz she talk only when teaching me.. Haha.. Then we will about other things.. Woman secret.. You dun KPO..
Mervin.. I not KPO.. The KPO Queen no talk also.. She eveything KPO and complain.. I very good one hor..
GS: What la.. I just do my job as a prefect leh.. Ask Lawyer come fight la.. I wanna win this case..
YQ: Dun anyhow call Lawyer.. This type of small case call Rep Rep.. She can settle one.. Mervin your money is you never keep it safe la.. Rep Rep also got kanna pay from her own pocket for the class fund because someone never bring her book to school.. Know how to borrow home to copy but dunno how to bring back.. That person still can blur blur look at her.. Rep Rep somemore still can laugh at her buddy stupidity la.. Then like that whole class also can laugh.. Power la..
YW: I that time also forget bring mine lo.. But she covered up for me.. See Rep Rep so good... Linghui u not in front of com?
All: REP REP!! DUN MIA LIAO!!! TALK LA!! WE WANNA DIG NEWS!! QUICK REPLY US!!!
Ben: Wah piang.. 3 mins passed she still didn't reply.. I counting the mins.. Long time no do maths quiz liao.. Anyone wanna try.. I give question..
All: Ben is siao liao.. Can partner Rep, always so good in maths.. Crazy... We dun wan to talk to Ben.. Rep Rep.. Talk leh.. Dun dao liao..
Dex: Aiya Renee won't talk de.. She see only.. Got things being asked then she will talk de..
Mervin: Si Gay, you never read our conversation is it!! Need to wake you up? We already say got things wanna ask liao.. GOT READ ANOT?
JM: Wah I think she will say our english super power coz dun forget she potato one lo.. Then we talk all singlish..
Emily: She upgrade le.. Now french fry.. Hee
Mervin: Wah Lame.. Potato can upgrade one ar.. She dun reply.. We bully her more..
Me: Sorry guys.. I was away.. Hee.. Wth.. You all talk so much already.. Kns la.. I was in shock when I see so many people in one conversation then after awhile then I realise its you all..
Mervin: SAD!!! Rep Rep forget about us le..
Me: No la.. Its like super long we talk in msn lo.. Kns.. The last time is like before N levels when you all mugging, I in msn reply you all question la..
SH: Eh Rep, What you doing as now? Still got study ma? See you confirm study de..
Me: Got lo.. Doing part time.. Hmm.. Then finding full time job.. But YW just finish Poly leh.. She better than me lo..
YQ: She poly.. You Prof leh.. Different lo.. Lol..
Widah: Renee, do you still contact any of our teachers?
Me: Like who? I got a few only coz after change number.. I discard my sim card before transferring number.. Lol
Iskandar: Mrs Yoga?
Me: I totally didn't save her number from the first day of sch.. She call me, I pretend I dunno whose she.. Hahaha
Iskandar: Power la.. But you still remember where she stay a not? I know you go her house often.. Coz you say she super rich..
Me: Ya but I dunno she got move house a not.. She stay in Orchard, Oxley..
SH: Then got contact with Mui, Yong, GCL, Ang and Ong a not?
Me: All dun have... Ong is still in sch teaching but the rest not in liao.. I also not sure.. Haha.. GCL no longer our Principal after we left for a year.. But I wonder you all remember our Sec 2 form teacher..
Mervin: Wah.. I hate him to core.. Our clothes so white, everyday call us roll on the floor, if not throw our shoes off the building.. Kns lo.. But Rep Rep always kanna excuse.. Kns..
SH: Coz Rep Rep not in class, how to kanna punish.. Use your brain la.. Lol.. Rep, dun tell me you still remember his house number?
Me: Hmm.. No.. I forget his number le.. But few years ago, I worked around Bedok area and saw him.. Then he give me his handphone number.. Say if we got plan Secondary Outing, must call him..
Some of Them: Wah dun wan ar.. Later he freak us out again..
Mervin: He still teaching in Prison a not?
Me: Nope.. He teaching in primary school.. He says he prefer to teach us or primary kids as he said those in prison a bit dead..
SH & Mervin: Good luck to those kids he teaching.. Hell is coming.. LOL!!
Me: Bad leh.. Wah why the others so quiet..
YW: Coz SH and Mer keep talking.. Then waiting for our chance lo.... Haha..
Emily: See I say Rep turn into French Fry le..
Me: =.=!!
Mervin: I now know why.. Rep can understand what we talking.. Lol..
Me: =.=
Iskandar: But she's our top scorer leh.. I lose to her for whole 4 years even N level also lose.. I super angry.. Her score is freaking like way too high to reach la..
Mervin: Because you weak.. Always either 2nd or 3rd.. Lol.. But I worst.. Always never get top 10.. Lol..
Alvin: Aiya.. But important is we all passed N with nice results instead of making our teachers feel damn sad la...
JM: But hor I super cannot understand why her chinese during finals can do so well..
Mervin: You dunno meh.. Dun need write compo.. Super easy to pass lo.. Just that.. That time N level she was freaking lucky as I heard she shui ji ying bian.. The oral she got full marks la.. Then listening got 3 mistakes only..
JM: Wah what question she got?
Mervin: You know she everyday watch tv.. So her question was to compare SG production and TW production.. Freak la.. This one she confirm know.. At most she give her conclusion is lousy then nothing to say lo.. But her conclusion was superb.. I was eavesdropping outside with our chinese teacher.. Scared she cmi sia.. But I was shock la..
JM: I have to admit defeat sia..
Ice: Wah makes me remember our first speech day in school.. She made the whole school laugh and the parents to be in shock.. Rep Rep is power la..
Mervin: Thinking of it I also wanna laugh..
All: Me too..
Me: What's so funny?
Ice: You remember Sec 2 some of us have to go collect our prize for 1st in class and best subjects.. Then for those students who are first in class will have to say the answer and let the whole school know how you manage to get first.. Do you remember the question?
Me: Oh.. I remember the question.. Haha.. But funny meh?
Mervin: Its not the question is funny but your reply is funny...
Ice: Yup.. I think I say everyone will drop.. Who want to be Principal?
Mer: ME!!
YW: I be Renee!!
Ice: Wah never give me chance.. Never mind I be her parents and grandma..
Me: Ok.. Show Starts..
Mervin: Renee, you wanna share with the people here how often do you revise per day coz I can see you got quite a number of prizes from the list..
YW: Hmm.. I didn't study at all so I dunno.. (She somemore give that blur look, that makes all of us laugh)
Mervin: Oh.. Whose Renee's Parents as I need to verify..
Ice: (Dad first) Yes.. I am her dad..
Mervin: Oh Mr Choo.. Can I know that since your daughter didn't revise and what she do when she got home?
Ice: (Still her dad) Oh.. I seldom at home.. Heard from my mother was she after school will go pick her bro from sch then after that go home eat dinner and watch tv.. At 11pm, she will go and sleep..
Mervin: (Principal talking to her grandma) Aunty, your grand daughter everyday after school go home only eat and watch tv after that went to bed.. She didn't revise what she learn in school?
Ice: (Grandmother) Ya lo.. She naughty.. Asked her study, she only watch tv and eat.. Never study one.. Even exams also never see books.. See naughty la..
YW: That time Renee super pai sei on stage.. But we laughing coz she looks blur one la.. Lol
Me: Got meh.. I dunno lo.. I was freak out..
Ice: You too honest la.. Wa lau.. Even the express and academic students all were freaked out by your answer la..
Me: Got meh.. I can't remember.. I only know all of you were laughing non stop and I was wondering what's so funny..
Ice: Its not what you say funny.. Its how you reply plus your expression we all laugh at.. Didn't see a person can be so innocence till that extend.. We have to agree that you are super cute de..
Mervin: For a girl to say another girl cute a bit weird.. Let me say.. Rep Rep Ni Hao Cute!!
SH: Sounds so er xin.. But Renee really Cute...
Elton: You all er xin la.. Renee since pri sch is already cute.. But after that more cute..
Mervin: Elton, you then er xin lo..
Dex: Then let me this gay say Renee is cute...
Widah: I puke.. Why u guys wanna fight over who says Renee is cute.. But I think she's cute..
YQ: Cute is Cute must say so many times ma? Siao.. Renee stay cute hor..
GS: I dun think Renee is cute lo.. She's smart but not cute..
JM: She's smart and cute and GS we never ask for your opinion..
Ben: Dun fight la.. Renee is cute one lo.. Even I ask her be my gf, she reject me lo and super direct.. Wah tat time she says that I find her more cute la..
Elton: Wah.. How come we dunno you after her? What she tell you? Say leh.. Hehe.. Curious liao..
Ben: Haha.. Its after that day she had a fell when she helping us to train our 2.4Km.. Then I find her cute de.. Fell down still won't cry but can laugh and jump around..
Mervin: Then then.. Dun suspense..
Ben: Wait.. I thinking.. Old liao.. Lol.. Then that time tat happen in sec 1.. But I asked her after the ground breaking session where Mr Yeo asked me not to stay too close to her as he scared I give bad influence to her.. But she ignored and drink her water.. I walked her to bus stop and tried to ask her to be my gf.. She turned and tell me in the face, "I dun like You!" After that she walked off..
Mervin: Haha.. I forgot to tell you.. She very direct de.. Too bad.. But KH got go after her.. In the end also never together but both of them still super close.. She totally ignore u right?
Ben: Ya after that in sch, she ignore me for a week la.. She so bad lo.. That time I am still a kid..
Me: Hmm.. Haha.. You still remember all that.. I didn't remember lo..
Mervin: Rep Rep.. You are super good la.. But you always like to argue with him.. Scold me and everything.. I wonder where did I make you dislike me...
Me: Got a lot.. Always dun wan bring books.. Then let me be bad person to go after you for money.. Idiot.. Big Head Small Body..
All: HAHA..
Ice: Mervin this name shall never leave you.. Haha
SH: Btw Rep.. Tat time our last speech which is after we graduated one.. Why you didn't attend? Your bro very ke lian leh..
Me: School busy ma.. Actually got full day class.. So I decided not to go..
YW: Please lo.. We asked you but you say dun wan to go.. Teachers all missed you.. That year is the last time you can make the school speech day be a funny one.. They thought of something very memorable one lo.. But they say you didn't give..
Me: Dots.. Lol.. Eh I got to go sleep le.. Chat with u all again..
YW: Rep Rep dun leave us
Me: Dun be so idiot..
YQ: Lol.. Rep Rep.. I think you should talk more.. Hehe.. We shall one day to meet up ok? Dun ask for class fund liao..
Me: Ok sure.. Hmm.. Idea.. Guys.. YQ suggest we shall have class fund to be given again.. Lol.. Ciaoz... ( I close the window and log out)
Hmm.. Had fun chatting with them.. There are more but this are the few were online.. Haha.. I dunno funny anot but hope you all enjoy.. Hee..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Good at the beginning, Sux at the end
Hmm.. Yest meet GJ and JJ.. Went Orchard to chill and ate Gelare!! I had settled my long crave for Gelare waffle.. Hee.. Then yest was chatting with GJ and JJ.. Suddenly another window popped out.. Its freaking a lot of people in that window..
I was shocked coz I am stoning for a moment.. Its my sec sch mates who start the conversation.. Funny la.. We dun call each other by names.. But we called each other the position we are in the class..
Yest got Chairman_Widah, Vice-Chair_Iskandar, ClassRep/Treasurer-Me, Discipline i/c_Dex(Si Gay), Noticeboard i/c _YW (Crazy Woman), Welfare_Ice (Violent Woman), Lawyer_YQ (Ah Pek), Maths Psycho_Ben, Chinese Pro_JM, Big Bro_SH, 2nd Bro_Elton, Siao Kia_Mervin, Complain Queen_GS (Super good in complaining), Sleep Queen_Emily and Sleep King_Alvin..
Surprise to see them online and add me into conversation coz its super long time we chat le.. Hmm.. They recently went back GESS.. Hmm.. Principle changed.. Teacher still rmb us and we were talking about the funniest moment I did during Speech Day because ended up I am the clown for whole 3 years during Speech day that change the whole 3 years for Speech Day to more fun and alive instead of Dull!! I don't talk in class nor communicate much with my bunch of classmates unless no choice but we were just damn united.. Everyday we exercised, got the best class award every year and won the nafa test award due to whole class made it through.. Yup even the fat ones got through.. Hehe..
Hmm.. After graduate, my school expect me to go for my last speech day and have my graduating speech to my fellow mates.. But I didn't attend and I asked my bro to go on my behalf.. My classmates shared what happen that day when I was not there.. My bro was totally being laughed at on stage coz my Principal was very mean.. He actually asked my bro, "So you are Renee's bro?'' My bro gave a sweet reply, "Ya and I am proud to be her younger bro!!" That time my bro is in Sec 2 le.. The next question from my principal, "So are you collecting any prizes for yourself apart for sis?" Mean leh.. Frankly after that my bro was damn pai sei.. I felt so sorry for my bro who was put to shame in front of my parents and those who attended Speech Day 2002..
All my classmates attended except me as I didn't excuse from my sch.. My buddy in class represent me for the speech.. She said she was freaking terrified coz she scared my principal made fun of her due to I always never prepare my speech before going on stage every year.. I just soon qi zi ruan that kind.. But that day I wrote what I would say to her so she can stand in for me.. Luckily, she made it through as my principal didn't give her mafan.. Lol.. The guys all have finished their NS le.. Nw mostly are working.. Lol.. Hmm.. Had lots of fun when talking to them coz I enjoyed my sec days a lot with this bunch of peeps around though to them, I dun mix around or talk to them but I try my best to help them if they face probs in sch work..
**To Them: When I replied I dun study to Mr GCL's question of how often per week I revise my work, got so funny meh?? Although that's my first time taking prize in speech day.. Frank de lo, somemore that day my grandma still got prove I dun study but eat and watch tv lo.. I till today still can't figure out what's so funny!!**
Hmm.. Ended chat with them at around 3 plus while I am still playing FB after that I am tired and went to bed le..
For today woke up at 1030 instead of 1000 and see net for jobs, FB awhile then went to prepare to meet Debbie.. Meeting her for lunch.. Wanted to eat Subway but in the end we went Mac coz lunch break Mac is $4.50.. Haha.. Chatted and planning for next Fri.. Then she told me Lela quit le.. SHOCKED!! She can tarhan all humilitation that time and I asked her never think of getting a new job with same position instead of suffering from kanna say by people.. She manager lo but kanna scold and humiliate by normal staff.. See liao wei ta bu zhi lo.. But I am really shocked that she decided to quit.. I thought she gave me a firm answer that she won't leave de.. But its good la.. She can tuo li ku hai le.. Haha.. Talked to Debbie about relationship.. Hmm.. Somehow we been through the same disaster.. Lol.. Was laughing at how stupid we are.. Walked with her to Cendex and I walked back to Tiong Bahru..
Stepped in and first thing I heard was someone shouted my name.. I turned.. Freaked.. Its some junior I dunno de but they know me.. Then they said Ms Armstrong looking for me.. But she lost my number.. I felt super lucky for a time.. Then I goes but seeing them is suay lo.. They wanted me to go back and help EL coz no one help to write plot of the drama play ever since 2 years ago, I got no time to do it.. Then they said also no one help to compose songs for every play.. Feel like telling them, I can't always help them one lo.. Students must used their own talents to try to do something.. Always depend on graduates then die la.. Anyway I rejected them.. Hee.. I used to write script for my sch play, write lyrics and compose for the sch play.. But after I left GESS, I no longer do that often le.. Hee...
Hmm... Make excuse and run off.. Walked around, stone and memories of school times just flooded my mind.. My sch is way near to TBP.. 5 mins walk only.. Hehe.. But school days in secondary is full of laughter and enjoyment instead of boring lessons and books or should I say my class had never feels lessons is boring at all coz the clown is always there.. =.=
Went to meet GJ as I dun wanna go home.. Haiz.. I dunno what to say la.. Seeing my parents quarrel just make me feel dull.. I am in fact running away until they solve it themselves.. Sometimes I think I dun get involve too much with their affairs is better la.. Hehe.. Then after that came home to copy the balance tutorial question and I freaking out at how short the reply my mates gave.. 10 marks question and they gave one line answer.. I freaked out looking at it.. I replied email to my lecturer.. Hmm.. I actually apologised that its really badly done.. I will discuss with my group and give me a new ans.. He says ok.. Deadline is this fri.. WTF!! Nevermind.. I tomorrow shall finished everything and submit so that Sat I can get good news from my members.. Hmm.. 2 more weeks revision class starts and the school freaked me out as they didn't send me my revision class time table.. They sent me the wrong one.. Screwed up man.. Haiz.. Sat asked my friend help me get a copy coz she also got the wrong one.. Since she stayed so near me can meet her at Lavender to collect it.. Hehe..
After that went to meet JJ.. Hmm.. Not hungry so didn't eat while he eats.. Went play Arcade.. Yeah.. I finally play far enough for Time Crisis 4.. Hehe.. 2 tokens bring me far enough but 4 tokens I got super far.. Hehe.. Anyway I just like to explore new game but winning it or not doesn't matter.. Wahahaha.. After that walked around.. Hmm.. Seems rather aimless so I suggested to go home..
I am pissed with someone.. But suan le.. This tells me how much that person treasure our friendship.. I know had been so angry le lo.. Even quarrel with my bro, the anger also for that moment nia.. But for today, I really feel damn angry as this time its really too much le.. I also tend to lose the trust in that person as well.. For me I trust every person whom I got to know but when they did something that doesn't worth my trust.. It just turns 0 straight away.. Trust is something which slowly builds up.. But since I giving that person 100% but that person dun treasure then forget it.. Starts from 0 then since that person dun worth the 100%.. Haha.. Ok I going to WoW.. No point talking about this idiot.. Really angry.. Thinking of it just pissed me off.. Shit....
I WANT TO WATCH 17 AGAIN!!!!!! =.=
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
PonDers......
Hmm.. Sat went night cycling with the guys.. Hmm.. Thought mood would get better.. Yup.. I am not worry about my dad's illness anymore.. He does what he likes and I couldn't be bothered anymore..
Hmm.. He seems to take us for granted.. He feels like it, he treat us nice.. He dun.. He throw his tantrum at us.. Fxxk.. I couldn't take it anymore and I blow my top this morning because I always thought family members are important to him.. I think I way too naive to think it this way... Forget it.. For a dad like him, its better he die off fast.. Yup.. This is not out anger.. Its out of my will.. He dies earlier = less prob for us.. Damn idiot.. I have been tolerating his stupid emo, temper and whatsoever for years.. It seems my dad had never changed.. He's still the same old bloody idiot I know when I entered into this world.. All he knows was to make my mum sad and cry in silent.. But he enjoys all his time with his friends.. Family only comes first when its his bday..
For when I was a kid, I hardly sees my dad.. I sees him only when he came home drunk.. Then he hits my mum or my bro or both of them.. This is when I started to hate him to CORE!! For my relatives keep telling me, 血浓于水.. No one will hate their father and curse him to die.. But I dun see this applying to me man.. For wat my dad did.. Does it really implies this logic? I really dun think so lo.. Yup since I was 3, I started to curse him to die coz I really hate him.. Where would a dad is like tat.. I envy KC and Wei's dad.. He's such a nice but why muz he die young.. It really implies that this world is super unfair.. Nice people die early and the wicked ones is still alive to make others suffer..
Hmm.. Bro and me couldn't sleep the whole night as mum was being chase to sleep in the living room.. Fuck la.. Juz because of mum called back to hometown to chat with her mum or sis.. I just feels my dad over controlling.. Everything we does also cannot.. Like a few birds living in a cage and not given any freedom.. I get what I want because I have to rebel against him.. For my bro, he followed what I did.. My mum always try to please him.. Haiz.. Everyday I sees my dad picking a fight with my mum.. My heart just feels PaIn.. But what can I do.. I dun wanna get myself involve too much.. But whatever.. He's really a pain in my nerves..
Feel like going out today.. Msg the guys asking whether they wanna go eat ice cream but only ZQ replied.. Later meeting Stella and some others to discuss about her wedding things.. Damn sian.. Sometimes seeing your closes fighting against each other is freaking tiring.. Wonders when will my time be to leave this freaking world.. I really tired of living and being the middle person to solve every prob.. I thought they are old enough to think and solve problems but what I saw was the opposite.. Parents relying on their kids to solve their own prob.. Haiz.. I think not only me is tired.. My bro is tired.. I dunno about my mum coz I dun feel like saying..
If I gonna be rude.. I would say.. I think my parents are freaking CHILDISH!!!!!!
Alright not only I thinking this way.. My relatives too.. Including my beloved cousins.. Haiz.. Its so humiliating but what I can do.. I have been living with this freaking facts for years..
Lastly my mum, bro and me had given up hope on my dad.. He dies or alive is none of our business.. Thinks he deserves no attention from us.. Mum is regretting that why 20 years ago, she dun heed my advice and divorce him.. But what's past is past.. For all the years, I had never know what's fatherly love.. I only know what's motherly and brotherly love, also know how much love my grandma gave to replace my dad's love.. Haiz.. Its a tremendous disappointment I having with my dad.. But I really thinks I hate him more than ever.. Hatred just buried deeper into my bones.. What I have sad for is merely waste of time and effort.. He really doesn't deserves my care or concern.. I just felt a slap on my face for doing so much for him and yet he didn't even appreciate a fucking damn of it.. I think if I really going to care for my damn jerk dad in future, then I think I am just slapping myself with my own words..
Friday, April 17, 2009
FreaKing TiRed Of LiVing
Dad was down with Minor Stroke.. Depressed and lost.. I was told to ignore by my dad and I know I can't.. Its not I dun wanna spend more time with him.. He restrict me from spending time with him.. He says if I spend time with him.. It makes him feel that he's weak and sick..
Argggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... WHAT THE FUCK CAN I DO?! DAMN FUCKING IRRITATED!!! (Sorry.. I am really pissed with myself!!) It looks like my negligent that I didn't notice my dad wasn't feeling well the night before yesterday.. Haiz..
Hmm.. Although he's not feeling well, his friends are still his priorities.. I think this way he may feel happy.. Just let him do what he want ba.. I wanna see him happy.. Haiz.. I suddenly feel I damn useless.. I can't even take good care of my dad at all.. Shit me..
Anyway.. I won't be blogging for a moment till I got my mood back.. Sorry.. I dun wanna screwed my blog.. I need to get my thinking and feelings sought out.. For the time being.. I will be dwelling into my world for a moment.. Thanks all for patronizing my blog.. ^^
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Bad News Just Fall From NoWhere
Woke up at 11am today.. Actually was quite early but forced myself back into my dream as I wanna finished the dream.. Its nice and weird.. Lol.. For instance, I can't remember a single thing but I manage to go through the end of the dream.. Nice ya.. Lol..
Hmm.. Checked my phone and msn.. Not a single msg on phone.. Msn saw JJ and LA msg but all seems like a spam msg.. Ignored and closed the windows.. Looking at who's online.. Not much people as its usually the people who are online are there everyday and I dun talk to them apart from Debbie Tey.. But surprising.. Today I didn't talk to her at all.. Lol.. Chatted with GJ and ZQ online..
Got of bed and went out to wash up.. My parents are going out.. Mum gave me stunned look and said later she come home wanna have a good chat with me.. Puzzled with her expression.. I tend to ignore as still gloomy when I woke up.. After washed up.. Back into my room to see jobs.. Hmm.. As usual la..
2 hours later, my parents are home.. Mum came into my room and asked me, " Are you to talk for a moment?" I replied with a dull tone, "Ya, Why?"
Hmm.. I was dumbfounded.. A moment of shock just shook me.. "What!!" was shouted in my mind.. Hmm.. My mum told me.. My dad yest blood pressure went up.. He nearly got heart attack.. My dad doesn't want me to know nor my bro.. But in my mind, as if my bro would give a damn about his dad.. Whatever it is, my mum told me that my dad felt numb throughout his right side of his body.. Holy.. I was totally speechless for a moment.. Then my mum said.. Your dad wanna talk to u.. Please be calm and be the little kid you used to make yr dad happy..
I admit after a few incidents, I have not been that close to my family.. I strayed a far.. Something just ran through my mind when I told my mum to give me a time to cool down as its kinda blow.. I don't wish anything to happen to both my parents.. My mum is naive and if anything bad going to happen, I doubt she could handle.. Only my bro and I could handle the matter but I am suppose not to tell my bro.. Whatever la.. I believe I could single-handedly do what's going to be instructed ba..
The thing went through my mind was that whenever something happen, he used to be the one who could help me.. Although things coming out from his mouth is damn irritating instead of those soothing words.. For I mention about him coz apart from so many people around me, only he knows my family thingy and all. I told myself, I have to stand alone.. No point seeking him for help coz we aren't related anymore.. After sometime, I got myself back from shocking state.. Went out of my room.. Dad was breathing badly at the sofa.. I looked at both of my parents from a far.. Little did I realised that both of them are aging.. They actually have just moved on to the 3rd stage of life..
I paced slowly to my dad and he sat up.. I sat beside him.. I looked at him into his eyes.. I told myself, I not going to cry.. I going to let my dad know how strong his daughter is.. Hmm.. My dad telling me things which I dun wish to hear.. He was telling me things that what if he's gone and asked whether I remembered what he told me years ago..
My dad was worried about my mum.. She's naive and easily bullied.. My dad said the person whom he worried is not my bro nor me.. He worried about my mum.. But somehow I felt he's thinking too much.. He scared his siblings will come robbed us of his wealth.. Hmm.. I may not know my uncle or aunties that well.. But the only person whom I aware and bewaring off his my 2nd uncle.. He is cunning.. The rest of my uncles and aunties are alright.. But I do not want to say much la.. My dad said he needs me to be strong as he can't trust my bro for taking care of things.. I told my dad, I dun believe what would happen so dun talk nonsense to me.. Everything gonna be alright.. Dad told me.. If can just prepare for the worse.. I don't want to.. But somehow I agreed.. I know, I have always being the pillar of my family but I have not let them burden me.. I live life out and inside of home differently.. I seems rude to my parents in front of all my friends but in reality, my parents are the one who understands me..
After talking to my dad.. Console my mum a bit and asked to go prepare lunch and dinner if not she won't make it for work.. I strolled back into my room.. I was pondering.. I am afraid.. I am feeling lost.. Who can help.. I dunno.. Who can I turn to.. I dunno.. I lied on my bed and little did I realised, I cried myself to sleep..
I really dunno what to do if my dad really have to be gone from this world.. I dun want him to leave.. Alright.. I know I got to be strong.. I shall try.. Bad news really comes in from nowhere and makes people frighten to their wits.. :(
I try to be happy.. Later ZQ coming my house that's why I blog early.. Doubt I would have mood to do much thing.. Tomorrow is friday and weekends are coming.. Suddenly I feel dull about the days though I am looking forward to weekends.. Maybe a movie this weekend will make me feel better..
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
My Fave Day of The WeeK
Yup!! Its Wednesday!! Haha.. 2 more days to FriDay!!!!! Hmm.. When working this is the day I always look forward to.. Reason very simple.. Because we are able to wear down on this day.. Wahahahaz~
Hmm.. Today woke up at 11am.. ST agency called me.. They are sending resumes to 2 companies.. One in Changi which is FxxKing Far but anything la.. Pay is good.. 2K.. Nothing to complain right.. The other one is at Tiong.. The pay is Fxxking Sux.. 1.3K.. But just try la.. Got job to send resume and economy is super sux nw.. Mai Hiam Liao.. Anywhere and whatever pay that is not less than 1.2K can try..
Went out of my room to wash up.. Dad is freaking irritating.. I hate people to disturb my morning by raising their ugly voices.. Hmm.. I prefer peaceful morning.. Then went on net to search and send more resumes.. Keeping my fingers cross for jobs to come knocking soon.. Went to surf around the web.. I am starting to rot and getting lazy at home.. Really.. I really feeling that I am back to backbones day.. Shit la.. I dislike the days lo..
Whatever it doesn't matter much.. Chatted with Debbie on MSN.. Was discussing of something.. Just like what she said on my taggy.. It cannot be disclosed about what we have discussed to the very day itself.. Yup.. Its a secret between me and her.. Its a super corny one.. Wahahaha.. I wonder what will happen sia.. Hehe.. Our brains are linked.. Hee.. Hmm.. Chatted with Stella online.. She is telling me about how much her bf commented on her for not calling him "hubby".. Lol.. Nothing unusual la.. Haha..
Then ZQ called me.. Chatted on with him.. He shared somethings with me and I promised to keep it a secret.. But I hope he can solve it on his own.. All the best bud!! Hmm.. Went to take a nap as boring.. After that woke up when GJ called.. He wanted to buy cooling pad for his tablet.. Hmm.. Suggest to him to Textile Centre at Jln. Sultan there.. Meet him around 6 plus at my house bus stop..
After we walked there to survey didn't see any to his liking.. So we bused over to Suntec to elife@Suntec and meet JJ there whom came down from school.. Surveyed and he bought one at Harries-Popular.. Then we went MS Carl's to eat.. Hmm.. Its like months not eating Carl's le.. Haha.. Super LoNg.. Last having my dinner at MS Carl's was last year dunno when.. I really can't remember.. Haha.. Coz I already wiped out all my memories.. Hmm.. Then we intended to go over Suntec's arcade to play but its closed.. Surprised its 10pm and the arcade is closed.. All along I remember it closes at 11pm de lo.. It closes the same time as Carrefour.. Hmm.. Suan le.. We went down and GJ bought a lappy bag for his tablet at the Carrefour fair@Atrium.. Then we walked back to Bugis.. JJ trained home while GJ walked me home..
Tried to log in to ACCA homepage as wanna check when's my revision class.. Fxxk the webbie is down.. I have not been going class for long la and I miss place my time table.. Shiok liao lo.. Next week start, I think I will start mugging for my 3 computer based papers as from the start, I intend to do self study.. But it have been months that I actually did any revision on that.. It proves how lazy am I for my books.. =.=
I have no prob for my Law.. Even the 3 computer base subs, I have no probs but need some refreshment la.. Before I try to do the mock exam online.. Haha.. I did try the mock exam.. I got 70/100.. Hmm.. Seems satisfying la.. But I think I can do better ba.. Whatever I have my MDIS notes with me.. So sure can make it de.. Hee.. Alright.. Shall try again after I refresh myself with my books.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Anyway I next week going to meet Debbie for lunch at TBP.. SUBWAY!! I looking forward to it.. Hee.. I just enjoy lunch with Deb.. Really coz we will have fun.. Hee.. Alright.. That's all for today.. I am superb HAPPY TODAY!! I also dunno why.. LOL!!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Although Few Years Ago, the ToDay meant something But Now Its ALL BeLonGs to The PasT...
Today woke up.. Yup.. Its Apr 14 and I thought to myself.. Usually the day of today was some special occasion and will try to plan how to spend it.. Since it was all over, its pointless to give a damn about today.. Lol..
Today was clearing things that belong to the past.. Yup.. I discarded it.. Things that are worthless to be kept.. Hmm.. Went to look at the blog.. Linked is dead.. I have closed it..
Hmm.. No longer hold any memories of him in me.. Its a relief to let go.. Hehe.. Ok keeping it short for the unhappiness past as its over.. Happy!!
Today chatted with Deb through FB.. She going to watch 17 Again this Fri.. I wanna watch too.. Hmm.. Dunno when will watch it.. Then chatted with Stella msn.. Wah.. Long time no chat with her and she gave me a red bomb.. Yup she's getting married..
Hmm.. 5 of us (Ying, Jacq, Ste, Mic and Me), we used to guess who will got married first.. Hmm.. None of us got the right guessing ya.. Hmm.. In 2004, Mic got married.. Hmm.. Now is Ste.. Its really fast.. This sister group, another one walking down the wedding.. Most funny thoughts came upon.. Time really passes super fast.. Think I will get more red bombs in the future.. Happy for her la.. Today also her anni with her soon to be husband 1 year and 1 month. She finally got her bliss with her.. Wish her happiness then..
Hmm.. Then I received a shocking news.. My god sis is filing for divorce.. Wat the heck.. One gd news and one bad news.. Hmm.. I dun wanna say much about the bad one.. Not nice ya.. Went to nap awhile and after that I played FB, chat with GJ and JJ.. Met JJ to buy food and went over to find GJ.. Chatted with them awhile at GJ's neighbourhood void decks and head home.. Hmm.. Bus was fast and am home blogging..
First time my lappy lagged due to 8 msn windows sounded at the same time.. Got so qiao ma.. Never mind coincidences happens once in few moments in a human life.. Hmm.. While typing my blog.. I was chatting with the guys.. Haha.. I was having my own luxury time.. As in relaxing while typing.. Hmm.. Alright today nothing much but wish my friends who are celebrating their anni with their love ones.. Happy Anni.. ^^
Don't worry I am fine and laughing out already.. Hehe.. 你们要幸福哦!! :)
Monday, April 13, 2009
Job Hunting
Today woke up when Kat msg me.. Its 10am.. Yup slightest phone ring could wake me up.. Lol.. Went to pack my bag and prepared to leave house to meet her.. Intend to walk to Cityhall but when I looked at the time its kinda late so I took a train instead.. As times are bad, I wanna save transport money too.. Haha.. Being quite calculative of every single cent I spent as I dun wanna spend.. Hehe..
Cutting down on every cost I could la.. Hmm.. Went with her to ST agency at Peninsula there.. Hmm.. It only gave one month contract.. But I asked for temp or permanent job.. I both also dun mind la.. Got job also good.. Although I dun really like agency after what actually happen.. But since the terms is acceptable no harm trying..
Hmm.. After that I called JJ as he ended school at 12pm then he is going library.. Kat says we have nothing to do and I didn't arrange to meet Debbie today for lunch so we walked down to Bugis to meet JJ.. Went eat at Qi Ji.. Hmm.. Laughed too much till can't finished the food.. Damn!! Waste food and somemore my fave chicken.. Arghzzz.. Never mind.. Hmm.. After that we strolled to library to accompany JJ to borrow book.. After that we crossed back to BJ.. Went arcade, we played bball and I think I lose my mood in playing and scored the least and its my worst among all my plays so far.. HAHA.. After that went to play Outrun.. Hehe.. Hmm.. My fave game and its always played whenever I went to arcade.. Hehe..
After the games, we went J.C.O to chill and chatted.. After that we went to Park Lane to play Lan.. The price is cheaper than my house here de lo.. Played L4D.. I was starting to feel dizzy and anyhow shoot.. Pai sei to both of them.. Just in time.. GJ came and I asked him to play on my behalf.. Hehe.. I really need a rest.. Hee.. After they finished the game, we went to PS.. Kat wanna catch Tas.. But its not avail.. We played Outrun again.. Hehe.. Then watched GJ and JJ played bball.. Hmm.. After that we walked back to library as GJ wanna return books.. Hmm.. Then we went walked at ILuma.. The new shopping mall at Bugis.. Went to the arcade to look around and played a game with GJ.. Hmm.. I feel I am stupid playing it as I got no rhytum in playing it.. Lol..
After that we went over BJ to eat dinner at Hongkong cafe.. I forgot the cafe name.. Haha.. I ate H.K. noodles with honey chicken.. I dunno the name of what the rest ate.. Haha.. Hmm.. After eating we went to Bugis Street Mac to drink and chill as the drinks at the cafe is not worth the money.. After we chilled and finished our drinks, we head home.. Hmm.. Hopefully the agency call tml.. If not I will start to depress further la.. Wa lau its already Apr and I still dun have a JOB!!!!!! Its freaking me out la.. Alright I gonna go drink my mum's love soup and bath.. After that shall WoW awhile with GJ before I head to bed.. Hmm.. Tomorrow is April 14.. I will talk more about it tomorrow.. Some decisions will be made tomorrow.. Stay tuned and am on the verge of recovery from my flu.. Was feeling sick today.. But somehow I didn't sneeze that much.. Haha.. Ciaoz~
Sunday, April 12, 2009
WeeKends - 11 & 12 Apr
Hmm.. On Sat went back to CHC.. Went with ZQ, JJ and Hailey.. Grace went off after service so didn't get to catch up with her.. Then catch up a lil with Yong Xin.. Saw Stan and Hwee Soon.. After that saw a familiar face.. Steven whom left after me and he is still small size.. Oops.. He is back in church.. I remember how on fire he was last time.. But now he seems to change a lot..
Yong Xin told me they are celebrating Jian Mei's bday.. I thought since I am there I just popped by to say Happy Birthday lo.. Jian Mei's is my choir mate and also my primary school friend.. Hmm.. But since didn't see them.. I decided to leave..
Its 1959 on my watch and we planned to meet GJ at my house downstairs at 2000.. We were late so we cabbed back my house.. The shocking news I got from GJ.. He is still at home when I am about to reach my house.. Ya I was a clown for that moment.. Kanna laughed at.. Hmm.. Was sian la.. I know I took train instead of cab.. Its ex de lo.. Haiz..
Came back home and waited for GJ.. He reached around 2115 and we went for our dinner.. After back home.. He passing his lappy to ZQ as he is selling it to him.. Installed WoW onto my bro lappy so that JJ can play.. GJ using his mininote.. Hmm.. I was quite unhappy and frustrated at some point of time.. It doesn't worth my memories.. See them played while I stone.. Hmm.. Around 0430 and its already Sunday, we went to eat dim sum at Swee Choon.. After that JJ head home while the rest of us went back my house to stone and slack.. Not long GJ fell asleep.. I talked to ZQ awhile then I went to bed as well..
Woke up at 8 plus, found Hailey went home.. Then around 1100, ZQ and GJ went off.. I went to sleep on my bed.. I fell asleep immediately.. Asked mum not to cook my dinner as I thought we were meeting but around 3pm I woke and saw ZQ's msg.. Holy.. He says not meeting so I guessed all gonna cancelled the meeting.. Went out of my room and mum not at home.. Wa shit.. She only cooked my lunch and I have no dinner.. Shit.. I see the time.. Alright I shall delayed my lunch and have early dinner instead.. Stone and lie on my bed.. I doze off.. Woke up at 6 plus.. Bro came home to pray and went out.. Stone on bed and msn awhile.. I dropped back into sleep.. Woke up.. Its already 8pm.. Hmm.. Played FB.. Stone.. Bored.. Its really bored.. Hmm.. Surf net and chat on msn..
Tomorrow I going to meet Katty and Kian Heong.. Hmm.. I don't feel like going out.. But since I going out tomorrow then I agree to meet Kian Heong for lunch.. Hmm.. There's somethings running through my mind.. But I temp dun wan to think about it.. As I dun think its appropriate..
Anyway just wanna wish Jian Mei, Happy 24th Birthday.. Nothing much over the weekends.. Hope all of u enjoyed it.. Ciaoz~
Friday, April 10, 2009
Too Fast and Too Furious 4 (Apr 9 and 10)
Yest night got some prob around my hse area.. Came back after meeting the guys, I saw Dino, Jia Hao and Zhi Wei with their gfs hanging at the playground.. Dino called me and asked wanna go coffee shop drink.. I rejected coz I dun feel like going and dun really like to chill out with them.. So I went home..
Mum told me when I entered house was Dino was kanna attacked at work.. Then a lot of my friends came down to see him.. Then I wasn't shocked la.. Coz trouble makers somehow or rather sure kanna attack one day.. He deserved it de lo.. But I told my mum that I saw them downstairs.. But I didn't joined them as I draw a clear line between me and them.. As we different kinds of people.. Its not I looked down on them or what but just dun really like going out with them.. I rate them under hooligians.. Hmm.. Then I went played WoW with GJ.. Wanna take 5 to drink water.. Who knows when I came out of my room, I heard people fighting.. Then my mum told me its Dino.. So I went over to take a look.. I am FREAK OUT!!! As I see blood.. I don't want elaborate much on the situation... A lot of neighbours were looking at downstairs.. My house also can have a good view of what's happening.. Within minutes, 4 police car arrived.. Dino's dad was caught.. They were being interrogated at the coffee shop.. This is what my mum told me as my parents went down to take a look due my dad is worried for his friends.. =.=
Hmm.. Played WoW with GJ till 2plus this morning and went to bed.. I totally can't sleep as when I closed my eyes I see the incident.. Hmm.. I struggled.. Finally I fell asleep at 6.30am.. Kns.. Slept for 4 hours and I am awake.. I played WoW awhile and after that watched show on com.. Hmm.. Planning to go find Ah Wei one of the days to get the 40gb hard disk from him as can pass Ah Kor (KC) shows.. Hehe.. Ah Kor says I can have the 40gb hard disk.. Hmm.. I take also point less.. Not enough disk space for all my stuffs.. Haha..
Hmm.. Then I stone and slacked.. Mum was telling me some funny reactions of some releatives.. Hmm.. I just wanna say 我不会和不能吃辣, 但不代表我不会品尝辣.. Hehe.. Coz a lot of my relatives know I dun take spicy food.. Kns la.. Dun like to eat spicy food doesn't mean I won't know how good it taste de lo.. At most suffer my gastric a bit la.. Kns.. Anyway not important but I was quite amazed as most of them called each other to watch tv and my mum received quite a lot of calls.. She seems to be happy..
Meet Hailey and JJ go PS and waited for ZQ while they had their dinner.. We went Takashimaya to shop.. I didn't buy anything.. But Hailey bought something I think is ex de la.. Hmm.. Not long ZQ arrived.. We went to FEP as he wanna eat dinner.. I wasn't hungry so I intend to eat when GJ arrived.. Hmm.. Nothing to do at FEP so we decided to walk back down PS.. Hmm.. I got hungry le.. So went to eat at PS Kopitiam.. JJ joined me eat.. He had his 2nd meal within hours.. Hmm.. After eating we went play at arcade.. Haha.. Played bball but ZQ wasn't paying much attention in playing.. Hmm.. Most of the time was me challenging JJ.. After that went to play photo hunt.. Wa long time no play le and I can't finish the whole game.. Use to play all 20 levels or maybe I playing with someone else and the mo qi is different ba.. Ok I ought not to think of him again.. But its really not a choice, places in sg almost 3/4 are spent with him.. So whatever la..
Then we went to purchase movie tix for TFTF 4.. Bought the tix at The Cathay as GV seating is minimal.. A lot watching that show de lo.. But Cathay we got the Grand theatre.. Haha.. Among all the theatres I like Grand coz its big and much more leg space.. Hee.. Hmm.. We watching 2.15am show.. So its only like 10 plus.. Hailey need to call her parents.. So we bus back home.. Went over to Mac as GJ haven't taken his dinner and Hailey head back home to call her parents.. Hmm.. Still got a lot of hours to go so came home to slack.. When I am at home, I will just search for food or titbits.. Dunno why.. It seems to be some kind of my habit.. Lol..
Left home ard 1 plus to watch our midnight show.. Hmm.. The show is Great and its really worth your money.. I actually preferred to watch movie now than last time as I find it more relaxing.. Haha.. Ok la.. That's quite randoM.. Hmm.. After movie went to eat Mutabuk (I dunno I spell it correctly) but its my first time eating it.. Hmm.. No comments.. Haha..
After eating, we went back my house to slack.. I doze off bits here and there.. Hmm.. Woke up around 8 plus.. Frankly speaking, its been long I made breakfast.. Haha.. Coz I dun eat breakfast de.. =.=
Made half boiled eggs and milo.. Eat liao went to bath and preparing to go JB.. Hmm.. Mum woke after dad.. Xiao Jiu tells mum to asked me call him.. Ah Yi called my hp.. Damn I forgot its overseas call and I went to pick up.. Phone bill killing me liao.. Another Random.. Haha.. Both Xiao Jiu and Ah Yi dun wan dad to go.. Lol.. Hmm.. What can I say.. Shit de lo.. Dislike being in the middle la.. Haiz.. Dad ask me I just said oh they asked him whether going in as they planning to buy vegetarian food.. In my mind was what the hell.. How to tell the truth sia.. Damn!! Hmm.. The guys went off at 11am and we left home at 12pm..
The bus queue was long.. The custom queue at JB is freaking long and have people trying to cut queue using their kids or luggage.. I was super hot tempered and lack of sleep.. So whoever stepped on my slippers or try to cut my queue got some knocks by me or kanna stepped by me.. Who cares.. When I lack of sleep, I really dun give a damn.. Hmm.. After 3 hours, we finally cleared the jam.. ITS REALLY FINALLY!! Then went CS to buy slippers and my parents went to buy dad's vegetarian food and lottery.. Hmm.. Shopped at Inner City of CS as I wanna get cheap slippers.. Hehe.. Saw RM10 slippers and bought a pair.. Saw nice tank tops and tees at RM15.. But I didn't buy coz dun feel like buying at all for the moment.. Went to wait for my parents who is damn long.. Almost fell asleep while waiting.. When they are done, we walked to Xiao Jiu's shop.. Ah Kor is there too.. Ate my lunch, log in MSN.. Hmm.. Its boring de lo.. Trying to find people to talk but no one response.. :(
Kanna ammo from Xiao Jiu and Ah Yi.. Xiao Jiu bought 1.5L of coke for me as he knows I would want to drink after my food if not the shop only have plain water.. Hmm.. Chatted with Ah Kor.. Was talking about WoW.. He just recreate another character because his friends wanna play.. Then Xiao Jiu wanna joined us play.. But kanna ammo from us as his kids sure occupy him, hw he can play plus his hse no net.. Wasting time de la.. Ah Kor said his lappy at Ah Wei there.. If I want borrow and just tell Ah Wei.. Hehe.. Then he says when I free go take the HDD from Ah Wei.. The prob is I lazy go NTU la.. So far.. See how first.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Then not long, Xiao Jiu sent Ah Yi and Kor back.. I tend the shop.. My parents went shopping.. Wa its super bored de la.. But I managed to earn RM50 when I tending the shop.. Hehe.. Selling top up cards and doing photocopy.. Hee.. Although weather is raining, there's still some business wor.. Hehe..
Hmm.. Left JB around 6pm and reached home ard 8pm ba.. I gonna sleep.. I am super TiredDd.. ZZZ.. Ciaoz and Nitex all..
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
ChiLLing Out
Today planned to stay home the whole day.. But this few days I think I starting to sleep a lot.. Hmm.. Played WoW then msn chat with Debbie.. Today cancelled meeting with Katty again..
Debbie told me Mindy is leaving GBLT.. I was quite surprised as she joined last year.. But somehow or rather the turnover rate in GBLT is super high de.. Hmm.. I liked working there but I dun like my boss.. LOL..
I miSSed my colleagues there though we are still in contact.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Today nth much de wor.. Meet up with GJ, JJ and ZQ at Paya Lebar to chill.. Hmm.. Bcoz of slacking at home, I reached last after I tried to pursue ZQ to meet us as well.. LOL.. Chilled and plan for Thurs as we are meeting up.. I dunno what they wanna do but its ZQ's idea of meeting up and the planning was pushed to elseone.. My temper was kinda bad lately.. A bit of stuff I would get pissed.. I wonder why.. Damn sian.. Argh.. What's happening to me sia!!! Ok la.. I have nth much for today.. Going play WoW with GJ le.. Ciaoz
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Straightening Out My Thoughts
Today actually meeting Katty but was cancelled.. Postpone to tomorrow instead.. Bee says its raining so change to tomorrow too... I fell back to sleep since all dun wan meet.. Its tues and its like any other day..
Woke up at 11 plus.. The sky is turning dark.. Hmm.. Its raining.. Feeling good when it rains.. I actually like raining season more than sunny days.. Dunno why.. Maybe bcoz lesser people on the streets, nice cozy weather etc.. I can't think of more.. Hmm.. Was chatting with Hailey over MSN yest.. I think I dun really open up to people around me.. I still prefer to hide some of the things in me.. I think this is where my cousins and my bro dislike most coz happy or unhappy I will give them a big smile.. Hee..
Hmm.. Mum made some soup for me coz I have been getting weaker this few days.. She got worried as I know bcoz she won't out of no where cook tonic de.. Lol.. As in I always wanna eat, she always dun wanna cook coz no one in the family likes tonic soup apart from me.. Anyway I likes to drink soup.. So my food always must have soup due to I dun like to eat rice without soup..
Hmm.. Was looking through all my blogs.. Intending to close down one of them.. But when I was reading the blog which was meant for me and him.. I paused for a moment.. Its seems mostly me and him blog about was our moments out.. Then unhappy ones was left out.. But he blog mostly was more unrelated stuffs.. I look through the details.. The dates was the ones that made it stand out coz its my fave number and its the common number we had.. Hmm.. A lot of coincidence happened between me and him but somehow it came to an end.. Although its hard to let go but I made it.. Do I? Lol.. Yup I did.. I not intending to delete away the blog I have with him as I will keep it as a email thingy storage page coz I always forget my gmail address.. Wahahahaz..
Then went to read my Yahoo blog.. Hmm.. I realised is super history sia.. But there wrote de things are really what I have on mind.. For there is locked away for public view and its more privately for me to keep as an online diary.. Hmm.. I once in awhile will update there.. But its been long.. I mostly wrote here as this seems to be my permalink.. Hmm.. I realised I actually have 3 blogs including my current one.. Haha..
Hmmm.. JJ msg as he ended sch early and wanted to meet up.. I dun feel like going out.. Swaying my moods here and there.. But its better to go out then stayed home, my mum said.. So I decided to go out.. Hmm.. ZQ off work at 1730 and GJ is free after 1400.. I waited for a confirmation till I fell asleep.. Yes I really doze off.. Weather too good to sleep.. Hmm.. Finally decided to meet at 1700 plus minus.. But I actually rot around at home longer and leave hse at 1730.. Reached GJ area at 1800.. JJ was dying from stoning.. We planned to meet up to play bball.. Hmm.. But the court was occupied.. So we waited for ZQ and headed to Chomp Chomp to eat..
After eating we went over to RK House to slack alittle.. Then we head back to GJ's hse area.. Hmm.. The court is occupied by bunch of idiots who doesn't know how to be friendly a bit.. But its ok la as I dun own that court.. Went to exercise corner to play a little then we went back to play awhile of the bball.. Since the lights are out.. We went to the void deck to slack.. Head home around 2315.. Reached house bus stop, its raining.. Walked in the rain, saw dad and mum at coffee shop.. Got said by them for bringing umbrella.. Then my mum realised, I dun buy umbrella and how carry it when I dun buy one.. Even buy I also won't carry coz I simply dislike umbrella.. I rate it as MAFAN.. Haha..
Drank a bit of coke as mum can't finish it.. Then I waited for mum together to go home.. Home and bath.. Was kinda tired.. Gonna chat on phone and head to bed.. I feeling tired easily.. Wonder is it because my time is running short..
I have some things I wanna said but its for someone..
Buddy.. If you reading this, I just wanna ask u.. Can you please don't give us your emo attitude? Coz somehow or rather we felt we are neglecting you and its like our fault.. Out of nowhere, u sit and played game on yr phone.. All of us will be wondering why.. It may not be a big issue here.. But if you treat us as friends, you can share your thoughts with us.. I know you got A LOT OF FRIENDS!!! You may NOT want to SHARE with US.. But for instance you are out with us and please SHOW SOME RESPECT!! For every moment of you going into emo, we noticed and care.. But in return, yest we got from you was "I GOT A LOT OF FRIENDS AND I CHOOSE TO SHARE WITH WHICH FRIENDS!!".. Why not like that you try to say this to your other friends and see how will they react towards you........
Buddy please treasure your friendship with everyone as friends sometimes dun come that easy.. I once felt friends are not important in my life.. But when you really need one.. Then you will know what is call miserable... So please treasure every friend you have.. :)
Done my speech!! Hopefully he can understands.. If not I will be super urei.. Hmm.. For my personal issue.. I still thinking of it.. Hmm.. This few days my temper seems to be bad.. Hard to control and its totally confusing inside.. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh.. I dislike this type of uncertainity in me.. Why am I getting emotion corruption?! Ok I think I need some sleep to clear my mind.. Nite and Ciaoz~
Monday, April 6, 2009
Monday BluEs!!
Today back to job hunting again.. Hmm.. Katty msg me as we planning to meet tomorrow to go out to the streets to job hunt.. Then also find Debbie for lunch..
Hmm.. Woke up around 11 or much earlier though.. Stared at my phone for a period before I decided to reply.. Hmm.. I dun wanna deny I am feeling damn 憂い.. For some reason, I put all this behind me.. Treat it as it never happen before.. I didn't hear anything or remember anything.. Hmm.. I just dun want it to be a ラブゲーム..
For my fell, I didn't blame anyone and I know ユー doesn't know I have that 問.. So don't 糾弾じしん.. Hehe.. I am feeling better after all that.. Hehe.. Frankly speaking I am いやof going out 本日.. But I just feel しんきくさい and force myself to go.. Hehe..
Went to NUS to meet GJ and played MSN with Debbie and Cheryl online.. When I am out of my house, I try to get my mood back to norm.. Hmm.. JJ joined us shortly.. After that ate Mac and went Island Creamery for Ice-Cream.. Then head home le.. Hmm.. I enjoyed my day.. ZQ planning to meet up on Thurs and I planning to go JB on Fri.. Sat.. Still KIV-ing.. Coz I haven't made up my mind.. Alright I am damn flickled minded sometimes.. Not that good actually..
I got things wanna rant.. If not interested please stop reading upon here.. Hehe...
我不知道我该如何做.. 绝得好烦.. 被夹在中间真的好不舒服.. 我有点想要放弃一切, 因为这不是我想要的.. 好困扰喔!! 我面带着笑容但不代表我很快乐!! 我是不想去想我不该想的事.. 这几天我都绝得好难快乐, 也觉得我不是我自己.. 心理中觉得好纳闷!! ROAR!!
做的事情会想到他.. 但是对他的感觉已渐渐的在消失了.. 我不想再走向后悔的路~~~~~
我只想要快乐和信服而已, 为何这么难得到!! :(
I rant finished le.. Hee.. Hmm.. Its really MONDAY BLUES!! Debbie today no go work.. Anyway home blog le.. Going to play WoW and head to bed as tomorrow meeting Katty.. Maybe got job liao I won't be thinking so much ba.. Lol.. Ciaoz~
Sunday, April 5, 2009
I am Tired Internally and Externally
Got woke up by ZQ's phone at wee hours of the morning.. FYI I woke up 3 times by his phone and 3 times by his snore.. =.=
I decided to play my PSP to make myself sleep again.. I need to make eyes tired and turn my focus away.. Hmm.. Played till I fall asleep.. Suddenly woke up again.. Yes yes.. Its his snore.. !@#$%^&*
I really go !@#$%^&* all the way la.. Tried to sleep.. Doze off and wake up.. Doze off when he woke up play Maple.. Wake up when he snore.. !@#$%^&*
Hmm.. Woke up at 8 plus.. Chatted with JJ.. I dun wanna sleep le.. I think I go home then sleep.. Hmm.. Asked JJ to wake ZQ up at 9.30am and after that called GJ as I wanna laze around for longer.. Hee.. Hmm.. We have to check out at 1030..
When we were leaving, the sky started to rain so we set at the lobby area to eat JJ's cake.. He baked de wor.. Its nice but I got to say sorry as morning I really no appetiate to eat anything.. Although its really nice but I am super sorry...
After that we slack awhile and decided to head back home.. When we boarded the monorail.. The sky rain again.. This time its super heavy de lo..
Hmm.. Trained back home.. JJ sent me home as my bag is heavy.. Hmm.. But its raining heavily at my area too.. Thought of taking cab.. Waited but no cab avail.. My phone is dead.. Kns.. Hmm.. Waited till it drizzle then walked home.. Who knows when I am about to reach my home.. Just 2 across only.. It heavy downpour again.. Sweat!!
JJ said its my foul mouth coz I said that its best to wait even if its drizzling as I think the rain will be heavy again.. Wah kao.. Damn suay la.. Roar!! Called home using his home.. Dad took his own sweet time to come down and pass me umbrella.. Nice de la.. Wait till no rain.. Then he come.. Kns..
Hmm.. Reached home.. Set up my lappy and after that chat with mum and unpacked my bag.. Mum saw my leg.. Shit.. I tried to use my bag to hide le.. See how she sees my leg.. I feel so bad.. The first qns was what happen this time.. Then I told her I fell on escalator in Giant.. She gave a big fuss.. Then she asked how come like that.. Then I told her the whole story.. She kept quiet.. I know she's worried.. My knee cap since I was a kid always got prob.. I can't kneel too long.. I can't squat too long.. No matter how I try to excerise.. It dun show any improvement.. I hate it!!
Bruises were showing up on my knee.. Its still pain.. But barable.. Haiz.. Mum keep nagging say I dunno how to take care of myself.. The more she say.. The more I am disappointed in myself.. I feel so useless.. I dunno how ask her dun worry.. I only know how to scold and blame myself.. Haiz.. 我真的很没用.. 对自己好失望.. Haiz..
Hmm.. After that mum went uncle's hse.. She asked me dun go.. Stay home and rest.. I listened to her la.. Then I lie on bed.. Stoning.. Thinking of certain things.. I dunno.. Feeling quite lost.. Its something I dunno how to express out in words or expression.. Feeling so congested in between.. I rather keep everything as simple as it is.. After leaving him.. I feel so relaxed and I find my own life.. I am happy but suddenly I felt lost as I do think of him sometimes.. I totally dunno what I want in life.. I really loses my aim and goal out of a sudden.. Lost my fighting spirit.. Recklessness is wat I see in myself now.. I dun want the "me" now.. Its so not me de lo.. Damn....... Freaking...... Sian.......
Hmm.. A lot personal things I dun wanna write here as I think I should also think of others de privacy.. But what I wanna say is I respect everyone's decision.. ^^
Hmm.. Today nothing much as too tired le and I think I am sprouting nonsense.. I shall go get some rest.. Tomorrow back to job hunting day.. For a lot of things happen and if I offended anyone with my words.. I take this opportunity to say: "I AM SORRY!"
For some words or the way I say it, I meant no harm.. I am sorry.. I am not good with my words or actions.. But I may have phase it in the wrong way.. I finally realised something, the person closest to me yet doesn't understand me well.. I am utterly disappointed.. For a moment in time, I drawing myself away le.. I dunno.. I hardly like to talk as I prefer to be quiet.. But I will talk only when I find comfort.. I losing this comfort.. But this doesn't seem impt at all ba.. Coz people always think they are right and I am really tired of this kind of attitude.. Why can't try to accept another person flaws and understand the person better? I am disappointed with my environment and life.. Just wish I could be somewhere no one actually knows me at all.. :(
Saturday, April 4, 2009
BBQ at Sentosa Costa Sands
Woke up and prepare to meet the guys.. ZQ says his friend is sick and bringing him go see doc.. So he will be late.. Hailey woke up at 10am.. Lol.. We supposed to meet 1030 lo.. Hmm.. Suan le.. 我不跟你们计较.. Hehe.. LaMe.. Anyway most of the times I am Late.. :P
Went to hawker to eat with GJ, JJ and Hailey after meet up.. Then I can't finished my food.. I can't eat much as I have no habits of eating when just woke up especially in the morning.. Hmm.. After eating we went Giant to buy food for BBQ.. My mum help me prepare the marinating sauce so its easier for us.. Hehe.. Awhile later ZQ arrived.. Continued with our buying items and we split to get all the stuff.. Something bad happen..
Hmm.. I was running up the escalator.. When making a turn, a aunty bang me.. Hmm.. I managed to balance.. But when running up the other escalator, my kneecap bone lock and I fell.. Fxxk.. Its happening again.. Damn.. It last happen was only a few days ago and I never pay attention to it.. Lucky thing was I didn't hit my head but tear the skin on my left palm.. I took quite awhile to get myself on my foot.. I am totally lost.. If my mum knows I fell again.. It will be a heart broken for her.. But I didn't expect it will be such a worse one.. No one's to blame, its my fault.. Damn it!!
Thanks JJ for helping me to get plaster.. Thanks my friends for showing me their concern.. But I am feeling lost and retard for a moment.. For such a big person to fall in public.. I would have to say lucky when I fell they are far behind.. If not I will cause them to have embrassment.. Hmm.. After we got our things, we checked out at the counter.. Went to collect the cake with GJ and after that we head back to the chalet..
Hmm... Lie awhile.. Trying to think why I didn't I realise my knees giving me prob.. Why Why Why?! Why must it be this point of time?? Argggggggh.. Frustating.. Scolding myself.. I dun want to spoil anyone's mood.. But now what happen.. Shit...
Not long ZQ left to go church.. Left GJ, Hailey, JJ and me.. We playing Dai Dee.. Hmm.. Played not long, Debbie called said she coming into Sentosa.. So I left to meet them.. My knee hurts.. But baring the pain.. Its not the wound, its the bone.. I hate my leg.. Where they always muz give way to my knees.. Why I can't have control over them? T_T
Hmm.. Walked back to chalet.. Its raining.. Hmm.. Maybe its just not my day or month.. Whatever it is.. Damn sian de.. After that they went down to start the fire for BBQ.. I tried out the clothes Bee, Cheryl and Li Hui bought.. I like the Tank Top.. Hmm.. Somehow it seems that it is Bee who chose it.. Lol.. Took some crazy shots with them.. But I feeling damn freaking weird.. Whatever happy 就好.. Haha..
After that GJ came up and said no wire mesh.. WTF!! Ran all the way to VIVO with him to buy it and head back.. Hmm.. Then Li Hui helps to BBQ.. Cheryl and Bee looks like glutton.. Wa miss the days where we always go eat.. (I miss MDIS Chicken Chop.. =.=" -->Side Tracking!!)
A few things I am not happy but suan le.. 不开心的人是我与他们无关!! I am not saying my Animal Peeps.. There are a few unhappy moments but I juz let it pass as it deem to be important at all la.. Hmm.. Mingle around, played around.. Jacq arrived.. I dun wanna comment.. I am simply not happy.. Who cares?! Hmm.. After that cut cake.. Ate it.. Made wishes but I made one simplest one.. Hope everybody are happy for all the 3 wishes!! LOL!!
Hmm.. Then Li Hui asked me use my mouth to get the candle holder out of the cake.. Hmm.. Did it.. I know they won't ruin anything.. Hmm.. I was from hungry but suddenly felt full.. Weird is I didn't eat much.. Lol.. Hmm.. Jacq left shortly as her bf got drive.. I sent Bee they all to beach station with GJ.. Then ZQ sent Hailey off.. Hmm.. After that we packed up.. I was exhausted.. After that we went up to our room.. Stayed overnight de got GJ, JJ, ZQ and me.. Hmm.. We played Dai Dee.. Then to True and Dear.. After that to Indian Poker and I fell asleep after that..
Thanks my friends for all this.. I enjoyed myself though there are some mishaps in between.. But I really glad that I have u all as my friends.. Its really great when out with you all.. I wanna say a heartly thanks to my buddies who organize the BBQ and help me celebrate my bday..
RENEE LOVE YOU ALL!! ^^
Thank You all for coming!! ^^
Friday, April 3, 2009
Happy Birthday
Yest went out ard 11 plus to meet the guys.. On the bus as the clock strike 12am.. My msg sound.. Hmm.. Thanks all who gave their wishes.. ^_^ 得到大家的祝福了!! 谢谢!!
But I wanna say my parents are CUTE!! They each send one msg lo.. Lol.. My dad is damn funny.. I am born on his birthday so every year, we most likely will eat dinner together.. But sometimes we dun la and I dun give him presents at all as it just make our birthday looks like christmas instead.. LOL.. Tat's why we only exchange greetings.. Hehe..
Meet the guys to play basketball at GJ's house there.. Hmm.. Got some probo then we stopped.. Slack awhile at the court, then ZQ have to go.. We talked till 4 plus then head over to eat Prata.. Hmm.. After eating, we slack awhile and waited for first bus to head home..
Wanted to nap on bus but too many people le.. So stone all the way till I reached home.. Went to nap awhile.. Woke up around 10am.. Then went to prepare to go 二姑 house as she wanted me go there.. Hmm.. Actually planned to cycle but I am plain lazy.. Bus over to her house and bus home.. Although the whole trip takes me an hour to travel to and fro.. But I am simply tired la.. Doze off on the bus and next minute woke up, I arrived le.. Lol..
Hmm.. Checked in to chalet with Cheng's classmates.. They are way noisy and I prefer a bit of slience sometimes as I don't really like to talk all the time.. Lol.. When there, I simply just doze off again.. Lol.. Hmm.. Tomorrow is having BBQ with my friends.. Hehe.. Today is family day.. :P
Alright gonna go rest.. Looking forward to tomorrow..
HaPPy 56th Birthday to Dad!!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Boring Day
Hmm.. Today woke up as usual and did the same old thing.. LOL!! Boring!! Ok nothing much today.. Another few more hours.. Turning another year older.. Haiz.. Somehow feel 又老了一岁.. Haiz.. But achievement.. Hmm.. I think still zero.. Lol..
Today msn chat as usual with Debbie Tey.. All looking forward to Sat.. Yup!! Then Janet msn me too.. She was my carrefour colleague.. Btw I forgotten her bf's name though he's also working at carrefour at that time.. I only know he very tanned and I always mistake him as a malay.. Oops.. Hehe.. Hmm.. She's looking for job to change while I am looking for JOB!!
Great thing is I planned to meet Kat Kat to go out and job hunt together on Tues.. Hopefully I won't fly her any plane.. Haha.. Wanna fly also fly SIA.. =.="
You all should know.. Go out = Spend money.. At Home = Rot!! So have to choose one.. Lol..
Meeting the guys later for prata and bad news is so much supper but I am still the same size.. WTF!! Lol.. Debbie Tey says she will pass me some shows and songs.. I looking forward to it........ As I can get back my thumb drives.. Wahahaha.. Erm.. You all muz have think that I wanna see the shows right.. But I wan my thumb drive la.. Haha.. Just Kidding.. If not on Sat, I get a blank thumb drive without any show.. Then i will T_T.. Lol... Wah super crap today as I feeling Bored.. Totally Bored.. RoaR!!
Alright weekends I try to blog if I can as I will be at Sentosa chalet.. Yup.. Thanks for the guys planning.. Hehe.. Lastly, hope you all have an enjoyable day.. I going to rot for another 1/2 an hour or so before going out.. I still like night life best.. LOL!! Ciaoz~
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Steamboat
Today woke up quite early and feeling giddy.. Mum suspect I ping xue again.. Hmm.. I also think likewise too.. Look for jobs and played FB.. Read his blog.. Hmm.. No denial.. I sometimes hope the person could treat me better a bit.. Hmm.. Its already in the past le..
Then some of my shows download finished.. Watched my no brainer show which someone commented about it saying the show I watched are no brainer juz because of some reasons which I dun wanna say.. Its all in my memory bank..
Hmm.. Sally msn me asked go FB see her invitation to some event.. Hmm.. She celebrating her bday at Dragonfly @ St. James.. I msn Debbie Tey and she say maybe going.. So we respond to the invitation together.. I thinking of bringing someone with me as I dun wanna go alone.. I dislike clubbing place.. But anyway just go have fun as to make someone happy, I also will be happy.. Hehe.. After that talked to Debbie awhile in msn before joining the guys play WoW.. Debbie Tey and I had an agreement on Sat to see who bite who first and I foresee I am losing.. But I will think of ways to win.. Hmm.. Suddenly feel like children.. Debbie said we are young ma.. Lol.. I think she is still young not me lo.. Lol..
Hmm.. Played WoW awhile.. GJ left the game then me and JJ continued playing.. Giddiness getting over me.. Cannot tarhan.. I got to stop and took a nap.. Next I woke up I realised its 6 plus liao and I saw GJ said meet at AMK for steamboat.. I dun wanna go so far and for some reason also.. Can I say ma? I not sure.. Then I throw tantrum as like if go AMK then I dun wan go.. Think GJ got a bit pissed.. But I have to say I am sorry.. I got my reasons..
Hmm.. Woke up and surf web played FB and went to wash up.. Refreshing a bit le.. Hmm.. Took some sweets to make sure I am really well to go meet the guys and dun wan let them know I am super sick.. Dun wan spoil people's day ma.. Meet GJ at my house bus stop then went over to meet JJ at Kino.. I soon pian see got my comics a not.. Haiz.. Being waiting for 2 months le.. Yet still no release of new epi.. Last time one month once will release le.. Dunno why now so slow.. Nvm.. Just wait lo.. Wat can I do.. Lol..
Went to eat steamboat at the outlet which I used to go with someone.. Now got free flow of drinks le.. Hmm.. No more ice cream and fruits le.. I think like that also better.. Haha.. If not I used to smuggle drinks in de lo.. Coz there drinks are ex ma.. Haiz.. Precisely today seems like whatever I did reminds me of him.. Memories are way too much.. Some good and some bad.. But if wanna weigh.. I dun wanna say.. Dun think its fair for him..
Wah its damn full even now I am blogging.. Lol.. Tomorrow lunch dun need eat liao le.. Lol.. Just got home and start blogging about the whole day.. But nothing much today also.. Another 2 more days.. Dad turning 56 years old.. Hmm... Old man at home.. Lol.. Thanks all for visiting.. Hehe.. I will try to get over whatever its unhappy!! I will ganbatte de!! ^^
Lastly, I wish all "HaPPy April Fools Day".. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! A lot of u must have been tricked today right.. Including me.. LOL!!
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