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Friday, October 30, 2009

Finally WeeKends aLiVe

Today work was so-so.. Well so far work seems not too bad but not really happy.. Then juz try to tolerate and get pass every single day at work.. Hopefully can save enough kachings before I actually planned to change job..

Another piece of good news is there will be new classes for Jap in Dec and Jan.. Told Katty about it and she will let me knw the answer by Nov.. Hopefully she can joined me.. KW will be taking Advance with me coz he took basic already..

Hmm.. After work went to meet Serene and went for Dinner at ION.. Then went Takashimaya to shop and had a damage of $50 to my wallet.. Lol.. Its been long that I spent on shopping.. Haha.... Hmm.. Then went to Coffeebean at Forum to slack..

Dearie came to look for us.. Well.. I still dunno what's really important but I getting it out of mind as what's there to be bother about.. If it carrys on, I will just make myself unhappy only and he also won't know or realize anything...

Not going to brood all about it as this weekend at least its alive for me.. Hehe.. Had a fruitful Friday.. Tomorrow morning gonna settle some of my stuff.. Ya changing of my name in CPF, IRAS and etc.. Troublesome.. Then will be going JB.. Hehe.. Counting down 2 months from now, Li Ling will be coming over to stay at my house.. Had my schedule planned to bring here and there.. Not forgetting, I wanna get tanned.. LoL.. But as a lot knows, its kinda hard for me to be tanned.. Zzzzzz...

This sunday planning to go cycling with good weather.. LoL.. Then visit Aunty Ah Gin... Long time didn't see her le.. Postponing buying of jeans to next weekend with Katty instead.. LoL... Then tomorrow night, I am going for L4D.. So looking forward to it.. This time round must complete the game if not play liao also meaningless when can't complete.. Haha...

Lastly, I updating my blog at coffeebean.. LoL.. Nothing better to do right.. Haha.... Gonna go.. Ciaoz.. Heee......

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:15

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Happy 2 Months

Today went Gym with Katty, JJ, Tian and Dearie.. Hmm.. After that went to have prata and discuss about OCBC Cycle 2010.. Yup we wanna go.. But still waiting for confirmation as hope to pay the early bird price.. Hehe

Today nothing much to blog about as mostly were planning and everything.. We even planned sat go play L4D.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Kinda tired.. Hopefully tomorrow won't be late for work.. Hehe.. Ciaoz

HAPPY 2 MONTHS ^_^

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:20

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Feeling So Sick

Today I overslept.. Damn.. Feeling super wrong today.. Everything I see is so blur and my head keep spinning.. Damn.. I really dislike low blood pressure..

Hmm.. Try to drink ribena to make myself better abit but it doesn't seems to work this time round.. Woot...

Work cleared almost done.. Boss was satisfied but I dun wanna OT so decided to bring work home to do... Tired..

Actually meeting JJ play Bball but cancelled as not well.. JJ said his neck pain so he agreed not to meet.. Hmm.. Slack at home and watched my DVD.. Do my work as well.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Today kinda short.. Talked on phone with Serene too.. Yeah.. Tomorrow going gym.. Hehe.... Next week onwards gym day will be on Tues and Thurs.. Hehe... Gonna go for 2 days instead of one day.. Hee... Alright gonna sleep already.. I am totally exhausted but trying to hang on.. LoL..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Peace

Today work was kinda peace.. Hehe.. Dearie came to pick me up from work.. Then we went to TPY as I wanna collect my bedsheet..

Mum joined us at TPY then we head to Eldest Uncle house.. Talked to Cousin Jenny and Catherine.. Eldest Aunt-in-law have hearing probs and my throat wasn't well.. Talk until I feel hoarse in my throat.. Lol..

Stayed till 8 plus almost 9 then head home for dinner.. Dearie ate liao help me with my puzzle but I watched DVD.. LoL..

I watching the Queen of No Marriage.. Haha.. Going to finish the show soon.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Body this weeks like super weak.. Think bcoz lack of exercise.. This thurs confirm muz go exercise.. Hehe..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:50

Monday, October 26, 2009

MC

Today having flu, cough and fever.. Went to see doc and asked for a day MC instead.. I am afraid work piled up as month end coming liao.. Hmm... So I ate medicine and went to sleep..

But before that I did up the puzzle I wanna give Li Ling and its done.. Hehe.. Its nice de lo.. Will post the pic when I got the time.. I really long time never post pics on my blog le.. Haha.. Its kinda wordy.. Should have some pics.. Hee

Dearie came over my house after his class.. Then its kinda evening already.. Went Suntec to do my bank stuff.. Then after that went Carrefour to get some stuff and we head home.. Hehe

I am thinking whether to get mininote as I prefer to carry notebook with me.. As its convenient to surf net much better than phone wifi.. Lol... Go sch also can use.. Then dun need bring a heavy one out.. I aiming for the 10.1" that kind.. Haha....

Hmm.. Really exhausted.. Monday MC seems so fast pass.. LoL.. Alright.. Hopefully my boss dun give me some pain in the neck.. LoL..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:43

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Daddy's 100 Days (25.10,09)

I was angry so dun feel like meeting.. Do my work at home and was kinda lethargic.. I in the end pack my stuff, went to look for Serene at Orchard..

Went to chill at Starbucks.. Having intention to do my work there but in the end, I was reluctant to do.. LoL

Dearie came to find me.. Then he drove us to Thomson for supper.. Chatted and thinking of dad, I can't control my tears..

Suddenly, I really felt I cry lesser than last time.. Maybe I know cry was to release possible feelings but it dun solve all probs..

After that went home and I couldn't sleep at all.. Watched DVD till 7am and finally I felt tired.. Wanna sleep and in the end, my mum woke up and keep talking to me.. I couldn't sleep at all.. Its like I was half awake for 1 hour and I am up to watch my DVD again.. =.="

After that prepared and went to meet Serene at TPY as wanna buy some stuff.. Had MOS for lunch.. Hehe.. After that went AMK to shop.. Hehe.. After AMK, went PS to look for puzzle.. Hehe.. In the end I spend to a limit and made a member card at Jigsaw World.. Lol...

Hmm.. Had a long day and I am freaking tired... I was so looking forward to Genting but now my hopes were dashed as Dearie can't go.. Was told to mum and she forbid me to go... Roar.... Feel damn sian and I got no appetite for dinner.. Finished whatever I can and watched DVD..

After that went down to buy beer as today is Daddy's 100 days.. Its like so Fast..... Daddy no longer with us already 100 days.. But the feeling is like my dad left just yest.. Its still fresh in my mind.. I really haven't let go.. Its kinda pain to choose to let go... Haiz..

Lastly, today is Hailey's birthday.. Hehe.. Happy Birthday Gal... Hehe.. Finally 19.. LoL..
I waiting for Debbie Tey's 20th birthday to surprise her.. Haha.... Which is in Dec.. Heeeee...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:33

Friday, October 23, 2009

I Have No Intention to Meet Up

Actually everything was still fine.. Somehow or rather some parts of the conversation sparks my anger and I was so fury till I cancelled meeting Dearie...

Asked Serene out instead.. But in the end, Dearie came to pick me from work.. I was touched.. Hehe.. Although I am still unhappy.. Well Sat is important to me coz the only time I could really abandon my work and truely enjoy... Weekdays already work till so tired liao, where got mood to enjoy.. But somehow this point like no one understand.. Bored... Went to City Square to shop and saw Hau, Liang and Joyce at Metro as they went to buy the KOSE mask.. I helped them to buy a few more as our dept bosses want it too.. Lol...

Hmm.. After that bid farewell and went to shop with Serene.. After that back to my house and I change to much more casual clothes... Hehe.. Went to Seletar to chill while waiting for Dearie's buds.. Well only DL and his gf came.. Went T3 for supper.. After that sent Serene home and followed by me.. Hehe.. I wasn't happy so din bid farewell with Dearie.. How to be happy wor.. Haiz.. Moody~

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:25

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Lethargic

Well.. I was feeling lethargic.. Took a day off from work.. Hmm.. Consider that I got not much thing on hand so I took off from work..

Sleep most my afternoon then prepared to go meet Katty at Hougang Mall with Serene, Dearie and Tian (Katty's Bestie)..

We planned and decided.. After that went down to Golden Mile to check out the prices and enquire too... We decided to take Transtar.. But pay not yet in so next week then come purchase tickets.. Hehe...

After that went home and slack.. Showed Dearie the done up of my puzzle and my finished puzzle.. Hehe.. The glow in the dark dolphin puzzle is really extremely nice and beautiful.. Hehe...

Continued watching dvd.. Yeah.. Tomorrow is Friday.. Hehe....... Finally weekends.. But my mood wasn't that right yet for my weekend as I realised something seems to be more important then spending more time on Sat... I got into rage again.. LoL..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:19

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Offically 'CHOO'

Today went to lawyer office to get my Deed Poll done.. Paid $80 for it and also had the lawyer to do the GLOA for my house...

After that went Catherine's shop to have ic photo taken. Went Popular to hunt for frame.. Hmm.. Finally I got it.. Hehe.. Went to collect photos.. Cousin was reluctant to collect payment from me.. Haiz.. Mum felt unfair and I got rant... Zzzz...

Went to ICA to get my IC done.. Hehe... Guess what.. Its super efficient as now do and 30 minutes later I collected my IC.. Wow.. Dun have to make 2 trips.. Ya for the info, even u change yr name irregardless of whether u lose yr ic for the first time.. U still have to pay $60 for the replacement of IC.. But lucky thing was if u keep changing yr name.. The amount u have to pay is still $60.. That's was what the info I got from ICA.. As they say changing of names is no choice.. But losing of IC, u have to pay for yr carelessness.. I was like wah wat if everytime kanna pickpocket instead of losing it due to carelessness.. The ICA person said, they still rate it as careless.. So I think we better treasure our little identity..

Hmm... Dearie came to ICA looked for me.. After that we went to Suntec to buy some stuff and head home... Ordered KFC for dinner and I went to meet Bridger due to I wanna buy insurance.. Hehe.. Finally after so long, I bought insurance.. A lot of my friends who are in insurance line, may wanna kill me coz so many approach me... I give it to Bridger.. Lol.... As she offered me a superb plan and I like things that are flexi.. Hehe.. So tat's the reason why I bought..

Dearie after band, came over my house for dinner.. Then told him that tomorrow meeting Katty to discuss about Genting trip.. Hehe... Slack and watched dvd.. After that I wanna sleep.. Dearie also find it kinda late so he headed home and I heading for my lovely bed.. Hee..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:09

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Devasated

What happen over the weekends till today I am still brooding over it... My friends were asking and concerning.. Ya I am having light ears.. But sometimes what they say juz pierce my heart..

Hmm.. Really have the mind to give up.. I really dunno lo.. Haiz.. Got in contact with Serene... Wanna meet her go la teh.. But lazy... After work meet Dearie.. Then talking about Genting trip.. I am looking forward to it.. Wanna take a break and clear my leave.. LoL..

Tomorrow on leave as I going to Lawyer office to do some documentation.. Hehe.. Shall say it tomorrow.. Well its kinda short day... Bought puzzle to replace what's belongs to the past but I did not throw away just that the frame its broken so need to find a replacement frame for it..

When looking it, memories were well kept.. Well.. Maybe the now us is better as seems like we are happy with what we are doing now.. Hehe... May the path ahead of us be bright even though we parted but the relation in between will like before as we are still friends who will be there for there when in need of help.. Hehe.. Just like the days u accompanied me through when my dad is about to leave.. I really feel glad to have u as my friend.. :)

Into A World of Emptiness @ 22:59

Monday, October 19, 2009

LoUsY MoNday

Today woke up.. My brain was still freeze on sat.. Dunno why I so angry.. Hmm.. Stone when woke up.. Hmm.. Yest night also hard to sleep.. Been thinking..

Well.. Bought food to office.. Trying to save money... Hmm.. Spending money like water.. Die man... Hmm.. Nothing much to do.. Boss also didn't give much prob.. Hmm.. Talk to Debbie and Katty through email..

Msg with mum.. As she went Town Council to pay bills.. Hmm.. Dearie online not long.. Chatted with him.. I try to get over it.. Hmm.. During lunch, ate the food I bought in the morning.. Its turned cold..

Globble it down fast.. Stomach feel unwell and head feel giddy.. Its like the world is spinning.. A moment of low blood just came.. I tried to drink warm water.. Cold sweat was what I experienced.. Something telling me that its not good.. I really dislike low blood time.. Till now when I am blogging, my world still spinning..

I really dislike my body.. So weak.. I dislike being weak.. A little bit, I fall sick.. Sian... Dearie came to fetch me home.. I am feeling super giddy... Rested awhile while he drove me home.. Accompany Dearie to have dinner while I drank coke.. This time coke makes no diff.. Shit.. Wat the heck happen..

Reached home, popped 2 panadols down my throat.. Went toilet as stomach a bit weird.. Hopefully giddiness will be gone by tomorrow.. Hehe.. Hmm.. After that walked to Suntec to meet Dearie.. Frankly speaking I was having cold sweat while walking.. Its been long I walked to Suntec..

When I almost reaching, saw Dearie at the bus stop waiting for me.. Hehe.. Went Carrefour to buy some stuffs.. Then went puzzle world as I wanna buy frame but freaking ex.. Gave up the idea.. Then atrium was having Levi's shoes sales.. We bought slips and sign up for the member card.. Hehe...

After that Dearie sent me home.. I am feeling super unwell.. After Dearie sees me home, he went home.. I talked to Serene on MSN and Ling Ai on phone.. Hmm.. Both of them will be coming this sunday to my house.. Long time didn't see them le..

Hmm.. Watched DVD... Then played FB.. Hmm.. Popped another 2 panadol after dinner.. Not much appetite.. Well.. Lucky mum didn't realized I am not feeling well.. Hmm.. Another day of work, I will be on leave.. Tomorrow night can rest longer.. Hehe.. Alright gonna go bed.. Hehe..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Sunday!!

Weekend ending soon.. Hmm.. I firmly decided that weekends I gonna plan for activities for myself only or juz rot my day at home.. Watching show, read comics and surf net.. Not going to bother about other stuffs..

Hmm.. Really devasated.. Hmm.. Trying to say.. But well, it turns to deaf ear.. Hmm.. I ponder long to wonder to get angry or upset over it.. Well.. Sometimes things had to be said.. But I really not sure..

Hmm.. Taking the wrong things to compare.. Making me more boil... Hmm.. Today a lot of jepordize here and there.. Totally mood went worse.. Actually should go shopping and steamboat.. Everything cancelled.. Moody.. Wat a FxxKing Weekend..

I also not much mood to write about today.. Its not worth to be remembered.. A lot of freaking things happen over just a short 2 days... Roar.. I really hate weekends instead of initial dislike.. I gonna find some job or things to do on weekends.. Gonna cast the time to myself.. I deem to see the importance to spend a relaxing weekend anymore.. I rather tire myself out and sleep till next day without having to feel freaking moody or lonely... Damn!!!

I finished my rant.... Thanks Dearie for the Pooh bear.. Hmm.. Well I think I needs time to ease my temper.. As this really me boil.. Maybe it will be gone by tomorrow as its back to work.. Hopefully work can help me forget abt everything..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Deepavali ~ Boring

Well.. Today is the Indians Festive.. Woke up at 2 plus.. Wah.. Its been long I slept almost 10 hours.. Hehe... Wanting to get rid of my dark rings man..

Hmm.. Ate lunch and pack my room a little.. Finally have my speaker up.. Did it myself without bro's help.. Hmm.. Its getting late then I went to take a bath and had my dinner..

Went City Square to buy things for my extension cord and hooks to hold my wires... Hmm.. Walked around take a look... The whole shopping mall is damn big lo... Hmm.. But walking around alone is really damn boring and I dun feel like going home so early, I roam around in Popular.. Haha.. Went Comics Connection.. Then I realized Guitar hero got drum and mike but its for Xbox 360.. Wondering do they sell for Wii.. Hehe.. So much to discover in a shopping mall alone.. I really start to like City Square.. It really saves me time from going Orchard to buy stuff I need.. Hehe..

So convenience.. Hmm.. Walked till around 9.30pm I finally decided to go home.. Well I really dunno how I could hang around in Popular so long by looking at things.. I think books really interest me a lot man.. Hmm.. But I really find it boring though.. Walked home and when I reached home, mum said she tried to call me as she wanna ask me buy things. Who knows I didn't bring phone.. Lol..

I told her when I left house then I realize I did not bring my phone out.. But sometimes being uncontactable also like not bad idea.. Hmm.. I dunno what's on my mind.. Feeling then bored.. Called Katty regarding tomorrow meet up to shop.. Then she asked me to msg them as she's outside.. Hmm.. I do have some reluctancy.. But well.. I msg in the end.. Playing Cafe World in FB and talked to Henry on msn.. Poor fellow lose his hp and wallet.. Though he reported to police but I dun think they will help him.. Well this really teached us to be careful with our stuffs as SG is not really that safe after all.. ^_^

Hmm.. Have been thinking earlier when I walking home.. I really sian of weekend liao.. Like almost all the weekends, I bound to have one day without programme.. Weekend is like so boring.. I think I wanna go find either a part time job or study over the weekends.. Wanna fully utilize my time.. No point putting it free.. Sian... Weekdays work and weekends no life nor enjoyment.. I giving up on enjoyment.. Maybe next week I try to find things to do on Weekends.. Damn FREAKING BORING..

Life really like being alone most of the time where u can't even find any of a friend who is avail.. I am tired of all this shit.. I really dunno what to do.. Even if said, wat can be done.. Everyone have their own friends.. While I have mine but aren't that close till will always hang out together.. Because of some reasons.. I really sick of all this... But wat to do.. Still have to live on for dunno what reason.. I am dying inside anyway.. Its just matter when I choose to leave, like how my dad choose his path.. Should I follow? I feel like to... What a Boring Life I Have....... Alright I gonna head to bed to end my boring day.. Though tomorrow is steamboat plus shopping.. Actually full of anticipation... But a day kills all mood.. Hmm.. I should really accept that I have a boring life and stop dreaming how exciting and enjoyable I could get over the weekends.. No one to actually have the time to spend weekend.. So juz spend it ALONE in Future for me.. I GONNA BE PESSIMISTIC over my Weekends.. Nothing Gonna Change My Mind as This Happens on ALL WEEKENDS and I have given up HOPE.. I gonna SHUT MY DOORS on WEEKENDS!!!

Ok I finished ranting.. Lol.. Sleeping time.. Hee...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Friday, October 16, 2009

Dad's 3 Months Death Anniversary

Time is really fly so fast.. I still can rememebr the day dad admitted into hospital and stayed for a week and back then the date today is the day he passed away..

The moments are freshed in my mind like its always yesterday.. Hmm.. I really miss daddy a lot.. Everyday I reached home, always have the habit of greeting him whenever I am home.. Now when I open the gate to my house, I have to constantly reminding myself that my dad is not around.. Its really pain the heart to be thinking of that..

Hmm.. After work took bus and change train to Dhoby to meet Dearie.. Feeling so sleepy and I doze off.. The bus driver was a hell driver.. Knocked my head against the window dunno how many times.. Damn..

Super reckless driving the people nowadays.. Accidents are getting unevitable.. Even made public transport so unsafe.. Dun wanna say driving.. Its like better to stay home then out onto the roads.. As u may not know which idiot driver will get u kill in roads..

Hmm.. Went to walk around in Comics Connection.. Yeah finally the comic book is out.. Waited damn long.. Lol.. Hmm.. Hang around till Dearie arrived then we went off to look at rings.. Bought at The Cathay after selecting quite long.. Lol...

Hmm.. The man told us to go back 30mins later.. So we hang around The Cathay.. Frankly speaking, The Cathay is good for its movie and nothing really interest me.. Lol..

After Cathay already, we went Suntec as there is M'sia travel Fair.. Ya planning for a short trip.. Hmm.. Get the brochures then decide.. Haha..

After that went home to change and went out again to meet Dearie's Buds.. Hmm.. They planning for bbq at Seletar to celebrate belated bday.. Actually I should not be joining as I am still in mourning period and it will not be good for dad's soul.. But sometimes I think being bbq and it doesn't seem to be real celebrating should be ok ba.. But I gonna kept silent about this from my mum if not sure kanna rant at.. Lol..

Time is getting late.. Off for my bed time.. Hee..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Nyonya Food @ Kim Choo

Today Dearie came to work and fetch me to Tiong Bahru to meet Debbie.. Waited for Cheryl while walking around and we were a lil hungry so went to B1 to find some food.. Hehe..

Went to a shop that sells all Jap food stuff and its over price like hell.. Imagine a 330ml coke in bottle design selling at $3.. =.="

But I bought it in the end.. Hmm.. As The bottle can be reuse and I am thirsty.. Ya it sounds craps.. Lol.. Hmm.. Bought sushi to eat to hold the stomach.. Hehe... Cheryl arrived then we went to East Coast Road there.. The Kim Choo Restaurant with little museum.. Ate all the stuff which was featured in Little Nyonya.. Lol.. Debbie and me was like so crazy over that show.. Lol...

Hmm.. Took some photos.. Debbie should have uploaded them in FB.. Lol.. Hmm.. After that let Debbie and Cheryl off the bus stop.. Then head home to change.. Went to pick up mum and bro at JE as they went JB.. They didn't get anything for me.. Sobz.. Lol.. As if I care.. Haha..

Home after that.. Thanks Dearie for driving me here and there and fetch mum and bro home.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Its kinda late.. Tomorrow is Friday!! Weekends already.. Wonder will I have a enjoyable weekend a not.. As Deepavali is on Sat.. Haha...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Today Everyone Goes Back On Time

WoW.. Today is really a day to remember man.. My dept everyone goes home on the dot.. Its surprising man.. There's none of a time u will accounts dept go back on the dot.. Lol...

Today all of us were surprised that our bosses said we go could go on the dot without OT.. Yeah.. Its a joyous moment of life as actually I planned to OT.. Lol.. Never mind next monday then OT if I got things to do.. Hee..

Hmm.. Had planned my days to OT.. Wanna earn extra although I do dislike working OT.. Looking at the $$ dropping so fast.. I think I should earn more.. Haiz..

Talking about that I feel moody out of a sudden.. I dun wanna use the money tat dad had left coz it left not much also.. Dare not use.. Well when I get my pay, half of it gonna top up the amount I had use from dad's.. Roar.. Somehow like every 14 got good things happen.. Why? Ponders......... Even in the past.. I dun wanna see the history.. Well.. This really gives memories...

I always try to save and minimize my spending.. Why I didn't monitor my money? Sobz... Hmm.. Wonder should I get part time job to maxmize the empty time of mine.. I think only work or study could get rid of the time feeling being alone.. Hmm.. Tons of things to think but I am just lazy to make my brains work now as I am feeling sleepy.. Haha...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:25

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Seems Smooth For the Moment

Hmm.. Work today was smooth.. Lol.. Emailed chat with Debbie and Katty.. Finally long planned Nyonya is coming up this thurs.. Weeeeeee~

Haha.. Debbie and me got excited.. Yup.. We had wanted to go MONTHS BACK!! Cheryl was with tight schedule.. So its like FINALLY!!! Hehe..

Hmm.. Another few more days is Daddy's 3 Months Death Anniversary.. Its like so fast.. Dad is not around for 3 months le.. And after that.. Another few more days is his 100 days.. Daddy.. If u got any last wish must tell me leh.. Lol..

Hmm.. Had been having nightmares for almost 2 nights.. Why I am seeing that kind of thing? I am really afraid of losing someone again.. Well although life and death is part of our lives but I really can't take another blow if any of my family members gonna be knock out at this moment..

Hmm.. I really hope everyone at home will be well.. I am feeling rather tired this few days.. Body feel so weak.. Really puzzled.. Hmm.. Had not been exercising for 2 whole weeks.. Lol.. Although I did play with my Wii Fit Plus and get a little sweat out of it due to venting my anger on it..

I had searching webby for punching bag.. Long wanted one to be hung in my room.. Lol.. Time to train my knuckles.. Hee.. Its been long that I had been training it.. I have not lose my skills yet though.. But I can feel my hands are getting soft.. Dearie fetch me home from work then we went to City Square near my house to shop with mum.. Bought a few things..

Hmm.. The shopping centre have all the shops I would go even Cyber Active.. Yeah.... I dun need go Bugis Junction liao.. Haha.. Only will go BJ if I wanna buy stationery.. Haha.. Although City Square have Popular but I prefer to buy AnBC stationery.. Heez.. Alright time for bed.. Hee

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:40

Monday, October 12, 2009

Half Day Work!!

Today I took half day leave.. Went for my BTT... Hmm.. After that went off.. Dearie came to meet at BBDC.. Was wanting to msg him.. But see him at the gate.. Hee..

Went to withdraw money, bought bubble tea and bought muah chee and cup corn.. Hehe.. The weather show no mercy as it rains.. So we took cab down to SP Power House to meet mum and bro due to buying stove for cooking.. Throwing away the old one..

After that went to Robinson and John Little.. Hmm.. Wanna buy Levi's Jeans but there dun have Levi's corner.. In the end bought clothes for Lai, Ling, Xing and Shan.. I bought dettol wet tissue for work, potato chips. Ya this is how I misused the vouchers for all these stuffs.. $100 voucher was used for all these stuffs.. I still left with $50 voucher.. =.="

Maybe will go Marks & Spencer to buy the titbits.. LoL.. Haiz.. These vouchers are really useless.. Can't get anything nice.. =.="

Went PS to have dinner.. Then went Daiso to get some stuffs.. Bused home after that.. Dearie went off after he sees us to the bridge at my block behind.. Hmm... Home not long and slacked.. Wanna pack my room but I am lazy and tired.. Tomorrow is back to work.. Gonna hit my sack.. Tired.. Lol..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:23

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Went work in the late noon on 10.10.09 & M'sia on 11.10.09

Today went back to work.. My boss so nice cooked porridge for us.. Hmm.. Ate a little as I dun eat Century Egg de.. The Boss of the Company bought Almond Paste.. Had that with soya milk..

Guess wat I do my work till 9 plus.. Kinda late one la.. First time on my sat I spend my time working till late at night.. Kns...

Dearie came to pick me up after work and we head home for dinner.. I am totally shagged out.. After dinner we slacked and watch tv.. Waiting for ZQ and Katty as planning to go L4D..

Both of them came rather late.. 1.30am.. Woot.. I about to doze off le.. While Dearie already doze off.. Lol..

Change and went to play.. Played till 4am.. Then home to play Wii.. Dearie went back at 5.30am.. Hmm.. Played till 7am, ZQ and Katty went off.. I went to bed..

Woke up around 11.30am and prepare to go JB.. Took CW2 with Mum and Bro.. Meet Dearie at SG Custom.. Then we went in together.. Bought some tarts at CS and head to Xiao Jiu shop.. After that Xiao Jiu drove us to Po Po house..

Hmm.. There's some disputes going on.. I dun wish to elaborate.. Help Li Ling with puzzle.. Then Po Po called to go down for dinner.. Ate dinner and continuing doing puzzle.. Dunno why I kept thinking its 10pm when the whole house seems so quiet.. LoL..

Went off around 8.30pm and went Jusco to do some marketing.. Then after that Xiao Jiu drove us to take CW3.. Back to JE, Dearie took train home while we cabbed home.. I am freaking tired.. Head spinning a little.. Alright gonna go bed liao.. Tomorrow a start of new disaster although I am on half day leave.. Prepare to fail my BTT!! LoL as lack of preparation.. Haha.... Should I give it a miss??

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Friday, October 9, 2009

Unreasonable Boss

Today work was smooth at first.. When nearer to ending work time, I intend to leave for home and tell my boss I going off.. Got tick off that everyone is ot and I wanna go..

Wat the heck man.. People wan OT, their prob.. In my contract, it nevers say OT is COMPULSORY.. Kns..

She said lots of craps, I shut my eyes.. Dun wan her to destroy my mood.. Since sat coming back to work liao.. Then I dun find the point of doing extra on Fri.. I wanna rest also lo.. Kns de..

She said she got no time for her kids.. Please la.. She buried herself at work.. Its so obvious lo.. Then want to blame others.. KNS!!!!

I finished my rant.. Super buay tarhan her...

Hmm.. After work meet Dearie then went Da Jiu house to fetch mum home.. Ate dinner at home.. Actually planned to meet DL but who knows.. He said dun wan meet le.. I also kinda tired.. So I told Dearie I wanna sleep liao.. So he went off.. Alright, gonna hug my bed to sleep.. LoL..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:40

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Thursday ^^

Well. Today work was smooth.. She seems to be in a good mood.. A relieved for my eyes.. Hmm.. Nothing much today.. Actually meeting Debbie and Cheryl.. But its cancelled so went to movies with Dearie, ZQ and Katty..

Watched Surrogates and the story is kinda messy.. Although its kinda clear... Hmm.. After movie, we went to eat at Cafe Cartel.. Ate Steak.. Hehe.. Then after the food, we went to off.. Hehe.. Took a few pics on Katty's cam.. Hehe..

Dearie sent them home and after that we came home to slack a little.. I was so tired and went to bed.. Dearie left shortly as I off to bed.. Hehe..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

OT Right After Back to Work!! WTH!!!!!

Today back to work.. Boss wasn't very happy of 2 days mc.. She said some sacastic words until I super buay tarhan and first time I talked back and said her.. On mc doesn't mean go clubbing.. Dun anyhow say when u dunno.. She goes silent..

I feel like taking half day and MIA for the rest of the day.. But suan le.. I need to tolerate for the sake of others and not myself only.. Roar!!

Worked OT to clear whatever shit she wants and mostly are her shit stuff... Kns.. Done and I left office around 7 plus.. Freaking hungry.. So I left.. Cabbed home..

Ate dinner and slacked.. I am really tired of having all this craps.. Roar.. Suan le.. Bear with it was what I have in mind.. Erz.............

I gonna find punching bags.. Its time to train my knuckles.. Getting it hard to slam her one day.... RoaR!!

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Extend MC!!

Today woke up, whole head was giddy.. So extended my mc.. Hmm.. Rot my time at home and relax.. Hehe...

I really need some rest from work man.. Its really draining my energy.. But no one cares.. Lol... Hmm.. Evening time went out with Dearie and Brian.. After that went off to Tanjong Pagar as meeting GM as well.. We head off to PS for dinner.. Then shop around.. I bought Wii Fit Plus.. The price was cheap for a new game.. Lol..

Then went off to eat beancurd.. Then Dearie said he going to meet his arcade friends who drives and now seldom play arcade liao.. Went with him but before that he drove Brian and GM back..

Got to know from Brian that he quit.. Wah.. He like work not long only.. But well its really lucky for him to quit early and get a better job as my current company prospect seems not much lah.. As I dunno where I am heading lo.. Juz get experience and I will run le.. Haha..

After letting down GM and Brian, we went to Seletar to meet Dearie's friends.. Not long later.. The sky show no mercy, it starts to drizzle a bit.. So we went off.. Dearie sent me home and he head home after that.. Well tomorrow really got to back to work.. Suan le.. No matter how demoralizing.. I can get through.. :)

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Monday, October 5, 2009

On MC!!

LoL.. Today couldn't wake up at all.. Went to see doc to get MC as I dun wanna utilized my AL.. Hehe.. In the end gotten 1 day MC.. Hee..

Went JB to Xiao Jiu shop to take my keys.. LoL.. After that head down to Ah Yi house to pay her a visit.. Long time didn't go her house le.. But well I ransacked her refrigerator for food.. Like what she guessed.. I am Hungry.. LoL..

Went to the market near Giant to eat.. After that we went Giant to shop.. Withdraw cash from atm machine as the money changer are closed.. ZzZzzzz..

Bought a few things.. After that we sent Ah Yi home and we came back SG.. Dearie rest awhile and leave for home.. Tomorrow back to work.. But I feeling reluctant.. Wat to do.. Still have to go.. Haiz..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Sunday, October 4, 2009

M'sia on Sat and Sun~03.10.09 & 04.10.09

Today went JB with mum.. Hmm.. Went Xiao Jiu shop first.. Hehe.. Then head up to Po Po house for dinner. Hehe.. Took a few pics in the car with Lai Lai and Li Ling.. Hehe..

They are kinda closed to me more to the KC, KW and bro.. Lol.. Then keep shooting arrow at Xiao Jiu.. Hehe.. Aunty Nik also take opportunity to shoot coz she said Xiao Jiu normally very quiet.. Only when I am around, he's golden mouth is opened.. Lol..

Talked to Po Po.. Then after that went to walk around at Pasar Malam before heading back home.. Went to JE meet Dearie.. He fetching us home.. Then I told Dearie since we going home, soon pian detour to fetch ZQ and Katty at Katty's house area as they are going my house too..

Actually planned to watch movie and its seems like I screwed the planned... =.=" I wanna blame but what to do.. Took back my words of blaming..

Hmm.. Slack and watch tv while Dearie playing FB.. I had to entertain my guest.. Haiz.. I dunno wat to say.. But well.. Suan le.. Feel like saying but in the end.. I just turn away.. A lot of unsatisfaction here and there but all this are small matter.. So suan le..

Dearie went home first shortly as he's tired.. ZQ and Katty stayed till 6 plus and left.. I am sleepy.. Went to take a short sleep.. Woke up and went to prepare as going JB to Po Po house for dinner as Po Po wanted us to go back..

Went kinda late, Da Jiu & Ah Yi went off le.. Not much dishes too.. Sobz.. Po Po said she forgot to keep some fish for me.. Well.. No choice as we went in late.. Hmm.. Slack a little.. Then went Jusco to look at things.. Hmm.. After that we head back Po Po house..

Went home shortly after that.. Blurry me.. Left my keys at Po Po's house.. Worst is my office drawer keys are together with house keys.. =.="

Damn tomorrow gonna go in and take.. Roar.. Gonna head to bed.. Hehe.. Wat a day!!

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Friday, October 2, 2009

Finally Friday!!

Long waited Friday!! Yest office stock taking so can wear casual.. Shiok.. But I spilled ink on my jeans when I refilling ink on the stamp pad.. Roar!!

Even though its friday.. My boss always likes to give prob on fri.. Kns.. Tried to do things nicely for her.. But ears always suffered.. Really no more morale to work lo..

Chatted on emails everyday with Bud and Katty.. Dearie only reply once in a while or totally silent... LoL.. Today everyone have their own programmes and I am stuck at home to accompany mum.. Damn boring.. So no mood de lo..

After work, took train home.. So sian.. Reached home not long, went to pack dinner with mum.. Wahz~ So bored till I fell asleep.. Haiz.. Wat a boring weekend..... Well after a sickening day, I really given up on looking forward to Friday.. Its like the same with the other days.. Work and home = No Life.. Sianz.. Why my life so sux.. Sianz~ I hate NO LIFE!!

Wat to do... I have to accept this fact right.. Haiz.. Super sian.... Received a call from my friend and she asked me, does having bf makes a difference especially when he puts other things in front of u?

Well.. I replied her.. It really depends on how one looks at it.. If the guy always puts everything in front of the gf, then the likeliest thing I would do was leave.. I mean its totally obvious got bf like dun have.. Simple to say, the guy would attend to things he like instead of his gf, means he doesn't like the gf lo.. I mean people all have priorities.. If everyone placed their priorities wrongly then just face the music lo..

Then she told me why she asked me that... Well I told her.. Wat others think really doesn't matter that much.. The important thing was how she felt and think.. Did she tried to talk to her bf about it.. Hmm.. Well she's like me, unhappy also won't say de.. Haiz.. Dunno why we always feel that saying out may have probz.. Rather keep it and forget it.. Its either we accept or decline.. Lol..

Well somehow or rather had persuaded to speak to her bf.. Hehe.. I gonna hit my bed.. Haiz.. What a boring friday.. Well.. Talking to her makes me think a lot.. But I juz forbid to let my thoughts run negative.. If it gets negative, I think I will end a lot of things.. LoL..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:40

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Happy Children's day!!

Today didn't go gym coz I am feeling lethargic.. Meet Dearie to go PS walk walk.. But I am super tired.. After that head home..

Ate dinner and slack.. Hmm.. Its really tiring one lo.. Haiz.. Well.. Days are hard to pass when in the midst spending and not monitoring where the monies went.. Erz..

Have not been saving for 2 months.. Hit my head for not saving.. Roar.. Expenditure seems huge for the pass 2 months.. Lucky thing is mum have not start grumbling.. Although ever since I started in Sec Sch, I dun take allowance and depend on myself.. But dad or mum will still help to remind me of spending.. Ya being reminded by nagging.. Haiz..

Well.. My bedsheet arrived and Dearie helped me to collect.. Hehe.. Yeah!! Now I got 2 sets of Winnie the Pooh bedsheets.. Haha..

I wanna earn more than what I have.... Ya a lot ask me what I planning to do with my company.. I haven't decide.. Majoring something first ba.. Well its also helps to keep myself occupied.. I really dislike being alone.. >.<

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

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