Monday, November 30, 2009
Half Day Become MC
Morning woke up gastric kills me.. So I thought of taking half day de.. But in the end mum asked me go see doc as I am rather weak...
Doc the diagnose that I having bad gastric attack and advise to rest a day at home.. Sobz... So I laid on bed and watch DVD...
Msg with Dee.. He was nagging throughout.. Boo... Coz I ate chilli yest.. Then today suffer.. He said me coz last week went eat ma la... Then stomach not well.. Then haven fully recover, now still eat chilli...
He always so jin zhang about my health.. Got him as my friend really a blessing in disguise.. For so many years he had forsaken me.. Hee.. Always make him dunno wat to do.. Haha... As I always like say things to bicker with him and vice versa la.. LoL...
But somehow we always find fun doing that.. Weird right.. Bicker and argue but won't get angry and instead we keep laughing... Laughing at each other idiotic acts.. LoL... Hmm.. Tomorrow should be ok for work ba.. Food now is really a major thing I got to choose properly liao.. No More Chillies.. LoL..
Ok gonna head to bed.. Dee.... Dun be so naggy.. Later u age faster wor.. Haha..... Although Nan Ren yue lao and got more value.. But hor...... Later no gals like leh.. As they find u like grandmother.. Haha.... Juz kidding.. Wahahahaz.....
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Long Weekend Ended
Haiz... Today damn sian.. Dun feel like weekend end so fast leh... Tomorrow back to work le.. So dragging for it..
I really no mood for my work sia.. What can i do man? Facing my idiot boss.. Shit one lo.. She really gives probz.. How abandon work load at work and not bringing it home to cause me nightmare..
Haiz.. Suan le.. Life is like that.. Work gives u prob but nothing could solve as we are employees, this is wat Dy tell me de... Hmm... He also facing prob from work.. But tolerating.. Haha.. Hope he can soon be a boss.. Heee....
Dy came over to pass me some songs and shows as back up from my hard disk for me le.. But he is always shooting with words on watever I got to say.. Zhen shi de.. Never let me win once lo.. I am too noob liao.. Always kanna shoot till I lose.. Haiz.. Dun admit defeat also cannot.. LoL..
But 斗嘴 with him really fun lo.. Haha.. Somehow can 疏解心情.. Haha.. Well.. My chinese kns de.. So he everyday sure laugh at it coz my pronunciation sux... Haha... He went off shortly as he going help his repair com also.. Hehe... Idiot de.. Leave le still msg me... Haha.. But he somehow makes my day.. Haha... He helped me to take my mind's off tomorrow a little.. Hehe..
Well.. Tomorrow no matter how draggy it gonna be, hopefully everything is well... Haiz... I really dun look forward to tomorrow sia...
Went dinner at Vivo then do some marketing at Giant... Headed back home and pack my bag for tomorrow work.. Really dun have the proper mood for work when the people around suddenly feel so sucky.. Argh.. Bored.. Gonna head to bed.. Tomorrow is work but nothing much and work.. Zzz...
Saturday, November 28, 2009
sLaCking
Don't feel like doing anything today man... But in the end got a call and went back JB.. Yup Po Po had a fall.. So rushed back to see her...
Went Xiao Jiu's shop then had lunch.. Accompany Ah Yi to buy 4D.. Shan wanted to follow and cried.. Carried her and brought her along.. Yi was nagging throughout as she find that bringing Shan out is troublesome.. But her nagging is not that pain to the ears.. So let her rant and agree with what she says.. After that she stopped.. LoL... Easy to ease her nagging.. Haha...
Brought liao 4D, walking back to shop.. Yi know that I am still hungry and kept asking me wanna eat anything.. But I have no appetite.. So I told her, its ok.. I dun wanna eat any.. She was like unhappy.. Aiyo.. Dun feel like eating if force to eat, I confirm will vomit... My body is freaking weird though.. Haha....
Back at shop.. Rested awhile, Yi wanna go back.. Aunty Nik is lazy... So I drove Yi home... Yi then asked me when I then wanna seriously go get a licence.. She dun believe I can't pass my basic.. I was like wat the.. Like that she also know ar... I got the ability to own car but dun wan... She said that its really wasted lo.. Coz I could drove my mum around.. Blah Blah Blah... In order to get her off the car and stop her nagging.. I sped.. HAHA!!
Reached her house.. Mum said she wanted to borrow toilet.. Then I played with Shan in the car.. Hee.... Dun wanna get down as I am lazy to off engine and start again later... Hee... So I drove Shan around in the car as I know mum will take a long time in the house... Hee... Went to pump petrol and ate some snacks... Drove back, mum juz came out of Yi's house.. LoL...
Drove back to Xiao Jiu's shop... Then hand the keys over.. Aunty Nik was funny.. She said later I drove back Po Po's house.. Since I long time never drive liao.. Let me touch the wheels today.. I dun wan sia... Driving with the heart beating freaking fast.. Really sweat de lo... She laughed.. Kaoz.. Although I know the situation there.. But not wise either.. Haha...
Xiao Jiu closed the shop for the day and we headed back Po Po's house.. She seems to be fine.. Asked her and she said was a minor one.. Hengz.... Then she told me to talk to Lai and tell him dun come back SG today.. I had no comments so I went off to talk to Lai.. He cried.. I dunno wat to do.. Xiao Jiu scolded him.. Worsen the crying.. Po Po shouted at Lai for crying.. Then its chaos.. I pulled Lai aside as I told him, today he come back he had to show his parents that he will be the obedient boy and won't talk or shout back at them.. Why he show me this kind of attitude again? He apologized.. Then I said if this carries on, he can really forget about coming over SG to enjoy his holiday.. He kept silent..
Then I went over to Po Po.. I told her.. Today let Lai go back SG.. Will bring him back next Sat as Bringing Ling out that day.. I soon pian tell her that I am going Genting and KL.. So will bring Lai back to SG only when I am back from KL.. Po Po then agreed.. Haiz.. Everything talk nicely, it sure goes your way... Alright.. Kids doesn't know.. Have to slowly teach ba..
After dinner then head back SG.. My head is spinning badly.. Po Po gave 2 tablets of Panadol.. It helps to subside a little of the pain.. Back to SG and cab home as I really wanna head for my bed.. Hee... Bro called us when we were on our way home.. He said he will be home late... Mum started her nagging and I told her, my ears need peace.. She understood my situation and stopped her nagging.. :)
Back home and unpack my stuff... Dy msg me said he coming over tomorrow to pass me my HDD.. Its done.. Hehe.. Mum was commented that I should have asked Dy and instead of letting someone to trying to act smart and get nothing done for my disk drive for such a long time.. I was like aiya past liao wat for talk about it.. He so useless.. Then no point commenting wat.. Wasting time.. LoL... Ok gonna head to bed.. Tomorrow another slacking day and next day will back to the darn working place..
Friday, November 27, 2009
LoNg WeeKends
Went KTV with Serene and brought Lai along as no one at home.. Sang till I dropped.. LoL... Katty and Tian were at the same KTV as us but different rooms.. LoL.. After that went marketing with Lai at Carrefour..
Before heading there, brought him to play arcade and spent 10 bucks at there.. Its first time going arcade without me touching the machines but Lai instead... Played liao then went to shop at Carrefour.. Bought some food and personal items and checked out... 2 things I forgot to see, hangers and vacuum cleaner... =.="
Walked home from there.. Lai was complaining tired all the way... Roar... Kids nowadays really super pampered.. Walk a little complaint tired.. Imagine when I was little.. Walking such a distance also never complaint.. LoL... Haiz... Nowadays kids really living in blissfulness...
Home to have dinner and watched DVD.. Later going out for a game of L4D 2.. But the game is really damn hard to play.. Imagine a lot of running and choinging needed.. Then so many infected keep trying to block your way.. Can faint sia...
Ong Rong called me and said that he could pass me L4D 2 game pack and tell me can go see iphone plan at Starhub le.. Getting iPhone as a gadget not bad.. I think I having lots of gadgets liao.. LoL... Wish list like emptying.. Satisfied... LoL...
Recently was talking to Dy, he really keeping his hair longer.. Anyway his previous hair length suitable for him then current.. But for sure was I won't fall for that as its already the past, dude.. LoL... My lappy finally gives me prob.. Ya weird... I dun feel upset at all coz I managed to fix it.. :x
Alright got to go out for my game.. Won't be home till 3am I guess so.. LoL... Ciaoz.. Happy Weekends all.. Heee....
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Happy Birthday Ray
Today my little bro turn 21.. Hmm.. Can't celebrate so intended to bring him out for dinner... But who knows he is rather tired...
Morning went to Lawyer office to get some documents signed then went to get mum's watch repaired... Wanna have lunch but a lot of people.. Went to OG as I wanna get Levi's jeans as they still having the exchange your old jeans for $50... Hehe...
Look around and saw one nice one.. Tried it.. Its really suitable and looks nice on me.. Hehe.. Took my jeans to exchange and alter the jeans for just $3.. Mum said its my Christmas present.. Hehe.. She bought it for me.. Thanks mum.. Hehe.. I am really the happy kid.. ;p
After that we head home as need to wait for an hour for the jeans to be altered.. Back home to slack and planned to meet Wei at IMM for dinner and buy bro's present.. Wanna treat bro and him eat de lo.. Coz I owe him a bday meal.. Hmm.. Slacked till 3pm then leave hse to OG to get my jeans..
Then went to BJ to buy things for Mum, Ah Yi and Aunty Nik for Christmas present.. Will post up the picture in my FB.. Hehe.. After that cab to IMM and saw Uncle Wilson, Ray's God Father... He was shocked to learn about the loss of my dad.. He sent his condolence and said he last saw him was last year.. Yet he is gone this year.. Kinda shocking for everyone actually..
Till today neither anyone of us could accept his death.. Neither does my dad.. Sorry to say, a lot of things I know and could see but I am not allow to tell.. Haiz.. Keeping silent is really very pain.. LoL... Hmm.. Wei reached and we went Giodarno and bought a top and bottom for bro.. Wei wanna share but he's not working so I asked him to pay $20 can liao.. We joked a bit.. Well we normally have too much craps for each other.. Haha..
We chatted all the way and while eating we keep talking... Haha... Then after eating we went to look at vacuum cleaner.. Decided which one to buy.. But not today as we going Wei's hostel to take a look due to mum has never gone before.. LoL.. Hmm.. But before we go to his hostel, mum wanna get bed protector for Lai's bed.. Then Wei said he wanna buy for mum, while hers could give Lai.. As wat's she using now belongs to Lai's bed...
Mum felt pai sei.. Then he said aiya why so ke qi.. LoL.. My this cousin is always like tat.. People treat.. He make sure he give something back.. If not he will feels bad.. LoL... After that we went to take shuttle to JE control.. Then we trained to Pioneer.. Bought dinner for his room mate and we took bus to his hostel.. Hehe...
We lectured Lai coz he has always been rude to Po Po and his parents.. So we said him.. Telling him how we were trained when we were kids.. Then we said a lot.. Haha.. Then talking about studies and everything... We studied differently and tell him, no matter what there's always a moment for books and revision but not games totally..
Hopefully Lai will listen although I know he is a little stubborn... Hehe... We will have our stubborn character but I know it really takes a huge effort for him change if he thinks of his parents coz can see how much he loves them..
After that we went to tour around his school then get dinner for bro.. Wei walked us to bus stop and its kinda late so we asked him to head back first.. Not long a cab passed by.. So we board it.. Hehe.. Long weekends for me.. LoL.... Tomorrow going KTV with Serene... I think I not gonna spend too much.. Monitoring my spending.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Lai watching DVD while I blogging.. Gonna head to bed already.. Had a long enjoyable day.. Hehe...
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Genting Trip Confirm
Tiredness causes to get ill.. Kns... Took MC and given 2 days.. Should be able to have better rest... Hmm.. Stayed home to slack... Watch DVD... Hehe... Took a short nap.. Then went to meet Katty, Tian and JJ as going to book tickets for Genting Trip.. Hehe...
Went round to check price and hope to get a best price.. Well.. TranStar gave a better price than the others... If member got discount and its like not bad.. So we confirmed and book.. Hehe... JJ couldn't go so Ong Rong will be joining us.. Hehe..
Well it will be a one day Genting and a one KL trip.. Dun wanna stay in Genting for 3 days 2 nights.. If u wanna buy anything up there, do let me know.. Haha... Hmm.. After bought tickets for our trip, we went to have steamboat... Tian Tian (BBQ) Steamboat, I dun recommend u all to go as the food are not fresh...
Roar.. After that went to watch Tian play Jubeat.. Wah.. Its really fast... Find one day then I try but not now.. Haha... Kinda tired so we decided to head back home..
Stomach starts to feel unwell.. Should be due to the mala soup.. I think we given medium hot.. First time felt the numbness down to my throat area... Feel freaking sick after that.. Well... Now my mc is really for full usage..
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
2012
Today went for movie with Ong Rong.. His treat for 2012.. Its nice not because of the graphic but the story it protray..
Well its really distinguishing how human race will react when they found out the earth is gonna end.. Hmm.. Its really something to teach us... As there all kinds, types of human in this world.. I really find it a worth to watch...
Hmm.. After movie, walked home and chatted.. Well... knowing each other for 12 years its really long.. Talking about our sch days.. Haha.. Its really tons of fun and mischievous acts.. Tat's including how I scored 100 marks for chinese spelling and making a particular classmate unable to go recess.. Hehe.. Its really fun.. The more of it, makes me wanna go back to school... But now its more on focus of getting my family back on track...
Monday, November 23, 2009
Work Simply Sux
Work is full of shit today.. Sat is not an official working day for my company as what was written in LOA was 5 days work per week.. So Sat whether we wanna go back work or not is up to us... I dun like to go back work on sat as I really find it not worth.. Mon - Fri already working.. Weekends is the moment we could spend time with family or friends...
But because of work, most of my Sat were burned as I couldn't spend more time with my dad.. On weekdays, I had already OT... My Idiotic AP Boss doesn't even care how much time we spend with our parents.. She complaint she dun even spend time with her kids.. But its her probs.. She never plan her work and juz buried herself into work while neglecting her family...
But all this she blamed us.. Freaking unfair sia.. I gave her black face today.. First time at work I showed my unhappiness.. Its really almost till my peak.. I no longer show the relax, taking things easy attitude.. Damn.. I smile and take it easy... Given an inch to her.. Now she wanna take a mile.. Its really non tolerable already...Way too much man... Hmm.. I told myself I got to tolerate.. I should get so heat up and tender now... I got to relax.... Tolerate....
After awhile she tried to be nice.. But I tried to be.. Its really hard.. Damn.. Because of her it really spoilt my day... But thanks Dy for offering to fetch me home.. But its really far for him.. So I took bus and change train instead... Hungry... I dislike to work OT also because my gastric anytime will attack me.. My boss knew about it.. But well this proven, I will going on MC often if I carry on to OT so much and neglect my health... Tat's wat she said, she dun even care whether my health deteriorate as she said working should be our priority.. Wat sort of rubbish.... Really have given her nonsense, I wonder could I sue her.. Damn.... Freaking Angry... ROAR!!!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Tiring Sunday
Today went to TPY for jogging with Katty then after that went TPY Central to walk Pasar Malam and bought a few things... Food, games~Lai and drinks from KOI.. Hehe... Love the bubble tea.. Hee.... Always come TPY, I confirm will buy... But I still prefer Chinatown de.. Haha.. Dunno why its still taste nicer... Haha...
After that went foodcourt had brunch.. Ordered Beehoon with curry vegetable which cost $2 and the portion was Huge.. Can give 2 person eat lo.. Super cheap la... But in fact, I managed to finish 3/4 of it without realizing.. LoL... Katty was shocked as well.. Haha..
Hmm.. After that went over JJ's place to play bball.. But bicycle shop was closed and couldn't get the ball pumped.. We popped by his hse to play Monopoly instead which was bought for Lai at TPY Pasar Malam.. LoL..
Guessed what.. In the end, Katty and I played the happiest among all.. LoL... The game belongs to Lai, we had more fun than him.. LoL... A little funny actions could cause us to turn into laughter.. Indeed when a person laughs easily, the life seems happier.. Hee...
Well... After that we thought of sending Lai home and go play L4D 2 as wanna try... But I was like, suan le let him try la... Bring him home to bath and we shall head over to play L4D 2... Who knows only Xin Tian Di have the game.. The other one dun have.. While playing, the graphic was rather LAGGY.. Never am I gonna stepped into Xin Tian Di again..
But conclusion was L4D 2 is really damn hard... Haha.. Its challaging... Can try la.. I have to no preference over 1 & 2.. Hee.... Comments ended.. Hehe...
After that went home and have dinner with mum.. Then we went to City Square to shop as wanna buy sport shoe for Lai.. Then went Popular to get assessment book for him to do as can't everyday be playing game on PSP, Wii or his Nintendo ba...
After that we went home.. Kinda tired... Chatted on msn and blogging.. Hehe... Well.. Its abt time I head for bed.. Tomorrow a dragging day for work... But wat to do.. Dun like also must tolerate.. Get my experience first ba... When its time for a change then definitely will.. Hee..
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Lai's Holiday Started
Today went JB to bring Lai over to SG as his holiday started.. At least someone can accompany my mum.. Xiao Jiu and Aunty Nik was kinda worried as Lai always give them prob, they were afraid he will naughty..
Well... I had not start to be fierce to him yet.. But I doubt he would be a naughty kid here as so far the way he behaves in front of us and towards the others which is totally different.. This is to actually train him and also a part to lecture him without the presence of Po Po as she dote on him too much till we couldn't scold him or punish him..
Hmm.. I felt sleepy at the moment I reached the shop.. Played with Shan awhile and I went to take a nap.. Woke up its already 6 plus.. LoL... Went to back home then settled dinner... After that came back home to relax.. Kinda tired......
First day was rather peace... Monitoring him.. LoL... Tomorrow going jogging with Katty then basketball with JJ.. LoL... Gonna make Lai jog too as he somehow overweight for his age.. Hehe...
Friday, November 20, 2009
Entertainment With Colleagues
Today after work went down Bugis, Liang Seah Street to have dinner and after that went to Mind's Cafe @ Purvis Road.. Everything ended at 10.30pm and headed home... Bought a pair of slips from Charles & Keith.. Hehe.. Damage done is $55..
After that went to meet Katty, Tian and JJ at PS.. Going to play L4D.. Hee... On my way there, spoke on phone with Ong Rong as he giving me L4D 2 game pack and I requested one for Katty as wanna have for JJ but he getting from his friend whom is a boss of a game shop.. So she could give him 2 is really good enough and I dropped the idea of asking for 2 more but instead one more which is for Katty..
Played with them till 4am in the morning.. Walked home with JJ accompany.. Katty and Tian took cab home.. JJ walked me to my lift and he cabbed home... Its really fun going out with the right company of people as you will always find fun and lots to craps.. Haha...... Well... For this week had been playing L4D for 3 days.. LoL.. Which one of the days I dun really enjoy it as somehow or rather the person was like anyhow play and care for himself.. While the team mates were doing cooperative and he tries to solo.. Its like WTH!!! Aren't 4 players playing.. How come only 3 person were supporting each other... When we were faced with zombies and Tank, he juz stood there and stone.. Really pissed lo...
First 2 times played with him was alright.. But after that, he sux.... Really... Katty and I was rather sian when continued playing.. As in won't die de lo.. But in the end we have to face death and restart.. Its really pissed... Suan le.. Lucky thing now I have nothing to do with him.. Its kinda a waste of my time where I could actually put my focus somewhere else...
Thursday, November 19, 2009
It Marks The End of Disaster
Well.. Its really a relieve to cut the line.. Prefer to talk to a responsive person.. Then instead of acknowledging faults but chose to push blame..
The more freaking thing was I said break up.. He persist to find trouble and only when he say break, it is consider... Wtf.. Still can sms me say as a gal must follow the guy.. Wonder what century he living in sia...
Well its really a disaster as I dun like a guy who is freakingly wanna lead in everything as gals have their own mindsets too. If every decision made have to be the guy and wat for have r/s.. Having a partner like dun have... Kns.. Anyway this guy wan ppl to care for him instead of care more for ppl safety.
Try to imagine whenever go out, I bound to be injured going home.. He ignore whether he had injured me or not.. Even he accidentally close the door and brush my foot, he juz stare and walked away.. Where got guys so careless and clumsy somemore ignore the hurt caused.. Idiot one... I was kinda frustrated that's why I decided to blog here, since he dare to do and doesn't want to admit..
Another incident was he disfigured my study table right in front of my eyes and directly push blame to my bro.. If u were me, will u be angry? I said him and he push blame.. I put up with it.. Not once nor twice he pushed blame.. How to take it and live with this kind of behaviour and attitude.. Do things dun own up.. Kinda so no sense of responsibility at all..
Well its ended.. I am freaking relieve and happy.. Thanks friends and relatives who shown their concern. I am alright as this relationship have nothing worth for me to remember as everything is stress and anger.. Lucky time is not long.. So damage done was mild.. :)
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
A Lot to say!!!
Well its been long that I update my blog.. Things recently was a disaster... Hmm.. Fall sick and more sick as days passes by.. Darn..
Yest went to watch My GF is an Agent.. Its freaking nice.... Thumbs up for it... After movie went play L4D... Hmm.. Got kinda addicted to the game.. But was rather pissed yest due to some reasons......
Home after the game.. Head is spinning.. Ate a lil as my mum kept food for me.. Then took medicine and off to bed.. This morning was late for work.. Zzzzz.... Nose was running like a tap... Freaking dislike having flu and sore throat.. I rather have fever......
Did my work...... Talk on msn...... Then Ms SC msn me.. Ask me some questions which made me paused for a moment... Then I realized I had nothing best to describe.. Haiz...
KC dunno when come back... I am really stress up... Dy mia-ing... Dunno who to talk to... Haiz...... Dy dun MIA liao........ I need my Jun Shi!!!! LoL.... Well.... I had said wat I had to him.. But I am sure none was remembered as to him nothing seems important than what he thinks...
I am reluctant to repeat what I say.... If every single thing have to be repeated, its really damn tiring... Head had spinning badly.. Sleep wasn't getting any better after my trip back to JB as a lot of comments were passed to my ears.. A lot of opinions, suggestions, discriminating words and etc... Some are really wat I saw and my reply was I said liao.. Give time..... Then the next question imposed was how long..... I kept silent..
Ya I know they worry for my own good.. They hope I lead a better life... But I have to say when a person steps into the work society is really different, a lot of responsibility... Then Po Po was like she want someone who can help me to share the responsibility instead of adding on.....
I have to say, Dad is no longer around... At first everything was kinda smooth.. But lately, I felt burdened and stress... Most of the time losing my appetite... Well worry about money as I am the only one working.. Yet I need to save due to I wanna study... But I hardly could save a single cent because I had no one to help me share my expenses..... Its like bearing every expenses... Even when go out with friends.. The expenses is like doubled of my friends.. Kinda like how come... Why no one help to share my woes... But share my joy..
I am getting tired of all this shit... I have my household to support... But who understands... Spending money like water.... I really dunno what to say... Trying my means to cut down on meet up so that can spend lesser or just me going out with my friends as I won't have to spend that much.. I am tied on spending.... But who understands....
See this like it and just buy... Haiz. I dun see future at all as its pitch dark.. Now can't even survive liao.. How to have future sia.. I really pessimistic about my future man... Haiz.......
Trying to tolerate and work late...... Trying to claim as much OT hours as possible... Hope to earn more so that won't feel so money tied for next month as my money like not for myself only... While see others earn and could spend on themselves after giving to their family.. Ya in the past its a YES... But NOW its a NO!! Why is there such a BIG DIFFERENCE? My dad not around but my mum dun ask me for a single cent... My bro have his own savings, he dun ask me for a single cent... After I paid my bills and save partial, I should have enough to spend till my next pay... BUT why is it not enough? Where went wrong? I am really STRESSED!!!! A lot probing in my head and who understands....
Say already its like talking to the wind or wall... Really frustrated... Where can I vent my anger? ROAR!!!! Thinking of it.. My head spins again.. Gonna take my dose of medicine and off to bed.. Haiz... I am really tired of all this shit.... No one believe that the person I am talking will change, even I also dun believe coz tat person believes in himself and no others.. Its simply living in the world of his own.. Then its seems pointless of me being around..... Really need to do some decision making.. But I giving him some time and shall see.. No changes then see how it goes.. Haiz...
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