Sunday, February 28, 2010
Sunday!!
Today went to pray Grandma with Aunt Ah Gin and Mum.... Then after that went home to relax.. Went to Vivo to buy things with mum.... Had dinner too....
Then I went to check out NDS price.. I think SC's price more reasonable... Hehe... SC is the game shop name.. Hehe.....
Then after that went Harbourfront to get gloves for my cycling use.. Hee.... Then went home after that.. Back home.. Took things and went to BaoZhuJie's house coz she got photos wanna develop.. LoL... Since I going back JB tml.. So helped her instead...
Then she got MioTv.. Asked her what's so good about Mio.. Coz I am always using CableTv.. Then wonder Mio got wat channel.. LoL.. I still dunno till now.. Haha...... Btw if anyone wonder why I didn't mention about Dee coz I declaring cold war.. LoL.... First time in our friendship, we quarreled..... The feeling is so awkward coz really dunno why will quarrel... Suan le...
I am going to get my NDS, meet Debbie Tey for lunch and go JB tml and tues I am going Boon Lay to buy 2nd hand PSP for Lai... Hehe.. Wed going interview.. Thurs going cycling, Fri going JB and back to SG collect OCBC goodie pack... Sat will be my rest day and Sun going to OCBC ride... Wee.. This week is soOo~ PACK!!!!!!! =.="
Saturday, February 27, 2010
BTT PASSED!!!!
Today dragged myself out of bed and went to BBDC... Reached on the dot... Started the test in awhile and I finished the test within 10mins without realizing as when I reached the last question, I still went to press next.. The screen then prompt me that I had reached the last question and whether I wanna end test... I ponder......
Try to boost a little confidence so I pressed ok end the test... Dare not looked at the screen.. But somehow I peeped and I am shocked.. I "PASSED"....... Yeah!!
Shared the news with BaoZhuJie, Xiao Jiu & Mum.. Lastly, I tweet while waiting for my issuance of PDL which cost $25 and valid for 6 months... LoL....
Hmm.. Went home after that.. I am so happy sia... Hehe... Took a short nap then went City Square with mum to get dinner.. After that walked home and mum packed food from coffeeshop for bro.. LoL... Recently helping my dad's friend to install games on his NDS and he lent me to play for a week.. Seriously, the games are more interactive than PSP ones.. ROAR!!!!!
Friday, February 26, 2010
Updates of 23.02.10~26.02.10
A short update as this 4 days are my dreading days in office... There isn't much stuff about it as nothing memorable for it... Well.. From 23.02.10 to 25.02.10 is worked and nothing... LoL.... Then went to work on 26.02.10 and I am kinda late....
Heck care already as today is my last day... Took half day as I totally dun feel like working.. Stupid boss keep give probz.. Even on last day.. Roar.. I bo chap le.. Things not done not my prob le.... Hand over my things and 12.30pm sharp.. I left.. Went home and change.... Then studied my BTT at home coz tomorrow I am having 6th BTT Test.. I gonna pass man... Past few times didn't really study but browse the book.. LoL... Hopefully I can pass sia.. A bit lazy to take BTT liaoz.. This shall marks it my last man... If never pass.. I think it will another few years that I gonna take theory test again.. Haha....
Monday, February 22, 2010
Updates of 11.02.10~22.02.10
Well... This year totally no mood for CNY... Major updates for the days... 11 Feb nothing much.. After work went Bishan and thanks Wei Li for the ride.. Hehe....
Then 12 Feb worked half day and went back JB for Reunion Dinner.... Nothing much on this day.... Went back home on 13 Feb and had KFC for Reunion Dinner as we really no mood for this festive season.. Somehow its like without dad, dinner seems meaningless and I am kinda redundant to celebrate either...
After that went Temple to pray... Look at the date & today is Valentine's Day and CNY Day 1.. Hmm.. Slept around 3am till 11am and did nothing today.. FB, watched show and went to pai nian with Great Grandparents and Grandparents at Temple... After that went home to prepare as meeting Nic to go He Pan.... Meeting BaoZhuJie too as we going to watch movie...
Watched Jay's show.... Its a thumbs up for it.. LoL... Super funny.. I seldom watched Chinese movie in Cinema as I felt not worth the Kachings.... Before the movie, went to Prize Collection to catch bears again.. LoL.... The freaking thing is caught nothing today... Super Lousy MooD....
After movie, walked home and rest as next day going Da Jiu house... The person I dun like coming my hse and I a bit moody also...... Haiz...
15 Feb is CNY Day 2... Woke up at 10am.. Played FB... Xiao Jiu with Li Ling & Li Xing came to my house first... Li Xing saw my shelf of bears... She told Xiao Jiu that she wanna moved it back home.. LoL......... The first thing she did was hugged all the bears that were on the bed.... She damn cute la... Somemore intro herself to the bears........ LoL...... Li Ling played games on my lappy while I change...... Then after that the person whom I had no choice to call her Aunty came with her 2 sons... Whom I totally can't bothered to be friendly with anyway....
Then said halo to them.... They played on my Wii.... Then its like my house to them is more of Gadgets than compare to previously... After that went PP for lunch... I strayed away.. Brought Ling & Xing to take pics with Pooh & his 2 friends, Tigger & Piglet.. LoL....
Then went to look for they at Watson... Bought nothing at PP but played games at Timezone.... Kinda bored... Left PP to Da Jiu hse... Stone and awhile later played MJ.. Din win nor lose.. After dinner lose a few dollars...
Went home around 9pm.... Stone and slacked.. Went to bed as next day going back JB.. Dee said he not free.. So not meeting him... After so many days.. He today then msg me.. Disappointed... Haiz.. Suan le Suan le...
Helped Xiao Jiu at the shop.. Then watched show on lappy.... Kinda bored... Took a short nap.... After that went for dinner at Po Po hse.... Played MJ again and won a few bucks... Went shopping.. After bath played MJ and now I lose wat I won earlier.. =.="
Went to sleep.... Woke up at 9am... Had breakfast and went home....... Back home... Slacked and went to meet BaoZhuJie. Dickson & Nic for movie..... After movie to my house for MJ... Finally BaoZhuJie learnt how to play MJ.....
Slept at 4am.. LoL... Then woke up at 1pm.... Went TPY to meet BaoZhuJie & Dickson.. BaoZhuJie bought her Hello Kitty MJ set.. Then after that went to Ya Kun to have some snacks... Then head to my house for MJ again... Nic is hooked to MJ sia.. =.="
They left around 11pm.. LoL.. Then after that I watched my show and went to sleep.... My leave going to end soon.. 22.02.10 going back to work.. So draggy.....
Stayed home and slacked for the day.. Actually got job interview de but cancelled due to the boss not free.. Haiz..... Then went out with mum to go Bugis walked walked.. Hehe.....
After that had dinner at house downstairs.. Hehe......... Back home pack back for the next day as going JB.. Bro not going as his exams is next week..
On 20.02.10 went JB with Mum... Same routine.. Nothing much.... LoL... Played MJ after dinner.. Lose all the way and emptied my pockets.. Yup.. I lose until I am left with RM0.. LoL.... Pro sia.... Haha...
Then went to sleep and woke up at 10am the next morning.... LoL.... Rushed home as I meeting Aunt Martha to go her friend hse for Pot Luck at Daisy Ave and to be exact its near Bartley - Braddell Road... The stretch of Semi-Ds......
Had some fun though and they are kinda friendly... But I dun communicate with them due to they are actually Aunt Martha CG members = Church....
After that went home while Aunt Martha went Aunt Ah Gin's hse to keep her company.... Went to bed... Woke up at 7am.... Planning to leave for work.. Aunt Martha called and said to go for interview at 11.30am.. So I took leave.. Who knows.. Interview was pushed forward to 10.30am.. LoL.... Take another off day.... Also not bad la.. Dreading to go work anyway... Dun feel like seeing those idiots face...
Well.. Another 4 more days & I am outta this freaking hell place... Photos will be updated to FB and I am kinda lazy this few days.. Mood also not that good.. Dee went MIA again.. Haiz.. Should I put up with it... Really feel like maintain it at close friend as its like better hor... Ponders~**
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Its So Difficult to Communicate
Today after work, dragging my feet home.. I really dun feel like going home.. Mum totally never care about how I feel..
Today when I at work talked to 宝珠姐 and told about what happen... She said maybe I should go and if my aunt is still nasty.. Then I next time dun go le.. Well.. I heed her advise.. Thought I could have a nice chat with mum..
But she's still like telling dun pull long face and muz smile.. Freak la.. Who can smile to someone who treat u so nasty.. I tell her I can't.. She totally dun understand how I feel.. She still can say that I need to be so xiao qi ma.. I need to angry with her till like tat ma.. Cannot juz forget it.. I was like tat's my pride she had stepp on.. I am not a puppet.. But she totally never understand me at all.. She only care about herself and her thinking..
I really tired of talking to my mum... I dun feel like going back to have reunion with on fri... Totally no mood already.. 2nd day I am skipping my dinner.. Really dun feel like eating.. No appetite.. Its like totally disappointed with my mum.. Feel like moving out.. Its pointless to live with them anymore.. I rather live my own life and do wat I want..
Talked to Dee.. He said what the hell.. I not a kid anymore why my mum talk like as if she still rule my world.. I told him I need breather... Its like being so suffocating here.. He said I need to tolerate.. How to tolerate.. When my dad around, I am tolerating.. Now my dad's gone.. I still need to tolerate.. I am at my limits already..
I tell him if I gonna tolerate further.. I rather die.. Its really tiring... I really feel like dying.. I really feel like going to look for my dad and join him in the other world.. I totally no more strength to carry on living with 2 idiots in my family.. They dun bother about my feelings.. They do what they like and when I do what I like.. They disagree.. When I disagree with theirs.. They say they have right of way...
I really damn freaking tired.. Apart of cutting myself or jumping down or eating pills.. Are there any more other ways to die? I really wanna die... Its better than living.. Its so miserable man... I dunno why I got such a mum and bro... Really tired.............. If not to any ghost which I can't see, if u see my msg... Kindly bring me to the other world.. I really dun wanna live this life anymore... I WANT TO DIE BADLY!!! PLEASE MAKE MY WISH COME TRUE!!! LET ME DIE!!!!!!!
I WANT TO DIE!!!!! LET ME BE DEAD ANY MOMENT BEFORE CNY!!!!! LET ME RIP!!!!! I WANNA LEAVE MY MUM AND BRO... SINCE I AM NOT IMPT TO THEM.. KILL ME IN MY DREAMZ.. TAKE ME AWAY PLEASE!!!!!
I really hope my request can be heard............ T_T
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Moody~
Today reach work on time.. Its hardly I will be on time... LoL... Talked to Wendy one of my sales colleagues MSN as she today on MC due to 2 days of insomnia.. Dunno what happened to her...
Today also Su Yin's last day... Well its like another 2 more weeks will be my last day too... Keith came to ask me when last day.. LoL.. They like to disturb me a lot.. LoL... Today Wei Li asked me to join them for tea break but I am busy.. So Wei Li bought F & N orange for me instead.. Hehe.. Weird eyes suddenly looked at me.. Dotz.. I was like what the.. Juz a can of drink.. Need to look until like tat mah.. Hau knew Wei Li bought drinks for me as I tell her.. Anyway Hau and me dun quite like the one sitting in front of me..
Worked till 7.30pm today.. Went home... On phone with Nic and suddenly Dee called.. Hang up with Nic and asked Dee's call.. He freaking funny as he call to tell me his handphone low batt but wanna call to find out whether where am I liao.. LoL... He is so funny la.. LoL.. Home then had my dinner.. Totally no appetite.. Mum kept rumbling about 2nd day of CNY go my Da Jiu house.. Ask me dun make things difficult for her.. She only think about herself.. What about my feelings? I dun really feel like calling someone who think she rules the world.. Juz bcoz she call and asked me go coz if not she will kanna scolding from Da Jiu.. You think I give a damn....
I really said I hate from tat day she tried to hit me.. The scar although gone but its deeply buried in my heart... I dunno if I really go I would make things turn more nastier.. I know when I am not happy I will write all over my face.. If this is what she want.. Then I will do it.. I already say dun force me.. I will turn freaking nasty... Really no mood.. Stopped eating as no appetite.. I thought my mum would understand my feelings like my dad do.. But she utterly disappoint me.. Its like dad always know more than my mum.. She cares about nothing but herself.. Feeling damn sian..
Browsing web feel like going off for a short trip.. Forgetting about what fxxking reunion dinner... I really do not have mood for this bloody CNY at all.. Really no mood... This year so SUX!!! How I wished Dad is there to comfort me... :(
Dun force me anymore... I say I dun like and I am feeling damn uncomfortable.. If u keep forcing me, then I got to say sorry.. This year I dun feel like having any reunion dinner.. I will go MIA till 2nd day of CNY is over.. I really mean it!!!
Monday, February 8, 2010
Dying Monday
Today went to work and I am late as there are massive jams on the road.. Zzzz.... Reached work kinda late and so I intend to work late also...
Nothing much today as kinda tired and sleepy.... Off work at 8pm and juz nice got cab so I flagged it.. Well yest was talking to my colleague on MSN... Then I realized an idiot actually backstabbed.. I told 宝珠姐 about it.. Well in short, he went to tell his buddy I am playing with relationships and I played with his feelings.. Damn Fxxker... He thinks he freaking bloody good... Thanks to him, all my newly bought furniture are damaged on the first day.... When I pointed it out, its not him especially I saw it with my own eyes.. He could juz denied it with an idiotic look... Thanks to him, my furniture instead of new and nice, nw its old and rugged.. Which like in no time, either I got to buy a new one or get it recoated which cost another bunch of cash to spend.. Frankly speaking la, I rather be with someone whom willing to spend and willing to save instead of depending on others to save....
I mean he doesn't know his mistakes and keep talked bad about others.. Freaking idiot lo... Anyway.... He doesn't want to know what he did wrong and keep telling others the lies upon lies... But does he know that "Lies eventually will be REVEAL Sooner or Later"... I mean if everyone buy your story and believe u for the time being.. When they knew about the real fact, what would they think of u...
I totally disappointed with some guys nowadays.. Big liars and sweet talkers but when asked them to do a little thing, they are nothing.. Frankly speaking guys tend to be more and more sissy.. I am juz stating facts.. If u are offended, I had to say I mean no harm as this is what I see in the majority.. Anyway this is not open for debating.. LoL...
I really cannot believe my ears when I hear what my colleague told me but I had to thank the person for letting me know.. Then his buddy for being big mouth coz if not I won't be able to that he's an idiot for spreading shit... I am angry and this is for sure that this person no longer hopes to be my friend at all... For his buddy, he can't even differentiate who's right and wrong but helped to spread this shit around.. Lucky my colleagues who know me, stand by me.. Well this is a great mistake I had made.. Damn freaking unlucky to get to know this idiot since a long time ago... But this really taught me a good lesson.. Never trust a person too much... I used to trust people unless they broke my trust.. Now I hardly trust any damn shit people say.. Its like a fly trying to get the goodies out of it.. Unless I know u for years then maybe I trust u.. If not u jolly well can go fly kite..
Talked to Dee also.. Dee is angry and he said if tat idiot said those words in front of me, I definitely won't let him have face to hang over his neck.. LoL... I mean its like I never see a person skin can be so thick as a sheep's fur la.. Freaking thick skinned.. Thinking he is smart and all that.. Please la.. In this world there isn't anyone is perfect.. If u think u r damn good then there won't be the moment of being dumped by your girlfriends to be some other better guys.. Please wake up your idea man... Stupid idiot..
Forget about this fxxking idiot... Really talked about him, I am all boiled up.. Lucky I cut contact with him totally... LoL.. Hmm.. 宝珠姐 not online as wanna send her some pic de.. LoL.. Few more days to CNY.. Feel so empty suddenly... Well.. Time to head to bed.. Kinda sleepy... A lot of things to at work.. Left only 19 days more to good bye to my current job.. Hehe... I am so happy that I am leaving.. Wee~
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Sunday~
Today woke up at 11am and slack at home.. LoL... Then had lunch and watched tv... LoL.. Around 4pm went Pasar Malam.... Accompanied mum to buy clothes for the kids...
I bought Koi bubble tea.. Tried Honey Milk Tea and its "HEAVEN"!!! LoL!!! Guess what I bought the clothes from his mum.. LoL.. Thanks Uncle & Auntie for the discount.. Thanks Auntie for those heart warming words.. I am glad to have known u all.. Hehe.. Its really a nice time to chat with her.. Actually kinda miss her.. She always treat me so nice.. Hehe... After tat walked pass a stall.. Mum bought a top for herself and 2 for me.. LoL...
After buying clothes, we went to take shuttle bus to City Square.. Then went NTUC to get some food for CNY... LoL... After that went home.. My mind was recalling wat Auntie said.. :)
Home and took short nap.. Today kinda in relaxing mood and lastly I intend to get myself a dog.. I wanna have a small one and nt so big.. Hehe... Got any breeds to intro.. Hee... I dun mind mix breed.. Hehe... Ya gonna get a dog to be companion instead... Hee.....
Lastly a vid to share with u all taken yesterday.. Its quite funny as we did lots of practice and the steps not perfect.. Will do a better one next time.. Hehe.. Thanks 宝珠姐 for the video.. Hehe...
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Chinatown & Esplanade
Today went to work at around 12pm.. Dee called shortly I arrived at work.. He sound so angry.. Then I abit pissed la coz like out of no where he so fierce.. Super pek chek.. So I said not happy then dun call la.. Idiotz... I a bit dun feel like talking to him de lo... So hang up his call... Pissed off... Dee keep msg me but I dun wanna reply le.. 气到~不想讲话.. LoL..
Then tried to finished all my work.. Hehe.. Done everything already.. Hehe.. After that bus to Clementi and cabbed down Chinatown as 宝珠姐 waited damn long for me.. LoL.. Meeting her at 6pm bcoz work delayed I am late.. Zzzz...
Reached and bought Koi Bubble tea.. Then went over to meet 宝珠姐and Dickson.. Nic arrived shortly.. LoL... Then we walked alittle.. I saw curry fishball and bought a bowl to eat.. Then Dickson and 宝珠姐 saw goreng pisang.. They wanna buy and I soon pian also.. LoL.. Then after that we went to a shop.. I saw the Andox Bear which 宝珠姐 and I had on our handphone.. Bought the bears at $18.. LoL...
Then after that we saw Clarke Quay having fire works display.. But when we reaching there.. The fireworks already finished.. But I find that the fireworks nicer than any other times de.. LoL...
We walked to Esplanade.. Wanna got River Hongbao 2010.. But after checking online, it actually opens on 12 Feb.. LoL.. So we decided to go only on First Day of CNY... LoL... Then we went to have some snacks at Makan Sutera.. LoL... Had Oyster & Chicken Wings with Sugarcan.. After that we went to take some pictures and video.. LoL.. 宝珠姐 will upload on FB.. I kinda lazy today to post all pics here... So juz the picture of the Andox bear.. Hehe...
Picture of the Day~The Andox!!
Friday, February 5, 2010
达浪 & 宝珠姐
Today at work not really busy.. Then talked to Wei Li and Dee on Skype.. Talked to 宝珠姐 on MSN.. LoL...
Then mostly talking about studies and courses with Wei Li.. Dee was mostly crapping here and there.. Our conversation like keep arguing.. Then after that I asked Dee regarding my hard disk.. He let out a sigh.. Well he said it can't be repaired and he felt limited as he can't do much for me.. Well.. He doesn't own a firm.. The software he has is limited.. He doing it for me FOC.. Its already grateful liao.. Hehe.. Dee thanks le.. Even the photos can't be retrieved its ok de.. Hehe.. I know u did your best.. Cheer up ya.. Hehe..
Then after work went to meet Katty at Bugis.. We went to catch the Devils.. Got it at the 2nd try and I really cannot get the red one.. Super pissed.. The lady quite nice de.. She sees that I catch so long and can't get.. She try to get me one.. LoL.. I will go support her la since she so nice.. I tried to get a white one for 宝珠姐 and guess what.. I got it again at 2nd try.. Darned.. Why I can't catch the red one but the black & white instead seems so easy.. Freaked out.. Bid goodbye to the lady since she so nice.. Hehe...
After that 宝珠姐 & I went to have Rochor Beancurd.. Hehe.. On the way we passed-by Laselle.. The walls got a lot of paintings.. So we stop by to take some pics.. Some take liao quite funny and its like can be interpreted into another story.. Haha.. Its like see picture and say your story.. LoL... Funny de.. Alright.. Shall share the pic with u all.. A few only.. Hehe.. Tomorrow going back office to OT and after that going Chinatown.. Hehe..... Dee called and chatted with him awhile.. He today like moody de.. Talk also a little weird.. Asked him.. He said nothing.. Well when he feels better than will say de.. Let him cool ba.. I going to sleep and enjoy the pics.. :)
达浪 & 宝珠姐
Thursday, February 4, 2010
My "Ex"
Today work is kinda smooth.. So nothing much.. Planning for tomorrow's lunch and I guess it will cost a bomb.. Spending money again.. I rather use that money to catch my bears.. LoL...
Borrowed M5 textbook from Wei Li.. Hehe.. Meet him at office lift lobby to go to his car to collect the book.. He shared quite a lot with me regarding how should I go about.. Haha.. Thanks mentor.. LoL..
Then after work, went to Wheelocks Place to meet Katty as she sent in her mum's hp for repair which is out of warranty... I am kinda late due to traffic jam.. So after tat we walked to Taka to meet Nic.. Then as we were walking.. We thinking whether to eat Xin Wang or Shodoku.. In the end, we let the guy decide.. LoL...
Went Heeren to have dinner @ Shodoku.. Hee... We ordered dessert after our main dish.. Hehe.. The pics are uploaded on FB.. Hehe... After our food we took bus down PS.. Hehe..
Went to prize collection to catch bears.. Spent almost 40 bucks at there.. Katty spent around $13.. Got Melody & Stitch.. Hee... Thanks Nic for the Stitch.. Caught the Melody with a little of Katty's help.. But we tried so long, can't get the Hello Kitty for her.. Hmm.. Tomorrow I gonna go try to get my RED & BLACK Devil.. LoL...
After that we went to watch My Ex....... I seriously can tell u.. There's lots of Bloody scenes to make u wobble but the movie is freaking scary though... I used Melody to cover the scenes and listen to the sound effects most of the time.. Practically a waste of money for me to watch as 3/4 of the show I am not watching due to blood scenario or the woman is too scary.. LoL...
After movie, we went to take bus home.. Hehe.. On the way home, talked to Dee.. He watched it already and said so-so.. Then say I weak.. Roar.. Reached home and mum saw the bears.. She was like shocked to see.. LoL.. Then her reaction was so nice leh.. Why am I gonna put.. LoL.. I also dunno.. Wait till I free then pack.. Haha.. Temp put in my study room first.. Alrightz.. Uploaded the photos and tagged them already.. Its time to head to bed.. Tomorrow most likely gonna OT.. Zzzzzz....
Pictures of the Day!!
More photos on FB.. Hehe... Go to: Facebook
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Traffic is Getting Bad!!
Today reached work late.. A lot of things as rushing Jan closing.. Roar... Chatted with Dee online.. Hehe.. Then Wei Li from Service Dept de online chat with me too.. Well talked to Jacq online.. Hehe.. She advise me and I know all of you hope I get attach soon. Haha....... But now is really not the time yet.. Haha..
Hau from behind saw his whole chuck of words and said, "Nee, why the person type so long and your reply is one sentence.. Who is that person? So much things to say? Our company de ma?" Haha.. Then I told her,"Oh.. Its service side de.. LoL Wah.. U so far also see one whole chuck of words ar.. I lazy to read.. Haha.."
Hau faintz.. Then we dropped the topic and discussed what to eat for lunch.. Planning for fri delivery.. I intro her Sarpino's Pizza.. So we had drawn our list for Fri CNY lunch.. Gonna have Sakae, Sarpino & KFC.. Wanna eat Mac but one of colleague dun eat.. Whom I also dun really like to mingle with her de.. Haha..
Worked till almost 8pm as waited for Dee to pick me up.. Gastric suddenly not well.. Since Dee is free so take his free ride home.. Everyone went back about the same time and no one sees Dee.. Hee.. Coz Boss went level 3 take car.. Dee waited downstairs.. Hengz.... If not they gonna ask a lot and I dislike replying questions.. Haha.. Somemore they are typically like to dig lots of things especially personal stuff which I dun really like to share.. Haa....
Dee bought gastric medicine from Watson.. Hee.. Thanks Dee.. After taking it, felt much better.. Dee somemore buy dinner give me.. LoL.. In the end, while he is driving I eating my dinner.. He went Lao Pa Sat buy de.. No wonder he asked me wait for him and its like kinda Long lo... Haha..
Then he asked me this sat wanna go where.. Then I said got to bring granny home.. Maybe meet him at night ba.. He then said he help me to bring granny home as I got ot.. Later I need to rush here and there will be quite tired..... Hehe....
Home shortly as Dee knows I like people to drive fast instead being a hogger on roads.. LoL.. I mean fast as in driving to the max of speed limit and not over it.. If got jams or whatever, will try to find other routes instead of sticking to the same one and being a blocked head.. LoL...
Human are meant to be flexi.. Roads are dead.. Sg is so small till that evey roads sure link to somewhere.. In a way within certain time, u will still reach your destination.. LoL...
Then Dee friend called him.. So I asked him to make a move instead of sending me to my doorsteps.. Hehe.. Reached home already, change and accompany mum to Bugis for hair cut.. While mum was waiting for her turn.. I went to try to get the Devil soft toy.. Called 宝珠姐 and asked her what colour to catch.. She said red and apparently she actually leave a message on my FB to get Red.. I didn't log in to take a look of her comment.. LoL.. Tried twice and I almost got it... Darn.... The aunty was like shocked.. She shouted a dollar only.. U can get it... Want try again.. I was like ok lo.. Since I didn't bring much cash out.. LoL.. Tried the 2nd time.. Its still the same.. The aunty was giving me the what the hell look.. When I soft toy before the box.. She gave a loud shout.. I was shocked man.. She seems more excited than me.. Then everyone attention was like switch to my side.. I hurriedly walk away..
Its really super pai sei la.. LoL... Tomorrow going meet 宝珠姐 and Nic for "My Ex".. 宝珠姐 and I going to prize collection there see got anything nice to catch.. Haha... I wan catch Pooh Bear.. I think 宝珠姐 will wanna catch her Hello Kitty.. LoL.. Suits her name though but which u gonna say that to her, she definitely kill u... LoL... I dunno gotten killed how many times which eventually I lost count.. Haha.. Alright Dee calling soon and after that is bed time.. A few more weeks to go and I leaving this place.. Although have some little feelings for my work.. But leaving here maybe my impulsive decision and somehow I didn't regret as I can't find reasons to ask myself to stay put to tolerate all the nonsense.. LoL..
Wah.. Dee is so accurate.. Phone is ringing.. LoL.. Blog till here.. Updates tomorrow.. Hee... :)
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
On Leave!!!!!!! ~_~
Today on leave.. Woke kinda early.. Copy DVD for Li Ling.. Then after that accompany mum to lawyer office.. Then went to PS to get my earphone change.. Yeah... Its like finally.. LoL... After that went Carrefour, Daiso & Prize Collection...
Got the CD sleeves at Carrefour and my new fan.. Hee...... Here's the pic.. Saying goodbye to my old fan which serves me for 5 years.. LoL....
My Old Fan
My New Fan
Then after that we head home.. When on cab, Dee called me.. So we chatted until I reached my house downstairs.. He going to another office as his boss planning to sell the office away.. LoL...
Then after that rest awhile at home.. Went to JB as wanna bring Li Shan's pampers in.. Hehe.. Went to do my specs at RM 149 and gotten myself a new watch which cost RM120 (Pooh).. LoL.. Cheaper than SG lah.... Haha...
Then went to fetch Li Xing, Lai & Ling from sch and tuition respectively.. Hehe.. Back to shop... Its kinda late already.. Rushed back to SG as I meeting my friends.. Hehe.. Long didn't meet them le.. Talked on phone with Dee while walking there... Dee still in office lo... He said he after CNY going to change.. Why both of us same time wanna change job sia.. LoL.... Funny de.... Then told Dee who I am meeting.. He angry wor... LoL... He was rumbling over the phone.. Haha.. But he rumble half way, his friend called so we hang up.. Called 宝珠姐 but she eating so accurate de lo.. LoL.. Talk to her alittle.. Thurs meeting her & Nic go watch "My Ex".. Heee........ So looking forward.. LoL.. Then called Nic as confirming he really going with us.. Haha... I think tomorrow will discuss with 宝珠姐 the timing for movie and what to eat.... Hehe...
Then my friend wanna talked to me.. Hmm.. A lot of things happened and somehow I drew further.. Its like somehow lack of something in between.. Well.. I now wanna enjoy my time being alone.. Although this sentence to Dee is already immune.. Haaa... Then since I promised Dee I gonna walk out of the past so let time heal everything..
Msg Dee when I got home.. Wondering why did I do so... LoL.. Weird but heck.. LoL.. MSN 宝珠姐 but her reply is slow~ LoL... Then received my friend's msg.. When I about to reply.. Guess what.. Dee called.. LoL... Yeah.. When I am in need of help, Dee comes at the right time.. Haha.. Asked him for opinions.. Dee was furious regarding what was sent to me.. Then he kept telling me, he jealous that the person know how to say such nice things and he dunno.. LoL.. Dee is so funny.. Then I tell him.. I rather he dunno lo coz (reason Dee knows).. LoL...
Then he agrees also.. LoL.. Then we dropped that topic and accompanied him on phone as he waiting for his tortise friend to come down for dinner.. Nagged him a little for late dinner.. LoL.. He always work then busy till never eat dinner.. Still can tell me tat like tat he can lose weight.. Kns de.. LoL.. Finally his friend came down to meet him. LoL.. So hang up with him and I told him if too late dun call me le as tml got to work.. At most tml online chat.. Hehe..
After that I hungry coz didn't eat dinner also.. Haha.. Went to cook maggi mee.. LoL.. Dee know sure kp me de.. Haha.. Wait till he knows then say.. Hee... After finish my food, I installed my new fan and drank coke.. Enjoying the breeze of my fan.. Shiok.. LoL...
Tomorrow back to work.. Kinda like sianz.. Counting down to my last day... Oh man.. Received IRAS letter.. Maybe have to start paying tax.. Sianz.. The not so good benefit of working Perm Full Time.. I rather study then working now after receiving IRAS letter.. LoL.... Moods dampened after reading the letter.. March have to do submission.. Zzzzz.. Roar... I dun wan to pay TAX!!! Got to flip through my dad's past records.. See how he file Tax.. Hee..... Haiz.. If dad around all this can ask him teach me.. Oh ya hor.. Saying about this, I forgot I can ask Dee hor... Hee... But by asking him means he helped me do = I learn nothing.. Zzzzzz..... So 懊恼(ao nao).. Haiz... Gonna go sleep already.. 3 more days more to work for this week.. Endure... Hopefully weekends dun need work.. Hee..
To 宝珠姐: What love story sia!!! Diaoz.. But hor after today hor.......... I realized something.... I wondering hor I is it hor got hor.... Dunno how to say.. Haha.. But I will try to walk out of the darkness.. Hee..
To Dee: Dee I am glad u trying to show how much care about what I am thinking.. Hehe.. Since u trying and I also will try.. Since u so confident that Devil & Evil will be together.. Then let me build up this confidence.. Hee... I will jia you de!! :)
Alrightz... Today I caught this for Li Shan and spent only S$5.. Haha...
This is Li Shan.. She's only 1 year plus going 2 in June.. Hehe...
Today she's not feeling well but still hyper.. Its freaking hard to take her pic.. LoL...
Monday, February 1, 2010
Half Day & 海派甜心 Last Episode
Today took half day as wanna slack and look for job.. Dee msg me asked me how not online on skype.. LoL...
Then I talked to him on msg.. LoL.. Past few days was talking about him with Katty.. He called & msg me for this week.. Katty & I were like what the... We dun about him.. He like MIA.. LoL...
Today work till 8 plus.. Hmm.. Funny that I am not tired.. LoL... Talked to Katty on phone while waiting for cab.. Then she asked me a question which I really dunno how to answer.. What's my feeling for Dee? I am used to talking to Dee and the closeness which words not able to comprehend.. Hmm.. The feelings for him was stopped in 2004 and it was never been found...
Well.. Katty said the way I said seems like I am falling for him.. After hang up, I questioned myself.. Got ma... Devil & Evil will be together ma or always being close friend? I really dunno... Dee called me shortly after... He is on his way home.. Then I told him that I was waiting for cab..
He detoured to pick me up from work instead.. So waited for him at bus stop.. Saved cab fare.. I told him what Katty said.. Then I am feeling totally lost as I am always drawing the line super clear with him.. Then Dee said that he hoped that we could be more than just close friend.. Well I told him what I faced and its like not the kind of life I want...
He apologized.. LoL.. I didn't expect him to do so.. But Dee's job is on the rock too.. He is starting to look for job... LoL.. Both of us like job hunting.. LoL... Hmm.. Then we went to have dinner.. I didn't eat much as no appetite.. He also didn't eat much as he say he wanna lose weight.. LoL.. Then was back to the topic.. He asked me to give both of us a chance to be together.. Well... After much considering and everything.. I tell him to give me some time to think as I do not want to be any relationship...
Then I asked him, "Dee, u like that keep waiting not tired ma? Don't you feel like giving up whenever I keep rejecting you or can't give u a definite ans?"
Dee replied, "Zhu Tou!! If I tired or wanna give up would be many years ago... But I didn't because........ (the reason I know can liao)" Haha.....
I was touched la.. But hor.... Really doubt leh.. He is always the one I could talk to.. He know me so well and I got doubts I could just voice out.. I can speak freely in front of him and share all my secrets with him.. He is my best listening ear and advisor.. Talking to him I won't feel so shy or strange unlike talking to other guys.. I will not say too much... LoL...
Hmm.. There's a lot of "buts" and "what if" running through my mind.. Roar.... After that.. Dee felt that I was practically not focusing on what he is talking.. He shouted right through my ear.. Idiotz.... Then he say he know what I am thinking and ask me not to worry too much... No matter what happen.. We will always be what we are.... Nothing will change.... Why is he so confident and I have none? =.="
Then as time getting late.. I wanna go home watch 海派甜心.. He also watching.. LoL... Then in the end we watched on his lappy... Wa.. The ending super touching lo... I almost tear... Dee super funny.. Say he can lend me his shoulder.. Smack him on his head.. LoL... He say he dun wan be 达浪.. LoL...... I tell him... I got 宝珠姐 already... I am 达浪.. He cannot be any of us.. Haha... He give me the diaoz look.. Haha.. Super funny....
Somehow after much decision... I told him,"Dee, 给我一点时间.. 让我从恐惧走出来.. 因为我不想失去我们彼此建立的友情.." He gave me a smile and tell me this is not going to be me alone.. He wanna be part of it... LoL..
After that he sent me home and we talked on phone till he reached home.. LoL.. He kept asking me dun think about it.. LoL.. He somehow knows how much I will go think la.. Idiotz... LoL... Then after that hang up with him.. Mum asked me who am I talking to.. Then she thought Dee & I together.. But she got disappointed when I tell her no..... LoL...
Lastly, I got a shocking news.. Dee will be joining me for reunion dinner in JB.. My mum told me de.. Dee good de lo.. Totally never tell me anything.. Mum said Dee told Po Po de.. Then he will be going in JB first before us... He took leave on 12 Feb.. =.="
After I bathed and relax.. Dee called me.. Then I asked him regarding JB.. He then said he wanna give me surprise de.. But who knows my grandma spoiled his plan.. Haha.. But he then said lucky only he going JB to eat reunion dinner and nothing else.. I was puzzled and asked him what is he up to.. He said how can let me know.. He super weird de... LoL..
Talked to him awhile then hang up le as he need to do his work.. His work like never ending de.. Looking at his work load.. I got nothing to complaint le.. Sometimes his time is really tied down with work.. What to do.. Hope he finds a better job... Hehe...
Then I played FB and tomorrow I am on leave.. Wee... Going lawyer office then to PS as the service center said they sent my replacement earphone to PS for me to collect.. Shiok.. Hehe... After that will going JB.. Hehe.. I going to make a new spec.. Hehe... Eye sight really getting poor.. 老了.. 不得不承认.. LoL.. Alright.. Shall go burn DVD for Li Ling.. Hehe..
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