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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

ThinKing Wise or UnWise

Hmm.. Woke up and stone on bed.. Didn't see the time at all.. Hmm.. See the freaking internet and its freaking me out.. Mostly are all agency helping companies to post.. Haiz.. Mood swing easily today... Really not myself for the moment of certain times..

My parents went Vivo to shop.. In my mind was going to have no more Kachings le.. They still got mood go shopping and buy things.. WTH!! But I couldn't be bothered la.. Not my Kachings anyway.. Hmm.. Looked for food and precisely my mum didn't cook.. Hmm.. Ate biscuit lo.. Where got choice.. Wanna save money.. This is the best choice liao.. Not long my parents are home and mum bought wanton mee for me.. Though I dun like pork.. I juz eat everything as dun wanna choose food liao.. When not given a choice then dun be choosy.. Tat's what I am telling myself la..

Stroll back into my room.. Saw ZQ online and chatted with him barely 2 sentences.. Then I checked mail.. Hmm.. Not long I fall back into sleep.. When I am moody.. I sleep a lot.. Diaoz.. Woke up at 4 plus.. Saw GJ msn me.. Hmm.. Chatted with him.. But I wasn't in a good mood at all de lo.. Haiz.. Not long he logged out.. I stone in front of com and I dun feel like walking out of my room at all.. Much to my surprise Debbie Tey msn me.. She was asking me about this sat.. Hmm.. I have not make arrangement or plans yet.. Frankly speaking my mind wasn't focusing on this coming weekend at all.. Not say I not looking forward to it.. But its just like ok lo.. Another year older lo.. Then got more things to worry lo.. More things to get sad about lo.. More problems coming up lo.. Lol.. I can never be positive about life as I just hate life to core..

Hmm.. Was chatting with her.. Then one thing shocked me was.. She said that its time to get a partner and plan to settle down le.. Ah Bee.. Its not I dun want lo.. I also hope to.. But maybe its still not my moment yet.. Somemore now I dunno what I am thinking and dun wanna think about all this so let nature takes its course ba.. :)

Then after that ended the chat with her.. I lie onto my bed and played my psp till I doze off again.. My psp hit my head.. But weird thing is I dun feel anything.. Hmm.. Slept till around 7 plus and woke up.. I continued lie on bed.. Dad called me to eat dinner.. I don't have appetite at all.. Then I just stared at him and gave him no response.. Feeling damn 闷.. Haiz..

Bro got home and went out to meet his friends to go gym.. Tomorrow and Thurs he going his friend's chalet.. So at night I got the whole room to myself.. Hmm.. At least some quietness for 2 days.. Tomorrow got class but I not going.. Staying home to do my own revision = Fat Hope..

Alright.. This is the end of my boring day.. Hmm.. Conclusion is that I will think of ways to solve my own prob as its my prob.. Somehow I think will be solve ba.. If can't then so be it liao.. Maybe I am suppose to be someone with nothing from the beginning but fat hoping for something.. 好难开心起来.. 好闷喔!!

Into A World of Emptiness @ 21:50

Monday, March 30, 2009

S'pore Post Centre

Hmm.. Today woke quite late.. Received my pay chq of 30 bucks.. Hmm.. Better than nothing la.. Went out to greet my parents.. After play msg with ZQ for awhile.. Ate my lunch and played Facebook for awhile..

Went out with dad to Bugis as he wanna buy bag.. I saw one cool sling bag.. Hmm.. Wonder should I get it.. The material is not bad and seems lasting.. I can use bags for years if I really like it.. Hmm.. Shall consider it ba..

Went Japan home.. Dad finally got the bag he want as he doesn't see anything he likes at my friend shop but in return I see something I like.. Frankly speaking I dislike shopping as I will somehow or rather see something I like and got the urge to buy it.. Shit one la.. Hate it man..

Hmm.. Called JJ as he didn't reply my msg.. Yup we meeting up to chill.. I not meeting them eat dinner as mum cooked mine.. Lol.. Hmm.. Reached home not long I called GJ as to find out where's he.. He is waiting for JJ at Clementi.. So I said when they board train, I leave house as wanna deposit chq and deposit money into mum's account.. Not long GJ called me.. They board train le..

So I left house.. Went DBS to deposit my chq then walk over to deposit money into mum's OCBC account.. I see POSB atm no one using.. Went to check and wanna take some cash to put in my wallet.. Hmm.. I see the amount.. I was a bit depress.. Think I should stop going out for awhile.. My bank is running low.. I want a Job SOON!!!!!!!! I really can't take it anymore.. Damn why is it so hard to get a JOB!! Its really no mood.. After withdrawing.. My phone rang.. GJ called me.. They are reaching Bugis.. I on my way to the MRT.. Hmm.. It seems that they gonna wait for me..

Not long I reached and the guys.. Mood wasn't very good.. But try to act as if normal la.. Who will be happy to see bank account going dry soon.. But I am not given a choice.. I am trying to get a job but no response.. Wa damn sian.. What a rotten luck I am having.. Shit de..

We trained to Paya Lebar and the guys went to eat Subway.. I missed the days I ate it with DEBBIE TEY!! Hmm.. It made me miss MDIS days more.. The crazy days and freak out moments I had.. Its really fun and memorable.. Hmm.. After that went to Coffee Bean and chill out.. We didn't call ZQ as he having night shift.. We chilled till 10pm and head back home.. GJ accompanied me to the bus stop.. After boarding the bus.. My mind went back to moody.. I played my psp on bus trying to distract myself.. But its really hard.. Its really super moody de..

I WANT A JOB!! ITS REALLY FREAKING ME OUT WITHOUT A JOB!!!!!!!!! Wah piang when will a job comes in man.. DAMN!!!!!

Ok I just wanna rant as I really buay tarhan liao.. Everyday at home like a sitting duck.. If not go out anyhow spend money.. WTF lo.. No income but money just throwing out every minute I stepped of the house.. Super sian.. Hmm.. I gonna get some rest and stone.. Also wanna think of ways of how to get money rolling in again.. If got a job now, dunno how good will it be.. Damn irritated and vexing!! ROAR!!

Hmm.. Tomorrow meeting Ong Rong to eat but dunno what time and frankly speaking I dun feel like going out la.. Wanna hide at home.. Hmm.. See how la.. Damn sian.. I going play WoW with GJ le.. Nitex and Ciaoz.. :(

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Tomb Cleaning Day

Hmm.. Morning woke up at 4am.. Realize time is still early so stone and went back to sleep ard 5 plus.. Next time I wake up is Aunty Nik came in to wake me up.. Its 7am.. So went to brush teeth and clean up.. Change and prepare to head down to cemetary..

Xiao Jiu asked me to drive and I tell him.. I lazy.. So he drive instead.. Aunty Nik drive the other car.. Da Jiu went to fetch mum at 6.45am and after that they came in JB and go Ah yi's house to pick up Ah Yi, KC and KW (Ah Wei)..

We all meet at Ah Gong Tomb.. Hmm.. Reached le.. Aunty Nik drove in while Da Jiu and Xiao Jiu parked near the Prata shop.. I came up with a lame idea to Lai..

Me:

Lai we go eat prata but you pay money..

Cheng:

Ya I also want.. Lai Lai treat us..

Lai:

Pa.. Jie Jie and Kor Kor want eat prata.. Money please..

Xiao Jiu:

Jie Jie got a lot of money.. I no money.. U got a lot of money too right.. Then u treat them eat la..

Lai Lai ran to Da Jiu car and greet my mum.. So qiao they reach about the same time.. Greeted mum and Ah Yi.. Say halo to KC and KW.. We started crapping.. Yup.. KW got nothing but WoW.. He psycho-ing my bro to play.. Then I crapped with KC about jobs and school.. Coz KC haven't got any overseas project and stuck in SG.. We were the eldest kids.. So mostly we will planned and discuss about family issue.. Not forsaken the fact KC and I were 外孙 but being the only 外孙女 got a lot of previlage.. :P

Hmm.. There's some prob in the family.. So KC and me were talking.. He passed me news he know and I gave him what I know.. Headache.. But later then we talk to the adults then see how la.. Granny saw us.. She started telling me what to do means dun need to do but stand there and teach the kids what to do.. Passing on duties time.. Wahahaha.. So KC, KW, Cheng and me teach the kids what to do.. Xiao Jiu says we bully his kids.. Granny says so many years its always they doing.. Its time his kids take over.. Haha.. KC teaching Lai to paint.. Wei and me teaching Ling spread the red and yellow paper on the grass while Cheng being the umbrella man coz no one help to hold the umbrella.. The weather is freaking hot.. Lucky got drinks in the car.. Haha.. But waiting for granny to call the shots la.. Lol..

Then I knew Lai was aiming for the eggs.. But little did we know Xing had started to peel the eggs.. Lol.. After that things were done.. Ah Yi, Da Jiu, Mum and Xiao Jiu called me to ask Ah Gong for number as Ah Gong dote on me a lot and to their thinking he will give me nice number.. Lol.. Granny asked me to talk Ah Gong more.. I actually just do what I am told.. Ling and Xing wanna do what I do.. But was restricted.. Both of them was not very happy.. But to make them happy I buy them ice cream.. No choice.. We are busy.. Can't really focus on them.. Got a weird number and my uncles and auntie with my mum like to guess the next number.. Kaoz.. Like playing Lotto like tat.. Haha..

I won't say the number as it didn't open at all.. I got ask whether should they go buy.. My Ah Gong says no.. But they insist buying.. None of my business.. Then Xiao Jiu start shooting

Xiao Jiu:

Not correct leh.. This year Ox all got lousy luck.. Why we still call Ox to ask for number?

Mum:

Ask you do it.. U dun wan.. Then we asked Linghui la..

Ah Yi:

Chu (my mum), you ask father for number again la.. Fong spoil our luck..

Me:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! (Laughing at Xiao Jiu)

Hmm.. Done liao le.. We went to eat breakfast.. Its 9am only lo.. Hmm.. As walking down the slope.. My left foot slipper slipped.. Foot hurts a bit.. Wei saw and said, "I think somemore injured her foot again.."

I replied, "No ar.. See I still can walk.." The pain is still ok.. Heck care!! Hmm.. Went to Skudai there eat Kway Teow.. Guess what we saw our grand-aunt.. She pretend never see us and she asked her husband to call us.. Granny didn't see them so I tried to block granny from seeing them and leave the eating house after all of us finished our food.. Granny bought bananas for me to eat.. I like to eat bananas la.. Then Xiao Jiu start laughing at me.. Calling me pig monkey.. Wah sian.. Bro, Wei and KC joined in the fun.. Suan le.. I wave white flag.. I got no more ammos and my bullet proof vest is rotten.. I give up..

After that we head back to granny house.. Slack and chatted with the adults.. Granny also there.. Talking about relationship and a lot of stuffs and I don't wanna state all.. Bro was talking to KC and KW.. Anyway my uncles and aunt care a lot for me.. So whenever they got chance, they always talk to me and my mum felt that my uncles and aunt know about KC, KW and Cheng more from me.. I like informant like that.. Maybe I speak their language.. Lol.. Hmm.. Not long KC all of them fall asleep.. I still chatting and entertaining them.. No choice.. After that granny asked me go bath.. After bath, I asked Cheng to bath.. Then I start to fall asleep on sofa.. My uncles and aunt with mum went to buy 4D and also some snacks.. KC went with them too.. House is a peace for the moment.. Granny took a nap too.. Wei sleeping too.. The kids watched tv..

Hmm.. Had a wonderful sleep.. The adults is back.. Grandma woke me up as to give up the seat for Da Jiu.. I feeling sleeply so went to crawl into another sofa to sleep.. Liling took my phone and asked me to take a pic.. After taken Xiao Jiu took the phone from her hand.. I was still in blurry mood.. Hmm.. They played a prank on me.. I become the joke of the day.. Hmm.. Super tired and I went into granny's to nap awhile.. Wa piang.. Just lie down not long.. Ah Yi and mum come disturb me.. They wanna buy 4D in SG.. Ling go suggest to Ah Yi.. Can call Jie Jie friend to buy.. His name call GJ.. They come in beg me.. I looked at Ling.. WTH.. Made a call to GJ and asked him help me buy then when I come back pay him the money.. Aunty Nik heard also asked me buy.. Win liao lo.. After that I dunno what I said in hainanese and got a slap from Ah Yi.. She laugh loudly and said that my hainanese is so fluent de lo.. Say fluent dun need to get slap de ba.. Then she says.. Got awake a bit a not.. Then I goes super awake le..

She said ok let's go eat A&W.. I goes what wake me up just to go eat.. She say yes as I heard someone's stomach growling.. I heard mine.. =.="

She won.. Hmm.. Drove to Jusco.. The new shopping mall near granny's house.. They went supermarket shop.. While we with the kids went to A&W eat.. Hmm.. Finished our food and went find the aunties.. After that we head back home.. Granny said she wanna cooked dinner instead of going restaurant eat.. My uncle, mum and aunt can't persuade her not to cook.. Then they looked at me.. No choice.. I open my mouth..

Me:

Po Po.. Dun cook la.. U looked so tired.. Go out eat la.. We all planned to bring u go out eat le lo.. U cooked means u dun give face leh..

Granny:

Ok la.. Want celebrate your bday.. Since you dun wan me cook.. Then we go eat at Teck Sing Restaurant..

Ah Yi:

Wah.. Mother choose good food.. We ask her dun cook she dun wan.. Now she choose eat good food..

ALL:

Haha.. She happy we anything.. (My aunt also laughs)

Hmm.. Leave granny house and went Da Ma where KC and KW lives there eat.. Hmm.. Eat liao went to KC and KW house to wait for them to take their bags as we heading back to SG le..

Hmm.. KC drove us back SG.. Sent Wei to NTU first after KC and me went AMK.. Da Jiu sent mum and bro home.. I went to take bus to Serangoon to meet GJ and went airport to meet JJ.. Went there to chill after that went home.. Back feels ache.. Foot also.. I think I really hurt my foot.. But see how it goes in a few days time.. Gonna go bed liao.. Nitex..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Ton in JB

I couldn't get up this morning.. KC msg me and I woke up.. Looking at my bro.. He is still sleeping.. So I called KC..

Me:

Kor.. Cheng is still sleeping.. Hmm.. I just wake up only wor..

KC:

Aiya.. Sleep longer la.. So early go in for what.. U all got nothing to do there.. Hmm.. Later meet at Xiao Jiu shop. Then we go City Square (CS) eat.. Lunch on my tab.

Me:

Ok lo.. Hmm.. Then u going to meet Ah Wei and go in first ma?

KC:

Yup.. C u later..

Me:

Alright!! Ciaoz

Hmm.. I fall back to sleep shortly.. Really tired la.. My bro woke up at 10am.. Hmm.. I am still sleeping.. Slept all the way till 12 like that then wake up.. Mum bought carrot cake for my lunch.. Hmm.. Diaoz.. I forgot I meet my cousin for lunch.. Called Xiao Jiu shop and tell him and Ah Wei go eat.. Then I realized Aunty Nik cooked lunch for them as mum called her to ask KC and Ah Wei to go eat as don't wait for me and my bro liao.. Hmm.. Eat liao and prepare to go JB.. Planned to leave house at 2pm but both my bro and me were reluctant to go so we delay here and there a bit.. There's nothing we could delay liao.. Head off to take Express Bus to JB..

Hmm.. Guess what.. The queue is super LONG!! Dad called me and asked whether we board any bus.. I goes.. No... Its long queue de lo.. He suggested that we take train to Kranji and change bus to JB instead.. He asked me to discuss with bro.. So after I hung up with dad.. I asked bro wanna take bus or train.. He said, "Jie, I got bus concession.. I don't mind take train lo.."

So after that we walked to Bugis Ctrl Station as I need to top up my ez.. Then I tell him let's go take bus due to he got concession.. Hehe.. We went to Fu Lu Shou there wait for bus.. Not long 960 came.. We boarded and I saw Irah on board the bus too.. She staying around Panjang area.. LOL!! Irah is my ITE A/C classmate.. Hmm.. Really coincidence de leh..

Bus was a bit humid.. I fell asleep on bus.. Bro was playing PSP.. About 30mins bus ride, we reached Kranji.. We changing bus.. Wah 170 is super packed.. So we took Causeway Link (CW1).. Paid $1.60 for it.. Hmm.. Bus ride to SG custom was smooth.. Clearance was fast for us.. Then we went to board back the bus.. Its long queue and humid also.. I fainting le as no air.. Hmm.. Lucky we took CW bus.. The buses came shortly so we don't have to queue that long de.. Hehe..

Hmm.. As we exiting SG Custom.. JAM!! Yup.. TRAFFIC JAM!!!!!! Sian and we were standing lo.. No seats le.. Haiz.. Endure for 1 hour in the jam.. Then we at JB Custom.. Clearance also fast.. But the custom officer is an idiot.. But suan le.. Then we walked to Xiao Jiu shop but before that I change RM as I running out.. Reached Xiao Jiu shop at 5.30pm.. =.="

Then I decided to drive KC and Ah Wei home.. As its our bad la.. Crapped in the car.. Not long we reached their house.. Hmm.. Didn't stay for long.. We drove back down town.. Hmm.. Went UO to buy coke and 100plus.. Coz tonight at granny's house bro and me can drink.. Then 100plus is for Ah Wei and KC de.. They don't drink coke.. Hmm.. I wanna buy 3 bottles of coke.. Bro say don't want.. So in the end we bought 1 Coke and 1 100plus.. Shopped for some titbits and checked out at the counter..

Reached Xiao Jiu shop.. Waited for awhile and I soon pian topped up my prepaid card.. Hehe.. Running low on usage amount le.. Played with Li Shan.. Liling and Lixing sticking around me.. Lai was reading comics.. Its time to go back granny house le.. Its almost 6 plus.. Everyone is hungry.. Haha..

Xiao Jiu drove us to UO again as Aunty Nik wanna buy 1 carton of drinks for tomorrow just in case anyone is thirsty at the tomb as the weather is freaking hot de lo.. But no mineral water available.. So we left and they let me down at BSN (Bank Simpanan Nasional) as I wanna check how much I got inside and maybe do some withdrawal coz I wanna give granny RM 100 due to CNY I haven't give her any yet.. :P

Hmm.. Wah I didn't know my mum spend and left RM 200+ inside only.. I withdraw for granny.. Then after that went back to the car and off we went to granny house le.. Shan was having a enjoyable car ride.. Lol.. Lai, Ling and Xing was super noisy.. Bro was scolding them.. I kept quiet..

Not long we reached.. Granny came out to open the gate for us.. She's happy to see us.. She wanted to carry our bags but I stopped her.. Although she used to carry our bags when we were kids but not now le.. I just hold her hands and said: "Po Po, I can handle.." :)

She smiled back at me.. She then shouted, "WHY ARE YOU STILL SO SKINNY?!" I ran inside and pretend I didn't hear a single thing.. :P

Then went to change and prepare for dinner.. Hehe.. Granny keep taking food for bro and me.. Its a lot de lo.. Shagged.. Hmm.. Bro kanna shoot most as he don't understand hainanese.. But he got himself covered coz he knows hokkien.. Lol.. Then Xiao Jiu and me everytime played the same old game.. See who's the last to leave the dining table.. Although everytime I always win.. But this year we are on par as both of us finish the food on the table together.. Granny laughed at how funny at how Xiao Jiu and me is.. Here's some funny conversation in between..

Granny:

Fong (its my Xiao Jiu's name in short), why Linghui here then u willing to talk and play so much?

Xiao Jiu:

Aiya, I keep my bullets for very long liao.. Waiting for chance to shoot her only.. Who ask her never always come back JB..

Granny:

You can do that to your kids ma or Ah Nik.. But when Linghui is not around.. You so quiet.. You today go siao ar..

Xiao Jiu:

No la.. Just like to play with Linghui.. Who ask her always like to find trouble with me..

Me:

Wah.. I where got.. I from earlier come JB till now no shoot u lo.. I keep taking your bullets lo..

Xiao Jiu:

Got!! You snatch my food and only u come then got so much thing to eat!! But in the end you still got the most to eat.. I everyday come home.. I dun get to eat so many.. But u here, I thought I can get to eat more.. But you still got the most.. So unfair..

Me:

-_-!!!

Granny laughs at it.. Wah kaoz.. I really dunno what to say.. In the end still kanna bullets.. Its like wearing bullet vest but the bullets still can go through de lo.. That's my Xiao Jiu.. Haiz.. Everytime he sees me sure need to give me tons of bullets.. I dunno why.. Lol.. But its fun..

Hmm.. After dinner.. I a bit bad as I take chance to bully back.. Hee...

Me:

Ah Gu.. You wanna drink coke?

Xiao Jiu:

Want........

Me:

Ok.. Help Cheng and me pour one glass each.. Thanks.. HAHAHA!!! (Went out to living room and take a seat)

Xiao Jiu:

Wah.. U taking revenge ar.. Hmm.. Nevermind.. Today u are guest.. Later u die..

Me:

(Walked back into kitchen) Where got take revenge.. Here u and I who older.. You right.. So cannot let the young ones do things right.. :P

Xiao Jiu:

(Poured 4 glass of coke and pass me the half cup de) Here this is for u.. Kid shouldn't drink too much.. I elderly should drink 3 cups.. Then Cheng ask him drink plain water..

Me:

Wah.. Later in the night, u run toilet.. I will stand at the toilet door and laugh at you..

Xiao Jiu:

Just kidding la.. Dun be so mean leh.. Ling get the small cup for Wei Cheng Kor Kor and u can have the other cup.. Nothing for Lai Lai ar.. I share mine with Li Xing..

We walked out of the kitchen.. Granny went to bed shortly.. Then Aunty Nik done finish laundry and back into the house..

Aunty Nik:

(Asking Xiao Jiu) The coke you drink already?

Xiao Jiu:

I just walked out of kitchen.. Not yet even drink.. You ask me drink already a not.. Very funny leh..

Li Xing:

I drank the coke first!!!

Aunty Nik took the coke and drank it.. Xiao Jiu got none.. LOL!! Then Li Xing bully her dad to wash the cup.. Not long later we watched Channel U 9.30pm show.. Its a taiwan drama.. Li Ling wanna watch.. So I lie on the sofa and watch the tv.. Aunty Nik asked a lot about the show and I tried to explain.. Then Xiao Jiu tried to interrupt and got scolded by her.. LoL

I was eating titbits while bro was doing some rose thing for Jia Wen.. Then Lai, Ling and Xing saw I eating.. They took mine and eat.. Xiao Jiu start shooting me again.. Say I one day can teach their children bad as they dun eat titbits after dinner.. Then he asked them to learn my bro.. My bro then said.. If not because his friend want.. He won't do it de lo.. Xiao Jiu went silent.. I just smiled and watch tv.. Then the show ended not long.. The kids and Aunty Nik decided to go to bed.. Xiao Jiu not yet sleeping.. So we went upstairs to carry on watching tv.. I kanna shoot until cannot tarhan and decided to run into the room.. Cheng is playing psp.. Lai watch him play.. Xiao Jiu watched tv.. Not long later.. They decided to go to bed.. I am off to bed too.. Hehe.. Tomorrow will wait for granny give morning call then wake up.. Hee.. :p

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Friday, March 27, 2009

Basketball Game SeSSion

Today woke up quite early.. Help Jacq check something. Hmm.. After that stone in bed and play FB awhile.. Hehe.. Scanning through for jobs and looking a job is damn freaking hard now.. But try to find..

This few days had been trying to see my weight as dun wanna let my granny say I am too skinny AGAIN.. Hearing it every year till I sian.. So I try to eat a lot than Usual.. But haiz.. My weight is like the shares in the market.. It either maintain at 40 if not it dropped to the worse is 37.. Now I am in between.. Siao liao lo.. Tomorrow going to see my granny and staying a night at her there lo.. Haiz.. Going to face some machine gun bullets.. I got no vest on.. Wahahaha.. Wish me luck then.. :P

Hmm.. Ate a little lunch then prepare to go my da jiu house with my mum.. Wa its freaking hot!! Melting in the sun le.. I stone till I fall asleep in the bus.. Lol.. Reached not long.. I rushed in and on AIR CON!! I was freaking hot.. Wanna borrow da jiu's Mac Book.. But he says NO!! Hmm.. No choice.. Then I borrow only to play at his house.. Then I realised Wei didn't delete my data in the Mac Book.. My password and all are still SAVED!! This means he sometimes log in to my msn also.. Kns..

Msg JJ as we meeting up for basketball.. Then called GJ and meet him at my da jiu house together wait for JJ.. Hmm.. Little did I realise that JJ can leave at 4pm for his class.. LOL!! GJ and me waited for him 3 hours.. Hmm.. There's some miscommunication somewhere.. Then we waited for him at the bus stop and he got down 2 bus stops earlier than what I told him.. WTH!!

When he reached we head over to the food street at Bukit Timah for dinner.. Zhi Chao again.. Haha.. Then after dinner head to buy drinks and off we go to take bus.. Bus to Hougang and have our basketball game..

As usual we played when the lights out for the court.. Testing night vision.. Lmao.. Hmm.. Played for 2 hour or so.. We rested and called ZQ who should be coming to meet us but had cleaned forgotten about it..

I was a bit unhappy but never mind le.. I dun really want to blame him or anything.. Since he is tired and I truely think he after work and go for some church thing.. Then he needs some rest so be it.. What I am unhappy about I dun think its really important ba.. Hmm.. Shortly after hanging up call with him.. GJ suggested we go home.. Alright then.. Anyway I also bo mood liao.. So go home also good!! I also need some rest for tomorrow.. Yup!! That's the excuse I find.. Quite LAME!! As I planned not to sleep but whatever..

Hmm.. Bus home and I realised my phone dead out.. Haiz.. Like that go JB muz bring charger.. The phone batt really sucks.. Maybe I should buy a spare phone to keep just in case this phone dies on me (I mean batt flat).. Hmm.. Reached home and unpack my bag.. Soon pian pack bag for JB.. My mum and bro goes: "WHAT!! U bringing one tee to go JB ONLY?!" I replied:"YA!!! What's wrong with it? Not enough then buy la.. There clothes so CHEAP!! RM10 can get one.. So why worry.. Siao.."

After pack hao le.. I went to bath then eat something as my mum says she can't finish the food.. Hmm.. Consider my light supper.. After that went play WoW with GJ.. I felt tired but dun feel like sleeping as scared can't wake up.. But in the end I think I better go rest ba.. Hmm.. Dunno why I just dun really feel happy about going JB.. Weird.. Alright that's all for now.. Update again about my JB trip ba.. **CIAOZ**

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45

Thursday, March 26, 2009

NUS and Dinner

Hmm.. Yest didn't attend lesson but went out to meet GJ for dinner.. Lol.. As at home dinner super can't eat de lo.. Nvm.. My dad cook de.. Surprise ya.. It really taste super lousy..

Hmm.. Went Hougang to eat then he passed me WOW game as he told me JJ bought it as a birthday gift for me.. Thanks Thanks..

Today early morning kanna woke up by ZQ.. Hmm.. I am not sure whether I am awake a not.. Lol.. Woke up le then hard to fell a sleep.. ZzZz.. Toss and turn and I still can't manage to drive myself back to sleep.. So force myself to wake up then.. Haiz.. Then msg GJ and planned to go down NUS and find him as I don't really know how to play WOW.. Thanks to my cousin didn't teach me much.. Then I remember was I anyhow go spoil their character.. Wahaha.. This is whole prob of dunno how to play and goes screwed up things..

Went to prepare and when I planned to leave house.. Some probs occured.. Damn sian de lo.. Haiz.. I dun wanna talk about it.. My family everyday sure got some arguement going on.. I couldn't take it anymore and just shouted back at everyone as I intend to have some peace at home.. Forget it.. Its only for now and its not forever.. Kns.. Hmm.. Msg GJ that I will have to go find him late le due to the prob..

Hmm.. After everything was settled, I called ZQ before I leave house.. Asked him to meet me at NUS as we planned to have dinner today and ZQ going to treat.. So he asked me got ask JJ what time he end sch.. Then I said msg but not yet replied so waiting for his reply.. So we actually agreed that he take cab and we share half.. Hmm.. Coz GJ 6 plus got some event thingy and alone at the school seems boring..

So went to take 33 all the way to NUS.. The bus driver drives freaking slow like taking me to tour the whole SG like that.. Actually is a 40 mins bus ride becomes an hour.. Irritated... Yes I am irritated..

Reached le.. Then GJ called.. Lol.. Walked up to find him.. Then planned to be at Arts Canteen but it seems to have a lot of peeps.. So we walked to Engineering Canteen.. Hmm.. Lesser people though.. So we settled down and played WOW.. Hmm.. Due to I went there kinda late so got much lesser time for me to master the keys.. I am angry with myself.. But I trying to keep cool la.. I felt like an idiot when playing la.. Totally can't get my keys right and I stone too much and killed GJ.. :(

Hmm.. Not long GJ had to leave to go for his event.. I waited for ZQ to arrive.. JJ called me.. Its like 6 plus near 7pm.. He says he end school le.. Then I see the time is still early.. If for him to Bukit Timah or hang around Clementi sure bored him as we dunno how long does we need to wait for GJ.. So I asked JJ to come NUS find us instead.. Hmm.. ZQ found me.. Then he wanted to play on GJ's lappy.. But he wanna play mine account instead.. So let him la.. I played music on my lappy.. Not long JJ arrived.. Let him use my lappy while I play PSP to entertain myself.. Lol..

Treat ZQ drinks in return that he said I dun have to share the cab fare with him.. Hmm.. Its a deal then.. I was feeling a little lethargic.. But still bearable.. Hmm.. Stone while playing then GJ is back.. We decided to leave and planned to go Hougang, ZQ's house area to eat.. We took a bus and its super crowded.. We got down around Clementi Road then took cab instead.. Hmm.. Memories ran through my mind.. When travelling along that road.. I just kept silent.. Hmm.. Many places around there holds lots of memories..

Not long we arrived at Hougang and I am hungry as I didn't eat for the whole day.. Haha.. Hmm.. Then we ordered some dishes.. If I wanna say Chomp Chomp food taste nicer lo.. But I still prefer JB food.. :P

Hmm.. Rest and chat awhile.. We decided to head home.. ZQ paid partial for the fare.. Hmm.. When home, Cheng talked to me.. He asked me what specification I want for PC.. Then I say if can get the Quad Core de lo.. Then use my current extenal 250GB drive as internal drive while he buys a 1TB or 1.5TB de for me to transfer whatever I have in my external drive to there first before he reformats.. He goes can la.. Then I say built it to support most games can le as I wanna use it to play game only.. Net surfing or downloading still use lappy la.. Then he goes ok lo.. But I tell him just take his time to build no hurry but repairing my aunt's com please hurry.. My aunt is super impatient.. Every now and then can call me to enquire about her com.. I just felt that since there isn't any trust then what for ask me to help.. Idiot..

Hmm.. After that talked to my mum awhile as see she got anything to bring to JB.. Coz another day in SG and I will be in JB le.. Hmm.. I think I will sleepless night at JB ba coz not use to it due to I LIKE MY BED MORE!! LoL

Logged into WOW and played awhile with GJ.. My eyes can't take it anymore and I decided to quit game.. Hmm.. Alright I really need to sleep le.. Damn tired and lethargic.. Hope no calls will wake me up tomorrow morning.. If want to have also that someone to call me and not others.. Hee..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

MiSSing Someone?!

Hmm.. Yest whole night hard to sleep.. Dunno why.. Feeling so empty suddenly.. Hmm.. Toss around in my bed.. Stared at the ceiling of my room.. Slowly I drifted into sleep. Had a terrible dream and woke up without remembering what was it. So forget it.. I sat on my bed and decided to blog..

Yup.. Woke up and I stone.. Scroll through my msn.. Hmm.. No one I feel like talking to.. Msg also dunno what to say.. Haiz.. What's running through my mind is emptiness.. I missing someone badly.. But what can I do.. Haiz.. Its really killing me inside and I receive a msg.. Its what I am feeling too.. But I dunno what to do.. I am not going to think about it but I can't get myself to do it.. :(

Really dunno what to do.. Hmm.. Feeling bored totally.. Actually wanna go lesson and plan to meet Jacq for dinner.. Her bf is sending her to sch so we canceled our meeting.. Sharilyn msg me say she going for class.. Hmm... I was thinking should I go a not.. Kinda pointless for me to go.. Thoughts were running.. My downloads were done.. So I thought of watching it then maybe prepare for class.. But who knows.. Laziness got over me and I fell asleep.. Lol..

Hmm.. Can guess as much, I didn't attend class again le.. Checking when is my next tutorial lesson.. I think I juz attend tutorial will be enough ba.. Really no mood to go sch at all.. I dunno what I am thinking.. Roar.. Its really frustrating.. Haiz..

Weekends coming.. Going to see granny soon.. Am I excited? I dunno.. Next week.. I am turning 24.. No big deal!! Its just another year.. Shouldn't be any big difference.. Every year also like that.. Then I expecting nothing much this year.. Just another year older lo and nothing else le lo.. Hmm.. What do I have in plan for this year? I planned nothing.. This is the effect of missing a person too much till a mind can't think straight.. Alright I should get my brains working.. Hmm.. Did my assignments as this weekend I won't be able to hand in so I decided to hand in earlier.. There will be nothing much today.. So that's all.. Ciaoz~

Into A World of Emptiness @ 18:55

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

My Friends Are SicK

Hmm.. Today woke up quite early.. Lol.. Then checked emails and browse webby for jobs.. Sent a few resumes.. Chatted with GJ online.. I felt kinda tired and sleep so dropped back to my bed and snooze.. Lol..

Snooze for 2 hours or so.. I woke up again.. Saw JJ msg me on msn.. He wrote he's on MC today.. Then showed some concern.. He says he got 2 days MC and wanna go out.. Then I msg ZQ to let him know that his friend is sick and wanna go out.. ZQ says ok.. Let's meet up and he going to let his parents know about it. So ok.. I started planning.. Since I going nokia office which is at Pasir Panjang there.. The stops is 5 bus stops away from Vivo as I have calculated..

Hmm.. Then I tell JJ to meet at Harbourfront.. So he went to tell GJ about it while I msg ZQ.. Hmm.. GJ psycho me to go play WOW with them.. So I log in.. Hmm.. Played awhile and little did I realise its already 2pm until my mum told me so.. Lol.. I have to leave the game and prepare to nokia office as I had an exit interview at 3pm.. Rushed to prepare.. OMG.. I am late by 30 mins.. Felt damn pai sei lo.. Haiz..

Hmm.. Returned my uniforms, demo phones and I lost my promoter handbook but lucky no penalty for that.. Filled up some forms and sign the agreement for the new pay system though its pointless for me to sign.. Lol.. After that filled in the exit interview questionaires.. Jun Quan looked at what I write.. He laughed out loud coz he says you write until so true.. Then I tell him.. I don't what to write lo.. He goes.. Ya fake one right.. I just reply whatever la.. Then he help me pass it to Cecilia.. Hmm.. Went in to talk to her.. The interview with her was quite short one.. Lol.. As I dunno what to say.. Haha.. Then bid farewell to them.. Went off.. Called GJ and JJ.. Hmm.. GJ got things to do so he will be late.. Then JJ was late and he just LEFT house.. =.="

Never mind then.. I took a bus to Vivo went starhub to pay bills then went Guardian buy cough syrup for someone.. After that went Daiso help my mum buy things as she kept complaining that I bought a wrong colour.. After I am done.. Went to take train to meet JJ as I decided to change the location to Cityhall as it will much more convenient for GJ and ZQ la.. ZQ work is Changi.. Then if wanna go home town is still the easiest way.. Then GJ coming down from home.. Then he got bus to Suntec is alright.. Then since JJ is on the way.. He can just alight at Cityhall and wait for me.. So I just msg them to say meet at Cityhall.. Hmm.. Reached Cityhall.. Called JJ, he's at HMV..

So went over to meet him and head over to Suntec.. Dunno what to do so went to play arcade.. Won him the first round in basketball.. But when played the 2nd round, I lose him as no energy already.. Lol.. Then went to bishi bashi.. I took the position where GJ used to play and now I realised why he always lose.. The buttons are spoilt!! Then I tell JJ is not very fair lo.. Lol..

Then we went to play time crisis II.. JJ end game first.. I manage not far and dead too.. Hmmm.. Then went around to shop at Carrefour.. While waiting for GJ and ZQ to reach.. I went to the games section to see got anything interesting.. Something caught my eye.. Monopoly card game.. Showed it to JJ.. He find it interesting and I decided to buy it and try playing.. Can bring it to chalet and play too.. Haha.. After that I decided to go Mac to sit down and relax as walk too much le.. Soon pian try out the game.. Hmm.. I think I am lousy.. I totally never win at all lo.. Haha.. Not long ZQ arrived followed by GJ then we decided to leave and head down Bras Brasah for dinner.. Went to eat zhi cao.. Hmm.. The zhi cao food a bit salty.. I didn't get to eat Naan.. I totally forgotten about it anyway.. Lol.. Another time ba..

Hmm.. After eating its really thirsty.. So we head down to BK at Bugis Village to chill.. We continued playing Monopoly card game at there.. Hmm.. I did something bad was to deal steal GJ's deck when he just got the full set before I got deal steal and he was happily holding it.. Hee.. Hmm.. Played until BK staff tells us that they are closing.. We played last round and decided to head home after that.. Hmm.. They walked me home as usual before they went to take train or bus back home.. I really enjoyed my time with them.. Hehe.. FYI I didn't win a single a round of game lo.. It proves how lousy or unlucky I am.. Lol.. Ok.. Time for bed.. Haha.. Nitex..

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to Winnie and Alex (Whom I had forgotten his bday).. He msg me from malaysia to remind me of his bday.. He is my childhood friend.. Lol..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Monday, March 23, 2009

Conversation With Granny

Today relax at home.. Packed some of my stuff as preparing for going Malaysia this weekend due to tomb spring cleaning thingy. Last year, because of some things I didn't go. I know granny wasn't happy as she don't really see me that often..

Even if I goes back JB, most likely is go my aunt house or xiao jiu shop. I don't really travel up to granny house unless xiao jiu drive me up. But most likely is impossible la as I goes in awhile and leave.. I don't really spend much time in JB due to travelling time and all.. I am super LAZY.. Lol..

Hmm.. Called my granny as usual to chat with her.. My daily routine la.. Just to let her know I am fine.. I could hear how happy she is and she's looking forward to this Sat.. She tell me how many dishes she's going to cook.. I wanna faint.. But I know when I was a kid, granny always give me the best. I won't deny this fact.. Now she's already 80++.. Hmm.. I really hope I could spend much time with her.. But distance is the thing that play a part.. Ya everyone will say JB only ma.. Just a causeway away.. That call far meh.. JB is not that small as SG lo.. Haiz.. Travelling to her house from after causeway, its a long journey.. I often fell asleep on bus and miss my stop.. Then I would end up at some ulu place.. Then I have to call for help coz JB is really big la.. Not all places I know.. But somehow or rather if ask me walk I still can figure out.. Lol..

Here's the conversation between granny and me.. It's a translation of her dialect as my granny speaks hainan and I replied is mostly hokkien as my hainan not that good.. Wahahahaz~

Me:

Po Po.. Linghui here.. What are you doing?

Granny:

Oh.. I cleaning the house lo.. Nobody help me..

Me:

Aiyo.. Why you always don't want ask Aunty Nik help you do? Hmm.. I next time help you do..

Granny:

Don't want la.. You so skinny already.. Later you do liao.. I can't see you.. Both you and ah wei so skinny.. Can be like kor kor the size a not?

Me:

Po Po... You very funny hor.. You know how much I eat.. Then I since I was a kid, I already like that le... Its not I don't want to put on weight lo.. You must tell ah wei to eat more lo.. Not me right.. Hehe..

Granny:

Quite true la.. You this saturday coming in with Cheng huh? I cook a lot of food for you leh.. All your favourite.. Your little cousins are jealous liao.. They say I everyday never cook what they like to eat.. But when you come got good food to eat.. You see how much po po love you..

Me:

(Don't wanna say some hurtful words) I know la.. Hehe.. What you cooking? Hehe.. Don't tell me, you go market buy Lao Mu Ji hor..

Granny:

I cook your favourite xi yang cai soup, prawns, sontong, chicken and also fish.. But the chicken is Lao Mu Ji coz ah yi say this year don't cook lao mu ji.. If not yr xiao jiu will eat more than you.. But I buy extra drumsticks for you to eat.. You must come in ok..

Me:

Ok Po Po.. I will de.. No worries.. I will go back de.. Then your house work do finish or do half way only? You eat lunch already a not? Don't starve yourself hor.. Later you feel giddy again..

Granny:

Eat liao le.. I eat salted fish, salted egg and salted veg with porridge.. You remember when you are a kid and staying with me, we always eat this for lunch and dinner? I finish my house work.. If not where can talk to you so long.. Then somemore last week you totally never call me.. I haven't scold you yet lo..

Me:

Erm.. Eh.. I busy ma.. ;p
Hmm.. Ya but that time wanna save money ma.. I remember.. I miss those good old days.. Po Po but now also not bad ma.. Got Lai, Ling and Xing to accompany you.. House should be more merrier than when that time the house only got kor kor, wei and me only.. Then we always read books.. Not like them always fighting, chasing around or make a lot of noise..

Granny:

Aiya don't say about them.. I rather they not home.. Much more quieter.. Last time when you all are young, I rather dote on the 4 of you because you are very quiet and always stay one corner to play.. Then won't make too much noise.. You all also don't fight or anything.. See the 4 of you together always laugh and joke.. How to see grandchildren so close one.. I see my friends one.. I still think the 4 of you are my best grand kids lo.. Even now big liao still know how to think of Po Po..

Me:

Po Po you don't make me cry leh.. :P
Hmm.. We where got so good.. Haha.. Hmm.. I thought I super naughty one.. Haha... Po Po you need anything ma, I can go to supermarket help you buy then Sat I bring in with me..

Granny:

You where got naughty.. Among the 3 of you don't say wei cheng coz he that time still baby and is in SG, you are the only girl then always try to behave as a guy coz you wanna bland in with them.. Even buy girl toys for you, you say don't want.. If buy that kor kor and ah wei can't play.. You rather play something they can also play.. I dunno should I say I am proud of you as you that time only 4 years old know how to think liao..

Me:

I got so good meh.. Hmm.. I also can't remember.. Those toys I still have leh.. But Wei Cheng spoilt it le.. Then I unwilling to throw away.. Hehe.. Po Po.. You haven't tell me you got anything want me to buy ma?

Granny:

You now not working still want buy things.. Save your money la.. Last week Li Ling go yr house... Thought I don't know.. You spend a lot of money hor.. Bring her go make specs all that.. Her parents don't make for her.. But I know you care for yr little sis also la.. Don't want scold you.. But not worth it la.. Next time she want anything don't buy ok.. I don't want anything.. I just want you to come in this Saturday..

Me:

Ok la.. I now not working.. Doesn't mean that I can't tell kor kor to help you buy things de lo.. You know sometimes I busy, I got ask kor kor to go help you buy de ma.. Then its always either I buy or kor kor buy.. Then why you wanna worry whose money you using leh? Saturday I planning with kor kor and ah wei to go back together.. We will meet at Woodlands Interchange then go back JB together to eat lunch.. Ah wei say can kutuk kor for makan money.. Hehe.. So you don't cook lunch for me and cheng hor.. Cook something nice for yrself for lunch ok..

Granny:

Ok.. If I got anything want to buy then I call you la.. Now haven't think of any yet.. Hehe.. You and Ah wei always bully kor kor hor.. But don't bully too much.. I buy some chicken essence for you to nourish your body.. Still got ping xue recently a not?

Me:

I know la.. Won't bully kor kor de la.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Sometimes only.. But not that often le.. I know how to take care of myself de.. Don't worry so much la.. I everytime go out got bring sweet.. So ok de.. Hehe.. Po Po.. You that day fall down ok le ma? I heard mummy say de..

Granny:

I tell her don't tell anyone.. Why she tell you? Hmm.. Ok le.. But don't scold me hor.. I rather do things myself but I didn't people are nowadays are not so kind hearted anymore..

Me:

You must be careful la.. Nowadays people are born with no heart one.. So if can next time go out ask neighbour bring you go.. I don't want you to get hurt hor.. I won't scold you de la.. When did I ever scold you before.. Hehe.. Maybe got, I also forget.. Hehe.. Ok la.. Po Po.. You go take a rest.. Don't do anymore house work le hor.. Later you feel giddy again.. Somemore now at home only the children and you.. Careful hor.. I see you on saturday hor..

Granny:

Ok la.. You also take care of your health la.. You easily get sick one.. You always very heck care of your health.. Remember to eat hor.. You not going to call me tomorrow meh?

Me:

Will call la.. Aiyo.. I know la.. You worry too much le wor.. I put down le la.. Bye Bye!!

Granny:

Bye Bye!! (Slam the phone as she usually does it when she wants to scold the kids, HAIZ~)


Hmm.. Earlier I don't want say some things as I don't want let my granny feel hurts.. Coz whenever she cook my little cousins doesn't know how to appreciate.. I find my granny's cooking the best lo.. But my little cousin says always cook the same thing.. But I just feel that granny cooks what they like to eat lo.. Lai likes to eat egg and other things he don't eat.. So even if I am standing in my granny's shoes, I will cook something he likes to eat lo.. Ling and xing both like fish ball and veg.. Don't like to eat meat.. So granny cook those for them.. I just wonder when will learn to appreciate her.. Haiz.. I can't let my granny know they xian her cooking. If not she will feel sad and depress de lo.. Ya so wonder why I goes in.. Got a lot of food to eat coz whatever my granny cook I also like to eat.. So she has no problems of what to cook as I everything will also finish.. Haha.. Hmm.. There isn't much to blog apart from this.. I going to take a nap and wake up later.. Hehe.. Ciaoz..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 15:00

Sunday, March 22, 2009

A LoNgGg WeeKenD SpenD!!

Sat (21 March 2008) woke up the last one when I realized that most of them are awake earlier than me.. Lol.. Hmm.. Went to prepare and head to meet GJ as we planned to play badminton at Hougang Sports Hall today.. GJ booked at 2pm.. Hmm.. Planned to meet him at 1350 de.. But I am late.. Yup coz I finding racket for them due to GJ and JJ both got no rackets.. Lol..

After I got my stuffs.. I went to take bus.. Wondering when did I last played badminton.. Forgotten.. Lol.. Reached Bowen Sec bus stop, GJ was there.. We changed another bus and made our way to meet JJ at the sports hall.. Hmm.. Was kinda late la.. All my fault.. Oops~

Wah I think I not enough sleep then feeling super lethargic.. But I tried to perk myself up a bit.. Stamina draining away super fast.. I got tired easily.. Damn......

Hmm.. We played for 1 hour plus and there's another group of people came in.. We played the last game and decided to stop and let the group take over.. Hmm.. This is hinting to me that I should exercise regularly like I always do in the past.. If not I think I am getting weak..

After I felt super HUNGRY!! So went to the cafe and have some food.. I had bee hoon and the freaking cup noodles cost my 2 bucks!! =.="

After eating, the sky is drizzling.. We took a stroll to nearby as we planned to play basketball at GJ's house there the basketball court again.. But the weather isn't nice to us.. We change our plans and went to Chomp Chomp to have dinner instead.. Hmm.. Ate zhi cao.. JJ ate 2 bowls of rice lo.. But I think its normal ba..

Hmm.. I am feeling freaking cold suddenly and my nose starts to give way.. Who knows.. I kanna flu le.. Haiz~ I hate my nose.. Always give me prob.. Sianz...

After that we went to RK House Prata shop to have some hot drinks as I am feeling freaking cold.. Then I totally cannot take it le.. My nose really make sneeze like hell.. GJ went home to take jacket for me and also bring medication for me to eat..

Not long he left, I fell asleep as I am feeling damn sleepy de.. Suddenly the shop people wake me up.. Damn.. JJ tells me that they say can't rest there.. Shit de lo.. I was quite pissed la.. So I looked around and realize that the rain had stopped.. So I told JJ we asked GJ don't come here le.. We take bus up his place ba.. Anyway I don't feel like staying at the shop.. So JJ called GJ and made arrangement to meet at his house the basketball court there..

Hmm.. We waited not long for the bus.. Hehe.. Its quite fast de lo.. But heard that GJ waited quite long for it.. Haha.. Reached le.. Went to find toilet and when back at the court.. The sky really not very nice to us as it drizzle again.. So we went to a void deck and play true or dare to pass time and wait for the rain to stop la..

Finally it stopped we went to play.. Hmm.. I soon pian eat my medicine.. Not long later my nose got better.. I really feel better de lo.. Hmm.. I forgot how long did we play.. But around 1 plus we went to have supper.. I didn't eat as I am exhausted le.. Wah my body fluid really a lot lo.. Damn.. HmM.. No choice got to pop over GJ's house to use his bathroom.. I am quite reluctant to go though.. But not given any better choice de la.. Haiz.. Then we decided to rest awhile at GJ's house to take 1st bus home.. But who knows.. Once we were knock out, we woke up at think 9-11plus ba.. I really dunno the time.. Lol.. Its 22 March 2009 liaoz...

JJ was playing on GJ's lappy while I sit up and stone.. Haha.. Not use to not sleeping on my own bed.. Frankly speaking after fall asleep at his house, I find my own bed so cozy.. Oops!! Lol.. Hmm.. We prepare and leave home.. JJ went back home while GJ accompanied me home to change and eat lunch as after that we going S'pore Expo to the Adidas Sales.. Hehe.. I wanna go see got what thing there.. Hmm.. Done le.. Went to Bugis to make GJ's spec then we went to take train to Eunos to meet JJ.. I did something FaNTasTIc.. I ate FLU PILL before leaving house.. Precisely, I making myself miserable. Lol.. Hmm.. Trained all the way with the guys to Expo.. Adidas sale was a disappointment.. Then we went to Popular sale.. Bought quite a number of stuffs.. Hmm.. I spent money again and I feeling EXTREMELY BAD now for the DAMAGES!! Hmm.. But I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to YOU!! Everytime go out, you have to spend money de.. I really feel super bad lo.. But I really want to thank you for buying all those stuff for me.. :)

After all the damages were done.. We went to take bus to Tampines to have our dinner.. Yup.. I damage someone's pocket.. :( Not really good man.. Have to stop spending liao.. Went to eat S11 to eat.. I ate carrot cake.. My fave la.. Hehe.. GJ ate hor fun then JJ ate cai fan.. Hmm.. Then we went to play arcade.. Hehe.. Then JJ asked wanna watch movie ma.. I anything de lo.. So asked GJ.. Then we decided to watch Hotel for Dogs..

Its nice la.. The dogs all so cute and all of them are stray dogs except the dog "Friday".. He is own by 2 kids whose parents passed away in some accident and they were up for adoption too.. They like dogs a lot and along with another 3 kids they decided to look after the stray dogs.. Its really worth the money to go watch it.. I find the dog Romeo super cute de.. Hehe.. I shall say too much about the movie.. Hehe.. I felt pity for the dogs when they were caught and brought to the pound as withing 72 hours no one redeem it, it will be slaughter.. Sad case man..

Hmm.. After movie, we head different ways to go home.. All of us are really tired le.. Tomorrow is back to sch for both of them and for me job hunting.. Haiz.. I really hope can get a job soon man.. Feeling damn sian staying at home le.. If this carries on, I will turn rotten soon.. Haiz.. Ok I got to go sleep le.. Damn tired and sick.. :(
Nitex..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Dying Out Soon!!

Today woke a bit late.. Rest and prepare to send Li Ling back to JB.. Body is having the lethargic feel.. Its gonna be alright..

Prepare already.. Went to take bus.. Fell asleep on bus and the bus is freaking humid.. Not long later we reached JB.. Hmm.. Friday at around 4 plus the traffic is slowly building up.. But we are lucky as its not yet traffic jam.. Wahahahaha~

Walked past City Square (CS).. See the exchange rate.. Its still RM338.. Hmm.. Wonder when can it hit 340.. LOL.. I must be FAT HOPING!!

Hmm.. Nothing fancy me in CS coz JB having nothing for me to see le unless I got things to buy.. Its like going back to hometown and visit but the stuff there got nothing much different from SG apart from CHEWING GUM or BUBBLE GUM.. Walked to my uncle shop.. Greeted them and play with Li Shan who is now only 8 months old.. Aunty Nik is cooking dinner and asked me wanna eat a not.. So I replied ok as I love my hometown food a lot more than SG de..

In SG, if I am not tat hungry but eat because I have to.. Then its definitely I won't be able to finish my food or I will try.. LOL!! In JB, I will eat more than what I eat in SG.. The food there seems to taste nicer than here.. Hehe..

Had my dinner and eat watermelon.. Ask Cheng Lai help me buy coke.. He went to shake the bottle.. Roar!! Then got scolded by Xiao Jiu.. Made my coke less gassy.. ^~^

Chat with Xiao Jiu and Aunty Nik.. Was planning for next weekend as will be into JB again to stay overnight due to we are going for tomb spring cleaning for my grand dad.. Hmm.. Its 14 years ago he left us.. But memories of him wasn't much but grand dad used to bring go breakfast when I was young.. I miss the kaya bread near the coffee shop of my old house but I miss the bread my grand dad made, my grand dad and grandma used to sell bread and coffee at coffee shop when they are young.. But that area already tear down.. Now is a PARK!! Sobz.. Now we are moved to some ulu place in Skudai and I dun feel home at all now..

My grandma had prepared room for me and my bro.. He will be sharing room with Cheng Lai.. While I will be sharing room with Ling and Xing.. Hmm.. Got to see my grandma soon.. That's what I am HAPPY about!! Heez~

Ok its already 6pm and I have to go if not I wonder will there be any jam a not.. Walked to CS and head to custom.. Its rather near Xiao Jiu shop.. Hmm.. Passport clearance is fast la.. No jam.. WooHoo~

Not long I am back in SG.. That's freaking fast!! Going to meet GJ and JJ at Harbourfront.. Hmm.. I took bus to Bugis and change train.. Think it will be faster this way.. Hehe.. So when I almost reaching Bugis, JJ msg me said he at Outram le.. I told him.. I going to reach Bugis only.. He thought GJ was with me.. But apparently, the answer is no.. Lol..

Board the train and head down Outram to change.. Not long I reached and found him at the samae location where he and ZQ waited for us together go Sentosa.. I read my comics while we were waiting for GJ.. But in between JJ talked to me and I replied him a little.. Lol..

GJ finally reached.. We went to Vivo and head down Harbourfront center to get basketball and cake.. Apparently I know what is it for.. But just pretend to pretend to be blur.. Whatever~

Done with the stuff.. The guys didn't eat their dinner.. So I guess they going to settle it at Prata Shop later in the night with ZQ.. Head to Daiso @ Vivo.. GJ and JJ bought somethings.. Then we decided to head down to GJ's house area to play basketball instead..

Wah~ Its been kinda long that I actually exercise!! Haha.. So my stamina surely run out fast in no time.. Lol.. Played for quite awhile.. Then ZQ arrived.. Played for another round.. Finally we were EXHAUSTED!!!

Head down to the prata shop.. Ordered food and drinks.. I am tired and batt running out in my body.. Hmm.. Food was served.. Ate half way.. My gastric gave way... Damn!! Its been freaking long it attacks.. I couldn't remember when did it last attack me so all along I didn't carry any medication with me.. Smack myself in my head mentally!! Lol..

When we were done.. We decided to cabbed home instead of taking Night Rider.. Reached home.. Search for my medicine as my mum always keep my medicine due to I dun like to eat medicine and when I find that I am alright, I will just dump the medicine away.. So she helps me to keep just in case I have my relapse again.. I have been grateful that my mum kept my medicine in a place I know where it is.. My gastric got better after the medicine.. Gonna go bath and head to bed.. Its already 2am in the morning.. Now should be 21 March 2009 while all those happens on 20 March.. LOL!! Nitez and Ciaoz~ Dead Meat by the I time am sleeping!! Lol

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Monday, March 16, 2009

Another Freaking Day!!

Today woke up kinda late.. Hmm.. I wasn't feeling well after so many little sleep nights.. Then my mum made barley for me and honey lemon drink to soothe my throat.. Yes my throat was feeling sore and dry.. RoaR!!

Didn't have appetite.. This happens when I don't feel well.. ZQ was online so chatted with him.. He says he going Maple.. Then I asked Ling to do some assessment.. While I check email.. Wah.. Its freaking long that I actually check my mails.. For both email account.. I actually deleted most away without reading.. LOL!!

It don't seems important at all to me.. Haha.. Hmm.. Rain was damn heavy.. So waited and played my PSP while Ling is doing her assessment slowly.. I almost fall asleep when I see how sLoW she's doing her work.. Hehe..

Finally around 5 plus the rain stops, so went to Bras Brasah to make specs for Ling.. She choose one spec is worse then one aunty.. =.="
It takes freaky long hours la.. After that we head to the library.. Then I called Ray, my bro who is now doing his attachment.. I forgotten the company name.. I tend to be rather forgetful nowadays.. Haha.. It seems to be good and bad.. But whatever la.. I know I couldn't be bothered at all.

Ray then tell me said that when he on the way back will call me.. So let Ling enjoyed her time at the library.. Around 1900, Ray called he's at Bras Brasah le.. So we head over to the hawker next to Allson Hotel for our dinner.. Ling told me she want eat Char Siew Bao for dinner.. Kanna reprimanded by my bro.. So he went to order Cheese Naan for her instead and bought Chicken Cutlet rice for himself and I had Chicken Chop Rice.. Hmm.. Ling tell me she don't wanna go back library le.. We head back home instead.. Took a stroll back home.. Kanna suan by my bro as she don't want to walk next to him.. LOL!! I was on the phone then..

Body is feeling weak.. Reached home, asked Ling to bath.. Then bro was complaining about his work so lend him my listening ear.. After that I went to take a bath.. After that stone at sofa.. Once in awhile talk on phone.. Fever went down le.. Feeling better though.. Hmm.. Ling watched show on my com then when my parents are back, they talked to her. After that she went to bed.. I talk to phone while.. Just ended talking on not ago.. I done my blogging for today.. Its time for me to Sleep.. Ciaoz~ ^_^

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Sunday, March 15, 2009

I throw in the White Towel

Yup.. I gave up.. Hmm.. Walking out is difficult but I guess I could do it.. Since its really hard to compromise a little then its pointless to talk further coz understanding plays a big part. But what is game over is over. Everything is back to zero!!

Hmm.. Went out with ZQ on Fri (13/03/09) to take my pay cheque. Then we went to IT Fair. Along the way, he told me that he got another 2 friends coming. Then GJ and JJ will reach late.. So we walked from raffles place to City Hall.. Hmm.. Not long later his 2 friends arrived and to be frank I forgot their name. =.="

Hmm.. We decided to go IT Fair first as there's way too much crowd already.. So walked by the outside. Hmm.. Its really a lot of people.. It took us 15 mins to be able to get up to 4th level.. The deals are quite worth it la.. Walk the 4th level and I felt tired. Went out to take a rest while waiting for the 2 GJ and JJ to arrive. ZQ entertained his friends. I entertain myself by playing sms. Hehe.. Can't tell u with who.. ;p

JJ arrive followed by GJ.. Went to level 6 while ZQ's 2 friends went off.. I help my dad to buy memory card while GJ looking for earphone. Then after that we went to eat Mac.. There's too many people so went packed and go to Suntec Sky Garden for our dinner. The embience is nice. Hmm.. After that we went to arcade to play some games. Sobz.. My basketball lose to GJ.. RoaR.. Run out of stamina today. KNS lo..

Tired le.. Stroll to take train home.. Slept around 4 plus due to play Maple. =.="
Next day (14/03/09), I woke up at 10 as meeting ZQ and JJ go JB.. GJ can't join us due he got give tuition at 1030.. Hmm.. Msg JJ and ZQ.. JJ replied he woke up.. ZQ no reply.. Called him.. He is having sore throat.. So he decided not to go.. Then I called JJ and tell him that ZQ is sick and is not going so why not we wait for next time together when GJ also can join us.. Hehe.. So I went JB alone to bring my cousin to SG to spend her 1 week of school holidays here..

Wah the jam is super bad de lo.. It stuck from exiting SG custom all the way to the new custom.. It took me 1 hr to clear frm the traffic jam. Not much people at the custom so clearance was fast. Walked to my uncle's shop. Hmm.. Actually I feeling super tired lo.. Reach le. Talk to my uncle and aunt awhile.. Then bring Li Ling to SG. Along the way, Li Ling kept talking in bus till I fall asleep. I really tired lo.. Hmm.. Reach SG, bring her go buy slipper as she having blister.. Then after that we head home..

After that it started to rain and I fall asleep on the sofa.. I was super tired la.. So I dropped dead quite fast.. woke up already.. Called them and asked what time to meet coz ZQ says wanna meet to chill and play lan.. But I dun want play lan at all.. Ling and me have not take dinner.. So I called JJ and asked him whether he eat dinner already.. Then he say haven't.. So I asked him wanna go eat at Bugis since ZQ says meet 2230 at Bugis.. Bring Ling to Bugis buy some stationery then head to ctrl station to wait for JJ.. When we were eating not long, ZQ arrived.. He ate icecream and then he was not feeling well.. So went to my house instead. So msg GJ that meet at my house.. Reached my house, ZQ ate some medicine and after that he started mapling.. KNS.. Then I was entertaining Ling.. Not long later GJ arrived and he bought memory card for my psp.. Thanks Thanks.. Hehe.. We planned to go Mac to chill and Dad asked me to run errands. Hate it de lo.. But suan le.. Soon pian ma.. Hmm.. Went Mac chill awhile, we went lan play game.. Yup.. This time round we play Maple instead of L4D.. Give Ling to play our characters.. Lol.. Then went we have enough level, we went to do party quest.. Can say my kill sucks la.. All can hit so many but my hit point super sLoW.. ZzZz

Ling was tired so sent her home to sleep after that then joined them back at the shop. GJ accompanied me.. After that maple till early hours of 7am if I am not wrong. FYI I am half awake.. When I leave the lan shop, I am sleeping while walking. What happen after that, I dunno le.. I reach home and I know was to sleep on my bed.. I really tired..

For today (15/03/09), I woke up at 12 noon coz promised to bring Ling to Sentosa.. Hmm.. Msg JJ and receive his msg.. Msg GJ too.. Called ZQ.. That fellow still sleeping.. He was woken up by me.. So he says he go prepare food for us and meet us 1630 at Harbourfront ctrl.. So Ling and I went to prepare as wanna bring her go do specs.. Went to Dhoby Guat to meet GJ together go Harbourfront to meet JJ and ZQ.. Who knows, there's some issues and ZQ can't joined us.. We went ahead without him.. Ling was happy coz in JB there isn't chances to play at beach.. So she was over excited and amuse herself in the water. I got phobia.. But hope to get over it soon la.. Its getting dark, bring Ling to bath and change. After that we head to take the monorail to go back.. I was totally exhausted liao le.. Hehe..

Took 80 home and I slept on bus.. The journey seems fast, not long I reached my stop.. Reach home not long, Ling went to bed. I on phone awhile and there are some issues.. I hope can get rid of it soon.. But it doesn't affect anyone.. Haiz.. I really dislike problems.. But no choice.. Life is always like that.. Haiz.. Ok I got to go bed liao.. Tomorrow another day and I bringing Ling to Library. Hope she will enjoy herself..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00

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