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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Waited For The Freaking Bus for More Than 15 Mins!!!

Today left house on the dot to take bus so that I will reach Somerset Bus stop 5 mins before 123.. Check on Iris, 123 still got a few more minutes to reach.. Hehez.. I dun need to wait too long...

Reached Somerset.. Checked the board.. 123 still got 3 mins.. So I walked to the front to wait for the bus for boarding.. The time board change to arriving.. Hmm.. I waited.. Lots of buses passed by.. But none was 123.. I looked at my watch.. 5 mins past.. Where's the bus?! Freaked out.. I looked at the board again.. Its still showing "Arriving"... So I stood there to wait.. Repeat actions were done every 5 mins.. From 6.10pm, I waited till 6.35pm.. The board showed "Arriving" from 6.15pm to 6.35pm and no bus came at all.. Then the timing change to 11 mins.. WTF!!!! If carry on waiting.. I will be late for school.. Shit one lo.. No choice...

Walked across to 313 and cabbed to school.. Looks like an idiot for the day man.. Holy shit.. Reached school.. None reached.. Xavier's gf, Sugar, joined our FA lesson today.. Crapped a lot and Benson got lots of ammo from Irene and me.. Hahaz.. Due to he is too crap.. LoL.. Then the most freak out joke was that my lecturer asked, "Anyone did homework?" We always do our homework then got shocked that last week got home.. LoL.. I stoned as I got recollection of having homework.. Then when took out the sheets of paper in my file that's when I realized that there was homework but I didn't notice at all.. Wootz!!

After lesson, went to find John as I didn't eat dinner.. Got to know one of his Vios Buddy.. Went to Upp Thomson The Prata House to eat.. I last went there was back in 2007 or 2008 with Debbie & Cheryl.. Got to know another of his Vio clique.. LoL...

After finished eating, John sent me home.. Hmm.. Kinda tired and like wanna fall sick liaoz.. But lucky eating vitamin pills doesn't affect much.. LoL... Alrightz.. Shall blog till here.. LoL..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Monday, June 28, 2010

Late for Class

Today was late for class sia.. LoL.. Talked to Bee on MSN using itouchie.. LoL.. Totally can't catch what the lecturer is teaching man..

Bused home.. Then went online.. Benson freaking funny sia.. Coz I using Mario's dino as my display pic.. He then say barney is my bf.. Diaoz.. Joke of the day... LoL...

Universal postpone to Aug coz BaoZhuJie said her july a bit tight.. Well... End Aug and Start of Sept having exam.. Then after that my Taiwan trip.. Yes finally I am going Taiwan.. Long Waited sia.. LoL..

Hmm.. Went on FB and realized Wei Li bday was in June but I dunno which day.. He got tell me before but I had forgotten.. Wootz.. Dates seems not important to me anymore.. What happen after last year, the dates after it I never remember at all.. Really not good sia.. LoL...

Played games on FB with John.. LoL.. Trying to out beat each other in Pool Master.. LoL.. Kinda late le.. I gonna head off to bed.. Hope my dear friend will dwell so much on what happen yest.. 哭过就该忘了, this is what I am taught.. Hehez...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Sunday, June 27, 2010

A Week Passed

Hmm.. Bro left hse kinda late today as he book in around 8.30pm.. Didn't went to Pasir Ris with him as if to go and sent him off.. Will be home late.. Had dinner early too..

Hmm.. Earlier on around 9 plus I felt hungry.. Tagged my neighbour to pack Mac for me.. Hehez.. I am lazy to go downstairs.. LoL... This week seems kinda bored.. Earlier was on phone with Serene.. Our lives kinda screwed..

Tomorrow till Wed have lesson.. I do hope my sat and sun will not burn just by staying home.. Kinda bored.. Rather like no life wor.. But who can I find to go out leh.. Its simply I dunno.. LoL.. Rot at home.. LoL..

Well.. Today designed a new blog skin but not intended for here.. Hmm.. Took a me an hour to do.. Hahaz.. I like simple design.. LoL.. Hmm.. I planning to go Scape shopping next week.. I wanna go stage buy their tee.. Hehez.. This is the 2 types of clothing I will be buying.. Comments please.. Hehez..



Should I get the LEGENDS SHIRT RED or BLACK?


For this I wanna get but its out of stock.. Zzzz... So I think I getting this instead..


Any Suggestions? Hehehez.. Whether should I get the red or black shirt.. LoL.. May take a lot from www.ilovestage.com.sg.. Hehez..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:50

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Life is Boring

Yest kinda bored.. Went Vivo in the late afternoon.. Bought some home stuff.. Then went City Square to buy dinner.. After that head home.. Bro went to meet his buddies so left mum & me to have dinner..

Its a Sat and I am staying home.. Its feels so dead.. Mon ~ Fri most of my days I am at home.. Even a Sat I am still at home.. Kinda bored.. Wanna go out but its rather bored to shop alone.. Who can I call? I dunno.. Scroll through my list and I give up in the end.. Watch DVD till I stoned and lastly I fell asleep.. Its so dead to me.. I really dun like to stay on weekends..

Really seems so lonely and deserted.. Wonder is this the feeling of old people whom their kids dun wan them? Hmm.. I am tired of talking and everything.. It seems like no matter how much I try to improve in speaking the right things.. But somehow the more I talk the more mistakes I make.. I am getting tired of life.. I really finds no motivation of living on.. I looked at my mum and bro.. They dun need me at all.. I am like an extra living and doing my best to make everyone happy.. But deep down I am not happy.. Why no one notice this? Haiz....

Into A World of Emptiness @ 21:55

Friday, June 25, 2010

Bro Book Out Day!!

Today bro booked out kinda late.. Wootz.. Morning around 11 plus went back JB to did some stuff.. Too much to do and some work had to be postpone to next week.. Its personal stuff so still ok to postpone.. LoL...

Went returning back SG, bus went off.. No bus.. Got to wait.. Zzzz.. While waiting John called.. He is around that area.. So he said he can fetch me home.. Hehez.. So went to the Woodlands Checkpoint Taxi stand to wait for him.. Reached home not long.. Its definitely faster than taking bus.. LoL.. Thanks John giving me a ride home.. Hehez...

Reached home.. Bro not home yet.. Wah.. Wonder why so late.. Mum called him.. Its 8.30pm.. He just reached Pasir Ris only.. Wootz.. I am freaking hungry... Thinking what did I ate for lunch.. 4 regular whipped potatoes & a drumstick with a packet of 1 litre Chrysanthemum drink.. LoL..

In the end I cooked maggi to eat.. While I was finishing my food.. My bro came home.. Wootz.. Went down for dinner.. I am too full to eat but nibble the food a little.. Downstairs zhi cao food rather salty.. Making thirsty kinda fast.. LoL... Reached home, continued my DVD and I finished watching the epi.. Gonna watch new show again.. I got too much show to watch le.. LoL.. Tomorrow is sat.. I got no plans.. Weekend seems so dead for me.. Who can I asked to go out? Everybody is attached.. Think of that feels so bored.. Gonna rest and see what to do tomorrow bah..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Social Session ~ ~ ~ LoL

Today went for my Final Theory Test.. I finally did it.. Hahaz.. Alrightz.. Next up shall go practice driving and book for my practical.. Hehez...

Hmm.. Came back home and took a nap.. Received call that Benson flying plane that his gf is sick and both of them can't go KTV le.. Wah... Screwed.... So I tried to see who to call.. Irene also fly us plane.. Its like cannot be only 5 of us singing bah.. So called Michelle.. She is fine to go.. Hahaz...

Dropped back to sleep and woke up to watch my dvd.. Then went to prepare.. I see the time on iris.. Left exactly to catch the bus but I missed it.. Diaoz.... Late by 5mins.. LoL.. Then went to eat at Scape.. Saw Stage shop... Hmm.. Giving it a miss today.. Find one day then go there shop.. Hehez.. Maybe next Thurs then go buy clothes.. Hehez.. Dunno wanna buy the hoody shirt or a tee.. Hoody shirt is S$115 while the tee is cheaper.. Feel like buying both.. LoL.. Shall think about it.. LoL...

Hmm.. Had LJS for dinner and first time eating LJS using hands a bit weird.. I prefer to have forks.. LoL... Not long Michelle joined us.. She pack Mac to sneak into KBox to eat.. Hahaz.. Then after that we went to Kbox.. Have a nice scenery wor.. LoL.. Then the system is a bit ok la.. Juz the remote really CMI.. Hahaz...

Lastly, we end K session.. Left Cine.. Xavier & Sugar took train while Mich, Kel, John, Bryan & me went to Chomp Chomp to have supper.. LoL.. After supper, John drove Bryan & me back home.. Kinda tired.. Tomorrow heading back JB to do some work.. Dunno why this week I feel so lethargic and giddy.. Maybe I took less sugar stuff ba.. Kinda in 贫血situation..

Photos of the day:


Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

School Daze

Today went to class as usual.. Thought will be late as I left house kinda late.. Then I reached school at 1830 and none of my mates reached.. LoL.. Hardly reached school earlier.. Mostly will be around 1840..

Hmm.. Benson as usual is late and uncontactable.. Xavier reached not long after.. Then planned to walk to classroom.. Benson reached and was in canteen with Irene buying drinks. So we waited.. Hmm.. Saw lecturer went to SCU so dun think lesson will start so fast..

Hmm.. Today lecturer kinda more on practice and when lecturer was talking about the interpretation of ratios. I went blank.. Couldn't focus.. Dee lesson ended at 2045.. LoL.. Saw his car not at the lot.. Hahaz.. I didn't msg him as I still have lesson on after my break.. Anyway I meeting John and maybe Bryan after my class for supper..

After break, did some practice and listen to the explanation when I am half into my own world.. LoL.. Lesson ended.. Waited for John.. Not long he arrived.. Went to Clementi near NUS there to have prata as Bryan not joining us..

Persuaded John to go for the KTV.. He kept telling me see how.. LoL.. Hmm.. After supper, he sent me home.. Well.. Hope he can walk out of his agony.. Its not easy but hope he tries.. I went through that so I know how it feels.. John Jiayou!!

Well... Tomorrow having my Final Theory Test.. Haven study. Dunno can make it mah.. Hopefully I will pass.. Bro told mum that he most likely will book out on Fri.. Bro not home, will like somehow miss him... Hahaz.. Well.. I got to go sleep liaoz.. Tomorrow have to wake up early.. LoL...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Black & White

Yest got home from Sch.. Mum told me bro called home to tell her that he waking up 2 or 3am for training.. Dunno how's my bro doing in camp.. Well.. Thurs only then will know he booking out on Fri or Sat..

Slept at 3am yest.. Playing on iTouch.. Haiz.. Kept thinking of stuff.. Well.. Its about myself la.. Hmm.. When alone and no one disturbs.. I tend to think and wonder a lot.. What to improve.. Where to improve and How to improve.. Then will dragged further to think about future, real life, dreams, hopes and the only thing when I thought of which make me shut my thinking was how to not being alone which is impossible.. LoL..

Morning woke up by mum as usual.. When she wakes up, the world have to wake up with her.. She will start to open & close the cupboard door loudly, then open the room door several times and lastly putting on her fragrance which is most irritating to my nose.. Left with no choices but to get up.. Roar..... Said her many times on the noise level but turned to deaf ears.. Btw I have sensitive nose those prickly smell or dust will trigger my nose to drool badly like running water..

Got up and went to my study room and l laid back onto bed and doze off again.. Hahaz.. Then the next moment I woke up is already 11 plus.. Went to wash up and mum intended to go out to do some things.. I lazy to go with her so stayed home.. Went on MSN.. Purposely not going on to Skype..

Watched DVD and stone.. Went on FB and stone.. Precisely today seems to be stoning for me.. LoL.. Mum not long came home.. Then had my lunch with her while watching tv.. Suddenly mum asked me, "Jie Jie, When are you going to find a bf huh?" Wah I totally stoned at my mum's question.. Dunno how to answer her... Really diaoz that kind lo...... Then I asked her, "Why want matchmake ar.." Now mum's turn to diaoz.. Hahazz... Asked me such question out of the blue.. Really make me daze.. I really stone more today than ever man.. LoL..

Well share a little funny stuff of my family.. Haha.. My family kinda weird.. My mum always likes to address my dad as daddy, my bro as di di and she called me jie jie.. While I called mum as Ah Mi, my dad as Ah Di and my bro as Ah Boy.. LoL.. My dad will call my mum girl, called my bro english name and for me, he called my chinese name instead.. LoL.. Well Bro and I called our parents same way.. Sounds closer bah.. LoL..

Hmm.. Slacked till around 4 plus then went to prepare for school.. Gonna get my BM textbook back from bookshop.. So long liaoz.. Not yet sold off.. Suan le.. Take it as a reference book also not bad.. LoL.. Waited for 65 damn long.. Took 67 instead to Bukit Timah.. Stupid bus driver keep jerking and made me feel like puking.. Then I see the time can in time reached bus stop for bus transfer.. But in the end I missed my next bus because he kept braking unnecessarily.. Roar.. Dee msg me regarding why I didn't go on Skype and I made excuses..

I reached school around 6.45pm.. I ordered Breakfast Set and the uncle told me have to wait.. I dun mind.. Haha.. When I sees that its ready, I went to collect it.. The uncle who is always so stunned looking suddenly passed me my Breakfast Set and tell me "Good Morning".. I totally stoned and went back to find my classmates.. Shared with them the sudden freeze out moment that uncle gave.. LoL.. Not bad leh.. Stunned looking doesn't mean dunno how to joke.. LoL...

Went for our lesson.. Today lesson was at blk C106 and when we walked into the classroom.. I could say the classroom was filled with foul stench.. The smell was like some insect repellent kind.. Aircon also not that strong.. Lacked of oxygen and through the lesson, I felt super giddy and partial of my vision was off that I had to close my eyes several times to get myself back on track.. Its really torturing..

Went for a short break was really a good time for some breather too.. Linger outside our classroom.. Only enters when lecturer was back.. Endure for another hour till lesson ends.. Went to take bus home.. Hmm.. Not long bus came.. Hahaz.. Not much people on bus some more.. Shiok.. Hehez.. I was thinking of things that my friends told me.. Well... My circle of friends seems small.. Maybe when I am back in work force, chances of knowing people more will be greater ba... Hahaz.. I think being alone for some time is enough le.. I also hope the right one will appear soon la.. So that I won't be ask again on when I am gonna start a new r/s or do I have anyone on mind huh.. Hahaz..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00

Monday, June 21, 2010

Finally Started My BM Assignment & Queries about the death of my Jovial Daddy

Woke up and slacked awhile.. Went City Square Mall to shop and bought some DVDs, foot massager for mum and groceries.. Spent S$100 and got lucky draw.. I got this:


Wootz!!!

Had Subway for lunch and after that went to TPY to meet Xavier to buy KOI and headed to school together.. LoL.. Benson reached school at 3.30pm and as expected.. He is reading newspaper.. LoL...

Hmm.. Then we find seats to settle down.. Passed Benson his FA notes as he last week had reservist so didn't attend lesson.. Lent him BM notes to copy.. LoL.. Then I started doing my project.. Trying to be funny.. I search everything on Wiki instead of through references.. LoL.. Slowly la.. Hahaz.. Online can get books references.. May head down to Central Library one day.. Wonder will there be any kind peeps wanna accompany me or I am juz a lonely soul.. LoL...

Well.. I FB-ed more than doing my assignment.. LoL.. Then around 6pm we headed off to our classroom to put our bags and went to have dinner at canteen.. Xavier thought I would be having Breakfast Set but I didn't ordered Chicken Chop but the meat is so thin and the portion is small.. LoL..

Then we started talking about relationship and discussed about Thurs KTV.. Well.. They are more interested on when will I be in a relationship.. Diaoz... Thanks for the concern huh.. LoL.. I am kinda like the odd one out who is single in our group.. LoL.. But it doesn't really matter ya.. Hahaz..

If got fate then say la.. I also dunno when will the day comes.. I think if keep looking forward to it, it will flow to yr side but it will drift far away.. Well.. Taking things slowly.. Although tomorrow is unknown.. So what for think about it.. Hahaz.. We can plan and plan and plan.. But will it come a not.. We are unsure.. LoL...

Class was as usual.. Lecturer spoke fast, slides going fast and I am taking down notes aimlessly and missing some pointers coz she goes to the next slide without waiting for people to digest.. Then I slowly becomes stoning and continuing what I am doing without any understanding.. LoL.. Seems dead huh.. Hahaz...

Lesson ended slightly a little late today and I missed my bus.. Next bus was fast today.. Hahaz.. Didn't wait too long. Yeah!! After lesson seems so tired.. LoL.. Dragging my foot to the bus stop.. As I am walking Dee msg me that he ended lesson.. But I didn't wait for him as I am lazy to wait.. Hahaz...

Hmm.. Having received messages regarding how my dad passed away and some of u also requested that u wanna know from the day he went hospital till we scattered his ashes.. So I think I will say just every thing in detail of we did, feel and done during that period.. Alrightz.. Lazy to re-type so many times.. So had asked all of u to come my Blog instead... Here's the answer u all want.. (I tried to remember as detailed as possible as I dun wanna remind myself about the incident.. **Heart Breaks**)

On 9 July 2009, Thursday, as usual I woke up to prepare to work.. Kinda lethargic as the day before slept late due to talking and joking around too much with Dad.. But today doesn't seem as much usual as the other days..

I walked out of my room, heading my way to the living room.. I saw a shadow.. Eyes still blurry.. Stood at the alter and blinked a few times.. I saw Dad was pacing up and down from the window to the middle of the living room.. He was holding onto his head..

Then I greeted him as usual, "Daddy, Good Morning.. (No one expect this is the last morning that he gonna hear that I am greeting him..)"

Then my dad replied erm... and continued to rub and hit his head lightly with his hands... Then I started to notice.. My dad's tongue a little slurred... I started to ask him, "Daddy what happen to u?"

Dad answered me in an uncleared voice, "My head hurts.. Dunno what happen.."

We go see doctor now want a not.. My dad doesn't believe in doctor.. He replied, "No.."

Then I was panicked and asked, "Daddy, u want take a sit a not? Maybe will feel a bit better.."

Dad replied, "No.."

I asked again, "U really dun want see doc ar... I think u better see leh.."

Dad replied, "No......."

I dunno what to do.. I called Bro... Then called mum.... Bro didn't get to talked to dad... He hold dad's hand and told me, "Jie, Daddy's hands are cold.." I am having cold feet.. Then suddenly dad started to struggle.. Mum asked Dad wanna go hospital.. Dad still insist dun wan.. I know my dad wanna passed on at home.. Then mum suggested to him to go hospital.. He had no choice but to give in then..

I called the ambulance as somehow admin stuff of my dad I knew it all.. Then shortly the ambulance arrived.. The medics could not get the reading of my dad's BP and heart rate.. I was frozen.. Scared stiffed.. They told me its critical and need to rush to hospital.. Then dad wanna vomit but nothing came out.. Not long.. Dad's saliva started to bubbling.. We knew its something worse we got to prepare but dunno how worse is it gonna to be at that moment.. I told them my dad had records in TTSH... So they sent him there.. Mum went with them..

Bro and I changed then we took cab down.. Bro keep tell me to relax.. I dunno how to.... When we reached hospital, tried to locate for mum.. Then mum told me what happen in the ambulance.. Dad struggled in the ambulance when try to inject something.. Mum wasn't allow to see.. Dad screamed.. When they arrived in hospital.. Dad was in coma..

Saw Dad being pushed for a brain scanned.. Tried to call him but no answer.. Not long the Neurologist came to us.. He said my Dad a brain hemorrhage.. I replied, "Is there any operation able to cure my dad?"

The doc gave me a disappointed look.. My heart and mood totally went down to negative.. He said, "Your dad's main brain stem was damaged.. No operation will actually bring him back to life.."

Bro and mum was more stable and I collapsed... I can't take that piece of news at all.. I told Dad I will be strong no matter what but I broke my promise.. Then the doc told me I could do the admission stuff for my dad..

I wanted Dad to B ward.. But they say that my dad condition is critical.. He only be warded into C... I wasn't pleased but well.. No choice.. Dad then was transferred from A & E to C ward ICU..

Looked at Dad, spent most of my time with Dad and talked to him.. Observed Dad a little.. Saw his thin white hair growing on his mustache & eyebrows.. He is also breathing with machine assisted with tubes being inserted down his throat.. Goosebumps were seen on me as it really let me feels the pain Dad was going through.. Then Dad had some reflexes but Doc said its his body muscles reflecting and he said my Dad doesn't feel any pain at all coz his body is no longer connected to the brain.. Not my dad's brain controlling his movements.. I was puzzled at the terms of Brain Hemorrhage so I went to ask the Doc in-charge of my dad.. He is kinda kind.. He took a piece of paper and drew out the layout for me to understand (Well u can wiki the term of it, I am lazy to explain).. Bro was with me.. While mum was resting at the visitor's corner.. I got the whole pic.. But the doc told me not to worry.. They will monitor him.. If there's any changes in my dad's condition or what they inform us..

Bro went out to accompany mum.. I informed all my Uncles, Aunts and M'sia Relatives.. Well tried to be calm to called them.. Hardly speak dialects and lucky my dad trained me frequently at home to speak my dialect.. So when talking my dad's siblings, I will not face probs.. Thanks Dad... Well.. My dad is the youngest in the Family so I got a lot to call..

My uncles & aunts all came.. M'sia I asked them dun come coz a bit ma fan.. 小舅 got to help me tend shop and do business.. Then Po Po is old and I kept it from her.. 阿姨dun say.. She afraid to hear such news.. But Ah Wei came visit my dad..

Spent our days and nights in the hospital.. When my uncles and aunts are there.. We went home to bath and brush our teeth.. Ya no one will believe it.. I am kinda pampered till I had never slept on chairs before.. No comfy bed I won't sleep.. But since Dad went into coma.. I day and night slept on the chairs.. Lying straight with my backpack is my head rest.. My jacket as my blanket to pass my nite there.. Once in awhile wake up to check on my dad and talked to him.. But no responses.. Helped Dad to wipe his face and get the dirt out of his eye..

Friends came to visit.. Helped me packed lunch and dinner.. I am appreciate when my friend did.. Everyday without fail.. Then on the 13 July 2009, Monday.. The doc did a reviewed on my dad.. He spoke to me and my bro.. He said that he give us 2 days to decide whether to unplug the tube from my dad to let him breath on his own till his last breath or let them operate on him by doing a opening at my dad's throat to let him breathe but nursing care will be needed after that as now my dad seems to able to breath on his own and depend less on the machine.. (Got improvement.. I was happy to know that but sad to know when I questioned further)

I asked the doc, "If we let u operate my dad, will he be able to wake up and speak to us?"

The doc replied, "Sorry, after operation.. Your dad doesn't have to insert the tube into his mouth as opening at his throat will be helping him to breathe and he will still like now lying there without any movements.."

Then I asked again, "So what's the survival rate between operating and unplugging the tube to allow my dad breathe on his own?"

The doc replied, "Operating him may allow him to survive for 6 months with proper nursing care if unplugging the tube to allow him to breathe on his own, he may last only a few hours to a few days.. If miracles maybe months.. But mostly this kind of patient, they dun last that long.."

I was totally lost at this moment... How much I wished that 9 July doesn't come at all.. Time just stopped at 8 July... Then bro told me, "Jie I dun wan Daddy to have a hole at his throat.. I dun Daddy to pass on ugly.. Can we maintain his beautiful features?"

Mum also pleaded me.. I replied, "I have no intention of letting Dad to go through operation.. They operate or not.. Daddy will still leave us.. Daddy no longer can joke with us.. We can't be back to what we could do like on 8 July.."

Bro then asked me, "So we let Daddy breathe till his last using his own breath?"

I said, "I think this is the best choice for Dad as Dad told us before that he is prepared for this day to come but just dunno when.. Since the decision is so harsh but seems like its predicted... We followed what Dad had requested.. Fulfilled his last wish.."

2 days passed, 15 July 2009, the doc asked us for an answer... My youngest Aunt asked the doc to give Bro and me another day to decide as this is the life of my dad and its in our hands.. She dun wan us to feel regret about it..

We had planned everything for Dad since the day he admitted hospital.. The person to find for his funeral and everything.. We got the contacts on hand.. Then the following day, 16 July 2009, at 11am.. The doc approached us.. Everyone is in hospital today as we knew my dad either survives tonight or no.. So everyone took off and be at his side to accompany him walk his last on earth..

I took the courage to give my decision... The doc then say alright.. He will do the removal at 11.30am.. So I asked for some personal time with my dad.. Spoke to him.. Hope Dad can survived and be strong.. I finished the personal time with dad.. Looking at his BP, heart rate, breathing rate and remember the numbers..

Then we went out to rest.. I was in a daze.. I totally cannot think anymore.. I went in to accompany Dad.. They dun allow me to see the removal of the tube.. So I waited outside Dad's ward.. It took 10mins for the removal.. Then the doc say he will monitor my dad for a while.. If he's stable.. They will move him to the normal ward..

So was looking at my dad's condition.. He was doing fine.. He is trying his very best to breathe on his own.. I kept tell my dad to jiayou.. He showed me he is trying his best.. At around 5pm.. The doc spoke to us.. He said my dad's condition is stabled.. So they are moving him to ward 10D.. So we waited for the nurse to push my dad out before we went 10th floor...

When they had settled my dad, I went to do a check.. I was freaking particular about how they handle my dad.. Then I realized my dad wasn't being place properly.. His fingers suddenly turned black.. I was furious.. I called for nurse but no one reacted.. WTF!!! I screamed and scolded them from my dad's bed.. Then they gave attention.. KNS... This is the service of C class.... Wat lousy service is this.. Then I told the staff nurse... Oxygen lacked and patient not being placed properly.. This is called the care of a nurse.. Where's your responsibility? I am angry.. I lost control of my temper.. I flung at everyone who did a slightest mistake.. Then slowly everything back to normal and I am at eased...

I had no appetite for dinner.. So I accompanied Dad while the rest went for dinner.. Not long they are back.. Then we chatted and I told them Dad's hands are getting icy cold.. Bro tried to feel Dad's pulse and its faint.. We then looked at the machine.. Heart rate is dropping.. We called everyone in.. We knew Dad is leaving.. As told by Dad that before he leaves, Bro and me got kneel next to him to give him our last respect.. We did as told.. No tears shed... 7.35pm my dad left to another world.. Got the doc to check and everything.. Bro went to report Dad's death and get the funeral service to come and collect Dad's body.. Then I told bro to let them know that Dad didn't want to donate any of his organs and we collecting the body right away..

I stayed with Dad's body.. He left in peace.. Dad's was totally cold.. Not long they came and collect Dad's body.. Then we went off to the Funeral Service shop to choose Coffin.. Its freaking eerie in there.. I had goosebumps.. Chose a nice one for Dad... Then we looked at Dad's body before leaving for home..

We couldn't sleep at all.. Really can't take the lost of my dad.... Sitting at Dad's fave spot and stone.. Got my neighbour to help out with the praying stuff as I knew nuts about it and I am not into it.. While Bro knows a little and so does mum.. They did what they could and I was packing Dad's clothes to be put into the coffin.. Everything was done till wee hours.. Then I ate a little but no appetite..

Next day morning around 9am, went down to wait for Dad's body and not long it arrived.. Did all the rituals and everything.. Stoned at there.. Looked at my Dad.. Dunno what to do... 5 days of wake and funeral was on 20 July 2009.. Went Mandai to Cremate my Dad's body.. Then on 21st July 2009, went back Mandai to collect Dad's Ashes and went Changi to take a boat out to sea to scattered the ashes.. Well.. That's the last we had in contact with Dad's body..

Well.. While typing all this.. Memories really flashed back and I realized I didn't missed out any.. Its like everything was juz yesterday.. Tears still rolled down my face as I typed.. I dun think I will forget what had happened on that day.. So to all kind souls, let this be the last u asked about my dad's death as I dun wanna repeat it anymore.. It really feels super pain in the heart and mind... Thanks a lot...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Why Why Why!!!!!!!

Today had Mac Breakfast Deluxe with Bro.. Mum bought it for us.. Hahaz... I dun drink coffee as gastric flu attacked.. Minimized on it.. Hehez.. Then after that helped bro to pack his bag.. Hehez..

After that talked to 宝珠姐 on phone.. Yeah...... Misunderstanding is cleared.. Saw 宝珠姐 msg on phone.. She msg me at 3am and I read it at 9am.. LoL... Hmm.. Talked to her... 宝珠姐 then tell me, "达浪 if fate comes dun push away le...." LOL!!! I replied her, "宝珠姐 where will have fate... My surrounding friends mostly are attached.. Hahaz.. Let time decide la.. Dun think better.. The more I think, dun think it will come.. Hahaz.." Think 宝珠姐 wanna faint liaoz.. Hahaz...

Didn't eat lunch as freaking full.. Hehez.. Hmm.. Watched tv with mum and bro.. Hehez.. Then talked to John online.. Surfed webbie a little then went to prepare as going Pasir Ris with Bro..

He had to book in by 1810.. LoL.. Wanna eat at Tamp de but time constraint.. So went to Pasir Ris and accompany him to have dinner.. Mum ate chicken rice, same as bro while I ate 水晶包 & Custard 包.. LoL..

After that accompanied bro to the bus interchange and looked at him boarding the bus before heading home.. Hmm.. Not long saw Bry msg and missed call... So returned his call.. Meet him at Bugis to walk walk and while waiting for me.. He bought 2 shirts and one of it is buy 1 get 1.. LoL.. Then I wanna drink Koi... So we headed over to Iluma... Walked over the overhead bridge...

Hmm.. When was deciding what to drink and what size should we take.......... Guess What... I noticed the height, the familiar voice and at a closer look.. I saw him.. He is in front of me.. I turned and whisper to Bry and stoned.. Bry looked at me and I was like freaked out.. Ya its like a year plus and always on the streets and I never bumped into him before.. Why of all its muz be today.... I thought I could really enjoy my time and forget about what had happened.. But why I muz bumped into him.. Need to be so coincidence ma.. Bry then pulled me away.. We went to walk around.. He tried to get me out of the freaked out moment.. But my mind wandered.. I wasn't in my right mind.. Sorry Bry.. Thanks for the effort.. Then we decided to head to Arcade.. Played Juke Box.. First Time playing it and I failed.. Hahaz...

Then left 1 credit on the card.. I wanna play the drum.. But the censor was lousy.. I tried to hit but no reaction.. Roar!!! Then went to refund the card and got back the dollar.. Hahaz... No point keeping the card la... That's what I thought...

After that went to buy Koi.. Finally he's gone.. Treat Bry a drink.. Dunno why I suddenly think of Daddy.. LoL... I have been dreaming of Daddy for the past few nights and woke up from it to realized that I am dreaming.. Haiz.. I really missed Daddy badly..

Well.. After that Bry accompanied me to walk home.. Showed him where's my blk and after that I told him, I wanna accompanied him to the bus stop as not much people knows where my hse bus stop is.. LoL..

Accompanied him to wait for bus and not long his bus came.. So parted and I walked home.. Well.. When walking back, memories replaying in my mind.. But I told myself its time to give up and let go..

Thinking back at what 宝珠姐 said and I asked myself, "我的缘分来了吗? 我会一个人过活吗?我不想一个人了..." Really dunno lo.. Haiz.... Actually happy become moody again.. Then Bry told me he sometimes alone eat dinner.. Then I tell him.. He can asked me de.. I can meet him eat dinner liaoz then go sch meet my classmates de.. LoL.. Dinner won't take up much time either.. Lesson also dun start that accurately either.. LoL...

Well.. Moody but Bry tried to make me back to normal.. Joke a little.. I felt a bit better.. LoL.. We even joked about what if John was there.. What will happen.. Haha.... Imagination sometimes juz make a person livelier huh.. LoL.. Then home and FB.. I then realized that today is Father's Day.. Maybe bcoz Dad no longer around and I had forgotten about today.. I somehow lost touch on time as well.. LoL.. Alrightz shall share some photos of my bro.. Hahaz....



Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45

Saturday, June 19, 2010

宝珠姐生日快乐 :D

Well.. Today is the big big day of 宝珠姐.. Hahaz.. A lot of misunderstandings.. Stupid craps from our friend, Nic.. Thanks huh.. Today went out to Beach Road with Bro as he wanna get stuff for his army.. LoL...

He go army put on 4 Kg of weight.. LoL.. But he now not so cool cool le.. Hahaz.. He kept talking to me.. LoL.. Shared a lot and its like we dun really talk that much after he was in Sec 3.. LoL.. Things changed, mind set changed and character changed.. The changes was done when my grandma passed away..

Well.. After gotten his stuff we went City Square to get my lappy bag.. Hehez.. Then went to have lunch at KFC.. Bro is tired of Mixed Veg Rice.. LoL.. After that we went to get some skin care for his face.. Pimps are popping out.. LoL..

Then done shopping.. Headed back home.. I wanna watched DVD de.. But in the end I dozed off in my study room.. Lucky I got bed in my study room if not I gonna have strained neck.. LoL.. Hmm.. Wanna woke up a few times but failed.. Keep get stucked in my dreamz.. Wootz.. Finally woke up.. Then headed out to eat my dinner with mum & bro.. Discussed on what to do the tomorrow.. Hehez.. Chatted with John online.. Then packed my room a little..

Discussed with bro regarding Dad's 1 Year Death Anniversary.. SPH sent me a brochure to put up a column on obituary.. Since my dad got no ancestor tablet or anything.. We decided to put in newspaper as a memory..

Flight for Taiwan trip booked and confirmed.. Flying right after my exam.. Going there to do settle some stuff for my dad.. Then shopped a few days before returning.. Planning of migrating to Switz as that's what dad wanna do and had planned all along.. Well.. I have not plan anything of migrating so far.. Not in the near future also.. Had too much to let go over here.. Well.. Kinda tired.. Stomach felt weird.. Toilet runs again.. Wootz..

Gonna turned in for the day.. Lastly, 宝珠姐 Happy 23rd Birthday wor.. Hehez.. Hope you enjoy your day... :)

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45

Friday, June 18, 2010

Moody Moody Moody

Actually a normal meet for a movie and dinner was to be fine and happy occasion.. But how come it turns out be.. I dun wanna talk about it anymore.. I felt like an idiot being fooled.. Chided the person but the reply was kinda heck care.. Haiz... Really no words to say..

I wanna give BaoZhuJie a good birthday celebration lo.. But in the end it seems to be a disappointment.. I do not eat much yest as where got mood... Everything seems so dull and out of place.. The card and present I wanna give to her on the surprise which Dickson had on planned on Fri.. Thanks so much that all my plan was soiled...

Morning woke up.. Totally felt giddy and wanna vomit.. What the hell is with me.. Yest already so shitty.. Wanna make up for the mistakes I made and give BaoZhuJie a better surprise today but I fall sick.. Really feel like banging wall.. Life is so shitty...

No choice... Life screwed, Plan Screwed & Friendship Relation is Screwed.. Forget it.. Life is a piece of shit anyway.. Treasure it or dump it.. Life with friends or neither, does it makes a diff.. I dunno.. I seems so lost now...

Run toilet for 5 times.. Whatever went into my body came out.. No balance.. Msg Dickson that I can't make it to help BaoZhuJie celebrate.. I dun wan to go especially when I know I gonna collapse.. I dun wan to spoil her day again.. Well.. Asked Nic to collect the surprise for BaoZhuJie..

Hmm.. I wanna get the Kitty Soft Toy for her very long le.. Had been counting down the days to her big day.. Pre-ordered it.. Finally thought can give it to her personally but I am down.. Think will make it up to her some other day.. Really utterly disappointed.. Thought I could give her a good bday memories but I failed..

I felt lousy at the same time.. Am I really a good friend or a lousy friend? I dunno.. Demoralized was what I could describe.. Strayed and hidden.. Fever attacked me late in the night.. Thanks huh.. I took panadol and head to bed.. Somehow.. I remembered that I did not wished BaoZhuJie Happy Bday as its past 12 midnight.. Woke up and send her a msg then I falls back to sleep..

Photo of the day:


This is what I got for BaoZhuJie.. :)

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Thursday, June 17, 2010

A Bluff Bday Celebration By Nic

I initially wanna meet BaoZhuJie watched movie de.. I dun have the intention to celebrate her bday.. Stupid Nic give wrong info.. Roar.. Angry but dunno wat to say... Coz I know I will be late coz from JB to SG leh... I sure need some travelling time...

Nic really hor.. Idiotz... I told him today juz meet for movie.. He say never mind la.. Today just make Katty Moody.. Give her surprise some other day... Wah.. I super dun like this idea.. I that time told Katty that today meet for movie lo.. Aiya plan spoiled.. But really dunno how to explain.. Really screwed my intention lo.. Apart from Nic I didn't tell anyone the plan..

Feeling super guilty today lo.. I initially dunno that Katty thought we celebrating her bday today.. When Bry called me whether wanna go dinner.. I asked to join us.. I thought dinner than movie.. Nothing much... When I got to know this freaking set up that why Katty was pissed about Nic not turning up and I am late after Dickson called followed by Nic..

Wah... A bit like shit.... I didn't know all this till now.. Then I can planned my stuff.. Really no coordination lo.. I was fed-up lo.. When said him.. He tell me never mind la.. Purpose is to make her moody... Wah.. I dun like lo.. People want go out is to be happy lo... I really at a lost when he told me that...

I today go JB got a lot of things to do lo.. Apart of developing photos.. I also doing my surprises for Katty.. Finalizing her presents and everything.. Nic u really spoiled my good plan... I today doesn't have the mind set of celebrating Katty's bday but bcoz of u.. She thought we celebrating her big day.. Darned.. I dun like to see gloomy face when meet up especially I so long didn't meet her le... Roar....

After that I really rushed my way down.. Cabbed here and there... I really dislike it and kanna blame... I really got no choice but to bear the blame bcoz of an idiot who said the wrong things.. I that time told Katty that meet today for movie.. I didn't say much.. The Nic really act smart de.. Go add in salt and water.. I now also kinda moody.. Wanna apologize but dunno how to do so.. Coz the whole thing was totally screwed.. What can I do.... I can't disclosed any plans like that no more surprises le.. Roar.... Sometimes when want give people surprises.. They bound to be people to spoil the good old plan... Roar.... Wonder who can understand this agony... I wanna explain during dinner.. But I can't do so.. BaoZhuJie I got to tell u that after your birthday coz if now tell u.. Surprises are all gone.. Forgive me wor..

Went to watch Karate Kid.. The movie is really nice lo.. Thumbs up for it.. After movie.. Bry asked them to leave first as we waiting for John.. So we went to wait at the main road.. Not long John arrived.. Went for supper at ECP.. Then I realized I dropped my handphone strapped which I bought with BaoZhuJie.. Mood down to zero.. Today seems like not my day...

In JB got angry bcoz what suggested to my uncle for the customer, turned to deaf ears. Then told my mum things also turned to deaf ears.. Wah... Today like super suay de lo.. Then back to SG face such screwed stuff.. What the hell... What's wrong with today? Its seems totally screwed.. I really no mood and in the end.. I was stoning while the guys are talking... I really dunno wat to do.. But had msg BaoZhuJie to explain the situation.. Hope she understand.. Haiz.. Really screwed up day man...

Lastly, Thanks John for sending me home after Bry.. Although I suggested he fetched both Bry and me home coz dunno got last train a not.. He didn't reject my request.. Thanks Thanks.. :)

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Orchard FlooDed Becomes The Biggest News of All

Rain started Pouring at 2am near 3am yest.. Hmm.. It rained till today late afternoon 3pm.. 12 hours of rain and partial S'pore was flooded.. Saw BaoZhuJie's and Debbie's post in FB.. I was surfing CNA webbie at that moment.. Wah.. It was quite a shock.. LoL..

Went to City Square with mum.. Gastric Flu still haunting me.. Making me reluctant to go sch.. I know I dun go lo coz I totally not in the mood to study.. When u are sick, u totally no mood to do anything.. Hmm.. Bought some stuff and headed back home.. Had LJS for lunch..

Xavier msg me asking me whether am I going to buy Koi.. I intended to.. So meet him at TPY to buy.. Well.. I am sorry to hear about his lost.. But we were discussing about the lousiness of SG hospital for the after care.. Negligence was found in most of the nursing care given.. Disappointing man..

Then we bused to school.. Ate our dinner in school.. Guess what!! I saw the classmate of mine back in my Dip days.. Till today she is still doing her Dip and Adv Dip.. I am kinda bad about it la.. Coz since the day I got into MDIS, I knew that she flung most of her subs during her PC and when in Dip she also flung.. Diaoz de lo.. Msg Bee about it.. LoL.. Tomorrow will share this piece of news with BaoZhuJie as we dun really like her..

Kinda like waste of money in repeating lo.. Sch fees in our sch is not cheap.. If she can repeat so many times means she is freaking rich sia.. LoL... Lesson today was kinda relaxing to me as more on practice and nothing but practice.. Hmm.. After class bus home..

Actually meeting Bry and John de... But hor..... John fly plane.. Haha... Reason for u to find out la.. He got personal stuff to see to.. Well.. I am having Prata craze out of a sudden... But dunno who to ask to go supper.. Last time got him.. Dee dun eat supper de.. A lot knows la.. I dun like to eat while the person who is with me just look at me eat.. I will feel super pai sei.. Dunno why.. Its really weird to eat while the person just accompany u.. Somehow will feel bad de.. LoL.. Ok I am weird huh.. LoL..

Well.. Home liaoz.. Mum told me Bro called.. Hmm.. He seems to be enjoying his army daze.. LoL.. Next Thurs I going for my Final Theory Test and I have not start my practical lesson.. Although I got the instructor number but I have yet to call.. LoL...

Hmm.. Tomorrow going JB to do some stuff then heading back SG to meet JJ, BaoZhuJie & Dickson.. BaoZhuJie by the time u read my blog, I think its already too late coz Nic told me he not meeting us and asked me not to tell u.. =.=

But after tomorrow u gonna be officially 23.. Hahaz.... Well time really passed fast.. Since Dip till now.. LoL.. We only got close after graduation.. Its really super amazing huh... Well well.. Update till here.. Hehez..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Supper @ Bedok 85

Today went for FA lesson despite stomach cramp.. Think Gastric Flu occurs again.. Wanna buy Koi to sch de.. But I went out late.. So trained to Queenstown and bought Mr Bean Pearly Soya instead.. Went sch had my dinner.. The mix rice is not so nice.. Wootz.. I know I eat Western instead.. LoL...

Benson not attending class as he got reservist.. LoL.. We thought he MIA sia.. LoL... Then lesson was doing Statement.. Then lecturer was talking to a point, he said Tesco was UK mart.. But my Xiao Jiu told me is US mart.. Haha.. Gonna tell him.. He got wrong info le.. LoL..

After lesson, John came to fetch me.. We went to Bedok as he bought something online and we went to 85 bedok to have supper.. I long time didn't go there eat le.. Hahaz.. Lucky I somehow still remember the way huh.. Although went there once only.. LoL..

After that we went AMK as he wanna buy phone.. LoL.. He showed me a letter that he will posted to overseas in July.. He will be going back Taiwan again.. Erm.. Hopefully we won't lost contact like last time.. Well.. After that headed home.. Got homework.. But tomorrow then do.. Lazy.. Haha.. Played on mini note and updating using my mini note.. Haha.. Alrightz.. Tomorrow still got class and I going to City Square with my mum for lunch.. Hehez... Nitez le.. :)

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Monday, June 14, 2010

No Mood for Lesson

Today was freaking tired and dun feel like going for class.. Ya obviously because its BM.. I can't what the lecturer was teaching and the Assignment was hanging in the air waiting for me to start.. I really dun have the mood..

I got my new lappy as well.. Haha.. Will share the pics later.. Well.. After class went BaoZhuJie's house.. We took some photos using my newly bought lappy.. Alright.. Shall let the photos do the talking.. Ciaoz.. :)


My Current Lappy 14" ~ Main Usage.. :)


My Newly Bought 12" ~ Travelling Purpose


The Open Up :) ~ 1.5Kg ^_^

Alright the photos taken using my new Lappy with BaoZhuJie :)







Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Sat & Sun (12.06.10 & 13.06.10)

Got back to JB on sat.. Things were fine.. Back to hometown.. Asked 小舅 to help me to develop photos for my album.. I had a mini album for my personal photos.. Hehez.. Hmm.. Then ate my late lunch.. 20 pcs of MacNuggets..

Hmm.. Sg ones are nicer.. Dunno why.. Bcoz the sauce in JB they give one only. I asked for more.. They ignored me.. Until I looked for the manager.. She then apologized.. Kns... Lousy service.. Wootz.. This is also partial of my reason of being racist.. Hmph...

Well.. 小舅 suggested that we go Omega Hawker to eat.. Ate hum, oyster, sotong, satay & stingray for dinner.. The food is better than SG.. Well.. Some food in JB are nicer but SG is not on lose either.. Hehez...

Hmm.. After that headed home.. Po Po watching Ch 8, 7pm show which utterly will makes me fall asleep as its too draggy.. LoL... Hmm.. Intended to go Tesco to shop.. But they wanna watch finish the show first.. LoL..

Around 9 plus we went out to Tesco.. Well.. When we arrived, I told mum not to buy anything for Lai as he kinda naughty.. He was rude to his parents and uses vulgarities on them.. What the hell lo.. I wasn't satisfied with this kind of behavior lo... Mum nodded and agreed...

So I was keeping my eyes to observe.. Lai walked with us.. Didn't walk off on his own.. Then I was looking at Adidas Hair & Body Shampoo.. SG dun have lo.. If got go Sentosa or overseas, can bring lo.. As the bottle not big.. Its the size the plane allows u to bring on board.. I bought a few.. Well I got for my bro also as he is in Army.. Sure need this lo.. Some more the scent is not bad.. Hehez..

Well.. When checking out.. Lai passed my mum 2 Dvds.. I said cannot buy.. My mum insisted that its the last time.. Well.. Every time tell me last time.. Its never the last.. Whenever he is rebellious or being scold.. My mum never reprimand him.. She just buy for him.. Like that when will he know that he is in the wrong.. I wanna scold her.. But she's my mum.. What can I do.. My dad had foresee all this and tell me to beware of my mum being bully.. Well.. My mum dun heed my words.. What can I do... To others I am jealous of their kid.. WTF!!!! Your son did things wrong and my mum still pamper instead of scold and in return I was said to be jealous of him.. I was freaking angry and blow my top.. I totally dun wan to help my mum carry her stuff.. I was freaking angry.. She can't even teach her children properly and yet in turn to say I am jealous of her son got pamper.. Get the hell out of your brains.. I got nothing better to do and go jealous over such minor stuff..

I really angry and when I got home.. I went to bath and totally ignore my mum.. She didn't say anything and keep mum.. I was utterly disappointed.. Wat on earth I care so much.. Its freaking ridiculous man.. I really angry.. Whole night couldn't sleep and getting angry over such stuff.. Instead of looking at the things her son had done.. She point her fingers to me.. Damn it.. I really ignoring them.. 小舅 didn't know anything.. But 小舅 knows I am angry, he doesn't say anything.. 小舅 will only ask when I really throw my anger or shout at my mum when I can't control it..

Then morning woke up, 小舅 told me he confiscated the DVD and said if can go change it.. I told 小舅 tell my mum dun tell me, I no longer interested.. Its not my money either.. U all think I care so much about money ma.. I rather spent and live my life to the fullest for the day as I dun wanna think too much about as everyone's tomorrow nobody knows.. But what yr wife care was MONEY and nothing else.. She thought I am the same as her.. Get the side out of my sight.. I am going home later.. Not going to eat.. My mum wanna stay by all means.. I am not interested.. I rather go home and do my assignment instead of wasting time here.. 小舅 got angry as what I said was out of anger.. But I had packed my clothes and left none there.. I told 小舅 directly.. Wat for come back every weekend and got angered by his wife and kids who got brains but talk as if they are the smart ones.. They dunno then dun say.. Say something useful then useless..

Mum woke up.. I told mum that I going home.. Lai juz came out of bath and scolded something.. Its vulgarities again.. I turned and gave him a few tight slaps.. Aunty Nik was shocked that I hit her son.. Ya I could take it anymore.. Vulgarities here and there for a 13 year old kid.. What the hell.. He doesn't use it on anyone but scolding his mum.. Wat the hell.. No respect at all.. She still accused me.. Damn...

After thurs go back JB, I am not going back anymore.. Until I got save enough to buy a house there then maybe I will go back.. I dun wan to stay the same house as them.. Shit idiotz... Alrightz.. After much persuasion of Po Po.. I stayed till after dinner and went home around 9pm.. Tuas as usual got jam.. In the end got home at 11 plus.. Travel by PIE is much more cheaper than AYE.. =.=

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55

Friday, June 11, 2010

Manhattan Fish Market & Mind's Cafe

Hmm.. Today went to PC Show with John.. Went to survey the Lappy.. I had in mind to buy Asus de.. So didn't really see other brands much..

Hmm.. Went out to meet John at Sim Lim then walked to Suntec.. On the way, thought of buying Koi de.. But the freaking Queue is long.. I gave up the idea.. Wootz.. Continued our journey to Suntec..

Headed directly to The PC show.. In the end I bought power socket for USB charging.. Hmm.. After that walked all the way to Dhoby to meet my classmates for dinner and chill out.. Wanna go Kbox.. But its freaking ex.. Even Buffet also ex.. Faintz........

Went to eat at Manhattan Fish Market.. Well went early the queue is not long.. Hahaz.. When we were seated inside.. The queue outside got longer.. This is the prove.. Hahaz..


After our dinner, wanna go washroom and passed by Hazel's mum travelling agency.. I saw the MIA Hazel.. Go say hello to her.. Hehez.. She wanna go SIM instead heading back MDIS.. Msg to tell Bee that I saw our Bunnie.. LoL... Bee was like can try la.. Coz not UOL should be easier to go in.. Hmm.. All the best Bunnie.. After that we headed off to Mind's cafe at Prinsep Street.. Its rather noisy.. Hard to talk.. We need talk at the top of our voice.. Frankly speaking we were chatting more than playing games.. Played for 2 hours.. We didn't finish our food.. LoL...

After that we headed or own way.. Benson going Marina to meet his gf.. Xavier going AMK to meet gf then Alisa going to Jurong to meet her friends and after that go Butter..

Hmm.. I think its been long that I stepped into club or pub after last year.. LoL.. Although I seldom go but Pub is where I usually frequent de.. Ya mostly with my dad.. Wootz...

Hmm.. Home liaoz.. Kinda tired after the whole day.. Tomorrow going back JB.. Wootz.. Dunno I will enjoy a not.. Somehow I am angry with the kids.. Coz every now and then Aunty Nik keep call and complain... Diaoz.. She's their mother... But keep calling and complain to us about her kids... Its like my mum are their mother more than her lo.. I really buay tarhan and got angry with mum.. I think in no time I will blow my top... We shall see...... 0_0

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