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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Starhub Rewards Very Limited

Today woke up kinda late.. LoL.. Then talked to Dee online.. Gotten my time table from the course coordinator.. My lessons are on Mon & Wed and sometimes Tues.. Wee... 2 days lesson per week.. Hahaz..

Well I can now finally plan my schedule of work and all.. Wahahahaz... Hmm.. Lesson will be from 7pm - 10pm & apart from Tues lesson, both days can meet Dee at school.. Not forgetting Hailey as well.. Haha...

Haven't tell Dee my time table yet.. LoL.. Although he had been asking me every day.. Wahahahaz... Hmm.. Today did some revision too but nothing gets into my brain.. Think tired ba.. Then talked to BaoZhuJie.. LoL... Thanks to Dee as he helped me a lot of getting IPs.. For info.. When a person keep saying 不是我, its obviously telling u that its him/her.. When someone did something behind your back and u got to know who is it.. When u try to sound that person out and if that was the reply given.. 99.5% sure is he/she did it... Well nothing can beats my brain of thinking... I wanna find out or not, its within my means..

I may try to be stupid in certain areas but nothing is I dunno.. Its juz whether I want to do it or not... Hahaz.. Dee found my potential today wor.. I just can't hide things from him.. Idiotz.. Always tear my stage.. LoL.. But at least he taught me a bit as human brains are working.. Haha... Sometimes being stupid is a benefit.. Haha..

Well.. Although evidence is not full proof.. Fingers pointing is useless.. But this proves to me that the person is childish.. Haha... One more thing.. Never think u are smart as there will be people smarter than u.. :)

Today also tried to redeem my points via Starhub webby and their rewards are not attractive.. I got no choice to redeem useless stuff like waiving off subscription plans for a few months.. Waste of time.. Where's the luxury of items goes to... Maybe there gonna be a big change soon..... Well well.. Tomorrow going out with Mum and Mother's day coming.. Planning how to celebrate.. Ya this year a lot FIRST TIME without my dad.. Let me list them:

1 New Year Without Daddy
2 Chinese New Year Without Daddy
3 Birthday Celebrated Without Daddy
4 Mothers' Day Without Daddy
5 Bro's NS Enlistmen Without Daddy
6 Fathers' Day Without Daddy

..... And ..... This I had listed I had spent it last year with Daddy or didn't even spent it with Daddy.... Before he passed on in 16 July 2009 (Thursday).. He didn't get to celebrate National Day last year.. He didn't get to celebrate Mum's Birthday and lastly, he can't give my bro a memorable 21st Birthday.. It all happened in such short period of time... Till today I am still crying to sleep as I Miss My Daddy too deep till I still dunno how to survive his death..

Well.. I am kinda honest with this.. I slept as late as 3am.. Imagining the time my dad used to be home and I chatted with him till 3am usually then head off to bed.. It seems like I am just back to the day before 9 July 2009.. The day my dad admitted into hospital.. Every little detail I am remembering it clearly in my mind..

Its like a nightmare which hard to forget and get by.. It flashes every now and then in my brains... I am afraid and hollow.. I dunno what to do.. Where's the chatty I have.. Why he just left without giving me ample time to accept this tragic moment of life.. A few more months to go.. It will be Daddy's One Year Death Anniversary.. Time really pass so fast that its almost a year... I really miss Daddy badly....... Its like he took a One Way Ticket and never gonna head back..

Much of a sorrow... Nothing could stop from not thinking of my dad.. Well.. Lucky Dee is there to change my mood back to track daily by saying nonsense and lame things.. Haha....... Alright.. That's all for today.... Hehe..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:10

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

No Luck~ BooHoo

Today went to meet Hailey at City Hall for lunch as passing her handphone bills as well as getting payment for the bills.. Hahaz..

We went to eat at Xin Wang and then the staff was damn rude lo... She asked me, "Wah.. 2 of eat so much can finish a not..." I got pissed and I answered her, "Member card give now or later ar.." Her reply was, "Oh.. Sorry.. Later when paying then give..."

Kns sia.. Look on people like no money pay for food.. Damn pissed de... She keep walking to and fro our seats to see we finished our food a not... Wah I am super pissed.... After finishing my food, I asked for the bill...

When we were leaving, she said a very loud goodbye.. I gave her my pissed off face... Hahaz... After that we went to walk around Marina Square and I decided to go catch the soft toy for Li Ling and sadly to say today not luck to get jackpot although I am just 2 bars away only... Sucks.... Well at least got a pair of Mickey & Minnie Mouse.. Hahaz.... Not bad already la.. Hehez...

Spent kinda a lot today... Money start to run low liaoz.... Gonna start minimize spending lo.. LoL.. Then went to walk around and headed back home to slack.. Haha.. Then Hailey was thinking of doing a hook on the bear so that she use it as a key chain to hang to her bag..

I helped her did it.. Heez.... Well.. I got to be honest as I hardly do sewing but I am kinda proud at what I done.. Hahaz.... Well.. We chatted and laughed and make fun of the world coming to an end in 2012.. I was like thinking about what will be the world be called after 2012.. Coz we have BC and now we are living in AD.. So the new one will FG la.. Hahaz.. But what is FG gonna stands for? I have think of it.. But conclusion is BC & AD is related to Christ.. So gonna think one that is related yeah... LoL...

Hmm.. Mum decided to City Square to buy stuff.. So we went with her.. After that getting the things.. Hailey decided to head home and together we walked back.. Parted our ways at Mac as Hailey busing home..

Had a great day today... Hehez.. My little sis really makes my day.. Hahaz.. When playing the jackpot machine.. She is so anxious and enthu.. Making me feel like sweating.. But in real I didn't sweat.. LoL....

Well.. I am gonna see her in school in 2 weeks time with Dee.. Hahaz... I am so looking forward to it man.. Hopefully 2 years course will smooth sailing.. Hahaz.. Guess what my graduating year is 2012.. LoL......... World ends and I exactly got my Degree.. Not bad huh.... LoL...

Home and talked to Ken on phone for 2 hours and I am blogging still.. LoL........ So the time I had blogged finished at here is totally inaccurate as I am away for awhile while blogging.. Alright... Had a great day and I am feeling sleepy.. LoL........ Btw I saw Debbie Tey @ Star Awards while watching the recorded one on my DVR-set top box and I saw Jian Mei as well.. LoL... Its so easily to spot them sia or should I say my TV is big that's why I can see them.. LoL...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Monday, April 26, 2010

Black or Blue Monday

Today the sky was kinda good.. Raining the whole day and I slept till kinda late then wake up.. LoL.... Then chatted with Dee on skype awhile.. Haha.. Its seems to be a daily routine... LoL....

Then he was busy and I decided not to disturb him.. Headed out to school with mum as I need to pay school fees.. 2 more weeks to school re-open.. I am kinda anxious as gonna make memories.. Hahaz...

After that went back JB to settle the car stuff.. Then headed back home shortly after.. LoL.. Went back like 3 hours or so only.. Kinda short time spent.. LoL... After that went to PS with mum to walk around.. Bought some stuff.. Heez.. Then Serene called me..

So we left PS and trained down Farrer Park.. Mum went home first and I waited at control for Serene.. Shortly she reached.. LoL.. Guess wat she came out at the wrong control.. Hahaz.. Kanna arrowed by me.. Wee...

We went to walk around City Square then had ate at Hong Kong Food Street... The food is super nice but got irritating fly outside the window keep seeking attention from me.. Hahaz.. Serene noticed that also.. LoL...

We decided to go elsewhere.. Initially intended to go 313@Somerset but when walked till Peace Center... Serene suggested that we dun go le.. We turned and walked to Suntec instead.. Super funny de lo...

When we reached Suntec.. The shop, CNS is closed but the staff is still there.. We approach to ask her whether is the mouse soft toy available.. She decided to let Serene to buy it instead of asking Serene to come back tomorrow.. Wah.. Kinda nice person sia.. Hehez..

After that we went to walk around Carrefour and we both bought slips as I wanna put a pair in JB as sometimes wanna wear shoe go back but no slips to change.. Hahaz... Its kinda late so we decided to head home..

Deciding whether to train or cab for her while I am thinking to bus, train or cab but in the end we decided to cab... Wah.. I didn't know now take cab at City area got extra S$3 charge.. Well its a lesson learnt.. I am not going to cab home from City area if its before 12MN... Super ex de lo... Kns.. I am regretting.. Roar......... I know I walked home instead.. Idiotz... Alright blog till here and I found out that I got pics in camera haven't upload but I am plainly lazy.. Hahaz...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Car Broke In The Middle of The Road.. Wootz!!

Today late morning wanna go buy things with Ling & Xing.. Then after that can go wait for bro at Custom and head back home together de..

While travelling along Perling.. Saw the freaking Jam... Thought got accident.. So took long cut which is to travel into the Kampong of Tampoi.. But while waiting at the junction.. The car is still ok.. When wanna move off.. It died on me.. What the heck..... Right timing to die and at a wrong place coz its kampong area and road name is unknown.. Great.. All of us know its Tampoi... But Tampoi which part..

Called Aunty Nik for help.. But no road name is really like dying lo... Then got a few good uncles got down to help push the car to the road side so that I am not obstructing the traffic flow.. Really pai sei at the moment lo..

Tried to call the mechanic and his phone is like shit.. Then the boss called back saying that they are not open today.. Wootz... Xiao Jiu in the shop.. Waiting for me to drive the car down to shop.. I called him and screwed him coz he is always driving it and how come he didn't realize the car is faulty liaoz... Checked the batt is dead.. Then another thing I found out.. Ignition also gone case.. Batt need to change and ignition also must change.. Tomorrow gonna meet up with the mechanic to tow the car back to garage liaoz.. Idiotz...

No choice.. Went to have prata for breakfast and its freaking expensive somemore not nice.. Roar.. Lousy morning.. Dumped the car there and cab down to shop.. Angry sia... Then went City Square to buy lunch for Xiao Jiu...

Had lunch at shop then slacked around.. Hmm.. Mind was thinking about a lot of things.. Helped Li Ling to do her school project.. My chinese is really CMI.. Xiao Jiu see I typed the chinese words, error is not less than 10 but more than 20.. Nice one sia...

Not long bro arrived.. He did some lamination for his One Piece posters.. His buddy developed photos and put into frame.. Then after that we headed back home by cab.. Kinda no more.. The cab driver keep stepping on brake.. Make me feel nausea..

Back home.. Mum asked me about the car.. Then the kids did all the talking.. Xiao Jiu just laughed coz he kanna shoot also.. LoL.. Whenever he kanna bullet from Aunty Nik.. I will kanna as well.. Wootz...

Had dinner then slacked and watch Star Awards.. Hehez.. Hmm.. Took 10pm bus from Indah as its the last bus.. Reached home around 11pm... Nothing of asking whether enjoy or not.. But control words was what I got.. Whatever.. I already start to feel unhappy liaoz.. I know myself best.. When I am not happy, its written through my words.. I won't speak that much as I prefer to enjoy myself.. If I can't get to enjoy.. Then face the gloomy me for the day.. No one likes to do what they dun like.... But whatever... I am juz reluctant to give my anger now.. Tired.. Tomorrow a lot of things to do.. Tues also.. Wed too.. Somemore this Fri gonna meet up with the gals.. So I planning to keep 2 days at home.. I think I prefer to stay in JB as dun need to feel so much and I could do things freely...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Saturday, April 24, 2010

JB & Relax~

Today got back to JB around 4pm.. LoL.. Aunty Nik bombed my phone so many times to check where are we.. LoL.. Bought a 1/2kg cake for Li Ling as her birthday is next thurs.. Hee...

Reached not long.. Had late lunch at shop with the kids.. Lai becomes thin le.. Hehez.. Better also.. Fat not so nice.. Hahaz... Then after that I planned to go Pasar Malam as I wanna drink Bubble Tea.. Hehez.. The kids got influence by me as well as Xiao Jiu.. Heez...

Then shortly later, we closed shop and headed home first.. Hehe.. Reached home, greeted Po Po... As usual, Po Po will start rumbling and Aunty Nik will talk back.. Li Xing stick to me and sat on my foot.. Li Ling fell asleep on sofa and its super hard to wake her up.. Zzzz...

We went Pasar Malam shortly.. Bought pancake, bubble tea & carrot cake.. Heez... Too late come out walk walk liaoz.. A lot of the stall are closing.. Mum last minute bought durians.. LoL.. Kinda cheap.. 2 boxes for RM15..

After that we headed home.. Li Ling throw tantrum.. I got angry and punished her.. She cried and slept on the hard floor.. I couldn't be bothered with her.. Asked Li Xing to sleep and I watched television awhile and headed off to bed.. Hehe...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:20

Friday, April 23, 2010

Freedom being Locked

Today Serene wasn't feeling good so met up with her.. Actual plan is to stay home.. I am reluctant to head out to streets nowadays.. School starting means spending have to cut short as June onwards I gonna start paying bank loan...

Well.. Its hardly I meet up with her also... Then Ken called said he had voucher for Sushi Tei.. So he came to meet Serene & me for dinner... Well.. Thanks for the dinner treat.. Then after that we headed Mac to chit chat..

Serene doesn't wanna head home so early as she hardly been going up after her work load becomes heavy and the help given was like shit.. Yup.. It increases her work load and prolong her work duties.. 7 days a week she is working OT.. Freak out...

Then I suggested to K as its wat she & I will do when we are freaking stress out and its turning back the time to ITE.. K-ing was the period when our exams are over.. Yup.. We always head down for K when we done our last paper.. LoL.. Miss those times so muchy.. LoL..

Its seems like I am releasing some unforeseen stress too.. Then msg came in... Wah... Everything seems like need to say or tell.. Kinda a bit not feel good about it.. Its like I am with friends and I hardly will msg or talk on phone out of courtesy... I dun like to be gluey.. Irritated but I didn't spelt it out....

Everything is under observation.. K with Serene & Ken till 4am.. Wah.. Its been months I have been out to wee hours of the day.. Gonna sleep and later wake up will be heading back JB.. Its also considered that I could clear my mind.. I prefer to do what I liked instead of being bounded.. If anyone tries to get in my way of how I do my things.. Then I gonna say that u prepare to be sorry... Nothing matters more than my freedom & privacy...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Singapore Flyer

Today went to Vivo meet Aunt Martha & Aunt Ah Gin for lunch.. Then after that we headed down to SG Flyer.. LoL...

Both my aunties & mum were kinda excited.. But the sky turns dark.. When we reached the Flyer.. It started pouring.. LoL.. Didn't kanna the rain at all.. So freaking lucky man.. LoL...

Well.. Today I got not much to update as spend most of my time with my folks... Dun wanna bore anyone with the activities because I cancelled my plans and followed theirs.. LoL...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:50

Monday, April 19, 2010

Loan Approved :)

Today morning woke up receive msg from bank that my study loan is approved.. Yeah!! Dun need to worry so much le.. Hehez.... Then talked to mum.. Hmm.. Its kinda weird that such early morning with my sleepy head and my mum so fully awake..

She is concerned about who she think is best for me.. I wasn't really much wanna talk about it.. After I listened.. I was like.. Oh.... I will go think about it.... Well.. Mum knows things going around me more than I do.. This proves how much I have actually ignored my surroundings and become more enclosed to myself... Thanks Mummy for her kind advise.. Everything maybe will be better after school starts as every day at home looking at my insurance stuff are driving me nuts.. Whole pile of words are killing me and making me tired.. Yes I dislike words.. More numbers please~~ >.<

Then talked to Dee on skype and msn BaoZhuJie also... After that not long, I went to Sg Flyer to buy tix as tomorrow bring mum, Aunt Ah Gin & Aunt Martha to Sg Flyer.. Will be meeting Aunt Martha & Aunt Ah Gin at Vivo city for lunch..

I had planned activities tomorrow for my folks.. Hehe.. Dunno tomorrow de Senior Citizen Day will be ok for them a not.. LoL.. Well.. Its actually for my mum & Aunt Ah Gin.. My mum lost my dad last year... Then Aunt Ah Gin lost her youngest bro, whom is my dad and her husband passed away this year..

Its like bring them to places they never go before... Ya Aunt Ah Gin's sons didn't even bring her there... Idiotz... I also can't bring myself to believe it lo.. Kns... Well suan le.. Hope she and mum could enjoy tomorrow.. Asked Aunt Martha along as everyone knows why in my family.. Ya she's the youngest and tend to jealous a lot.. Some more if it me who planning this.... I dun call her.. I am at doom state.. Well.. Being grand child of my family not easy sia..

A lot of things to follow.. Yes rules & regulations.. Wtf.. Dunno what century am I living in.. Still got all this shits.. But after grandma passed on.. I somehow threw some rules into the drain and ignore the regulations.. But some I beared it in mind.. At my own home.. I do what I like.. When I am with my relatives (Dad's side).. I will extremely be very careful of my movement and things I said.. Its kinda stressful.. Darned.... This really proves.. I am living in the wrong century.. LOL...

After that went to walk around Suntec and headed home... Back to skype with Dee and msn with BaoZhuJie.. After that I realized something.. I somehow I had given misleading situation.. Ya thanks to my stupidity in reveiling things as I used wrong terms and words to describe.. Well forget it.. I am not good in saying nor writing out how I felt.. I was kinda like why sia... Wanna say it out so hard.. This proves something to me.. When u gonna say wat u think, how u feel best is before u do anything think first as not all people can understand u...

Today is also Bro's first day at KC office.. Hehe.. Wonder how are things going on for him.. But I kinda tired after going Suntec.. So went to take a nap.. Idiot Dee called me to disturb.. Chatted with him awhile and I doze off.. Like what Dee said.. Its takes time to understand what I said coz I am not that good in expressing myself in terms of words.. I tend to talk less sometimes coz this can really minimize my mistakes in giving wrong idea.... I think in future I will talk even lesser as in its better not to give people the wrong idea of what I am thinking or feeling ba...

Bro home and I forget to ask him how's work.. We discussed on Starhub thingy instead.. Then went to bath and had dinner.. Bro said KC bought food for me and mum.. Then he had dinner with KC and KC sent him home.. Nice de leh.. Thanks KC kor for helping my bro to find temp job before he go NS.. Hehe.. Dun misunderstand KC is my cousin hor.. Hehe... I dun like his mum so there's a distance between us.. Well.. This was posted some time ago last year regarding his mum in my blog.. Things had passed and I tend to forgive her but not forgetting it.. Nowadays in JB.. I avoided having dinner with them by eating after they have gone back.. Will be going back JB this sat.. Hehez..

Lastly my mum even suggest that I stayed JB better as I am more relax there.. Ya its true la.. Life is not so hectic in JB.. Maybe bcoz SG life is too fast pace till I am lagging.. LoL.. Alrightz.. Update till here... Looking forward to tomorrow's Flyer day..... Imagine myself jumping off the flyer.. LoL.. But can't do so as when u are up the gates are locked.. LoL...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Steamboat @ Bugis

Today meet Dee to see shop space.. Dee said we go look around somemore before we decide... Then after that we go Mac have drinks..

Dee's mum was down with Lung Cancer.. Hmm.. He told me that he kinda busy as after work, he mostly spend his time in hospital.. But his mum had discharged and awaiting for operation..

Then we chatted a little... Dee told me a lot of things and I shared my thoughts with him.. Hmm.. Well Dee gave advise.. Maybe I will heed or maybe I will not coz future is not decide by others but myself...

Sometimes I wonder why life can't be simpler... Dun need to brood over so much.. Maybe I am stressing myself too much after Dad's death.. I am losing myself.. I sometimes dunno what I am doing.. I got woke up easily and didn't have enough sleep..

Well.. Heart and mind is really hard to coordinate man... Nowadays my heart feels, my mind can't relate.. My mind thinks and my heart can't understand.. Then question marks are blooming all over my head...... Ain't quitting my job should be much more relax.. Why am I still so clustered??

Well.. Forget it la.. I not going to bother with it anymore... If it is meant to be then let it be.. If its not, I dun wanna talk about it... Its kinda hard to share with people nowadays as too many things to bother... Dee thanks for hearing me out and I am now more clearer of what I want.. Hehez... Glad I have a close friend like u.. Sometimes I am lost, u guide me and although I do not is it worth to share with people I am close.. They may feel vex with what I am thinking.. But I am not gonna be bothered as its my life.. No matter how it goes, I will have to bare the responsibilities of my choice.. Hehez...

Well.. Went to meet Wendy & Bryan for dinner.. Bryan told me he purposely late de.. Wendy confirm will kill him if she knew about this.. LoL.. Then we went to Ya Kun as Wendy had not eat anything yet... Around 6 plus we went to have steamboat.. Hehez... Wendy really eat a lot lo.. Bryan ate not much he full le.. I gave up shortly after that.. Wendy is still eating lo.. She's such a glutton... LoL...

Then we had girls talk when Bryan is away.. Hmm.. Well everything juz soon qi zhi ruan ba.. Feelings can be build de.. But its also like I so long never meet them le.. Slowly ba.... Hehez... Then after eating we took some pics and Wendy went off to bring home her kids.. Erm.. Everyone has their own probs... Then Bryan & me went MS to catch bear.. Hehez.. Played Jackpot machine.. Got a Big ones and several small ones... LoL.. Make the money worth.. After that went to Cineleisure as Bryan thought of watching movie but nothing to watch lo...

Walked to Rochor Beancurd... Bought beancurd for mum & myself... Then headed home.. Bryan said he long time didn't visit my mum le.. So he came home with me.. Chatted online with Wendy.. He headed home shortly...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Saturday, April 17, 2010

S.H.E The One Concert

Today woke kinda early.. Hehez.. Yest night had some weird dreamz.. Dee I told ya on phone le.. Its weird till I cannot believe it also.. Hmm.. Suan le.. Anyway somehow its also the fact of it.. LoL...

Had my lunch kinda late... Then went out to meet BaoZhuJie as she getting gift.. Hmm.. Wanna drink at J.C.O but its freaking PACKED!!!!! So we took train to City Hall.. Went Suntec to walk around and bought Cup Walker.. Hehez.. Same sentimental with BaoZhuJie as we both felt Cup Walker bubble tea is still the BEST!!! Hahaz... Then we went Marina Square and we went to catch bears again... We tried the new Jackpot machine.. Its freaking hard... Spent S$29 & we got this bear... Wootz....... And its trying to snatch my camera view.. It became the main lead for this shot.. Sobz...


Then after that we went Xin Wang to eat.. Here's wat we ate.. Hehez...





Then after eating we trained down to Stadium.. Taking the new Circle Line.. LoL.. We went to Kallang Leisure to walk around first... We bought Sisters Lanyard (I lazy to take pic of it).. Bought temp-tattoos and I bought a Winnie The Pooh.. Hehez.. We bought Light Sticks for the concert too.. Heez.....

Well the pics are too much to load here.. So.. I gonna paste the link to my FB photo album here.. Hahaz.. The concert was so GoooooD!!! High till the Sky.. Wah.. Its really too good.... Even made deal with BaoZhuJie that if next time they got Concert.. We confirm buy tix.. Ya today one is complimentary from BaoZhuJie's Friend.. Hehez...

I really enjoy a lot and of all 3 concerts I went to.. I still Find S.H.E one is the best.. WooHoo.. At the concert, BaoZhuJie and I waited patiently for their 中国话.. Wah.. Wait until Anchor then they sing that song.. We super HIGH sia.. LoL... I first time enjoy so much at a concert.. Hehez.. Thanks BaoZhuJie.. Hehez... Wah.. Too much pic.. Even I blog almost finished.. My uploader in FB is still loading.. LoL.. I snapped until my camera almost FLAT although I charged it to Full this afternoon before I left house.. Wootz.. Hahaz.... Btw S.H.E new album songs kinda nice also.. I listen to it already coz my bro bought it at Taiwan.. Hehez.... Although I dun go chase idols anymore but some songs are worth to support.. ^.^V

Lastly here's the link to the photos.. Hehez... Enjoy!! ^.^
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http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=159922&id=560973934&l=8e85a029c1

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45

Friday, April 16, 2010

Friday - HoMe Alone

Today bro going out, mum going Da Jiu's house... I have no program and Dee gonna OT... So I packed my room a little... Ya and its a wise idea not to have your window open coz the chances of having dust in the room is lessen.. Haha....

Like that I cleanse my room twice a week and not much dust.. My nose also staying healthy.. Weee.... I am so happy as my nose is allergic to dust.. Hehez... Lucky this little dust so far did no harm to my nose.. Hehez...

Hmm.. Ken came to find me for dinner but too bad mum cooked my dinner.. Hehez.. Then he packed food to my house to eat and chatted a little... Dee called after he left as I told Ken will be at my house.. LoL.. He worried like a freak... Hahaz.. Assured him that I am safe.. Then he got back to work.. LoL...

I am kinda bored at home as been like books, com and comics.. Kinda no life.. Roar.... But what can I do.. I got not much friends and I dunno who to look for to go out.. Darned.... Its really bored to live life alone.. How I wish I have friends whom I can find to go out with.. Dee is busy at work.. Roar.. I am dying from boredom.. Last time still have BaoZhuJie but can't always ask her out ma.. Bee got school but we hardly meet.. Scrolling my phone and most of my friends are attached.... How to call them out and made myself like a fool.. Somemore to them I maybe a big light bulb.. Roar...

If working also no life.. Temp not working also no life.. Wonder what's the beauty of being alive.. Sianz.. Now know why I rather be dead then alive as I dun think I will have darn feelings anymore.. How I wish I am 冷酷无情.. Coz I won't have this damn feeling of lonely... Shit.... Life really bored till the peak..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00

Thursday, April 15, 2010

I juz LoVe it When it Rains

Today whole day at home.. Wanna plan to go out but afraid to spend money so hide at home.. LoL... Been reading my comics, talk to Dee on phone and on Skype.. Then read my insurance stuff.. Ya I intend to get into the insurance field because that's the practical basic needed to get into bank..

School loan done.. Waiting for reply from the stupid bank which I think will be long.. Thanks to school.. They given me the deadline till end Apr.. Hehez... Played Bowling with BaoZhuJie and always win her in the start and lose her at the end..

Dee was jealous that I played game with BaoZhuJie and ignore him on skype.. LoL.. But I juz tell him that he keep over there saying things irrelevant de and I dunno how to reply.. So juz keep fu yan him.. Wahaha.... Then after that talk to Dee when BaoZhuJie went offline.. Dee called shortly when I am eating titbits.. Wat a good timing...

Then we chatted as he was having dinner break.. Ya he doing OT and its precisely every day lo.. But no choice la.. His office server like siao one.. Keep having prob.. But good chance to shoot him coz this means that he never did a good job.. Hahaz.. But his colleagues also kinda mischievous la.. Keep go to website got virus de.. He have do them all.. The boss also stingy.. Employ one IT staff nia.. LoL...

I seems like a lot to complain sia.. LoL... Hmm.. Wanna go City Square to walk walk but heavy rain and super shiok so I went to take a nap.. Hehez.. Wake up have dinner.. Refreshed.. Played games and read my comics.. Hehe.. Heading to bed soon.. Heez...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

My Cousins Are Still Sick

Today went back JB.. Talked to Xiao Jiu in the shop and pray Kuan Yin at a nearby temple.. Then chatted with Dee.. Hehez..

Seems like this few days we chat a lot till I always kanna shoot for nothing.. Idiot... LoL... But nice to talk to him la.. Hehez.. Well.. After that Aunty Nic went fetch Li Ling & Li Xing.. Lai was at home.. He is terribly ill..

Heard from Xiao Jiu that he dun wanna eat nor take medicine.. Well I guess its his voice breaking soon ba.. But KW had his man voice at 15 while bro had it when he was 14.. Well.. I wonder how's Lai man voice will sound.. Haha.. 满期待的.. Hehe..

After that to have steamboat at the restaurant Dad used to bring me go de.. The food variety become lesser and expensive.. Li Ling was telling me how long we have not been there.. LoL.. Its 9 years ago.. LoL.. Its practically super long and that year was my N Levels, my Drama Final on Stage and Ah Ma left me during my preparation of my school 2nd Public Play which not in time for Ah Ma to watch my final performance on stage as I am graduating from my Sec Sch that year..

Ah Ma left me almost 8 years and 10 months while my Dad left me behind for 9 months.. Their anniversary kinda close to each other lo.. Ah Ma in June and Dad in July.. Maybe I should plan to pass away in May or Aug.. Hahaz... I think I gonna get smack for this hor, Mr Dee.. LoL...

After dinner, Xiao Jiu and I still not full but we a bit tired of the food there so I decided to head back SG.. See u all next Sat as this weekend I have something on.. Haha...

Lastly, till today I haven't forget the day 4 years ago... Which is a Good Friday and something good happen.. Well 1 year ago this date also the mark of an ending to start of being single.. Wah.. Memorable day sia.. LoL.. But dunno why I just like this day... :)

Into A World of Emptiness @ 22:30

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Bank Loan Done

Today woke up kinda early to do the tax submission.. Anyhow do coz I dunno what relief am I to fill.. Heck la.. Anyway if tio tax then say lah...

Then after that headed to bank to do my study loan.. The bank staff is rather unhelpful de... Kns.. People do bank loan kinda fast de lo... It took me an hour to finish as she told me.. I got a lot of people to attend.. Bla Bla Bla.. I am not interested and when she handed my things back to me, she also like bu shuang.. Kns.. Where on earth service line attitude turns so bad de.. Idiotz and product knowledge is so poor.. Idiotz....

After that went off to have my lunch and buy some miscellaneous stuff.. Headed home to call SG nikon and canon to check out camera price before GST as I need to import camera for Jacq as she wanna buy one... Got the details..

Tomorrow will be heading to JB and seek my supplier to see if they can give me the same package as SG and the price wise too... Getting from direct supplier price will differs a little from SG.. But I definitely won't charge GST lahz... Hehez... As I am not GST registered firm.. Hehez..

Hmm.. Head is having pain.. But I didn't take a nap.. Tolerate till at night had my dinner and I am losing my tolerance so headed off to bed soon.. Alright as I am on phone with Dee.. Hahaz.. He is jealous over some thing.. Well... Thanks for the concern call from JB.. They are wondering I give Dee a chance le ma.. But the ans till today is still No.. If together, I will tell u all de.. What's the hurry sia.. Weirdo.... LoL

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Monday, April 12, 2010

My turn to get Fever

Think not enough sleep.. I fell ill today.. Wootz.. Then Dee accompanied see doc.. He took half day leave.. Felt bad.. Then who knows.. Lai also fall sick.. Wah.. After Xing got fever, both Lai & me also kanna fever.. Weather really too hot till we cannot take it liaoz.. LoL...

Then around 12pm we left JB.. Dee sent me home before he headed to work.. Then I waited for him to online on Skype before going to take a nap.. Chatted with BaoZhuJie.. Hmm.. Actually Wed planning to go see the shop space with her, Dee and Dee's friend de.. But BaoZhuJie not free.. Hmm.. I also developed photos for BaoZhuJie and her MooMoo as its their photo ma.. Hahaz...

Dee reached office kinda late and he is going to OT again as he is trying to earn as much OT pay as he could.. Hmm.. Watched last 2 episode of 就想濑着你.. Hehez.. Its so nice lo.. Then told Dee I watched finish that show.. He was like asking me about the role Jerry Yan acted.. Then I told him, if my bf is like him so jin zhang about his gf.. I will be happy as will know the bf cares ma.. Hahaz.. Dee then asked me do I find that he is like him mahz.. Then I said Dee that he jealous also never say.. How would I know.. But frankly speaking is I know also won't say lahz.. Hahaz..

Had a napped and woke up around 8 plus for dinner.. Dun have appetite.. Zzzz.. Dee still at work.. Then talked to him after my dinner and had bath as I feeling damn hot.. Gonna on air-con tonight.. The weather is really driving me crazy.. Roar..........

Lastly, Happy Birthday to Jian Mei... Hehez.. Its her big day after mine... Well.. Know her since P2.... Its like 17 years le.. LoL.... Well best wishes to my friend.. Hehez...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 22:45

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Feverish Sunday

Today woke up kinda early.. Went to have breakfast with Dee.. Hehez.. Then we went to Xiao Jiu's shop to help out.. Hehez.. Hmm.. Then after that we bring Li Ling out to City Square to buy lunch for Xiao Jiu, bro and ourselves..

Then went to buy present for Jian Mei as tomorrow her birthday.. Hehez.. Dee and me looked around and he knows I like D.I.Y a lot so given me lots of ideas.. Hehez.. We bought assessment book for Li Ling.. Then we bought storybook also.. LoL.. He wanna learn more English.. Hehez.. I am impressed coz my Chinese is lousy lahz.. Hahaz..

Alrightz.. Maybe for his sake I trying to get the basics right lahz.. Well.. At least I still can communicate bahz although not so well.. LoL... Hmm.. Then we headed back to shop.. Received call from mum that Li Xing not well.. Dee and me rushed home to bring Xing to see doc...

When at the clinic.. The nurse mistook us as Li Xing's parents.. Wootz... Really damn pai sei.. Then Dee kept disturbing the nurse and asked her we got fu qi look ar.. Wootz.. Li Xing also joined in the fun by calling Dee, "Daddy".. Wat the hell....

Today what a day sia.. Dee even tell me that he changed his mind.. Having kids also not bad hor... Then I tell him, "Go find a gf la.. Then after that u can ask her to help u have kids.. Hahaz.." Then he wasn't happy... Diaoz.. I wasn't in a mood to joke either... As some things happened... Then we kept silent after Xing see doc... After that we went back home.. I fed Xing medicine and tucked her to sleep.. Kept her accompany.. Dee came and talked to me.. Then he said some things and I was told him not at the moment.. I couldn't because this past 2 months he didn't MIA and forgive him.. What about the following months.. I dun like to be with a person who comes and goes as he likes.. He kept quiet and we sat there to check on Xing's fever... In the end I fell asleep.. Dee took over my duty.. LoL...

Hmm.. Dee woke me up for dinner.. KC they all went home le.. Then went down had my dinner... After dinner took a bath and watched tv.. Digestion seems fast.. Around 8pm like that I am hungry le.. Dee drove me out to buy pizza.. This time round we buy large pizza.. Hehez.. Back home to eat with the rest.. Hehez...

Then around 1o plus, Xiao Jiu they all went to bed.. I suggested that Xing tomorrow dun go sch but it seems to turn deaf to Aunty Nik.. Kinda furious... But suan le.. Its her kid.. The mother dun bother and what makes me care so much.. Dee some more can make fun of me lo.. He said keep tell him I dun like kids but can see how much I like them lo.. If I dun like them, I won't even bother about them.. Idiot Dee... 你给我记住.. Roar...

Then around 11 plus, I intend to turn in for the night.. Before I intend to sleep, I checked Xing's temperature.. She's still feverish.. Then I realised her mother didn't give her eat medicine and asked her to go sleep although earlier her fever went down.. Selfish mother of hers.. Roar.. Xing couldn't sleep and kept talking to me.. Its kinda hot also.. So I decided to go to the pouch to sit and look at the sky.. Xing came out with me.. But I scared she caught a cold and got a jacket for her to wear..

Then was talking to Xing and explained certain things to her.. Xing is kinda obedient.. Last time used to punish her coz she always rude to Po Po.. But now she really kinda obedient le.. Maybe sometimes scolding and punishing is a way to teach a person without having to hit them..

Then we heard foot steps coming from behind.. Turned around, we saw Dee who wanna give me a surprise or scare.. Too bad.. LoL.. Then Xing went up to sleep as she say she dun wanna be light bulb.. Then I told Dee that he could have gone back today but Xiao Jiu wants us to stay till next day.. But he morning will be leaving for SG as I will be going back in the noon... I dun wan him to take leave.. He said its ok de as he seldom take leave... But I feel bad lo...

Then we talked about future and its like the first time we talked about this.. LoL... He got his thoughts and I got mine.. But its seems that it can be planned together.. Hmm.. Then we laughed at each other thoughts.. Somehow it seems funny... Then I was thinking when he is sharing his future thoughts, its like he is always foreseeing the days that we will be together and he had planned what to do everything.. Then I told him.. Like that even he meets someone better, he also won't go after lo.. He said he won't coz if he would.. Years ago he would given up instead of using his career to buried his time..

I was like a bit gulity as I always blaming him for working so late and everything.. Then some more blaming him for MIA-ing.. Now then I realize why... But I am not prepared to be in another relationship as I dunno what am I stress about.. Maybe because Daddy's not around, I give myself too much burden le bahz... Dee said if can I should go out to relax longer... A short trip for 3 days is not enough.. Haiz.. Its getting late and we fell asleep on the swing.. LoL.. House is so hot and at the porch so cooling.. LoL...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Life is like a Script

Today woke up kinda early and not feeling well also.. Hmm.. Msg with Dee on phone.. He is going out with his friends later while I going JB.. While waiting for bro wake up.. I watched show on my lappy.. Darn bored and frankly speaking.. I have been denying about how I am feeling towards certain people..

Well.. The reason is I juz dun wanna get into a relationship which future is far off to be seen.. Then I also wonder how much could I trust this person.. Well... The type of chemistry in between the person and me I look for, couldn't be explained in words..

What am I thinking.... Well.. Sometimes yest I seek my heart to look for the truth.. I had left the dark shadow which was with me and I am able to move on.. But the one I could have been with is always at my side but hardly contact.. LoL.. Its kinda obvious.... Well... Till today I still have not accept him coz of some reasons.. I know the feelings for him are undeniable now.. But I juz can't self to accept him.. Maybe I need some time still as maybe upcoming months we will be spending more time together and see how it goes bahz...

Hmm... Went in M'sia kinda late... Dee didn't reply my msg.. Sianz.... Hmm... Reached JB around 9 plus coz of the stupid JAM... But well.. When reached Po Po house, greeted everyone and had my dinner.. Then everyone seems to be so secretive lo... When I reached.. They keep asked me wanna go upstairs to change then have dinner or go put my bag in my room first.. Hmm.. The thoughts to me were like why they are behaving so weird today.. Normally when I am back, they will asked me to eat first or have a bath first.. Today is just super weird...

Then I had my dinner and decided to head upstairs.. Their eyes were looking up and its like there's something up there.. Then I asked them.. What are u all looking at.. Lai lied to me.. He said there's a big rat upstairs so no one dare to go up.. Then I was like.. Huh.... Big Rat!!! Then u all earlier still asked me go up change then come down have dinner... Then they said the big rat won't bite me.. Wahzzz.. I am super blur de lohz..

Guess what.. When I went up.. I saw Dee... I was like surprised and stone.. Dunno how to react sia..... I was like angry and happy at that moment.. But I shoot him.. LoL.. Coz he come without telling me and totally never reply my msg.. I thought he MIA again.. Hahaz...... Then he was like he came in around 1 plus in the afternoon as I told him I will be at my uncle shop at 2pm.. He waited the whole day.... LoL... But as usual got question and pursue from my closest and dearest family.. But I tell them to give me time as he always MIA.. So if he can change this bad habit.. Maybe I will consider.. Hahahaz.. Po Po was like huh.. Hw long muz she wait... Well..... Kor Kor KC got no gf leh... Why keep haunting me.. Go haunt KC lahz.. Hahaz..

Dee staying for the night.. Heez... I am super hungry due to too happy.. So we ordered pizza.. Pizza Hut in JB having promo.. Buy one free one and overall I spent RM31.40 for 2 pizzas.. Hehez.. Consider cheap and I finished 1 Regular Pizza myself.. The other was shared.. LoL... This is how hungry I am.. LoL.... We didn't go out shopping as its kinda late.. LoL...

Hmm.. Played with the kids... Hehez.. Alrightz.. Gonna go sleep soon.. Hehez.. Sometimes I felt life is like a script.. Coz we are the lead actors/actress of our own script.. U can't predict what will happen but sometimes its juz so drama.. LoL..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:35

Friday, April 9, 2010

SenTosa Night View is Super Nice!!!!

Today went to meet BaoZhuJie for lunch and I forgotten that her lunch hour is 1230 to 1330. LoL.. Reached there 10mins earlier.. LoL... Went to buy Koi bubble tea and headed to Popular to buy some things.. Hehez.. Also try to look for stationery for biz.. Heez..

Then after that back home talked to Dee and BaoZhuJie online.. Hehez.. Dee was unhappy that I am going to meet Wei Li go out for dinner.. But managed to talk him into it.. Diaoz.. Sounded like as if we already together but nah we are friends.. He is always too overly concern.. LoL..

Then we talk about doing business.. Hehez.. He is interested wor.. Then we meeting on wed to go see shop space.. Hehez.. Dee and me super happy sia... We go ga-ga over our planning for the business.. LoL...

Then we also planning on opening hours and all that.. Hehez... Dee is so good.. Hehez.. He is always so nice to discuss things with.. Then he said if can I dun need to pay so much but I share the same profit.. Hehez.. Although he always bully me but he thinks for me also.. Hahaz.. Contradicting hor.. LoL...

Then we were talking throughout.. Then Dee suddenly tell me that hope we could work happily together and he looking to see me in sch.. Hehez.. I also lohz.. Its like somehow fate bahz.. LoL.. Then he added let us work hard for our future too.. I was like huh what our future.. LoL.. He was like he will try to prove that he will change and all.. Well.. I dunno lo.. LoL... But I know he is working freaking hard at his current job and saving as much as he could.. Well... Dun say I dun have feel lahz... But its really somehow I dunno myself also.. He treat me too nice.. I dunno will he go mia anot.. He mia.. I feel lost... So its like... Roar... What I am thinking.. Shift this away from my mind... Dun wanna think.. I prefer now... Living life so carefree.. Wanna go out with who and no strings attached and everyone are friends whom I could chat and also get to know them.. Relationships wait till the later stage then say bahz... Really not the right time to think about it..

Hmm.. After that I went out to meet Wei Li at Vivo City.. Its raining.. Dotz.. Thought no rain.. Who knows it actually rain.. Roar.. So we shopped around Vivo then after that went Sentosa.. Headed to the beach car park.. After that we went Siloso Beach there the Cafe Del Mar.. Wah.. The ambiance is so NICE!!! I like the place at first look.. So relaxing.. The music is jazz.. So calm.. With the sea.. Wah....... I am so light like floating in the air.. I am exaggerating.. But its really nice.. The food there are not bad but we ordered finger food as not so hungry and my appetite not tat good also.. Hehez...

Got nice food, nice place and nice view.. Wahzzz.. Really enjoying lehz.. Talk to Wei Li and kinda fun talking to him.. Hehez... We planned to go Universal Studio together and he said if can ask my BaoZhuJie with her boyfriend.. Hehez.. He is like so friendly lo.. Hmm.. Well I am getting to know him more.. Hehez.. But somehow I realize he is a great friend to be with coz I seldom speak english and its so enjoying.. Yup.. Coz I am all along speaking english since a kid.. So relax.. Hehez.. When I talking in mandarin.. I will tense up as I scare I use the wrong words.. Hehez..

An enjoyable day out.. Hehez.. Home liaoz.. Msg Dee.. Ya he scared I tio bully.. LoL.. But I assured him many times le lohz.. He really hor.. Buay tarhanzzz... LoL.. Well.. Dee really makes me wanna laugh at him.. A guy who seems to be full of confidence but somehow he shows me his weakness too.. Dee if u stop mia-ing.. Maybe I will re-consider... Because today go out with Wei Li... My mind somehow gave me the answer and its for me to know and u to find out.. Hahaz... Ok lahz.. I know u are saying me for talking to u on phone while your phone batt is dying on u and I am blogging at the same time.. Hahaz.. U know I like to multi-task a lot.. Blahz...

Alrightz.. That's all for today and I need to accompany the lonely man on phone as he is on bus going home at this hour.. Really no life.. Well when business and school starts, he probably have to stop his ot and could spend some time to upkeep his life a little.. Hehez..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:20

Thursday, April 8, 2010

LooKing ForWard

Today kinda not feeling well.. Keep diarrhoea and not enough sleep... Went to take a nap at 3 plus then bro called and asked me what Ling & Xing like.. LoL..

Today afternoon talked to Dee online then he also looking forward to school reopening.. Hmm.. Monday will be going to do bank loan as I ask for extension for payment by month end.. Hehez..

After that back to sleep.. Cousin Sis called went down her shop to help her do things.. Then headed back home as never bring wallet.. LoL.. Then headed down PS to meet Ken..

Meet him awhile nia as he passed me bday gift.. Hehez.. Thanks wor.. LoL.. He said still got 2 more.. LoL.. So many ar.. Faintz... Hmm.. Then back home had dinner with mum.. Hehez...

Back home chatted with Ken online as planning to do biz.. Hehez.. Well it will be a secret for the time being.. Hehez.. Then after hanging up with him.. Bro called and mum chatted with him awhile nia.. He will be coming back SG tomorrow.. Hehez...

Then after tat talked to Wei Li.. Tomorrow meeting go Sentosa have dinner.. First time wor... LoL... He also.. Hahaz.... I am looking forward to it.. Hehez.. BaoZhuJie say I can consider to give him a chance.. Well.. Get to know him better than see how lahz.. Dunno got chemistry anot.. Scarly only can be friends nia leh.. LoL...

Tomorrow going to meet BaoZhuJie for lunch.. I missing BaoZhuJie.. Let's Puke.. LoL... Hmm.. Weekends will be heading back JB.. Gonna ask my uncle for some tips.. Hahaz.... Alrightz.. Blog to here and I am going to watch my show.. Hahaz...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:50

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

BacK to SchooL

Today actually meeting Jay for KTV de but some things crop up.. So cancelled... Well.. Evening time went PP to have dinner with mum and then went Aunty Ah Gin's house.. Aunt Martha is there...

Chatted with them.. Planning to go SG Flyer next Sun as Sat I am not free.. But Sun a lot of people.. Aunt Ah Gin grumbled.. Aunt Martha dun wanna take leave on weekdays.. Maybe another week Sat then go.. But intention was to go back JB on weekends.. Since I am going S.H.E concert next Sat.. So weekdays I will go back JB to take a look on things..

Hmm.. Left Aunt's house around 10 plus.. Wah.. Thai now so chaos till news even asked us dun go.. LoL.. I think go there, u won't come back alive.. Hahaz.. Hmm.. Home and open letter box.. Hehez.. MDIS acceptance letter came.. LoL..

Msg Dee and let him know.. I am starting school a week later than him.. Hahaz.. Then we talked on phone.. Hehez.. Its like school not yet start we already planning where to meet all that.. **Sweatz**

Both of us kinda looking forward to it as 1st time we going same school sia.. Last time in ITE.. I at Bishan while he is at Tampines.. Because wanna meet him often.. My friends and I went Tampines there joined their CCA.. While its super funny de lo... Thinking back juz make me rflol..

Talked to him until bro called me in Skype.. Then I hang up with Dee.. Hehez... But we talking on SMS instead.. LoL.. Bro told me he bought tee for me, a bag for mum and my favorite Plum Powder Raisins.. Hehez.. 2 more days my bro will be back.. I wanna see photos.. Ya he take my camera there to help me take nice pictures.. Hopefully he dun give me some unglam de.. LoL..

Then he was like asking me this,"Jie, the Plum Powder Raisins hor.. 两斤 enough a not ar?" Then I asked him how many grams is 两斤.. Then he was like diaoz.. His chinese also cmi de.. Then I went to check dictionary.. Making myself more blurzzzz... Zzzz... My bro also damn good de lo.. While talking to me, he is eating oyster mee sua.. Making me wanna eat.. Roar.. Chou Wei Cheng.. Hahaz.. After hanging up with him.. I went online check..

So 两斤 is acutally 1kg.. LoL.... Wah piangz eh.. Why can't they juz measure in grams and kg jiu hao.. Still need wat 斤 de.. Idiotz.. I think I go Taiwan, there knife sure sharpen until sharp as my chinese is worse than my bro.... LoL.... So wat they say I will goes ok ok and buy as I dun understand mahz.. Hahaz..

Well.. Watched 就想赖着你 episode 13.. Hehez.. Then I will be heading to bed as tomorrow going to do bank loan and need to call up school as deadline for payment is Friday and I today I then receive where got time.. Siaoz.. LoL...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

R.N.J.S.M

Today at home slacked for the first half of my day and played games on MSN with BaoZhuJie.. Chatted with Wei Li on Skype.. Meeting him out for dinner on Fri.. Hehez.. Will be first time going out with him after being colleagues for several months lehz... Hehez..

Then Dee also on Skype.. Talked about school.. His course starting on May 3... I still dunno mine yet so can't tell him.. Yeah.. Like that I can meet him in school often le.. Hehez.. Not bad hor.. Hehez... But we different course... LoL...

Left house around 6.30pm and walked to meet the gals.. Jacq couldn't make it as she got class... Then we planned to meet every last 2nd week of the month.. Hehez.. But Huiling and Mich not free on thurs.. Jacq not free on Tues and Wed.. I temp still can keep my days free.. LoL.. May start school then have to re-plan again.. LoL..

Went Waraku @ Heeren.. Took pics and uploaded to FB.. Hehez... Chatted a lot.. LoL.. Well we talked about a guy.. LoL.. Never knew he's so skimpy.. Wootz.. His gf still can tolerate him.. Thumbs up for her... I think if I am in her shoes.. I would have slapped him and walked off.. Would not imagine spending life with him.. Kinda like a disaster lohz...

Well.. Chatted and eat till 10 plus we headed home.. Walked to Rochor beancurd and buy you tiaos, egg tart and tou hua for mum.. Hehez.. Then walked home from there.. Actually planned to wait for BaoZhuJie together go home de.. But in the theatres so I went home liaoz.. If not can bus with her.. Hahaz.. Too bad.. LoL..

Oh ya.. BaoZhuJie's friend giving her S.H.E concert tix.. BaoZhuJie invited me to go.. Yeah!! I am gonna go S.H.E concert for free.. Hehez.. Thanks BaoZhuJie.. Hehez.. Alrightz.. That's all for today.. Hehez.. Had lots of fun with the gals.. Hehez.. You Qing Wan Shui!!! Know them for 9 years le.. Since 2002 after my 'N' Levels.. LoL...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:40

Monday, April 5, 2010

Tired Tired Tired

Hmm.. Today came back SG kinda late as I woke up late.. My neck is in pain.. Thanks to Li Ling.. Snatching blankets and almost kick me off the bed.. Plus removing the pillow.. Roar.. Making me hard to sleep and waking up several times in the night to find blanket.. Pull down the pillow and kept myself from falling off the bed.. Roar..........

Had lunch at Xiao Jiu shop then headed home.. Kinda sleepy.. Took private car back to SG and the driver first time come SG.. LoL.. Slept awhile in the car by trusting mum to guide him.. But she just stoned there.. When I woke up.. I asked the driver where's he going.. Then he said he dunno the way and he asked but no answer.. I looked at mum.. Kept quiet and direct the driver.. Then mum chipped in.. I got angry but kept my silence.. I sleeping she dun direct the driver.. I woke up to direct, she then know how to open her mouth.. What the heck...

Finally got down from the car and dashed home as I am angry.. Dun wanna talked to her too.. I am in pain and tired.. Roar...... Moody when I do not have enough sleep.. Stella msg us to say that tomorrow meeting for dinner.. We long time didn't meet le.. LoL...

All of us going except Jacq as she got class... Its really hard to get 5 of us to meet up.. LoL.. Well.. Wanna go find Bao Zhu Jie de but I am too tired to postpone to Fri instead.. LoL..

Then talked to Dee, Wei Li on Skype and Ken on MSN.. Yeah.. Wed meeting Jay for KTV.. Thurs Meeting Ken for Dinner and Fri meeting Wei Li go Sentosa.. Hehez.. First time going out with Wei Li although we had been colleagues for several months.. LoL... Alrightz.. Nothing much for today too... Hehez.. Gonna turn in early.. Hehez...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Apart From Bored, I dunno How to Describe

Sianz de.. Went out for hair cut at Jusco.. Had my usual hairstylist.. Hehe.. Brought Li Xing to cut her hair also.. Then after that bring the kids to play at the games centre while mum & Aunty Nik went shopping..

After that headed home for dinner.. Ah Yi gave Ang Pao for bday.. Po Po sarcastically said me why take her ang pao.. Later she want me pay her more.. Really sometimes I tell myself to tolerate.. Mum abit like Po Po.. Everytime say what they think and what others say.. Kns...

Hmm.. Went up room to play on my nds.. When the peeps went back.. I came down to have dinner.. Hehez... After that slacked and bath.. Watched tv.. Xiao Jiu went to bed a while later followed by Aunty Nik.. Well I am hungry and there's nothing to eat.. But frankly speaking.. My taste bud really got prob.. Maybe too heaty le bahz.. Haiz.. Well nothing much for today.. Tomorrow going back SG.. I forgotten to thanks those people who wishes me through phone & FB.. Hehez.. Thanks for making 3rd April my joyful day.. Hehez..

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:40

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Happy Birthday Daddy ~ He's No LonGer Around

Today went back JB.. Kinda moody as if Daddy's around, might be merrier as morning will be greeted with a Great and Warm from Dad with Wide Smiling Face telling me Happy Birthday my Little Girl.. No matter what age I am at.. In my dad's point of view I am always his little girl.. I misses the Smile I got every morning and the special day like this will be a total different...

Well everyone has to move on.. Carried the stuff.. Its kinda heavy.. Went to take private car which cost SGD 12 per person if going City Square (JB).. If wanna go further in, the price will differs.. LoL.. The driver not bad lahz.. Drove us to Xiao Jiu shop and charge us the same amount as kinda near City Square also.. Hehez..

Greeted Xiao Jiu and Aunty Nik.. Then mum and Aunty Nik went off to fetch Li Ling.. Closed shop early and went Tampoi to have dinner.. Li Ling throw tantrum.. I chided her.. She unhappy and dun wanna eat.. I was like kids shouldn't be so picky on food lohz as they are still growing up lohz.. Wasting breath.. After that went to buy noodles for Po Po..

Went home to watch tv and slacked.. Around 9 plus went to Jusco to shop around.. Hehez... Then after that headed home.. Hehez.. Watched tv and talked to bro on skype as he's in Taiwan.. There kinda cold so he brought additional jacket..

Well today kinda nothing much lahz.. No mood to celebrate also.. Wanna eat Mussels.. Aunty Nik only wanna eat satay.. Haiz.... Thought she say I can decide what I wanna eat de.. Becomes she have all the say.. Super no mood.. Didn't talk much either.. Sianz.. I know I stay in SG and meet my friends go out shopping better.. Come in always full of anger.. Sianz...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30

Friday, April 2, 2010

BBQ @ ECP

Today Ken came over my house to help me carry things to BBQ.. Then we went to Tg. Katong there to collect Satay and Otah.. At tat moment I then realize I forgot to bring some food which is in the refrigerator.. Wootz...

U-Turn to go home again then head down ECP.. LoL... When I reaching there, BaoZhuJie & Dickson (何言风) also there liaoz.. LoL.. Kinda random also.. Coz I am DaLang mahz.. LoL.. Okay lahz.. LoL.. Hmm.. Ken start the fire... Diaoz.. He dun wan people to help him also.. Dunno wat to say.. Its a bit like up to him lahz..

BaoZhuJie then tell me a lot of things.. I hear liaoz really wanna diaoz.. LoL.. Its like suan le. Juz enjoy bahz.. LoL.. Hmm.. Didn't eat much as got infection on my body and my taste buds a bit dull.. Sweet stuff I taste sour.. Sianz.. Then sour ones I taste bitter.. Wootz.. Really hay-wire my taste bud gone.. LoL..

Nic came after that not long JJ arrived.. Then Jay followed by Jian Mei.. Hehez.. After that around 7 plus.. Ling Ai & Stan came.. Thanks for the bubble tea gal.. Hehez.. She still remember my favorite flavor.. LoL.. Hmm.. After that not long my mum came.. We cut cake around 9.30pm but no candles so Nic went to look for candles..

Frankly speaking of all presents I like BaoZhuJie's the best.. Its really touching lo... LoL.. She passed me the photo album she did the present for me.. Its 感动到~ 我话可形容.. Hehez.. Super touching till tears welling up at my eyes but it will not flow out.. LoL.. As its really embarassing lo.. LoL..

Played Zhong Ji Mi Ma.. LoL.. The Blacks hardly drink sia.. LoL.. The photos will be upload into FB.. Hehez... Well.. home to pray dad.. Lucky Jay helped me to buy cake.. Hehez.. Thanks Di Di.. Hehez..

Hmm.. After praying Dad.. Packed my bag as going back JB tomorrow.. Hopefully the net in JB is doing fine as I hope to chat with bro through skype.. As wanna know that he is doing fine too.. Hehez... Well a few more minutes to Dad & My Bday.. How I wished that Dad is there to celebrate it.. Last year, someone asked me will I regret if I didn't celebrate it with my dad as I may not have the chance to celebrate with him.. That point of time is that my dad is strong and alive and that person said that kind of words.. I remember that till today... Its like kinda cursing my dad kind.. I have not forgive that person till today... I also drawing further from that person too as I dun really like tat kind of person..

Alrightz.. Thinking of what that idiot person who commented that makes me boil... Shall go sleep and look forward to tomorrow.. Hehez...

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:58

Thursday, April 1, 2010

April's Fool

Usually this year of the time.. Dad would trick us as its April Fool.. But this year is kinda quiet and hollow.. Dad no longer around and Bro went Taiwan, left me & mum.. I am missing Daddy..

Morning went Tekka Market with mum to get stuff for tomorrow's bbq.. Hehez.. Went to eat my all time favourite porridge.. Greeted the uncles & aunties as they know me since I am a kid and I have memories of them when I am 2 years old.. Talking about my younger days as I wanna know more about how was a kid when I do not speak much but follow wherever my parents or Ah ma go.. LoL...

Sounds like I am a obedient kid as that's what my Ah Ma always described me to her folks in Tekka.. Well I never heard that from my Ah Ma although I lived with her since I am kid.. LoL... Interesting lehz.. Mum chatted with them.. Porridge Aunty treat me You Tiao and extra porridge.. Hehez... Then Mee Siam Aunty treat me Bee Hoon.. Soya Bean Uncle treated mum and me Soya Bean Drinks.. Diaoz.. Feeling damn pai sei lohz.. I insisted to pay them as they doing business.. They didn't reject my insist.. Hehez....

After that went Sheng Siong to buy more stuff.. Hehez.. Finished marketing and back home.. Talked to Dee on Skype.. Haha.. I made an effort to go skype and chat with him lahz coz if wanna wait for him to msg.. I wonder when sia.. Later he go MIA againz.. LoL...

Talked to him till he off work.. Then I go napped as kinda sleepy.. My body there got one infection which causes me hard to sleep.. The place it got infected is super unglam.. LoL.. Woke up.. The pain got worse.. Shit man.. Went to see doc.. Had a minor operation.. Its PAIN!! Its bearable but I got through it.. Legs feel numb and weak as tolerated the pain although the doc said will feel numb and not pain which is Fake lo.. I could feel the pain!!!

The whole treatment cost S$65.. So ex... But compared.. I rather see SG doc than JB de as more careful and nice.. Not so rough and make u cry in Pain.. LoL.. Need to go back for follow up on Mon.. Hmm.. Lucky not that big till need go hospital.. If not I will faintz.. Hehez..

After that walked to City Square with mum to have dinner.. When we reached there, we went to Starhub and got Mobile Broadband.. Hehez.. I nw can surf net wherever I go with my Lappy.. Yeah!!! After went to Japanese Food Street for dinner which is Japanese Food Court.. Hehez.. Its the same as Yishun Northpoint.. Hehez.. The food there not bad.. Hehez.. Food court price.. Hehez.. Worth to go la.. Hehez.. Although not much scenery as its the back of City Square.. Hehez.. The green tea comes in Pot and cost S$3.00.. Kinda worth lo.. If 2 person eat S$20 still got change lo.. Hehez..

Guess what I actually dun wanna see be light bulb of BaoZhuJie de.. But bump into her at City Square lohz.. The shopping center not small lo.. Still can bump into each other.. BaoZhuJie, 我们真有缘.. Hahaz.. Well will be seeing her tomorrow for BBQ.. Hehez..

Both of us shared to buy Cardigan Top at Cotton On.. LoL.. Wanna buy 2 for S$20 de but with the mistake of the sales lady we took the 2 for S$30 de.. Suan le.. Its kinda nice without the pockets.. LoL.. Well after that head home.. Hehez.. Was talking to mum on the way regarding Bro as mum asked me where's bro lappy.. Ya precisely its with his friend and its not return after his friend got back from China.. Its like given to his friend like that.. My bro won't ask for his things to be returned de.. Idiotz.. That's what happened to my thumbdrive years ago.. Lend him and he lend others then it never returns.. Asked him he said he forgotten who he lent.. Idiotzz.. I never forget de lo... Now I always dun lend him.. Only lend when I am at home so that he can returned to me immediately after use.. No choice man.. LoL...

Home le saw Dad's friend at downstairs.. Hehez... All asking how am I going to celebrate Dad's birthday.. Well tomorrow night 12am will pray and ask him come home blow cake ba.. Haiz... First time birthday without Dad.. Felt so empty.. Its like celebrating will just remind me that my Dad is no longer around to joke and be the clown around me..

Well.. Talked to Ken on phone.. Eyes really cannot take it.. Gonna hit my sack.. Tomorrow BBQ.. A lot of food can't eat.. Mum called JB to cancel BBQ but will go other place for makan.. Hehez.. Alrightz.. Turning in for the nightz.. :)

Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00

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