It's been some time that I update.. Hahaz.. This week is my study week.. Last weekend was the final for my enjoyment.. Since Monday, had started to plan my mugging schedule.. Kinda slack still although stress but well at this point of time I knew myself that no matter how I gonna memorize it, it will never gets into my brain..
Hmm.. Thanks to my classmates calling me to tell me how's my test marks.. Haha.. Glad to get in between 60 ~ 70 marks.. Gladly that I should aim around there for my final paper for my FA.. For my BM, I jolly well gonna try all my best to attack the questions as my assignment may pull my marks down.. I not sure whether will it be but some how my instinct tells me it will.. Hahaz..
Hmm.. This week kinda lose of concentration as exams is drawing near and yet did I had planned for Taiwan trip.. Most likely on Wed will start planning as that's mark the end for FA & BM exam.. Sch will resume only in mid Sept.. Hahaz...
Well.. Mon was a relax day still for me.. Looked at my books a little and slacked a little.. LoL... When I see my books, my eyes were like.. I wanna zzz.. Hahaz.. Thinking back if I am at my Da Jiu's house.. I won't be so slack le.. Hahaz..
Tues went back JB as Xiao Jiu asked me on some software thingy which apparently not important at all.. Wasted my time going back.. Roar!! But suan le.. Hahaz.. I know how much he wanted me to be back.. Sadly, my Msia PR got rejected.. Haiz.. Maybe will apply again in near future..
On Wed, so coincidence.. My friend asked me to go Kbox.. Xavier called me in noon to ask also.. Hahaz.. It's so qiao.. LoL!! Hmm.. In the end, I turned him down.. LoL.. After Kbox went IMM to shop.. Upon this a lot of u whom know that why I had been going there for a long time.. But it's already memories kept in deep valley.. Went to get some misc stuff and shared Honey Baked Ham.. Hehez.. I love to eat that more than Picnic Ham.. LoL... That's marked the end of Wed..
On Thurs, went to meet my 二姑 at the temple to pray ancestors.. Hmm.. Got burnt on my left palm and the candle wax dripped on my right thumb.. Wootz.. I felt so clumsy.. It seems that I am truly stessed out.. After that headed down to Airport to meet up with Benson.. Studied at T2.. It had a lot of changes.. No more power points.. Think Airport no longer allows people to study overnight ba.. Keep removing power points or locking it up.. Sad case.. Went JB for supper but gastric makes me uncomfortable.. Damn.. Appetite down to zero.. Any way that was happening for the past few days as well.. In no time, I gonna get sick again.. But I dun wanna be sick when going Taiwan.. LoL...
Hmm.. Fri went to Tampines Library to meet Benson again.. Thanks to him.. I had some pointers to study for BM.. Well.. I knew nothing in BM.. He helped me to highlight some points and telling what is needed to study.. Felt so much easier and relieved.. But the worse thing is that next term, I gonna face this lecturer again.. Irene, Benson, Xavier & me gonna face her.. But we are doing different subs.. Benson & Xavier will be in Investment while Irene & me in Finance.. LoL.. She teaching this 2 subs.. Die liao le..
Sat planned to study at my place.. Only Benson turned up.. Wootz.. Studied for FA.. Found a easier way to remember concept but I not sure will it works.. Gonna try.. Taught Benson on how to differentiate the accounts as what should be in trading a/c and what should under profit and loss.. Hmm.. Did practice for FIFO, LIFO and Weighted Average.. Hahaz... FA for me I gonna try to aim an A.. But BM, at least a B or C.. I will be glad as I am sure I have put in my efforts to study although I dunno what the heck it is all about.. Hahaz..
Today I planned to mug for my FA.. Tomorrow after exam.. Chionging home to mug BM.. Same as Tues.. Time really passes so fast.. Exam coming.. After that I can set my heart for my Taiwan trip.. It's time to relax before I heading back to work force..
Hmm.. Above all was a brief update of what I am doing and gonna do.. Well.. Recently talked to one of my close friend.. It's been long that we contacted.. Haha.. I hardly will contact people.. I also dunno why.. I dun take that kind of initiative.. Hmm.. But thanks to her.. I got to know things better. LoL.. Hmm.. She asked me something which sent me to think.. Well.. I may have or not that a person doesn't do what he/she says.. But some times its part of neglience or doesn't really matters to me..
Hmm.. But that sent me thinking as her question was what if it's your partner.. Well.. Then the situation is really different.. Hmm.. That's also why I do not wanna be in r/s.. Hahaz.. A lot to think and ponder.. Too much to be aware of.. Well.. Its hard to find people who are true and its hard to find people who will never take u for granted..
I paused and think.. I told her that people will tend to say and do differently.. But if I found out that I am being make use of, then I jolly well will end everything.. The person better be smart as dun mess around with me.. Its like nothing is fair and square in this world.. Well.. There bound to have a lot of stuff we wanna know about people.. But sometime its through their actions tell it all.. Hmm.. I will trust a person at first but if the person is lying or playing monkey behind my back.. The truth will be out shortly.. I can chose to find out myself or not to.. So I told my friend.. If I gonna have a partner who aren't gonna be true to me, then wait till I found out it will be the time I not going to give any possible chance..
Hmm.. There are a few dislikes that I dun like my partner to have.. But if it doesn't really affect me that much, I will just pretend I dunno about it.. Well I am always observing.. Sometimes I prefer to keep quiet.. My friends tend to feel that I am way to quiet when in group.. Hahaz.. I dun really know how to talk to people whom I just got to know.. I always need people to start the ball rolling.. I dunno how to initiate.. Hahaz.. Firstly, I dun like to have someone to tell me lies or throw blame to others.. What's wrong with owning up.. It will not be pain.. There is a saying when u tell a lie, u need more lies to cover up yr previous lie.. Then in the end.. Its very obvious that u are lying..
Secondly I dun like people who make use of others to gain benefit to themselves.. Thirdly, I dislike people keeping secrets from me.. Better dun let me find out.. If not the trust that was once built will be down the drain.. Lastly, I dun like to be with a person who feels bored and wants someone in life..
Well I had came across friends who are like that.. If I gonna find all this in a person whom I like.. Then jolly well go fly kite.. Haha.. I am super direct about all this.. As no one wants a person to be with u because he/she is bored and needs a companion.. That's not love at all.. LoL... Its more like trying to get a person to be there so that u are not bored.. But if the person not avail.. U still will find another person.. This isn't good to anybody..
I dun care what I said hurts anyone.. Its my point of view.. Can't accept then buzz off.. Haha!! Alright.. I should go back to mug.. Hmm.. But like what my friend said to me.. U will not understand a person any better unless together.. Friend & being in relationship is totally different.. Jiayou my friend.. Hope u will find your xin fu & I will search for mine.. **Winkz**
Had a good conversation with her after so long.. Hahaz.. Think I last saw her is last year.. LoL.. Exam really making my mates & I freaking out.. CONCEPTS!!!!! I need to get them into my brain by today.. Gonna head to sch tomorrow early too.. 3.45pm exam starts.. I wanna excel and not disappoint anyone.. Hehez.. All the best to my peeps for FA tomorrow..