Monday, August 2, 2010
Stress Mode
Well.. As I could see my blog is lacked of updates recently.. A month had passed.. Dad already a year.. My exams drawing near..Apart from studying and mugging.. I had tried to distress by going back to play games with my friends.. Apart from that I meeting John and Bryan frequent for supper..My gastric attack me again after so many months of silent.. But this time the pain is unbearable.. But medicine ran out.. Mum gave something she bought from polyclinic also for gastric.. But in turn, it stopped my pain a little but gave me rashes all over.. Wootz...Then mum said go hospital see doc.. But she grumbled all the way there.. I wasn't happy... But I kept silent as I am tolerating the itchiness the rashes are creating.. I had to stop myself from scratching it.. Roar.. Its so unbearable..Life is so vulnerable.. Too stress u got sick.. My assignment is always hanging in the air.. No motivation to do.. Looking at it.. I was wondering.. Why I couldn't understand it.. Why so difficult.. But when reading the text I bought... Its like I had to understand it myself.. Wat the lecturer taught is wasting her breath..Well... Fri Serene came over to stay a night at my hse.. She intended to stay another day on sat but her mum grumbled.. Asking her to go home at wee hours of 3am which I personally think is unsafe.. I told her to negotiate with her mum tat she will be home on Sun 7am.. Her mum insisted.. Wootz.. I got no comments.. Accompanied her to take cab.. My mum is worried for my safety..Reached home.. Mum was grumbling about how Serene's mum could ignore her daughter's safety.. I told mum not to interfere.. Well every family has their probs.. But when not spoken about it doesn't mean no probs..Dee having exams this week.. But he came to find me yest as he knew I wasn't feeling well from my cousin.. Thanks lo my cousin so.. arz... I trying to drift further as I dun wan to be too close.. I wanna avoid him so that he won't pop anymore question of being together tat kind of stuff.. Many reasons behind about why I dun wanna and I dun like to explain.. So juz let it be..He accompanied me till dinner time.. Then he left home to join his family for dinner.. He see me play game while he was studying.. Then I took a nap after he left.. Phone start to ring.. LoL.. Disturbed nap eventually.. Sleepy tone.. Woke up around 10 then back to play game with Serene..Saw her friends.. Well.. I had no comments about them.. Really got a kind of unfriendliness in game.. But who cares.. LoL.... Erm.. I couldn't be bothered.. LoL..Well.. Today having lesson.. I dunno why I no mood.. I thinking whether should I go lesson or should I juz go for next week class.. Today class juz skipped it.. Hmm.. Thinking wat should I do.. I am so lazy and I rather stay home to study and do assignment... Should I? Wait till the time draw closer then I decide ba.. LoL...
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