Thursday, August 12, 2010
Received An Email of Apology **Sweatz**
Checked my email at shop.. I was in shock mode.. My cousin, KC and his good buddy, Dee went to type some nonsense in my tag box and I sms to screw them tat day.. LoL..They freaked me out by writing apology letter to my email.. Wootz.. Super funny de.. Well.. I shall keep it private.. By their instructions, I needed to post this, "Please kindly ignore their conversation and they apologize for any misunderstandings caused.."Well.. They wrote kinda long.. Funny de.. Actually after saying them, I totally never care about it.. Hahaz.. Well.. I never expect such a formal apology de.. Hahaz.. Idiotz lo.. Made me feel bad now.. Zzzz.. I hardly will take things to heart.. I mean I say liao then I will juz forget it.. Hahaz..I let Xiao Jiu see what did our Ke Ai Lao Ge write.. Kor Kor gonna tio shoot when he comes back from US... Wahahahaz.. But I will sure missed this scene.. Xiao Jiu say he video let me see.. **Faintz**Erm.. Had steamboat for dinner.. But I was too hungry till gastric attack me.. Zzz.. Xiao Jiu helped me buy medicine.. Ate to subside the pain awhile.. Feel so sickly today.. Woke up with runny nose.. Roar.. Then got gastric.. WTH is wrong with today..Played with Shan.. Asked Xiao Jiu helped me developed a photo coz current one was fading.. Then he said he wanna enlarge it.. Hang one in my room at Granny's house and the other one gonna bring it back to SG and hang it in my room.. I asked him to develop one 4R size de so that I can paste it on my study desk..Tat pic is my dad's fave.. Heard from Xiao Jiu its taken when I am 5 and my bro was 2 at the studio.. Memories... Guessed what I even found my toy in the shop today.. Its still in shape.. Wahahahaz.. Somehow like back to the days when I spent the beginning of my life at there before headed over to SG to stay with my parents.. This is also why KC, KW and me were so close.. When we were kids, KC goes to sch near granny's house while Ah Yi will bring KW to granny's house to play with me.. Then when about time Ah Yi will go pick up KC and us all go makan.. Talking about it, its like so much had change.. Hahaz.. I remembered Ah Gong likes to bring us go seaside to play and tell us his stories.. Hahaz...Well.. The process of growing up is to accept the leaving of love ones.. But none left a painful memory in me.. They taught me a lot about life.. Frankly speaking when talking about all this, I dun miss them so much as I miss my dad..The feeling is totally different.. I tend to get over the lost of them easily.. But the lost of my dad, I still unable to take it.... I still called out to my dad when I having nightmares.. I try ways to take it and move on.. But its really damn hard...... Its so torturing inside..Frankly speaking, the hardest thing in life is to bear the pain of losing parents.. The pain is totally unbearable and you have to keep reminding yourself that they no longer around to be there for u when u r down..I won't deny that sometimes at home, I had queries.. I will just walked out of my room and goes, "Daddy I wanna buy........" I will paused there looking at the empty space he used to sit there every day.. Then I will like arghzzz what the hell happen to me, my dad not around le.. Wootz..Alright.. I am not emo-ing.. Its juz thoughts of sharing.. Hehez.. I will juz laugh it off and move back into my room.. Hahaz.. Well.. Its like a routine of my life.. Whenever I wanna do something or buy something.. My dad always the one I ask for opinions.. Hahaz.. I too used to my dad being around.. LoL...
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