Today actually wanna meet Ah Pek for Yum Cha.. But msg him said postpone.. As I heading JB.. Wanna go see how is my photo being developed..
Hmm.. Xiao Jiu best de lo.. Tell me that he haven't do coz he said background hard to change as last time the old one is black so our hair can't really be seen.. Faintz.. I told him.. Dun change background lo.. Juz use back what it is and enlarge it.. I wanna hang it in my study room..
Hmm.. Had steamboat again.. No appetite.. I ate really little nowadays.. Half bowl of rice, I am full and steamboat I only ate 2 small bowl.. Xiao Jiu was shocked at my appetite as normally I will sit and eat till the last..
Everything is so stressed up.. Hmm.. Had been talking to Kor Kor during the day when he called.. He seems to be relaxing lo.. Hmm.. He asked what I wanna buy in US.. I told him, get me the limited edition of Pooh bear he can find.. Hahaz.. He gave a fainting voice.. Wootz..
When heading back from JB.. SG custom door was locked for 15 mins.. The people inside was like having a break.. Hmm.. Dunno what happened.. But after going through the custom.. Waited another 15mins for the freaking bus.. Zzz.. Mum then grumbled to me when we were home that I shouldn't have postpone my driving test to help........ She didn't complete her sentence as she know what she gonna say will made me angry and I may even dun wanna eat for days..
Well... I just dun like my family to argue or have dispute over "$".. Its a very sensitive issue.. I dun care who will I offend in my family.. Whoever compare or say ill of another person bcoz of "$".. Be prepared to be shoot by my words.. As it will be not some soft but polite words to stop u from talking about "$".. I will be harsh and straight to the point.. I will not care about how he/she feels when I said that.. Kor Kor knew about this incident.. He is always the one to stop them from saying if not another one will kanna my harsh bullet.. ;p
I only like to talk to my cousins because when I talk to them, I dun need to bother about my tone.. I am happy or angry.. They hear it through my words and not by tone.. Well.. Because I always say what I wanna say and forget about the tone I am using.. If want me to focus on the tone I am in to make sure that person understands me... Then I won't talk much and I will just give one word reply.. Therefore why sometimes I am so reluctant to talk because if people who understands me won't be bothered with wat kind tone I am talking..
Kor Kor is right.. I do not have to bother what others commented.. As long as I am comfortable being myself.. Then carry on.. Do not have change to accommodate the other ears.. If I am doing that, I got to think how many ears I got change to accommodate it.. It will then be tiring for me and being not happy.. But he said comments are meant to be appreciated.. Doing it or not is my decision.. Hahaz.. Thanks to Lao Ge... Heez.. Although he is so far.. But what he said made some sense to me.. LoL.. Thanks Lao Ge for the encouragement.. I will jia you de!! ^_^