Tuesday, August 3, 2010
爱一个人好难, 讨厌一个人很容易
不知道为什么今天好不顺.. 中午到外头吃午餐然后帮我表弟增来买学校鞋以为婆婆打电话通知我.. 好久不前刚买一双给他, 那么快就坏了..在上学的路上买了KOI 泡泡茶.. 到了学校和同学会和.. 上课几乎都在转简讯也抄了老师给的考试练习但是好多事多讲的因为他说了一些不是终点但和其他的题目也连不上关系.. LoL...放学等了我小学朋有, 琳爱, 一起回家.. 她今天刚好也有上课所以就一起回.. 碰到一些令我好不愉快的事.. 把想吃夜宵的念头打消掉因为我不想因为一个人的拿不定决定而把食物的美味给败掉.. 出去因该是很快乐的就因为末个白痴破坏了我的Mood..回到家, 我妈看到我脸无笑容问了我发生什么事.. 把事情的来龙去脉都告诉了她.. 发了简讯跟他们说取消聚餐.. 读了简讯的两位朋友都知道我生气但只有那白吃不懂还问我为什么.. 那个时候我忍气的回"累"..John 回到家就帮我买了豆浆然后过来找我因为我要跟他换马币.. 不可能要我回到学校那里和他碰面.. 我不想在出门了.. 我原本想玩game的但是我不想和任何人说话.. 就等了好久大概每个人会offline时我才online.. John还在online.. 和他小聊了一会儿, 他就offline了..没心情玩游戏, 就surf net.. 不知不觉就想到了标题的词.. 人生真的很奇怪.. 我们想要好好爱一个人时, 我们却决得好难.. 一但爱上了然后吵架要分, 就觉得好难分.. 我们只会想到什么是难.. 但是什么是容易的.. 讨厌一人, 恨一个人, 说别人的坏话, 糟蹋别人是最容易的事..做人为什么不能简单一点呢? 和睦相处很难吗? 有时让一下别人会受委屈吗? 我真的好搞不懂.. 我一直觉得简单就是辛福.. Its typically like when people think for them.. They take others for granted.. I really dun understand what the heck is going on.. Can't they give in a little when others being considerate.. Everything also wanna take but dun wan give.. This type of people are too demanding in life and think too highly of themselves..When given solution on how to do it.. All it say is dunno.. It deems my mood... I wonder wat's the point of going when the atmosphere and situation already turns unhappy when tat person still doesn't know wat's going on.. I really had nothing to say.. If like tat next time I gonna be blunt with my words.. I dun give a damn on tat person feels.. Since tat person doesn't give a damn on how others feel.. Why should I be so nice then... I can't find reasons to be good in some ways if the same situation gonna surface again.. I will juz give answer of meet or dun meet... If tell me too much.. The conclusion will be dun meet... I won't persuade anymore... Waste my breath and effort to ask and in the end I got nothing but angered... Damn it.. Spoil my day.. I know I shouldn't had asked.. Partially also my fault for being nice to intro more friends for tat person..Well.. Tat person doesn't appreciate me but in turn said I made it feel as an extra.. Please la.. People talk.. Tat person kept quiet and listen.. Telling me that it can't come into the topic.. WTF!! Mouth is sealed or wat.. Dun understand dunno how to ask.. Want to make friends.. Then bloody open your mouth.. Kept it shut as if people will understand u... I had kept this anger in me for too many days..... All accumulated and blown off..... Ya its all linked.. Tat person only know how to blame others but frankly... I wonder did it look at itself realizing that it does have faults sticking to it instead of blaming.. I dun say no one at fault.. We may neglect tat it doesn't know.. But we had try to get it into topic but it doesn't response and stare blankly at us.... We took the first step but it doesn't appreciate and blame us.. How do I feel? Discriminate my friend(s) to me not once but twice.. Wanting attention from my friend (s) but can't get it and say their bad or watever.. WTF!! Ps guys and gals.. I really dislike this kind of behavior..I am angered so I blog about it.. I know its not good to talk bad about others.. But I really dunno wat to do... Its really kinda fxxk up attitude of this person.. Firstly it meet my super good friend... Said bad about her because it can't get into the group.. Now.. I intro another 2 of my best buddies since 2002 and it said they focus on me more and it felt like an extra.. I really feel like telling it tat since going out with me & knowing my friends making it feel so extra then jolly well get out of my circle of friend and always be yr loner.. I tried to help it to know more friends so that it won't have to be a loner and enjoy the chilling, crapping and sharing with friends.. But wat type of attitude is this...... I am up to my limits... Should I carry on helping this person or should I give up and let it be wat it is and classify as pointless?Ps I am really angry till I dunno where to vent my anger... Dun meant to tarnish anything.. But its a way I hope I can get it off my chest and off to bed without it bugging me.. -.-
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