Saturday, June 26, 2010
Life is Boring
Yest kinda bored.. Went Vivo in the late afternoon.. Bought some home stuff.. Then went City Square to buy dinner.. After that head home.. Bro went to meet his buddies so left mum & me to have dinner..Its a Sat and I am staying home.. Its feels so dead.. Mon ~ Fri most of my days I am at home.. Even a Sat I am still at home.. Kinda bored.. Wanna go out but its rather bored to shop alone.. Who can I call? I dunno.. Scroll through my list and I give up in the end.. Watch DVD till I stoned and lastly I fell asleep.. Its so dead to me.. I really dun like to stay on weekends..Really seems so lonely and deserted.. Wonder is this the feeling of old people whom their kids dun wan them? Hmm.. I am tired of talking and everything.. It seems like no matter how much I try to improve in speaking the right things.. But somehow the more I talk the more mistakes I make.. I am getting tired of life.. I really finds no motivation of living on.. I looked at my mum and bro.. They dun need me at all.. I am like an extra living and doing my best to make everyone happy.. But deep down I am not happy.. Why no one notice this? Haiz....
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