Tuesday, June 8, 2010
BM Driving Me Nuts
Today was told that our project details for BM is received through email.. So I came home and checked.. I didn't received.. The school coordinator really hor no comments..... KNS!!Asked my classmate to send me instead.. Hehe.. Thanks Xavier.. Hehez.. Well.. Nothing much today as school is really as usual.. But lesson seems enjoyable when my fun loving classmates are there as lesson tends to be less boring.. Hehez...After school, bused home.. Alone on the journey home.. Hmm... I somehow getting use to this kind of life le.. Well.. A lot of people around me keep asking me to find a partner and move on.. But I really dun have the mindset of moving another step but wanna enjoy life like there's no tomorrow.. Ever since my dad left.. I had changed my thoughts and everything..Life what does it really mean to you? Well.. Life to me differs now than last time.. Usually I rather spend with love one and constraint myself to a particular.. But now I rather do what I like and enjoy as much as I can. I dun wan to wake up and find out that I had left this world with not accomplished.. I dunno when I will be knock out or knock down or simply to say.. Leaving this world unknowingly in sleep.. None of us could tell whether do we have tomorrow.. Life seems strong on the outer but its indeed freaking fragile.. Like my dad.. He could smile and joke with us the day before as his usual daily life style.. He looks strong and could use his strength to pinch us... But the day after.. He falls into a coma.. None of us expect that neither my dad does as he said he wanna go Vivo.. But he was in coma the next day.. He can't go Vivo anymore..Well.. A lot of things left unsaid and undone for him.. But for me.. I had to move on.. Bearing the agony in me.. There's a lot to take in strife.. But what can I do.. I cried out.. I felt weak.. But none lend a helping hand to pull me together.. But frankly speaking.. Like what one say.. Facing yr failure or losses, the right way is to try to stand up on yr own instead of rely on others..Well.. I do hope I could have the person I could really spend my life with.. Slowly bah.. Too rush will just make things worse right.. I really do not have anyone in mind now.. I really kept my mind blank.. :)
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