Well.. Today aunts came to visit mum.. Hmm.. Had a little chat with them and from a kid a lot of stuff being reminded..
I really cannot take it anymore.. Last time we are well to do.. But after dad's biz flop.. We are no longer that well to do.. I no longer take myself as if I am still living luxury life.. I learnt to stand on my own.. Well.. Dislike those discriminating others words..
Hmm.. I tried to take a look at my past.. 2 big boxes of toys which I didn't really touch them since a kid.. I got no child hood memories.. Well.. I didn't know I got so much toys.. I had arranged for donation to the orphanage.. Hehez.. Then I saw something.. Photos... Memories.. Why are they there.. LoL.. Hmm.. Dad kept it there.. So took it to snap and posted on FB.. Mum saw one of it and said I look exactly like Dad.. Wonder how true it is.. LoL..
Hmm.. Its time I give up le.. Moving on with life and try to get rid of the unhappy stuff.. Well.. A dozen of my friends asked me how come I cherish my current number so much that I hold on to my phone where ever I go.. The reason is my current number holds precious memories between him & me.. Forget it.. So far I only get rid of the phone but not the number coz I juz get rid of his msg in my phone but not the memories..
Hmm.. Maybe its time to let another person to step into my life once again but Dee I got to say sorry.. I really treasure our friendship.. So I really hope we juz be what we are now.. Close friends whom can chat about anything..
Well.. Today lesson was really catch no ball.. Lecturer spoke as if she is challenging with the bullet train.. I only can catch merely.. Overall, I am stoning and highlighting from the slides she had displayed.. Wootz..
After lesson went to meet John.. Then headed to ECP for supper.. Wootz.. Many of u may think ECP again.. Well.. ECP is the nicest place to heal the wound of the heart.. Hmm.. A lot of things changed.. A lot of things need to take in stride.. A lot of move on need to be done.. I am juz starting to do so only.. Is it kinda late to do so.. Well everyone had their own pace to heal their lost heart and soul ya..
Home not long and gonna rush my assignments for tomorrow.. Been enjoying and hardly touch my assignments.. Wootz.. Gonna finished it and head off to bed.. Hehez.. Tomorrow gonna meet Bee together to school.. Hehez.. But after lesson will be going alone bahz.. Hmm.. I am still feeling sick.. But hopefully I am not dying soon as I didn't even visit the doc after I finished my medication.. Hahaz.. Its plainly lazy to go see doc and eat the same old medicine which doesn't cure...
Lastly, tell me this photo do I look so much like my dad? **Puzzled**