Sunday, April 18, 2010
Steamboat @ Bugis
Today meet Dee to see shop space.. Dee said we go look around somemore before we decide... Then after that we go Mac have drinks..Dee's mum was down with Lung Cancer.. Hmm.. He told me that he kinda busy as after work, he mostly spend his time in hospital.. But his mum had discharged and awaiting for operation..Then we chatted a little... Dee told me a lot of things and I shared my thoughts with him.. Hmm.. Well Dee gave advise.. Maybe I will heed or maybe I will not coz future is not decide by others but myself...Sometimes I wonder why life can't be simpler... Dun need to brood over so much.. Maybe I am stressing myself too much after Dad's death.. I am losing myself.. I sometimes dunno what I am doing.. I got woke up easily and didn't have enough sleep..Well.. Heart and mind is really hard to coordinate man... Nowadays my heart feels, my mind can't relate.. My mind thinks and my heart can't understand.. Then question marks are blooming all over my head...... Ain't quitting my job should be much more relax.. Why am I still so clustered??Well.. Forget it la.. I not going to bother with it anymore... If it is meant to be then let it be.. If its not, I dun wanna talk about it... Its kinda hard to share with people nowadays as too many things to bother... Dee thanks for hearing me out and I am now more clearer of what I want.. Hehez... Glad I have a close friend like u.. Sometimes I am lost, u guide me and although I do not is it worth to share with people I am close.. They may feel vex with what I am thinking.. But I am not gonna be bothered as its my life.. No matter how it goes, I will have to bare the responsibilities of my choice.. Hehez...Well.. Went to meet Wendy & Bryan for dinner.. Bryan told me he purposely late de.. Wendy confirm will kill him if she knew about this.. LoL.. Then we went to Ya Kun as Wendy had not eat anything yet... Around 6 plus we went to have steamboat.. Hehez... Wendy really eat a lot lo.. Bryan ate not much he full le.. I gave up shortly after that.. Wendy is still eating lo.. She's such a glutton... LoL...Then we had girls talk when Bryan is away.. Hmm.. Well everything juz soon qi zhi ruan ba.. Feelings can be build de.. But its also like I so long never meet them le.. Slowly ba.... Hehez... Then after eating we took some pics and Wendy went off to bring home her kids.. Erm.. Everyone has their own probs... Then Bryan & me went MS to catch bear.. Hehez.. Played Jackpot machine.. Got a Big ones and several small ones... LoL.. Make the money worth.. After that went to Cineleisure as Bryan thought of watching movie but nothing to watch lo...Walked to Rochor Beancurd... Bought beancurd for mum & myself... Then headed home.. Bryan said he long time didn't visit my mum le.. So he came home with me.. Chatted online with Wendy.. He headed home shortly...
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