Today woke up kinda late.. LoL.. Then talked to Dee online.. Gotten my time table from the course coordinator.. My lessons are on Mon & Wed and sometimes Tues.. Wee... 2 days lesson per week.. Hahaz..
Well I can now finally plan my schedule of work and all.. Wahahahaz... Hmm.. Lesson will be from 7pm - 10pm & apart from Tues lesson, both days can meet Dee at school.. Not forgetting Hailey as well.. Haha...
Haven't tell Dee my time table yet.. LoL.. Although he had been asking me every day.. Wahahahaz... Hmm.. Today did some revision too but nothing gets into my brain.. Think tired ba.. Then talked to BaoZhuJie.. LoL... Thanks to Dee as he helped me a lot of getting IPs.. For info.. When a person keep saying 不是我, its obviously telling u that its him/her.. When someone did something behind your back and u got to know who is it.. When u try to sound that person out and if that was the reply given.. 99.5% sure is he/she did it... Well nothing can beats my brain of thinking... I wanna find out or not, its within my means..
I may try to be stupid in certain areas but nothing is I dunno.. Its juz whether I want to do it or not... Hahaz.. Dee found my potential today wor.. I just can't hide things from him.. Idiotz.. Always tear my stage.. LoL.. But at least he taught me a bit as human brains are working.. Haha... Sometimes being stupid is a benefit.. Haha..
Well.. Although evidence is not full proof.. Fingers pointing is useless.. But this proves to me that the person is childish.. Haha... One more thing.. Never think u are smart as there will be people smarter than u.. :)
Today also tried to redeem my points via Starhub webby and their rewards are not attractive.. I got no choice to redeem useless stuff like waiving off subscription plans for a few months.. Waste of time.. Where's the luxury of items goes to... Maybe there gonna be a big change soon..... Well well.. Tomorrow going out with Mum and Mother's day coming.. Planning how to celebrate.. Ya this year a lot FIRST TIME without my dad.. Let me list them:
1 New Year Without Daddy
2 Chinese New Year Without Daddy
3 Birthday Celebrated Without Daddy
4 Mothers' Day Without Daddy
5 Bro's NS Enlistmen Without Daddy
6 Fathers' Day Without Daddy
..... And ..... This I had listed I had spent it last year with Daddy or didn't even spent it with Daddy.... Before he passed on in 16 July 2009 (Thursday).. He didn't get to celebrate National Day last year.. He didn't get to celebrate Mum's Birthday and lastly, he can't give my bro a memorable 21st Birthday.. It all happened in such short period of time... Till today I am still crying to sleep as I Miss My Daddy too deep till I still dunno how to survive his death..
Well.. I am kinda honest with this.. I slept as late as 3am.. Imagining the time my dad used to be home and I chatted with him till 3am usually then head off to bed.. It seems like I am just back to the day before 9 July 2009.. The day my dad admitted into hospital.. Every little detail I am remembering it clearly in my mind..
Its like a nightmare which hard to forget and get by.. It flashes every now and then in my brains... I am afraid and hollow.. I dunno what to do.. Where's the chatty I have.. Why he just left without giving me ample time to accept this tragic moment of life.. A few more months to go.. It will be Daddy's One Year Death Anniversary.. Time really pass so fast that its almost a year... I really miss Daddy badly....... Its like he took a One Way Ticket and never gonna head back..
Much of a sorrow... Nothing could stop from not thinking of my dad.. Well.. Lucky Dee is there to change my mood back to track daily by saying nonsense and lame things.. Haha....... Alright.. That's all for today.... Hehe..