Saturday, April 10, 2010
Life is like a Script
Today woke up kinda early and not feeling well also.. Hmm.. Msg with Dee on phone.. He is going out with his friends later while I going JB.. While waiting for bro wake up.. I watched show on my lappy.. Darn bored and frankly speaking.. I have been denying about how I am feeling towards certain people..
Well.. The reason is I juz dun wanna get into a relationship which future is far off to be seen.. Then I also wonder how much could I trust this person.. Well... The type of chemistry in between the person and me I look for, couldn't be explained in words..
What am I thinking.... Well.. Sometimes yest I seek my heart to look for the truth.. I had left the dark shadow which was with me and I am able to move on.. But the one I could have been with is always at my side but hardly contact.. LoL.. Its kinda obvious.... Well... Till today I still have not accept him coz of some reasons.. I know the feelings for him are undeniable now.. But I juz can't self to accept him.. Maybe I need some time still as maybe upcoming months we will be spending more time together and see how it goes bahz...
Hmm... Went in M'sia kinda late... Dee didn't reply my msg.. Sianz.... Hmm... Reached JB around 9 plus coz of the stupid JAM... But well.. When reached Po Po house, greeted everyone and had my dinner.. Then everyone seems to be so secretive lo... When I reached.. They keep asked me wanna go upstairs to change then have dinner or go put my bag in my room first.. Hmm.. The thoughts to me were like why they are behaving so weird today.. Normally when I am back, they will asked me to eat first or have a bath first.. Today is just super weird...
Then I had my dinner and decided to head upstairs.. Their eyes were looking up and its like there's something up there.. Then I asked them.. What are u all looking at.. Lai lied to me.. He said there's a big rat upstairs so no one dare to go up.. Then I was like.. Huh.... Big Rat!!! Then u all earlier still asked me go up change then come down have dinner... Then they said the big rat won't bite me.. Wahzzz.. I am super blur de lohz..
Guess what.. When I went up.. I saw Dee... I was like surprised and stone.. Dunno how to react sia..... I was like angry and happy at that moment.. But I shoot him.. LoL.. Coz he come without telling me and totally never reply my msg.. I thought he MIA again.. Hahaz...... Then he was like he came in around 1 plus in the afternoon as I told him I will be at my uncle shop at 2pm.. He waited the whole day.... LoL... But as usual got question and pursue from my closest and dearest family.. But I tell them to give me time as he always MIA.. So if he can change this bad habit.. Maybe I will consider.. Hahahaz.. Po Po was like huh.. Hw long muz she wait... Well..... Kor Kor KC got no gf leh... Why keep haunting me.. Go haunt KC lahz.. Hahaz..
Dee staying for the night.. Heez... I am super hungry due to too happy.. So we ordered pizza.. Pizza Hut in JB having promo.. Buy one free one and overall I spent RM31.40 for 2 pizzas.. Hehez.. Consider cheap and I finished 1 Regular Pizza myself.. The other was shared.. LoL... This is how hungry I am.. LoL.... We didn't go out shopping as its kinda late.. LoL...
Hmm.. Played with the kids... Hehez.. Alrightz.. Gonna go sleep soon.. Hehez.. Sometimes I felt life is like a script.. Coz we are the lead actors/actress of our own script.. U can't predict what will happen but sometimes its juz so drama.. LoL..
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