Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Moody~
Today reach work on time.. Its hardly I will be on time... LoL... Talked to Wendy one of my sales colleagues MSN as she today on MC due to 2 days of insomnia.. Dunno what happened to her...
Today also Su Yin's last day... Well its like another 2 more weeks will be my last day too... Keith came to ask me when last day.. LoL.. They like to disturb me a lot.. LoL... Today Wei Li asked me to join them for tea break but I am busy.. So Wei Li bought F & N orange for me instead.. Hehe.. Weird eyes suddenly looked at me.. Dotz.. I was like what the.. Juz a can of drink.. Need to look until like tat mah.. Hau knew Wei Li bought drinks for me as I tell her.. Anyway Hau and me dun quite like the one sitting in front of me..
Worked till 7.30pm today.. Went home... On phone with Nic and suddenly Dee called.. Hang up with Nic and asked Dee's call.. He freaking funny as he call to tell me his handphone low batt but wanna call to find out whether where am I liao.. LoL... He is so funny la.. LoL.. Home then had my dinner.. Totally no appetite.. Mum kept rumbling about 2nd day of CNY go my Da Jiu house.. Ask me dun make things difficult for her.. She only think about herself.. What about my feelings? I dun really feel like calling someone who think she rules the world.. Juz bcoz she call and asked me go coz if not she will kanna scolding from Da Jiu.. You think I give a damn....
I really said I hate from tat day she tried to hit me.. The scar although gone but its deeply buried in my heart... I dunno if I really go I would make things turn more nastier.. I know when I am not happy I will write all over my face.. If this is what she want.. Then I will do it.. I already say dun force me.. I will turn freaking nasty... Really no mood.. Stopped eating as no appetite.. I thought my mum would understand my feelings like my dad do.. But she utterly disappoint me.. Its like dad always know more than my mum.. She cares about nothing but herself.. Feeling damn sian..
Browsing web feel like going off for a short trip.. Forgetting about what fxxking reunion dinner... I really do not have mood for this bloody CNY at all.. Really no mood... This year so SUX!!! How I wished Dad is there to comfort me... :(
Dun force me anymore... I say I dun like and I am feeling damn uncomfortable.. If u keep forcing me, then I got to say sorry.. This year I dun feel like having any reunion dinner.. I will go MIA till 2nd day of CNY is over.. I really mean it!!!
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