Tuesday, January 5, 2010
B4 Commenting Others, LooK at Yourself 1st
Yest took MC.. Low blood pressure again.. Well... Its always occurring every month.. Thanks Dee for accompanying me go see doc and thanks for your 爱心早餐.. :)
After Dee went off to go get stuff for his office, I went to take a nap.. Woke up le watch 桃花小妹.. I now then watch coz no show to watch le.. The show not as nice as 海派甜心.. Hehe..
Talked on MSN.. Then a lot of things I dun wanna say lah... A person mature or childishness cannot be judged by behaviour..
Ya a person may act like a kid but think like an adult.. So wat u gonna say about this person... I really blood boiled.. There are a lot of things I dun share, dun say and keep it to myself.. I have tons of worries in me... In a few months time, my bro will be entering army... My mum will be alone most of the time as I might have to work OT.. I wanna start my own business but I got to have capital...
Then somemore my dad left us which is a big blow to all of us in the family... I have so many roles to play.. At work I tried to be humble.. Even got stepped on my tail.. I tried my very best to tolerate... Then at home, I tried to give everyone the comfort and support... The only time I could let myself be free and easy to enjoy like there's no tomorrow is when I am with my friends....
Well.. A person maturity cannot be judged by how they behave... Its based on how they resolve every single problems faced... How they react when they faced with serious probs... If its enjoying time, no one will bothers if that person plays till exaggerating or wat.. Every person wanna share wat they like.. As everyone will share their joy & woes and we as listeners, we could know how they actually feeling..
For instance, just because the person play until so crazy and passerby will look.. But sometimes it brings joy into our people's life.. Ya it may not occur to u because u keep wanting to portray that u are mature.. But being overly mature and discriminate others... That's makes no difference... I learnt... I realized a person have to be flexible to the environment instead of waiting for the environment to flexible with u.. Which is IMPOSSIBLE!!
Frankly speaking, when u wanna say others.. Best is look at yourself first... Coz I dun think a mature person would say others being childish... If u really want attention, sorry my attention is not for u only... When in a group, its for everyone & not u alone.. Juz like what I had say.. Dun feel good when going out, then juz reject..
As for friends are like passers-by.. They came in and out of our life unknowingly.. So if wanna look for a true friend.. I could say its an impossible thing also... I rather u cherish wat u have now... Juz because of finding a true friend and neglect the friends u have now.. I felt it would be a regret later as your friends now may juz give up and move on.. While u still looking for yr true friend which have slim chance to come by...
I think this is a repeat of words after so many years.. Ya u said I changed.. As indeed I changed.. I rather spend my time better and wisely because I dun wanna face regret anymore... I didn't spend my time well with my dad.. Now he is gone.. I am filled with regret.. But I have no choice but to move on.. I really hoped I could turn back time... But ITS ALL TOO LATE!!!!
I am really devastated when talking more... It seems nothing goes into and keep telling me about how u feel.. When going out in a grp, its not juz u but everyone... If bcoz of u feel unhappy and everyone to give in to u.. I got to say I can't do it as like tat everyone in the grp will feel unhappy and u alone happy.. I rather everyone happy.. Majority wins over the minority...
Well I doubt what I said the person can understand.. Spoke to Katty on phone as I think she have the right to know what happen... Gonna go sleep le... Tomorrow back to work...
Lastly, Happy Birthday Hau!! Sorry can't help u celebrate.. Dee I feeling better le.. Don't need worry.. LoL... :)
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