Saturday, October 17, 2009
Deepavali ~ Boring
Hmm.. Ate lunch and pack my room a little.. Finally have my speaker up.. Did it myself without bro's help.. Hmm.. Its getting late then I went to take a bath and had my dinner..
Went City Square to buy things for my extension cord and hooks to hold my wires... Hmm.. Walked around take a look... The whole shopping mall is damn big lo... Hmm.. But walking around alone is really damn boring and I dun feel like going home so early, I roam around in Popular.. Haha.. Went Comics Connection.. Then I realized Guitar hero got drum and mike but its for Xbox 360.. Wondering do they sell for Wii.. Hehe.. So much to discover in a shopping mall alone.. I really start to like City Square.. It really saves me time from going Orchard to buy stuff I need.. Hehe..
So convenience.. Hmm.. Walked till around 9.30pm I finally decided to go home.. Well I really dunno how I could hang around in Popular so long by looking at things.. I think books really interest me a lot man.. Hmm.. But I really find it boring though.. Walked home and when I reached home, mum said she tried to call me as she wanna ask me buy things. Who knows I didn't bring phone.. Lol..
I told her when I left house then I realize I did not bring my phone out.. But sometimes being uncontactable also like not bad idea.. Hmm.. I dunno what's on my mind.. Feeling then bored.. Called Katty regarding tomorrow meet up to shop.. Then she asked me to msg them as she's outside.. Hmm.. I do have some reluctancy.. But well.. I msg in the end.. Playing Cafe World in FB and talked to Henry on msn.. Poor fellow lose his hp and wallet.. Though he reported to police but I dun think they will help him.. Well this really teached us to be careful with our stuffs as SG is not really that safe after all.. ^_^
Hmm.. Have been thinking earlier when I walking home.. I really sian of weekend liao.. Like almost all the weekends, I bound to have one day without programme.. Weekend is like so boring.. I think I wanna go find either a part time job or study over the weekends.. Wanna fully utilize my time.. No point putting it free.. Sian... Weekdays work and weekends no life nor enjoyment.. I giving up on enjoyment.. Maybe next week I try to find things to do on Weekends.. Damn FREAKING BORING..
Life really like being alone most of the time where u can't even find any of a friend who is avail.. I am tired of all this shit.. I really dunno what to do.. Even if said, wat can be done.. Everyone have their own friends.. While I have mine but aren't that close till will always hang out together.. Because of some reasons.. I really sick of all this... But wat to do.. Still have to live on for dunno what reason.. I am dying inside anyway.. Its just matter when I choose to leave, like how my dad choose his path.. Should I follow? I feel like to... What a Boring Life I Have....... Alright I gonna head to bed to end my boring day.. Though tomorrow is steamboat plus shopping.. Actually full of anticipation... But a day kills all mood.. Hmm.. I should really accept that I have a boring life and stop dreaming how exciting and enjoyable I could get over the weekends.. No one to actually have the time to spend weekend.. So juz spend it ALONE in Future for me.. I GONNA BE PESSIMISTIC over my Weekends.. Nothing Gonna Change My Mind as This Happens on ALL WEEKENDS and I have given up HOPE.. I gonna SHUT MY DOORS on WEEKENDS!!!
Ok I finished ranting.. Lol.. Sleeping time.. Hee...
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