Tuesday, September 1, 2009
TuEsDay OnLy
Today went to work and I am late due to an accident at Ophir Road and the civil defence close the road to ECP.. Sian.. Jam like shit and I reached office at 0850.. Holy.. First time so late.. Arghzzz...
Hmm.. As usual.. System is slow like a snail.. I think I can sleep 20mins and get up to check.. Lol.. I didn't exaggerate about it.. Its really so slow.. Hmm.. Crap some jokes with Liang and Moko.. If not work is juz a bore.. Lol.. Munching my titbits as I am bored at work..
Hmm.. I wonder how I manage to endure as time is passing freaking slow.. Hmm.. I had not much to do.. Then I feel like falling asleep.. Darn.. When will I stop feeling so sleepy.. Argh.. Holiday please come quick.. I wanna sleep longer.. BOOOOO....
After work meet Dearie as he came to fetch me.. Hee.. Went to Heeren as Dearie got a selected to receive a pair of Swatch watches.. Hehe.. Then after that went Takashimaya to withdraw money and walk around.. Hee.. Went to the Talking Hall as there having some sales.. Hee.. Nothing interest me this time round.. Was wondering why I became so reluctant to see and buy things.. Ponders.........
After that went ION to walk around.. Its my first visit to ION after its opening.. Lol.. No time to go shop plus mostly go Orchard with JJ, ZQ and GJ is around PS and The Cathay as normally is movie, Lan gaming or Pool.. Lol.. Hmm.. After shopped around, we walked back down to Cineleisure to settle our dinner there.. Hehe..
After that went to Dearie's car, shock to see bird's dung.. ZzZz.. Went to have a car wash around Balestier area.. Dearie was intending to go his friend's house but as time was kinda late. He cancelled it.. Then we went to ECP.. Hmm.. Went to see plane.. Hehe.. Chatted a bit.. Hehe.. Then after that went to buy drinks as I am kinda thirsty.. Weird today I drink so much.. Lol..
After that Dearie sent me home.. Hmm.. Mum called when I was on the way way home.. As usual asking where am I.. Not long I reached home le.. Haiz.. Juz entered the door.. My mood is switched totally.. Mum asked me Sat going out till wat time then say she dun alone at home as bro nt at home. Then say what Daddy not yet 100 days so I shouldn't stay out so late. I am pissed then I said tat day she said 49 days.. Now 100 days.. Why not juz tell me, daddy haven passed away for 100 years then I shouldn't be staying till too late!! Kns de.. Then she added that she dun see me home she can't sleep.. Ya to me is bull shit.. When she ever concern about me..
Last time I went to late come home.. Dad was the only one who ask where am I and what time come home.. She sleep like a log.. Now tell me all this shit.. Expect me to say something nice.. Fat hope.. I am blunt I have to admit.. Telling me she care all this to me is really craps as I dun see it.. Tat day when I came home late.. She also snore like a pig.. I on the lights, she still can sleep..
If it was dad, he will wake up and said a few words before returning to sleep.. If not I will see him sitting in the living room waiting for me to be home.. Argh.. Daddy not around.. My life so screwed.. Want to do things I like, I can't do so as I need to think and think.. Haiz.. Not so carefree as what I use to be.. I feel so uptight in me.. Argh.. I feel like choosing to let go but I can't bear do so coz she's my mum and he's my bro.. I feeling so vex!! Earlier feel like banging myself upon the wall and concuss myself.. RoaR!!!!! I think I awhile more going sleep.. Dunno can sleep a not.. My mind is full of handling all this shit.. Haiz.. I wanna move on with accepting the fact dad is not here already.. But looking at mum, staying still with worry of being alone and no one to accompany her.. Damn sickening..
I was like in the middle of no where as to move forward or stay put.. Making me feeling so miserable.. Arghhh.. I dun wanna think already.. Its getting on my nerves.. RoaR!!!!
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