Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Nothing to Do & JB
Today reached work kinda early.. Lol.. Well I did not have a good sleep yest.. Haiz.. Mum is always a problem giver.. I feeling more and more pek chek.. Everyday there bound to have things she going to say and complain..
I am feeling tired.. Why can't she juz give me peace? I really having enough of all this shit.. Wanna do things I like was restricted.. Ya I know dad is no longer around.. But I dun seem the reasons of me having to be restricted..
Somehow going to work early really help me to free myself up a little.. Not so stress and I am able to clear my mind a little.. Haiz.. Mum always want people to be by her side.. If bro and me going to keep be at her side always.. I think shortly we become no life.. Its like work then home to accompany mum.. Haiz..
Ask her to find some activities.. She dun wan.. Whatever I suggested, she dun wan.. Haiz.. Then its practically telling me she wanna find trouble with me.. Stepping home is a disaster to me.. I dunno.. Really tired the moment I am at home.. At night, she is nt considerate enough.. Snoring, day by day is getting louder.. Haiz.. Then ask her why she so tired.. She gave an excuse she can't sleep.. I really dunno what to do.. She like that I think I am the next one gonna be going off.. Life really shorten man..
Haiz.. Work is as usual.. Today crapped less as I was not really in the mood... Feeling like almost 4 days didn't sleep le.. Haiz.. Wonder how long more I gonna tolerate all this shit.. Suan le.. Taking it day by day.. Hopefully peace come soon..
After work, took company bus with Joyce and Chew Hau.. Then both of them took to Jurong East that way while I trained back to Bugis.. Dragging myself home.. Haiz.. Reached home and out again to withdraw money.. After that back home for dinner and wait for Dearie to call..
After Dearie finished his band, we met up and went JB.. Went to top-up petrol and drove back SG for supper.. Ate fishball noodles and Dearie ate chicken rice.. I am feeling super fill.. Resting awhile and I think I am going to head to sleep.. Eyes feeling heavy and head was not functioning properly.. Well.. Tomorrow going to meet Dearie, Katty and ZQ for gym.. Wah so fast thurs.. Hehe.. Thought would pass super slow.. But its indeed fast when not counting.. Lol..
Lastly, I am looking forward to meet up with Ying, Jacq, Hui Ling and Mich on next tuesday. Hee.. So long we didn't meet le.. Hehe.. Well I have only one wish, hope this meet up can salvage the friendship in between.. Hehe.. Hui Ling birthday is around the corner... Hehe.. I think we have freaking long didn't say "我们五个人" LoL..
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