Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Dad's 2 Month Death Anniversary
Today is the day Daddy left the world exactly 2 months le.. Time really flew past fast.. Juz a glimse daddy left for such a long period.. 49 days juz over.. Now is 60 days.. Another 1 and 1/2 month more is his 100 days.. So fast..
How wish Daddy is still around.. Well I have to say he is still lingering around.. I think I didn't say much that I still could see if I want to.. First few days without Daddy around, I felt lost coz whatever I do I always seek him for advice.. Now I have to think and decide without seeking help..
Yes I need to learn to be more dependable on myself.. I need to learn to be able to carry the heavy load my dad carry.. Well.. I dun think I am up to the standard yet.. I will try de.. Hee..
Today work was smooth.. Busy in the morning.. Afternoon was more slacking but I clearing all my filing so at least got a bit to do better than nothing.. Haha.. Hau helped me buy bread.. Offer Moko and Mei Liang.. Gave one to Ding Liang.. Hmm.. Made milo in the morning while having bee hoon for breakfast.. Hee..
Talked to Dearie on Skype and also planned for tomorrow lunch with Moko, Mei Liang, Joyce and Hau at Sakae.. Hehe.. Farewell lunch for Moko.. Tomorrow her last day le.. Then today she complaint to me about the new staff.. Well all I could was good luck to the new staff.. She wanna prove she's a fast learner.. Then I gonna say its a no no.. Lol.. But well all this takes time to learn and understand not one or two day de.. Haha..
Hmm.. Lunch in again.. Hehe.. Today work was really not much.. Left office with Ding Liang.. Bused to Clementi and trained home.. When taking train, a lady knocked into me as she also dashing to get into the train but I am lucky.. If not I should be dead by now.. Haha.. Well something juz crossed when that incident happen.. Maybe its good in a way coz I may see my dad.. But in the end I think my thinking is stupid.. I have a long way and if I really lose my life now.. I considering myself stupid.. Wat will happen to my mum and bro.. I can't be that selfish..
Boarded the next train.. Alighted at Bugis while Ding Liang trained to Tampines as he going his gf house.. Lol.. He took a big round to tell me where his gf live.. Wah his gf lives quite near Bryan house.. A friend whom I had lost contact with after I changed so number.. Roar.. Dunno how to get back in contact with le..
Walked home and the rain seems like juz stopped only.. Hehe.. Mum called to see where am I as she wanna wait for me to have dinner together.. Make my pace a little faster.. Hehe.. Bro asked me to draw the floor plan of where to put my tables for the rooms.. Hehe.. I drew half way as I haven really think of it as the new floor plan differs from my original plan.. Haiz.. A lot to amend..
Dearie msg me when he ended band but I was on the phone with ZQ planning some meet up.. Hmm.. After that went on msn to chat with buddy and ZQ.. Lol.. While msg-ing Dearie.. Haha.. Hmm.. Mum was asking how should spend CNY next year.. This question I dunno how to answer.. Thinking every CNY and every birthday having dad.. Now juz the 3 of us.. Its really something missing in us.. Like a mahjong game, short of a player to make it complete.. Haiz..
DADDY I MISS U (do u know it?)
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