Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Happy Birthday Mummy!!
Today mum's big day.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Work is so-so.. Dun wanna talk much about it.. LoL.. The difference between confirm staff and probation is totally world of diff... LoL..
Well.. Everything seems so screwed for the moment in life.. Totally dunno where am I heading.. Hmm.. Going to work seems like a routine but I feels more like dragging myself there.. LoL..
Boss said I seldom OT.. Wat the heck.. Nothing much still OT?! I am not tat kind of hardcore earner.. LoL..
Sian de lo.. So many things to brood about.. How I wish I could rely on a person as standing strong for my family is freaking tiring when they dun corporate..
Said mum, she threw temple.. Haiz.... Said bro, he gives black face.. If dun wan hear opinions or suggestions then dun tell me anything and I couldn't be bothered to know anyway..
Damn.. Its really tiring to be sandwiched between work, relatives and my own family.. I am like freaking out any moment in my life.. Feel so much to end it.. Really reluctantless to move on even tomorrow maybe a better day though..
Hmm.. Watever~ I finished my ranting here.. 2 more days to Friday!! Hehe.. Lastly wanna wish my MuMMy, Happy Birthday.. Hee...
Into A World of Emptiness @ 22:45
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Happy 1 MoNth
Today ended work on the dot.. Dearie came to fetch me off work.. Went to Bencoolen to buy prezzie for mum.. Hehe..
Bought a watch for mum as hers was damage so got her a new one and I got my Baby G watch too.. Hehe.. Pondering to buy or not to but in the end I still buy it.. Hehe..
After that we head home and change.. Went to Cousin Jeffrey's restaurant for dinner.. Hehe.. Treat mum to a simple dinner.. Hee.. Chatted with cousin and mostly was talking about Daddy..
I really miss Daddy a lot.. I am so happy to be able to see him.. Hehe.. Daddy had always been by my side.. Hmm.. After dinner we went to Marina Square to see air con.. Had the ideal one in mind but wanna have some enquiries before we really decide on having air con.. Haha..
Well.. All this research will be done by bro as I had do all my parts for the furniture and appliances.. Hehe.. Lastly getting Wii is not a wrong idea.. I really satisfied with wat I can play with.. It really makes me sweat when using it.. A good sign for a person like me who takes freaking long hours to sweat.. Haha.. Alright.. Gonna head off to bed..
Lastly not forgetting to wish my Dearir: HaPPy oNe MoNth Anniversary!! =D
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00
Monday, September 28, 2009
Monday is Really Freaking BLUE!!!!
Today email chatted with Katty.. After that talked to Zq and Katty when Zq is at workplace.. Shortly I added Dearie to conversation..
Work is really sian in office lo.. My brain is totally dead as I dun really have the motivation to make it move and turn.. Haiz..
Really gonna aim 5 years down the road hope I can run my own business instead of sitting in office doing shit..
Well.. OT with Chew Hau till 8.30pm.. Hmm.. She bused home while I cabbing home.. Gastric occurs again.. Damn.. Reached home.. Mum gave prob together with bro.. My brain bursting soon.. Haiz.. Ate my dinner and slack.. I am tired of working and family.. Really feel like finding a hole or anything tat I can put myself in and stray away from all this shit.. But I dun think I have the heart to do.. My dad not around anymore and I promised to take care of every damn thing.. Sian..
Haiz.. Tomorrow another day at work.. I got the feeling tat one day, I may juz kill myself of excessive lethargic.. Lol.. Alright.. I got to go pigging.. Haiz.. Hopefully tomorrow time faster.. Haha.. :)
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30
Sunday, September 27, 2009
KTV
Today woke up late.. Dearie woke up even later.. =.="
Went to meet Katty and Zq at Cityhall.. Then we proceed to Kbox at MS.. Hmm.. Long time didn't sing and previously I dun really enjoy myself coz got people juz like to spoil others mood.. Hmm.. Dearie joined us shortly after..
Went to for K-Lunch.. Well.. Like what Dearie had said, I am tone deaf.. I had to admit this fact coz dad said it before.. Sobz.. Dunno how to get the tone correctly.. But going KTV to me is vent my mood.. But trying to get my tone right.. Needs sometime ba.. Haha
After KTV, Zq, Dearie and me went to buy some chocolates for Nazim as previously we went to his house empty handed.. Kinda pai sei la.. So today buy to compensate the previous visit.. Lol.. Dearie bought me Kinder Breno.. Weeeeeeee... Thanks Dearie.. Hee.. I love Breno.. :p
After that we took trained and Katty alighted at Orchard while we alighted at TPY.. Hehe.. Went up Nazim's house.. Sat for awhile and we left.. Zq went to take train to meet his church mates while Dearie and I hang around TPY to hunt for my bedsheet..
Finally, I FOUND IT!!!! Yeah.. My Winnie The Pooh bedsheet.. Hee.. Happy.. Hehe.. After bought the sheets, we trained to Orchard as I wanna get a hair cut.. Dearie accompanied me.. Hee.. Got discount this time.. Hehe.. After that we headed home to join mum for dinner..
After dinner, Dearie wanna watched F1 so accompanied him to watch.. But I fell asleep shortly.. I am really tired.. Lol.. Alright.. I gonna head to bed.. Tml working and I feeling moody coz no mood to work at how the system of work is going on in the office..
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Rot Rot Rot
Today Dad's friend Lay Laid came to my house to fix the electrical wires.. Hmm.. Dearie came over to accompany me.. :)
After that I fell asleep as I am still feeling lethargic.. Hmm.. Around 6 plus Dearie went for his band.. I continued sleeping till 8 plus almost 9.. Bath and waited for Dearie to have dinner.. Hmm.. After dinner, we relaxed awhile and went Mac have supper..
Home to relax and Dearie made a move to meet his buddies.. I couldn't take it any longer and decided to head to bed.. Hehe.. Ok.. Today seems nothing much and I didn't get to do what I want.. Bored...... Well a sleep really cast out things.. Wahahaha..
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
Friday, September 25, 2009
Friday~WooHoo
Today after work, Dearie came to fetch me.. Hee.. He drove Ding Liang and Brian to MRT as they going to meet their gf.. Hmm.. Brian juz came into Jason to work on Tues.. I didn't see him until today.. Wahahaha..
After letting them down, we went to Shell to put petrol.. After putting petrol, we headed home for dinner with mum as kinda late and we decided to postpone to another day to see present for mum and we had forgotten about buying mooncakes.. Lol..
Hmm.. After dinner we slacked and watch television.. About 10 plus, went Mac to pack dinner for bro.. After that Dearie drove me to Cathay to meet Katty and he went to picked his bro up after that he coming back to meet us.. Zq is late so Katty and hang around and we zhi lian.. Took a quite a number of shots.. Hehe.. When Zq arrived, we continued snapping ourselves.. Lol..
Walked down to Cineleisure and bought tickets for Fame..Dearie joined us shortly after we gottend the tix.. Hehe.. Went to KFC to slack as Zq is hungry.. Had whipped potato while Dearie ate cheese fries..
Not long its time for movie.. Hehe.. Well.. The movie really my single dime.. Its really fantastic.. Hehe.. Hmm.. After that Dearie sent Zq home followed by Katty.. Then after I am home not long, Dearie had a washed up and he headed home.. Hehe.. Alright.. I gonna hit my sacked and welcome Saturday.. Weekends is always going faster than weekdays.. Zzzz...
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
Thursday, September 24, 2009
**Gym Session**
Today went to gym with Zq and Katty.. Hehe.. Tried to run at Speed 9.. Hehe.. Dearie was worried I sprain my foot.. LoL.. Assured him I am alright.. Haha..
After gym, wanted to go to the prata shop but its closed so we head to Boon Keng.. Went to Yassin Prata shop.. Hmm.. Memories were once again played in my mind coz dad usually brings me there to eat supper whenever I am hungry..
Mum was all alone at home as bro went to work at F1.. Lol.. Katty went to meet her friend while Zq doesn't seems to go home as he dun wanna us send him home.. So Dearie and me went to take a look at F1 before they had the entrance closed for passer-by too.. Hehe..
After awhile went home to have dinner.. Mum cooked food for us to eat.. But got grumbled by her for coming home late.. Lol.. After that Dearie head home and I gonna head to bed as tomorrow is FRIDAY!! Woohoo~ Its a short week and I only worked 2.5 days only.. Haha.. Shiok shiok.. Hehe..
Lastly, wanna wished Hui Ling Happy 24th Birthday.. Hehe.. ^_^
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Dad Came Into My Dreamz
Today I took another day of leave due to had cried when I was asleep.. Dad came into my dreamz.. Daddy cried and made me cried.. Daddy was sad that he now lives in another world different from us.. But I know he is around us..
Daddy told me what to do and he even tells me how the other world looks like.. Hmm.. Juz like what mum says.. Dad likes to talk to me more than anyone in the family.. I really miss daddy a lot.. Frankly speaking till today, I am still unable to accept the fact that dad is no longer around.. Its like my inner soul keep telling me that my dad went on holiday instead of he passed away.. Haiz...
Meet Dearie at Woodlands as wanna go see bedsheet.. In the end mum bought for herself and bro coz Woodlands Centre dun have Winnie The Pooh de.. :x
After that Dearie sent us home and he headed for his band.. Hmm.. At home rot for the next half of my day.. Hehe.. Tired was what I could say.. In the end after Dearie's band, he came over to fetch me.. Went to have supper..
While waiting for Dearie to finish his band.. I talked to KC and KW online.. Hmm.. They suddenly asked what type of guys will make me detest them a lot.. Then I told them:
1) those who think they are very smart
2) those who dun have looks but thinks they are good looking
3) those who are fat and look ok but super like to boast ~ They should really look at the mirror as they make ppl puke..
4) Guys who flirts and don't live up to what they say ~ simply put it as untrustable guys
5) Apparently guys who have no good characters, no looks and fat but like to act smart, think highly of themselves will get detested..
Lol.. I said quite a lot but I think this is the main 5 points why sometimes gals dun like a guy to be.. Hehe.. Well its kinda late.. Off to bed.. Hehe..
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Took Half Day and Back Home to Help Out
Today took half day from work and help out at home.. Hmm.. In the end I fell asleep.. Feeling super lethargic.. Haiz.. Dearie came down to help.. Hehe.. Dearie now on holiday so able to help out a little.. Hehe.. Thanks Dearie.. Hee..
Hmm.. Dearie help me fixed up my book shelves.. Hehe.. I now can put my comics properly le.. Hee.... Well a very short day for me coz I have been sleeping.. Tomorrow gonna be back to work.. Hehe...
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:45
Monday, September 21, 2009
Painting For 2 days (20.09.09 ~ 21.09.09)
Well 20.09.09 is Hari Raya Pussa which the malays ended their fasting and feast.. Hmm.. I took the day to do painting for my house.. Dearie came over to help with bro's friends, KC and Zhong Hui.. Bud came too.. Hehe.. Hmm.. I am allergy to paint.. A little of it, I got rashes.. Sobz..
Went out to buy see doc for my pathetic foot.. Ya hurt it again.. Damn.. Dearie had his aching shoulder and neck treated too.. Hee.. After that went to IMM to look for stuff with mum.. Dearie drove us there.. Not long we gotten the things and head back home..
Gary and Hailey were at my house helping.. Well spoke to Gary about some stuff.. Hmm.. They finished painting around 10 plus.. Sent KC home and went to put petrol.. Hehe.. After that head home.. Slack awhile, we went to Mustafa.. Walked around and have some air con.. Then head to have prata.. Hehe..
Home after that.. Took turns to bath and played on Wii.. Hehe.. Not long later Dearie and me head to bed while the rest are still playing.. Hmm.. Think around 7 am in the morning, Hailey and Gary head home.. Buddy woke up around 11 plus.. Hmm.. Had breakfast and today JJ came to help out too.. Hee...
Katty popped by to visit.. We went to Nazim house to visit and after that head to PS as I wanna do something.. Home around 5pm.. Zq and JJ helped bro alittle while Dearie and me sent Kat to Toa Payoh to meet her parents.. Hehe..
Home after that.. I can't do anything but look and point to them where to paint.. Had dinner and after that JJ left for home.. Followed by Zq.. Dearie left home shortly after.. Tomorrow back to work.. I am damn relunctant.. But what to do.. Haiz.. Tolerate was the word I looking at.. Ganbatte dehz...
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Huiling Gave Birth to Baby Boy
Woke up at 10 and found out tat my phone hangs since yest.. =.=" Restart my phone and saw a few msg.. WTH...
Msg Michelle, Huiling and Dearie.. Hee.. Huiling morning msg said she gave birth so planned with Mich to visit Huiling today.. Meeting her at 6pm.. Then mum and bro went down to buy drinks.. Shortly they are back, Dad's friend, Lay Laid came.. Hmm.. I asked him to help me add electrical points in the room so that I can have more power points. But I also adding cable point due to I wanna have SCV.. ;p
After he left, mum went to buy lunch for bro and me.. Eat liao, I watched DVD and who knows I fell asleep while lying on the sofa.. I am really exhausted.. Lol.. Sleeping this few days have no probs but why am I still so tired.. Roar...
Hmm.. Got up and leave house around 3 plus when the sky showing kindness as rain stopped.. Went to purchase the paint for my house as tomorrow having the guys to help with the painting.. Hee..
Came home and pack my stuff a little.. Sad to throw away some of my comics but well coz some production stopped half way and its not full set.. So no point keeping.. Haiz.. Had a box full with my comics.. Lol.. Time constraint and quickly took a bath and head down to meet Mich and her husband at Thomson Medical..
Huling is pale and having low blood pressure.. Hmm.. Hope she regain her healthy body soon.. Hmm.. Visit her shortly and left.. Mich sent me home and had dinner with them at my house downstairs.. Chatted about the expenses at the hospital and its freaking expensive la.. Lol.. Plus first time in my life I see parking at hospital have to go through VELVET SERVICES!! =.="
What the heck!! I really couldn't believe my eyes man.. Kns de.. People go visit patient still wan earn money apart from parking fee.. KNS!! Well in a good way is making money out of the rich.. So for info, if u are not tat rich then dun go Thomson Medical.. It slaughters a person without blinking.. :)
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:40
Friday, September 18, 2009
The Ugly Truth is NICE!!
Today work was busy but I cleared all.. Woohoo~ Yesterday was MSN and Cheryl is back from her holiday.. Post it big on my msn.. Haha.. Bored till nothing better to do.. Well that msg was for Debbie Tey..
Spoke to both Cheryl Woon and Debbie Tey on msn awhile and one went for lunch.. The other went out.. So not long I also log out as Katty on half day.. Lol.. Hmm.. Office area was having heavy rain so I asked Hau to help me pack food and while waiting I try to clear my work.. Hehe..
LonG Weekend, I finally can relax a little.. Hee.. Finally I could get my work right.. Mistakes also lessen.. Hee.. Well it really takes time to master a work with tonnes of mistakes to make before u really know what the heck is it.. Haha..
After work went Clementi to meet Dearie and went to the Super Import Nights @ Expo.. Hehe.. Guess what, I saw Jacq and Alex at there.. Lol.. Hmm.. Well well.. Waiting for this pair to give their red bomb soon.. Haha.. Hmm.. After that walked over to John little sales.. Hee.. Bought a few things and after that we head down to PS..
Actually hungry de but in the end dunno why become full le.. Haha.. So went to walk around at PS then after that we went to Cathay to slack and wait for the movie.. Hee.. Hmm.. Waited for an hour like tat finally can get into the theatre.. Hehe..
I am feeling a little lethargic in the body.. Well try to maintain my focus.. Hee.. The movie started well.. Hee.. Its really hilarious and nice to watch.. Thumbs up for it.. Hehe.. Well recommanded to be watch during weekends if u wan a good laugh throw away whatever shit u have from the weekdays.. Hehe..
After movie, went to buy mac and head home to eat.. Hee.. After awhile Dearie went home and I am gonna head to bed.. Tomorrow had a long to do list.. Lol.. **Oyasuminasai** =D
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Today MoKo Last Day & Gym Session
Today Moko last day.. We went for lunch at Sakae @ Clementi. Actually wanna go West Coast Plaza but scared no cab back so final decision is Clementi..
The blurry me, forgotten to make reservation until 11.45pm.. ;p Faster called up the outlet and reserve seats.. Hee.. Took a few photo with Moko and a group photo too. Hee.. Send the photos to Hau but I have not update it to FB.. Haha.. Shall do it soon..
After work, went home by cab and prepare to meet Dearie, Katty and ZQ for gym session.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Did a slow jog, dun wanna stress my foot coz may hurt it without knowing.. Lol.. After our gym, we went to Chomp Chomp for dinner.. Had a heavy exercise and a heavy intake after that.. =.="
Well.. I seem to gain weight leh.. Hehe.. But hopefully that machine is not deceiving la.. Coz I had never hit that weight before lo.. Hehe.. Today was quite a short day.. Tomorrow is FRIDAY!! Hehe. I am so looking forward to weekend.. Hehe.. At least this weekend is long and I can rest.. I dun wanna slog my days at work especially weekend.. **WinKz**
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Dad's 2 Month Death Anniversary
Today is the day Daddy left the world exactly 2 months le.. Time really flew past fast.. Juz a glimse daddy left for such a long period.. 49 days juz over.. Now is 60 days.. Another 1 and 1/2 month more is his 100 days.. So fast..
How wish Daddy is still around.. Well I have to say he is still lingering around.. I think I didn't say much that I still could see if I want to.. First few days without Daddy around, I felt lost coz whatever I do I always seek him for advice.. Now I have to think and decide without seeking help..
Yes I need to learn to be more dependable on myself.. I need to learn to be able to carry the heavy load my dad carry.. Well.. I dun think I am up to the standard yet.. I will try de.. Hee..
Today work was smooth.. Busy in the morning.. Afternoon was more slacking but I clearing all my filing so at least got a bit to do better than nothing.. Haha.. Hau helped me buy bread.. Offer Moko and Mei Liang.. Gave one to Ding Liang.. Hmm.. Made milo in the morning while having bee hoon for breakfast.. Hee..
Talked to Dearie on Skype and also planned for tomorrow lunch with Moko, Mei Liang, Joyce and Hau at Sakae.. Hehe.. Farewell lunch for Moko.. Tomorrow her last day le.. Then today she complaint to me about the new staff.. Well all I could was good luck to the new staff.. She wanna prove she's a fast learner.. Then I gonna say its a no no.. Lol.. But well all this takes time to learn and understand not one or two day de.. Haha..
Hmm.. Lunch in again.. Hehe.. Today work was really not much.. Left office with Ding Liang.. Bused to Clementi and trained home.. When taking train, a lady knocked into me as she also dashing to get into the train but I am lucky.. If not I should be dead by now.. Haha.. Well something juz crossed when that incident happen.. Maybe its good in a way coz I may see my dad.. But in the end I think my thinking is stupid.. I have a long way and if I really lose my life now.. I considering myself stupid.. Wat will happen to my mum and bro.. I can't be that selfish..
Boarded the next train.. Alighted at Bugis while Ding Liang trained to Tampines as he going his gf house.. Lol.. He took a big round to tell me where his gf live.. Wah his gf lives quite near Bryan house.. A friend whom I had lost contact with after I changed so number.. Roar.. Dunno how to get back in contact with le..
Walked home and the rain seems like juz stopped only.. Hehe.. Mum called to see where am I as she wanna wait for me to have dinner together.. Make my pace a little faster.. Hehe.. Bro asked me to draw the floor plan of where to put my tables for the rooms.. Hehe.. I drew half way as I haven really think of it as the new floor plan differs from my original plan.. Haiz.. A lot to amend..
Dearie msg me when he ended band but I was on the phone with ZQ planning some meet up.. Hmm.. After that went on msn to chat with buddy and ZQ.. Lol.. While msg-ing Dearie.. Haha.. Hmm.. Mum was asking how should spend CNY next year.. This question I dunno how to answer.. Thinking every CNY and every birthday having dad.. Now juz the 3 of us.. Its really something missing in us.. Like a mahjong game, short of a player to make it complete.. Haiz..
DADDY I MISS U (do u know it?)
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Hard Disk Crash!!!! T_T
Today went Sim Lim after work to buy my hard disk dock for my both hard disk.. But who knows.. My 25oGB de crash shortly after that.. Haiz.. Sad Sad.. I had a lot of important stuff in the hard disk..
I know who to find to get the things I want but I dun think its a good idea.. Hmm.. Work today was ok lo.. Manage to clear the August things and doing Sept de le.. Went off on the dot with Joyce and the new staff who coming to take over Moko.. 2 more days to Moko last day.. Haiz.. Really bu she de wor.. Someone whom can joke and make fun off.. The new gal a bit stiff.. Hard to talk.. Wanna joke also hard.. Roar.. Maybe change target to my wifey Mei Liang.. Haha.. She self declare my wife.. Lol..
Hmm.. Work having this playful colleagues really makes work much more enjoyable.. Hehe.. Hau passed her basic theory test.. Happy for her.. Hehe.. Received her good news.. Hehe.. She took leave for her today.. Lol.. Then today accounts got more people wear black.. Lol.. Well its really easy to see black clothes than any other colours in my dept.. Lol..
Hmm.. Dearie asked his buddy to help me fixed my hard disk.. Hehe.. Dearie thanks.. Sorry I over emo le coz in my hard disk got my precious.. I really felt the pain of losing it.. Thanks for comforting me.. Hee.. If its meant to spoil then I am prepared to let go of the past ba.. Dearie I am fine le.. Hee.. Thanks.. Dearie is the best!! Hee..
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30
Monday, September 14, 2009
TiReD MoNdaY and It's 14
Today went to work so lethergic and I overslept till kinda late.. Cabbed to work but I am super duper late.. =.="
Lucky my boss didn't say a thing.. Hmm.. Tried to do whatever I can and I did OT to clear my work.. Work till 8 plus and left for home.. Brought work home to carry on.. Finished what was on hand for the day.. Hee..
Tired was what I could relate.. But well.. OT got pay is good thing.. Trying to earn and save.. Mind is still probing what should I do with the business name which was transferred to my name.. Haiz.. Mum was complaining about malaysia things.. I wanna study but income was totally dependent on me.. Should I continue my education next year.. I really dunno.. Haiz..
But I think I may stopped for awhile.. Wanna get my licence before CNY so that during CNY, I could drive.. Well.. Its really take BTT first then talk.. Lol.. Kinda tired.. Finally work done and I am gonna off to bed.. Hee.. My Dearie is pigging already ba.. Haha..
Lastly, today is my boss birthday.. Hehe.. Happy Birthday Patricia.. ^o^
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
Sunday, September 13, 2009
1TB Hard Disk
Today actually have to go for my basic theory practice de.. But some things crop up.. So didn't go in the end.. Haiz..
Went to Dearie house to have lunch and slack.. Watched Ultraman and after that I took a short nap.. Left Dearie's house to Comex. Dearie bought a mouse. I bought accessories for my wii and my 1TB hard disk instead of 1.5TB coz the price is better for 1TB.. Hehe
After the gotten our things at the Comex. We walked to Cathay to meet ZQ and Katty.. We went to watch The Gamer.. Hmm.. It seems like I am the only who could catch the beginning.. But overall the movie is alright only. Not really worth to be watch during weekends as the storyline is really differs a lot from the trailer..
After movie, we went to PS have dinner.. Katty and ZQ had dim sum while Dearie and I have main course. Hehe.. After dinner, we bused home together on 147.. Hehe.. Dearie came to my house and slack a little before he bus home as he didn't drive.. Haha..
A very short weekend but well at least I had one day to play but tomorrow is back to work.. Feeling so reluctant for my weekend to pass.. Lol..
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Back to Work on a Sat
Haiz.. Sian.. A weekend like tat almost 3/4 gone.. Sian.. Think I gonna be emo for quite sometime le.. Haiz..
Went to work in the morning and I am late alittle as I didn't manage to wake up on time. Did my best to finish whatever I could.
Then Dearie fetch mum to my work place and we head into JB... Well at least I tried to relax a little la.. But kinda sian still.. Tired is all I could say..
Hmm.. I kinda reluctant to remember this weekend.. So short and tired.. Haiz..
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:00
Friday, September 11, 2009
OT on a Friday
Today dun seems to be my day man.. OT on a Friday.. Really feel like scolding the "F" word.. Hmm.. Morning got nag a little by my boss.. The closing date for accounts push to an earlier date which is tomorrow.. WTF!!!
Mood was dwelling.. I have been looking forward to Friday but now its totally a BLACK Day to me.. No mood at all.. Mumbling, grumbling and talking to myself throughout work.. Totally no mood at all.. Friday leh and yet I am slogging at work.. I wanna enjoy.. But totally no chance at all.. I wanna shop but no chance.. Roar..
Tomorrow going back to work in the morning.. Sian.. This week is totally a work week.. Sian.. Although tomorrow after work going JB, but to me I totally no mood at all.. The word work had condemn my mood of enjoyment.. Sian de lo..
Even if now ask me go out walk, I won't enjoy le.. Feel like staying at home to rest instead... Yup.. I am emo-ing liao.. I dislike to have a short weekend.. Sian Sian SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today after my reluctant OT of an hour plus, took a bus to Clementi to meet Dearie.. Had Sakae for dinner.. Kinda full.. After tat bus down to Bugis.. Went to say hi to Winnie then went Arcade to look around.. Dearie said hi to his arcade friends then I saw Jun Hua and his gf.. Said hi to him only. Left for home after that..
Dearie's friend came to fetch him as he didn't drive today.. I really not in a good mood.. Sian.. On a friday juz merely spend less than 3 hours.. Damn freaking moody de.. Friday and yet I stuck with all the work.. Sian.... Looking at how people enjoying their friday, its damn envious de lo.. Why can't I enjoy my friday and my weekend.. Sian.. I think I really dun have mood to do anything for this weekend le.. Sian de.. Even tomorrow I also feel like hide at home and rot.. Lazy to move an inch.. SIAN!! What a lousy week!!!!!! I gonna vent my anger somewhere else.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.......
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Another Day of MC & Comex Show
Today another rest day for me.. Getting the sleep I had lost.. Haha.. Took medicine as dun wan Dearie to be worrying.. Hee.. Then Wei Zhong came over my house again today to be baby sit by my mum.. Lol..
I played awhile on my WII and stopped due to being disturbed by the kid.. Lol.. Hmm.. Planned to meet JJ at Paya Lebar to chill but in the end cancelled it.. Lol.. Went to meet Dearie.. Took a bus to Dearie school..
Dearie was waiting for me at the bus stop opposite.. Hee.. After I alighted and went to meet him.. Then we went to Funan to collect the free TV.. Hee.. Was lucky to get a parking lot.. Hee.. Its was quite smooth for the collection.. Hehe.. Then after that we went to Suntec as going for the Comex show.. I wanna get my 1TB or 1.5TB hard disk.. As my 250GB is really going to full liao.. Haha..
Hmm.. Walked around the pricing for 1TB like better after comparison.. But Dearie suggested that we go back on Sunday to see got better deals a not.. Hehe.. Hmm.. But I bought some WII games at there due to its having offer.. Lol.. But I may get the WII Fit on Sunday too.. Lol..
After that went to have dinner at Fountain Food Terrace.. Hehe.. My stomach not good de.. Eat a little then bloated and I have to waste food.. Roar.. Then after eating we went Carrefour as I wanna buy body shampoo, toothpaste and slipper for Lai..
In the end, I bought a new cordless phone for home too apart from what I had for my shopping list.. Lol.. Hehe.. Bought couple tee for both us at Gio.. Hee.. Then after that we head back my house to slack awhile.. Dear played game on my psp and watched tv.. Not long he went back.. Well tomorrow he having sch and I am back to work.. Yeah.. Its Friday.. Haha.. Weekends and for this week I worked only 3 days.. Haha..
Alright.. Tomorrow might have lots to do but may have little.. Well.. I just do what I can.. Haha.. This week no exercise.. Next week shall be a must.. Lol.. Thanks buddy for the concern.. Hee.. Got Dearie, I will be well.. Hehe.. No worries.. Haha.. Even mum felt safe when Dearie is around me.. Lol.. Its really the fact that simplicity brings happiness.. Wahahahaz~ Self satisfaction brings joy to life..
Daddy, I am able to put on my smile once again.. Hee.. Love my Dearie and missing him although we were together a moment ago.. But I have to say I MISS DADDY too.. Ya mum was right.. I wanna see my dad but no matter what he won't let me sees him.. But I know even if I see him, I will be afraid.. Human reaction.. Lol..
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
09.09.09 - No Happenings But 2 days MC instead
Hmm.. Today woke up at 10 plus rot on bed. Heard the phone rang.. Woke up to pick up.. 阿姨 called.. Then kanna nagged for not seeing doc.. Well managed to get the nagging shorten.. Haha..
Mum came home shortly after that with Wei Zhong.. Put DVD for him to watch so that he dun disturb my mum or me.. Haha.. Then I watched Hairspray on my com.. Haha.. Chatted with Chew Hau, Liang, Joyce and Moko online..
They keep taking food to make me feel guilty.. Haiz.. They super bad de lo.. Lol.. But that's how we joke in office everyday.. Hmm.. Apart talking to them, I also talking to Dearie as he is in school.. Hehe.. Not long lunch is ready so ate a little as I can't eat too much if nt my stomach will be bloated.. Lol..
Hmm.. After lunch ate medicine and slowly I felt tired so went to take a nap.. Hehe.. Dearie popped by to see me after his class. Dearie is so sweet.. Hehe.. Really felt love by him.. Hehe.. Dearie accompanied me a little till 6 plus, he left for his band practice.. Hehe.. Wei Zhong went back before Dearie left.. Bro home shortly.. Tomorrow is Comex show, thanks for the reminder by Dearie.. Lol..
Hmm.. Tomorrow on mc and I thought of going gym but Dearie says no.. So will cancel and postpone to next week instead. Actually meeting Karen to go Orchard but I had cancelled due to not feeling well.. I dare not eat outside food.. Hehe..
Mostly today was relaxing and I find it not bad.. Recuperating the energy I had lost for the past months.. Lol.. Hmm.. A few more days to Dad's 2 months Death Anniversary.. Somehow or rather I am missing Daddy.. Everyday woke up, wanna call Daddy but I had to tell myself that my dad is no longer around.. Haiz..
Talked to JJ online as he working morning shift and tomorrow is his off day.. Meeting him to chill out then at night he got RT.. Haha.. Should have pull him to go gym one day with us.. Haha.. I think all of us need to exercise.. Hehe.. I need to my muscles to be tone a bit if nt very shaggy.. Lol.. Friday back to work and its so fast.. Weekends Coming... Weeeeee~
Lastly, I finally got my confirmation.. Wahahaha.. Shiok shiok.. First time work get confirmation.. Alright I am being lame here. It should be yesterday got confirm and today I am on mc for 2 days.. Nice one.. Lol.. I shall stopped my crappy here.. Wahahahaha....
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:30
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
五个人的聚会
Today work is a little busy. But not so tedious still.. Hmm.. Had porridge for breakfast and did followed the doctor instruction blindly and took medication without fail..
CEO brought things for us to eat but its oily so I gave my share to Patricia instead. Hmm.. Tomorrow they are ordering Sakae and KFC for Moko's farewell lunchie.. So helped to decide on the menu.. Hehe..
Chatted with Dearie and Jacq on Skype and MSN.. Meeting Ying, Jacq, Hui Ling and Mich later at Compasspoint for dinner. Lunch ate U mian and felt so bloated.. Wonder what happen.. Today no more diarrhoea but stomach still feel so uneasy.. Haiz..
After work, Dearie came to pick Ding Liang and me up. Dearie drove me to SK to meet the gals.. Thanks Dearie.. Hee.. Then Dearie and Ding Liang went to have their dinner.. Hehe.. Ying was not feeling well, I feeling my throat dry and Mich is having a sore throat.. Lol.. 3 of us are sick but we still meet up.. Its been quite sometime the 5 of us actually gathered and chat..
Remembering the times when in school, no matter how people say us.. We always say 我们五个人.. Lol.. We already known each other for 7 years le.. That's really long.. Haha.. Really happy yest coz seeing us like the days before.. Hehe.. Craps, sharing info and giving advices.. Wah.. Long time didn't like that le..
Hmm.. Mich is still talkative as usual.. Haha.. If she read this, she gonna kill me for sure coz she dun like people to say her talkative.. ;p
Ying is sick so she went to see the doc at RMC as she's a staff at RH so got some discount.. But we thought staff see doc shd be free.. Lol.. Hmm.. All of us ate fish soup with noodles or rice while Hui Ling ate Korean food..
Looking at the how big the tummy of Hui Ling, we are waiting for birth of her son to be due soon.. Hehe.. Listening to the mothers talking about giving birth.. Though Mich say its not pain but I felt the pain while hearing. Lol.. Hmm.. Then we as usual thinking whose the next one in our group to get married. Haha.. Ying showed no signs of planning.. While Jacq is still waiting for proposal.. Hmm.. So the conclusion is I think Jacq will be the next one ba.. Haha..
Then we were like, Mich is the youngest who got married first.. Followed by Hui Ling who is the 2nd youngest in our group.. We said if Jacq the next one.. Then its really like going from the back although I am eldest among them all.. Haha.. So we shall see.. Lol..
Mich question a little regarding Dearie. Haha.. Then we talked about a few people.. Reminded of the good old days.. After eating, I really dun feel that well at all.. Msg Dearie that I planned to cab home coz doubt I could tarhan the long journey home..
Dearie replied that he not meeting his buddies.. Then he came down to fetch me home. But instead of going home, he brought me to see doc.. I am really in pain.. Well first time see doc so ex.. Lol.. In the end the doc gave a jab.. I know I should insisted on injecting on my arms instead of butt.. Kns.. Its not tat pain when injecting.. Its the after effect.. Holy..
After the injection, I felt wobby.. Everything was blurred.. Dearie drove me home after that then he sees that I ate my medicine before he left for home.. Dearie really so nice.. I am super touch.. Hehe.. Mum was full of praises about Dearie.. Hehe.. I am really satisfied for what I have.. Bro didn't say anything I know he shares my joy.. Hehe..
I should say its a blessing in disguise that Dearie comes into my life when I am super down at this moment. He let me see the light to walk. He leads me the way and give me the moral support which I needed most.. Dearie thanks for everything. Hee..
Lastly, I wanna wish my cousin 光伟
HaPPy 24th Birthday old man.. Haha........
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:49
Monday, September 7, 2009
Not Feeling Well
Today went to buy Mac before heading to work.. Hehe.. Reached work, Moko and Liang saw my new phone.. They took to brows. Then I later then realize, they are more interested in the photos..Lol..
In office was kinda tired.. Chatted in my tag with my cousins.. Lol.. Got a lot to do but I am not well at all.. Sian.. After work went off with Ding Liang.. Then meet Dearie at Dover coz he accompany me go see doc.. Hehe..
Trained to Lavender and registered to see doc.. Hmm.. Need to wait for 30mins so we head back to my house first.. Hehe.. Change and slack awhile, we went back to the clinic.. Hmm.. I got infrvtion in my stomach which causes me to diarrhea so often.. I dislike to eat medicine but well there isn't much choices.. Lol.. Dearie is so nice to accompany me to see doc despite he is tired.. Hehe.. Mum said she find Dearie not bad.. Hehe.. Mum is pleased with Dearie.. Yeah... Hehe..
Home for dinner and slack.. Dearie left about 2145 to head home.. Well I am blogging while he is still on bus back home.. Tired.. Tomorrow going to meet Ying, Jacq, Stella and Mich.. Hehe.. A few weeks more Stella turning 24 lo.. Haha.. Then in our grp left only Mich still 23 as she's the youngest amonst us all.. Hehe..
Alright today is quite a short day. Gonna go take shower and head to bed.. Hee.. I am looking forward to tomorrow.. Hee..
Into A World of Emptiness @ 22:22
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Army Open House
Today supposed to go to BBDC but I woke up a bit late and the sky is raining so I decided to drop back to sleep.. Haha.. Somemore my stomach still not well.. Haiz
Ate medicine and after awhile, I felt much better.. Hehe.. Dearie woke up then msg me.. Planned to meet Dearie at Woodlands Control then went to Pasir Leba camp for the Army Open House..
Talked to mum awhile then I went to prepare.. Hehe.. Weather is still having light drizzle.. Took bus to Woodlands to meet Dearie and on the way there, I fell asleep on the bus.. Lol.. No matter how, I will sleep when I am in the bus.. Lol.. Sleepy head juz knock on my door.. Lol..
Reached Woodlands, called Dearie.. He is still on his way.. Hehe.. So I explore my phone a little.. I think my phone is another good phone like w810i.. It had all the features.. Camera is good with auto focus.. The addition things are got wi-fi and can directly plug 3.5mm earphone jet.. Its really shiok.. Haha..
Not long later.. Dearie reached then we trained to Joo Koon as the station is kinda near the camp.. Hehe.. Walked there.. The army open house displayed are ok la.. Had an eye opener as I could see how big the heli are instead of the tiny winy flying in the sky and have to use imagination to gauge how big the heli is.. Haha..
We went there for about 3 hours.. Then we head to Parkway Parade to look at WII games.. Hehe.. Actually wanna meet Ling Ai at ECP but they were at friend's house so I decided to give it a miss... Hehe.. Hmm.. Trained to Clementi then bus to PP.. Reached PP, I was freaking hungry. Bought Old Chang Kee.. Its been long I ate the Squid head.. Hee.. Dearie bought carrot cake.. Hehe..
Then we went to check out the prices for WII games.. In the end, I bought 3 games from Comics Connection.. Lol.. Spent S$200 on WII games.. Lol.. So roughly could guess 1 game is how much ba.. Haha.. After that went to get handphone pouch for W995.. Hehe.. Bought bubble tea.. Then walked not far I saw KOI.. Roar.. Should have bought from KOI as its nicer.. Haiz.. Suan le.. There's always next time.. Hehe.. Though I dun really like the word next time after my dad passed away.. I dun think I need to repeat again..
Well.. After that we went to take a bus back to my house for dinner.. Hehe.. Dad's friend is at my house.. Feel so uncomfortable.. But no choice.. Lol.. Lucky got Dearie to accompany me.. Hee.. Ate dinner liao then we surfed net awhile.. Dad's friend went back, Dearie and me played WII awhile.. Tried the games we bought.. Hehe..
Around 2330 Dearie went home.. He didn't drive today so had to take bus.. Reached home talk to mum awhile before taking my shower.. Mum had a good impression of Dearie.. Hehe.. Then mum added said, Po Po called today as she wanted to see Dearie.. Xiao Jiu also.. =.=|||
Then she said KC called her regarding one of my friend.. Mum told me what did I decided to do.. I told her heck care lo.. This type of thing dun really bothers me de.. Anyway I promise my friend I won't said a single thing so my lips are sealed. If I got to say then its most likely when my friend say I could tell what's actually going on.. But whatever it is my conscience is clear.. Hehe...
Well.. A lot of things are beyond explanation.. That's why I always say Actions speak Louder THAN Words.. Lol.. Everyone looks at a person is based on their behaviour instead of words.. But not much people knows this logic.. Lol..
Hmm.. Its getting late.. Tml is back to work.. Haiz.. Why Weekends forever so short de.. Lol.. Hope all of u enjoyed your weekends.. Hehe.. Have a happy working/studying week and keep looking forward to weekends ya.. ^^
Lastly, I wanna wish
Wendy Jie, Happy Birthday.. Hehe.. Shall not disclose her age if not she kill me.. Lol.. ;p
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
Saturday, September 5, 2009
W995 & WII ~ I am the Happy KiD
Today morning went to pray Ah Ma at Race Course Road the temple. Aunt Ah Gin reached early then expected so was kinda kanna nag a little. Haha...
Hmm.. When praying, she talked about dad and I dropped to tears.. Haiz.. I thought I have move on but it seems I am still holding dad closely.. Scene of how he collapsed in front of my eyes and how he left us.. I totally can't forget. Be it the last few words he said before he went into coma.. Its a big blow to handle.. Ya though I didn't tell my dad how much I cared.. But deeply I think he knows..
Well what to do.. Have to be more optismistic as I know he is well in the other world.. That sets my mind in ease.. :)
Hmm.. After prayer, mum insisted to send aunt to bus stop, just like what dad always did. Hmm.. Well Dearie had reached and he stopped at the bus stop which was not really good.. I try to keep cool.. Nagged mum awhile.. She was totally not listening.. Forget it.. Came home awhile as to put the praying items then after that we head to Vivo.. Hehe..
Went to recontract to get my SE W995.. Long waited for it to launch and I now I have my phone.. Its so cool~ Haha.. Like this phone a lot.. I not really into touch phone as I prefer phones with buttons.. Haha.. The queue was not that slow.. Hehe.. Got my phone shortly.. But the service given was moderate..
After that went Giant get some stuff and sent mum home.. Dearie helped me checked where in Orchard selling WII and we could go there to check out price.. Hehe.. Thanks Dearie.. Hee.. Hmm.. In the end, we went back to PS to get it.. Hmm.. Didn't get the one I want as it can only play Jap games Only.. So I get WII sports instead.. Hehe.. Bought a game too.. I am going to buy more.. Hee.. Some other time maybe.. Haha..
After that head back home and fixed the set with Dearie help.. Hee.. Mum bought dinner for us.. Haha.. Ate finished and continue set up.. Jacq called me to chat awhile.. Dearie got to go off for his band practice.. Hmm.. Went down with him.. Hehe.. Then after that came back up to continue my set up.. Finally get my WII working.. Hehe..
Played with mum.. Mum got hooked to the game.. LoL.. Its really fun and I did not regret getting WII.. Haha.. Hmm.. Dearie after his band, came back up to my house and we played awhile.. Hailey came over to my house to accompany mum as bro and me going out for supper.. Bro going out with his buddies and I going JB with Dearie.. Dearie going JB to top up his petrol.. Went with him.. Hehe..
Stomach dun feel well of a sudden.. Roar.. Hmm.. Back to SG for supper.. Went to eat Beancurd and drank soya milk.. Dearie ate You Tiao instead of beancurd.. Lol.. Felt bloated.. Lol.. But it helps a little in getting not so painful.. Hee.. Dearie sent me home and after that I popped 2 panadols.
Alright tomorrow going BBDC, not sure I could wake up.. Haha.. Then meet Dearie after that.. Hehe.. Going to army open house and to ECP find Ling Ai and Stan as they going there to exercise.. Lol.. But I going there to say halo as I not well do sports.. Haha.. Off to bed.. ^_^
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
Friday, September 4, 2009
G Force
Today work was quite relaxing and I fell asleep in awhile.. Friday but its like so tired. Lol.. Then was chatting in msn and skype..
I do not really wanna talk much about it.. Jumping at things that was said here.. Lol.. Please this is my blog and I didn't said the details of anything, I kept certain things private.. If u feel discriminated, then GO GET A LAW SUIT!! Bo Liao..
Dearie picked me up after work.. Ding Liang hitched a ride to Bugis as he going to meet his gf.. Lol.. After letting down Ding Liang, Dearie and me head to PS.. Dunno what to eat for dinner.. Then we strolled around.. I saw WII and the price was good. Hehe.. Thinking whether to buy a not.. Haha.. After that head to McDonald's House thinking of eating LJS but its PACKED!! Haiz.. So went to The Cathay to collect our movie tix.. Did an online booking. Walked around Cathay and in the end we eat Popcorn as our dinner.. Lol..
Watched G Force.. Hehe.. Hmm.. Its Nice!! Hehe.. Thumbs up for it.. Hee.. Hmm.. After movie we went back to walk around PS and after that we went to West Coast Park.. Hmm.. I really like the distance closer to the sea.. Hehe.. So relaxing.. Hehe...
I really had a wonderful time with Dearie today.. Hehe.. Hmm.. After that we did not went to meet Dearie's buddies.. Went home instead.. I am tired and exhausted.. Hehe.. Gonna turned in and sleep like a log if I could.. ;p
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Gym Day & Daddy's 49 days
Last week didn't go gym due to I injure my foot.. Yeah I am back to exercising.. Today work was like so so.. Today everybody in office like sleepy mood.. Lol.. Then my boss asked me, today wat day.. I goes like I think is thurs.. Lol..
Mind isn't working well.. Lol.. Keep forgetting things.. Hehe.. Dearie planned to come office fetch me but I requested him to wait for me at Bugis instead.. From town come up to Pandan Loop to pick me up and back to Town.. A bit wasting trip although he is driving.. Hehe..
Left office with Chew Hau and Joyce.. Damn.. The company bus is packed so we went to take 285 to Clementi.. Fell asleep on the bus.. Really tired.. Wondering why am I so tired.. Like not enough sleep like that.. How I wish I could lie on my bed.. Haha..
Train with Joyce as she going school.. Then after she got down, I am alone till Bugis.. Got down from the train and went to top up my ez.. After that went to find Dearie at Watson.. He was with his classmates.. After that we made a move to come home as I wanna change and go gym.. Hehe.. Dearie went with me.. Went to pick up Katty and head to Hougang Sports Hall to meet ZQ.. Hehe.. I can't do tedious work out.. So did some simple ones..
After our gym session, Dearie drove us to a prata shop near ZQ house.. Hmm.. The food is nice de.. Hee.. After that ZQ walked home and we drove Katty home.. After that Dearie sent me home.. Hehe..
Although a short period spent with Dearie, I am satisfied le.. Hehe.. Dearie willing to spend time with me and my friends, I am really happy.. Hee.. Buddy could tell that too.. Haha.. Hmm.. There's a lot of probs rising but I know I could manage it well.. Hee.. Dearie is always there for me.. Really am TOUCH.. Hehe..
Yeah!! Tomorrow is Friday.. WeeKends.. Yeah.. Can meet Dearie longer than weekdays.. Hee.. I am so HaPPy.. :p
Alright.. Mood is getting right now as WeeKends.. Hehe.. Well not forgotten today is daddy's 49 days.. We did not do any prayer as dad doesn't wan any.. Haiz.. But Daddy u will always stay in my heart.. Frankly speaking.. This few days filling up forms and I need to write my dob.. I wrote my dad's instead.. Yup.. I got the year wrongly.. Hahaha.. Ok.. I gonna have a good sleep and enjoy my weekend with my Dearie.. ^_^
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Nothing to Do & JB
Today reached work kinda early.. Lol.. Well I did not have a good sleep yest.. Haiz.. Mum is always a problem giver.. I feeling more and more pek chek.. Everyday there bound to have things she going to say and complain..
I am feeling tired.. Why can't she juz give me peace? I really having enough of all this shit.. Wanna do things I like was restricted.. Ya I know dad is no longer around.. But I dun seem the reasons of me having to be restricted..
Somehow going to work early really help me to free myself up a little.. Not so stress and I am able to clear my mind a little.. Haiz.. Mum always want people to be by her side.. If bro and me going to keep be at her side always.. I think shortly we become no life.. Its like work then home to accompany mum.. Haiz..
Ask her to find some activities.. She dun wan.. Whatever I suggested, she dun wan.. Haiz.. Then its practically telling me she wanna find trouble with me.. Stepping home is a disaster to me.. I dunno.. Really tired the moment I am at home.. At night, she is nt considerate enough.. Snoring, day by day is getting louder.. Haiz.. Then ask her why she so tired.. She gave an excuse she can't sleep.. I really dunno what to do.. She like that I think I am the next one gonna be going off.. Life really shorten man..
Haiz.. Work is as usual.. Today crapped less as I was not really in the mood... Feeling like almost 4 days didn't sleep le.. Haiz.. Wonder how long more I gonna tolerate all this shit.. Suan le.. Taking it day by day.. Hopefully peace come soon..
After work, took company bus with Joyce and Chew Hau.. Then both of them took to Jurong East that way while I trained back to Bugis.. Dragging myself home.. Haiz.. Reached home and out again to withdraw money.. After that back home for dinner and wait for Dearie to call..
After Dearie finished his band, we met up and went JB.. Went to top-up petrol and drove back SG for supper.. Ate fishball noodles and Dearie ate chicken rice.. I am feeling super fill.. Resting awhile and I think I am going to head to sleep.. Eyes feeling heavy and head was not functioning properly.. Well.. Tomorrow going to meet Dearie, Katty and ZQ for gym.. Wah so fast thurs.. Hehe.. Thought would pass super slow.. But its indeed fast when not counting.. Lol..
Lastly, I am looking forward to meet up with Ying, Jacq, Hui Ling and Mich on next tuesday. Hee.. So long we didn't meet le.. Hehe.. Well I have only one wish, hope this meet up can salvage the friendship in between.. Hehe.. Hui Ling birthday is around the corner... Hehe.. I think we have freaking long didn't say "我们五个人" LoL..
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:55
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
TuEsDay OnLy
Today went to work and I am late due to an accident at Ophir Road and the civil defence close the road to ECP.. Sian.. Jam like shit and I reached office at 0850.. Holy.. First time so late.. Arghzzz...
Hmm.. As usual.. System is slow like a snail.. I think I can sleep 20mins and get up to check.. Lol.. I didn't exaggerate about it.. Its really so slow.. Hmm.. Crap some jokes with Liang and Moko.. If not work is juz a bore.. Lol.. Munching my titbits as I am bored at work..
Hmm.. I wonder how I manage to endure as time is passing freaking slow.. Hmm.. I had not much to do.. Then I feel like falling asleep.. Darn.. When will I stop feeling so sleepy.. Argh.. Holiday please come quick.. I wanna sleep longer.. BOOOOO....
After work meet Dearie as he came to fetch me.. Hee.. Went to Heeren as Dearie got a selected to receive a pair of Swatch watches.. Hehe.. Then after that went Takashimaya to withdraw money and walk around.. Hee.. Went to the Talking Hall as there having some sales.. Hee.. Nothing interest me this time round.. Was wondering why I became so reluctant to see and buy things.. Ponders.........
After that went ION to walk around.. Its my first visit to ION after its opening.. Lol.. No time to go shop plus mostly go Orchard with JJ, ZQ and GJ is around PS and The Cathay as normally is movie, Lan gaming or Pool.. Lol.. Hmm.. After shopped around, we walked back down to Cineleisure to settle our dinner there.. Hehe..
After that went to Dearie's car, shock to see bird's dung.. ZzZz.. Went to have a car wash around Balestier area.. Dearie was intending to go his friend's house but as time was kinda late. He cancelled it.. Then we went to ECP.. Hmm.. Went to see plane.. Hehe.. Chatted a bit.. Hehe.. Then after that went to buy drinks as I am kinda thirsty.. Weird today I drink so much.. Lol..
After that Dearie sent me home.. Hmm.. Mum called when I was on the way way home.. As usual asking where am I.. Not long I reached home le.. Haiz.. Juz entered the door.. My mood is switched totally.. Mum asked me Sat going out till wat time then say she dun alone at home as bro nt at home. Then say what Daddy not yet 100 days so I shouldn't stay out so late. I am pissed then I said tat day she said 49 days.. Now 100 days.. Why not juz tell me, daddy haven passed away for 100 years then I shouldn't be staying till too late!! Kns de.. Then she added that she dun see me home she can't sleep.. Ya to me is bull shit.. When she ever concern about me..
Last time I went to late come home.. Dad was the only one who ask where am I and what time come home.. She sleep like a log.. Now tell me all this shit.. Expect me to say something nice.. Fat hope.. I am blunt I have to admit.. Telling me she care all this to me is really craps as I dun see it.. Tat day when I came home late.. She also snore like a pig.. I on the lights, she still can sleep..
If it was dad, he will wake up and said a few words before returning to sleep.. If not I will see him sitting in the living room waiting for me to be home.. Argh.. Daddy not around.. My life so screwed.. Want to do things I like, I can't do so as I need to think and think.. Haiz.. Not so carefree as what I use to be.. I feel so uptight in me.. Argh.. I feel like choosing to let go but I can't bear do so coz she's my mum and he's my bro.. I feeling so vex!! Earlier feel like banging myself upon the wall and concuss myself.. RoaR!!!!! I think I awhile more going sleep.. Dunno can sleep a not.. My mind is full of handling all this shit.. Haiz.. I wanna move on with accepting the fact dad is not here already.. But looking at mum, staying still with worry of being alone and no one to accompany her.. Damn sickening..
I was like in the middle of no where as to move forward or stay put.. Making me feeling so miserable.. Arghhh.. I dun wanna think already.. Its getting on my nerves.. RoaR!!!!
Into A World of Emptiness @ 23:59
