Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Blurry Day
I dunno what had got into me.. Everything seems so wrong.. People call me, I thought they calling someone else.. Mind was wandering all about..
Hmm.. Freaking weird.. Mum called up in the midst of my work. Granny and Aunty Nik not feeling well.. So they went in to see her.. I can't go as I am working and after my work, I am having appointment with the doc for my foot.. My foot is still feeling pain. Maybe going to see GP on Sat.. Haiz..
Hope everything gonna be alright.. Hmm.. Today Ding Liang very funny keep asking to wait for him off work and take his friend's car as he is sure I know his friend.. Lol.. He very funny de lo.. Haha.. Well I didn't wait for him to off work coz he is slow.. So Joyce and me went off without him.. Haha..
Hmm.. My foot is freaking so I cabbed to see the doc.. The cab uncle is freaking irritating. He kept asking me want to take train a not.. Freak la.. If I wanna take train, I won't take cab at taxi stand but up the escalator to take train.. I just shoot the uncle, if u dun like the jam then dun drive la.. Pissed.. Lol.. After that the uncle goes quiet.. Idiot.. Sometimes a day was to be calm but because of some idiots juz simply spoil it or make it worse.. Lol...
After see doc, saw my dad's friend.. Then he ask how are we.. Talk a little.. Then he said that time when I did some mistakes and my dad chided me till I cried. He felt super hurt after that coz he made me cry.. His friend said that my dad told him that he didn't scold me before and that's was the first.. All along I know I got the attention of my dad more than my bro.. Although my dad always said he is fair.. But there are moments he is unfair..
Hmm.. If I am going to list is really long list.. Lol.. Hmm.. When talking about, my tears just flow.. Its like my dad is always there whenever I need to know how to communicate with my mum and bro coz I talk very little at home.. Then not everything I said my mum and bro could understand..
Hmm.. But well now dad is not around, a lot of thing I had to try to stand on my own.. I had to try.. But I had to say my dad taught me a lot of things.. Especially administrative work with the govt. So I am quite sure what I am doing and am sure of how handle a lot stuff.. Since young dad taught me a lot.. Well.. It seems he had passed his knowledge to me..
Frankly speaking he didn't teach my bro anything but my bro tried to learn by looking.. Well.. At least my bro did learn something la.. Hehe.. Hmm.. I really miss my dad.. Every night I will think of him.. Haiz.. I think I am too attached to my dad le.. But tell me dun also hard.. The fact is we share the same birthday.. So many things in common.. Haiz..
Well tomorrow, I going KTV.. Long time no sing.. Haha.. But I consider myself as lousy.. Haha.. Daddy used to train me sing in KTV lounge hall.. But I dunno I still have this courage ma.. Haha.. Well I am super looking forward to tomorrow.. Hehe.. Today actually meeting JJ but I had to cancel.. I have no choice but to cancel the meeting.. Haiz.. Wanted to go back JB but mum and bro is back so change to Sat then go back..
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