Friday, July 31, 2009
WeeKend & Lots to Do
Another week passed and I hardly get any sleep.. YES I MISS MY DAD..
Hmm.. House as usual like as though he went overseas but this is worst as I know he won't be back to life anymore. I dreamt of my dad a few nights, he seems so closed to me and I can feel him.. Roar.. This proves I have not gotten over the leaving of my dad to another world..
Well yesterday after work, I went to meet mum at Clementi and bused to Jurong East to meet Cheng. Then we walked around IMM. Bought lan cable as Cheng buying desktop this sun and we looking at sofa..
Hmm.. Nothing caught our eye at IMM so we brought mum to eat Pepper Lunch as she never eat before.. Hmm.. I tried the Sukiyaki.. Its damn nice.. Hehe.. Then after that we took a bus down to Trade Hub 21.. Went to one of the furniture shop there, the service given is freaking good.. We look and browse.. Both mum and Cheng like a particular sofa.. So they pointed out to me.. I tried and its really comfy.. So we settled in getting it.. Did the order and paper work.. Paid S$426.93 (Inclusive GST and Delivery). Not bad price.. Hehe.. Settled for the delivery date 2 weeks from now.. Hehe..
Cheng and me continued browsing at cupboards, coffee table and tv console but we have not decide to buy due to that's not urgent but sofa is high time to change as its really freaking old, older than me definitely.. From old house till this house.. Wonder what's the history behind.. Lol.. Too bad my grandma is no longer around, if not I have more stories to hear.. Hee..
For tomorrow there more paper works for my dad stuff and renovating my house.. How I wish got someone to help but I dun wanna ask AT as he is busy with moving of his office and he is given a huge responsibility on that..
Hmm.. Back to personal feelings.. Lately I stray far from certain people and talk lesser. Reason which shall not be disclosed.. Hmm.. I also discovered that when my dad left me and my grandma left me is totally different. I don't feel so much when Ah Ma left but when dad left, its beyond words. Its like how much I wished I could have spend more time with him instead of just this 8 years of memories. But the memories of when I able to remember things till the day, my Ah Ma breathe her last was none due to I seldom sees my dad home.. When he is home, I am in bed or I have the nasty memories of him creating a scene at home..
Life is really unpredictable.. The day before he is ok, the next day he fallen.. Totally made me dunno how to accept this freaking fact that my dad to depart from this world without a word.. I was quite shocked, disappointed and devastated.. All this is what I am feeling when the day my dad went into coma and passed on.. I totally never imagine or expecting things would turn out so fast.. Well I think I will take things slowly.. Mood is still rather off track but trying my best to be back on track.. Going to work also damn moody.. Like kinda no sense of direction in life for a sudden.. But I know I will get over it after a period.. For now, I will still keep my dad in my heart and memories..
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