Wednesday, July 1, 2009
sLeePy
Today went to work and suddenly there's a downpour. Lol.. I am the only one without umbrella. Hmm.. Its been always that I dun carry umbrella around. Even though I bought one long ago but I gave to away to people as I dun really use it. Haha..
Hmm.. Work is norm and tdy office was rather cold and quiet. I also dun have much mood to crap. Dun ask me why as I also not sure. Feeling emo this few days. Maybe Kor was right, I should heck a little. Since hanging out with my friends is ok for me then just do what I like coz I know where's my limits. He said let my friend say what he/she wanna say, its obviously its purely never understand me at all. Then he added and I could also be heck care to understand them.
Anyway some words spoken were in and deep down into my heart. It is obviously going around to tell me things and I am not that stupid but I try to be one coz there are a lot of things I chose not to know and never do I wanna know. But frankly speaking, those words are freaking hurtful. This few days I dun feel like talking and juz turn emo. Kor was cheering me up and hearing me saying things which I felt damn freaking annoyed.
A.T sorry that I dun wanna seek u for a listening ear but I think by now u know why coz KC told me that he told u abt it. Anyway I taking it to heart as I will never forget about it. I may not dislike or hate the person but I remember the hurtful words that was said. Its obvious its his/her thinking but not others but I will never say that person right into their face. I going to keep my cool and pretend there's nothing happen but I will never forget neither will I forgive. This person slowly is pissing me off by little but I trying to keep cool so far.
Anyway I slowly getting better. Thanks A.T for his concern and reminder to take my med though he knows how much I dislike to take med. Lol.. I am thankful that you are always letting me know that u are around although we are far apart. Even when I am going lunch, u accompany me to chat. I really had to say that for so many years, u are always there for me.. Thank u A.T!! Hee..
Hmm.. This is also good.. I tend to sleep early day by day.. Haha.. Blog early and sleep early. Weekends then sleep later. Lastly, I decided that evey Sun I will stay to rest and prepare for work on Mon if not it will be lethargic for me. Hee.. Hmm.. Some thoughts I keeping it down in my heart but Kor 2 more days, u are outstation again. Haiz.. Only a month later then can talk to u. Hopefully this 1 month would be smooth coz everytime u not ard, Po Po will nag into my ears. =.="
Hahahahaha.....
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