Saturday, July 25, 2009
I Miss My Dad
Today packed my dad stuff.. Tears welled up and not long awhile, I went to take my nap. Around 6pm, I woke up.. Mum told me, Aunt Martha asked us out for dinner. Bro going to meet his friend to watch movie so he not joining us..
Bathed and prepared to go out.. Cabbed down to Killney Road.. Went for porridge buffet.. Had my filled.. How I wished I could bring my dad along.. I have yet bring him to try the delicacies in SG.. I mean food I tried and felt its nice..
After our food, went to walk around NTUC at Killney.. Imagine NTUC around Orchard.. Lol.. After that mum and Aunt Martha check out at the counter.. Its time to head home.. Mum and me bused home while Aunt Martha trained home..
Hmm.. I couldn't find anyone to give the bicycle to.. I do not want to give it to my dad's friend as I won't be able to see the bike again.. At least its with my friend, I am still able to see.. Well maybe I have to let go of it.. Clinging it on makes me feel worst. Bro suggest I sell it away.. Hmm.. Maybe after I took some of the things I want then sell away ba.. Although I couldn't bear to do it. But no choice unless I sell away mine but I prefer my bicycle than my dad's..
Mum said I didn't have enough rest and she noticed my dark rings.. At night, its been really hard to sleep.. I have been so used to my dad being around.. Now totally is so different.. Just a night and the next day, everything seems so weird.. I know I have to adapt to it.. Especially every morning, I would greet my dad and now I am greeted with cold wind in the morning..
Its been a torture in me to accept the fact my dad went home.. But its way too sudden.. I checked my com.. The last birthday I celebrated with my dad was last year.. This year there's no celebration.. Why do I said that.. Because whenever we celebrate birthday, we will take a pic of it.. I feeling remorseful for not spending quality time with him this year.. But I bought his fave snacks back from JB and that's the last he ate before he collapsed.. I felt happy but he nagged me for spending money.. I knew his good intention but I know his favourites too.. :)
Alright I shall post the pic we took on Our Birthday on 03.04.2008.
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