Sunday, July 12, 2009
Day 4 in hospital
Daddy show slight improvement but doc said for him to wake up is still very low.. :(
Today my niece, Khartini, visited dad.. Asked how old is she now.. Hmm.. I dun think its nice to declare her age here.. She disturbed bro and me coz we are younger than her then for her to call us uncle and aunt makes her sound so young.. We tried to joke to perk up the atmosphere.. Aunt Irene, Aunt Martha, Aunt Sai Gin, Uncle Bok Chai and Aunt-in-law with Cousin Danny came to visit dad. Danny keep telling us he is the eldest grandchild in the family. We laughed as he said calling him uncle won't make Khartini sound younger as he is older than her.. Lol..
Well.. She is a lecturer in NP and bro gotten more arrow from her.. Haha.. Then we were like suaning her coz she can't speak chinese and hokkien.. Can't blame her though as she's a malay and her grandma is a chinese.. Haha.. Her grandma is my eldest aunt whom had passed on..
Hmm.. After that some of them left and only mum, bro, aunt martha and me.. We chatted and complaint.. I am utterly unhappy about some of the things.. I flare my temper at my aunts as they talk without showing gratitute. I shoot them off into their face.. Mum dozing off and Aunt Martha pulled out to shop.. Bro went out with friends and I am in hospital accompanying dad.. Not long later, Ling Ai and Florence came.. Chatted awhile and we talked about 2 person.. Continuing tml.. Then they went off.. Shortly they were off, 2nd uncle came.. Hehe.. I am not alone after all.. Hee..
Chatted with 2nd Uncle and his wife.. Hmm.. He asked what I have plans for dad if he wakes up.. How to take care of him all that.. Suggest to him and he agrees without second thoughts. But looking into my bank account.. I feeling depressed.. Its not easy to feed 3 mouths with such low pay.. Maybe I should take up more jobs like before.. Hospital bills I have no worries but daily expenses is what I worry.. Mum not working and bro still studying.. Its really burden.. Household expense its all on me.. I really need to think of an way out.. Uncles and Aunts pin high hopes on me as they know I have never fail them at all.. Burden.. But who understands..
Anyway.. I try to minimize my expenses as little as I could and give the best to my mum and bro.. I know my dad will wake up and well.. Looking forward to the day he open his eyes.. ^^
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