Thursday, July 16, 2009
Daddy Left Me on 16 July 2009
Today (16 July 2009 , 闰五月二十四日, 7.35pm, my dad breath his last. My mum, bro and me stood by him with my relatives till his last heart beat. Although I couldn't bear to see my dad go without saying good bye to us.
Its really a sudden to us that my dad left. He had been in coma for days. Today morning we decided to take out the tube and let him breath naturally but we didn't expect that a change of ward would cause him to lose his life.
I regretted for not celebrating birthday with my dad this year. I regretted that I worked OT the day before he collapsed. I really regretted. I merely spent 8 years of my time with my dad as the first 16 years was with my grandma. But this 8 years is a fruitful one. I will never forget. I rebel against him. My dad turned more understanding towards bro and me. He opens up and talks more to us. I am glad for his changes but why now he has to leave us.
For nights, I couldn't really sleep.. I miss my dad. Although he is in hospital, we went back home to rest but my eyes just couldn't shut. My mind just wanders.. Daddy, I will always keep u in my memories. May the road in front for your next journey in another world be peace.
Daddy, I promised I will take good care of mum. Dun need to worry. But I am really not use to without u at my side giving me the assurance and secure. I have to be frank, I am living in fear when the doc pronounced that u are no longer with us.
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