Monday, June 29, 2009
SicK
A start of a Monday was a disaster. My little bro and I was ill.. Went to visit the doctor together with my parents. Head is still spinning like hell but the cruel doc gave one day sick leave. Haiz.. Maybe its not the right time to take a rest. Busy week ahead. Going back to work tml and read something which made me emo.
Ya kinda stupid to read things on web and that's the reason why I dislike surfing net or using com. It sometimes gives out info when its being surf and its hard to get your eyes off it. Haiz.. Hmm.. Busy for A.T too.. His office is moving in another month time. He is still getting his server back on track especially with all datas in it.. Wish him luck..
I starting to choose people to talk to recently maybe because I prefer to talk to people who is not being restrained to anything in life. Its easier to communicate and won't be a hassle to think whether will anyone be offended by it. That's also a partial reason why I message some of u lesser le.. I mean I dun like to disturb people whom have gf or bf de lo coz its not good due to u maybe spending time with yr other half.
I mean if we are friends, I dun mind sharing my thoughts with u but I think there bound to a certain things restrain to only a particular person would know about it more than others. There's a lot to share but only one will know, while the others won't know about me. But for the moment, I restrain to keep it in my thoughts as I dun really found the one I could confide in after moving on. My brothers kept telling me A.T would be the best choice and I agreed that he is always my advisor in all things but sometimes not everything I would tell him due to I juz dun feel comfortable saying it.
Ya that particular person I mean is the one whom I wanna spend my life with and I am always have my priorities in life. I mean friends are sure to be in the list but it will never be the top of the list. I think most people will just think it this way. My friends always said I neglected them most of the time and now I slowly finding the time I had lost with them but they told me something which they are well prepared was that they said if I gonna have my other half, please dun neglect them so much. All I could say was I try to to give them some of my time if I could but no promise. They really became a part of my life which made me treasure my life more due to no matter how deeply hurt am I, they will be there to wash away my sorrows. They knew there are some privacy to be kept and only the "One" could know that kind of logic..
Thanks them for their care and concern all the while when I didn't even plan a time to meet them because some reasons which is known between me and them. But I am really grateful for their lovely understanding. Hee...
Hmm.. Hopefully with the rest I had today, tomorrow will not be a disaster for me at work. My boss gave me a dozen of emails today.. But hopefully tomorrow I could get it done for her before she came in at 9am. For the weather now is like hell, hopefully no one around get too sick as virus is simply contagious.
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