Friday, June 5, 2009
No OT
This shows how bad my mandarin is man. I remember her initials as S.H but the correct spelling for it.. Haha.. I forgotten le.. Haiz.. Memories failing me. LoL.. Today home early and slack. Did some thinking and realize I should take things easy. There's really a lot of things I should not be so concern about it coz the concern I am going to be means, I either make myself unhappy or angry. Its quite stupid of me lo. So I think I just choose the easy way out le.
No longer bear much feelings for some stuff coz I realize its way beyond a point to care. Then today talked to Daniel. It is so kind of him. Hehe.. He said if I working OT, he don't mind go pick me up from work as he know my area there quite ulu and quiet. LoL.. He is my sec sch senior. I always offend him in some way that in the end we become good friends. LoL.. Then I realized most of my sec sch seniors all residing in West area or North.. For I am the only one in school, staying central or towards the east. LoL.. Now then I know. But its really funny to find out after so many years. Then he was asking me why I joined the drama club. Its really recollecting the wonderful memories I had in Sec school daze.. LoL..
Hmm.. In office and reached home chatted with Andy most of my time. Was talking about some matters. He is always a listening ear for me. Chatted with him as he still in office doing OT due some server problem. I end the chat with him and went to bed.. There are certain things will just make me unhappy but thinking back I find it silly coz it just make me feel I show too much care and concern. For instance, in future whatever things going to be said or happen, I will no longer show concern or care for it. Just listen and forget about it coz somehow how a lot of things had actually proven that I should not remember coz they are just said and meant to be forgotten. Its only me holding it dear to my heart and remember. Its really silly me to believe it so much. Until the day really comes, the other things for now is just a bypass for me. No longer giving another look at it. Until it shows that I should give it much attention. In conclusion, I think I should release a litttle instead of holding on so tight ba. Hmm.. Then stomach was growling like mad. I know I am hungry but I am lazy to cook maggi or went downstairs to buy food. So I chose to skip. This is going to happen very often. Hopefully tomorrow night mum got cook. Maybe weekends then I go eat Mac. Hehe.. Alright.. I gonna go sleep.. Shall get enough of sleep and stop my mind and heart from thinking and feeling so much. Haha..
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