Saturday, May 2, 2009
Dragonfly @ St James
Yest around 10plus went to Club/Pub at St James as its Sally's birthday.. But before that meet GJ and JJ for dinner.. Then trained down Harbour Front to meet Debbie and Li Hui.. Went to buy present for Sally.. Hmm.. What we got her is a secret.. Shared the prezzie with Debbie and Melissa..
Hmm.. A lot of people I dunno de.. Apart my group who is Debbie, Lihui, ZQ and JJ.. I only know Sally, Melissa and Jeremy.. Shocked was he didn't bring his wife.. Lol.. Hmm.. I noticed something I didn't said.. I found out someone behaviour is like him.. I took noticed when Melissa treated me drinks and Melissa asked me help her see whether the waiter return her the change.. Its damn obvious lo.. I noticed le.. But I kept quiet.. I thought is I am thinking way too much..
Then ZQ, JJ and me left at 0030.. We took a cab to eat prata at GJ's neighbourhood.. But the whole thing makes it super clear to me.. The "him" is so obvious by now.. I shall not elaborate about who this "him" I talking about and I also won't say who posses the "him" character and behaviour.. Hmm.. After that the guys got angried.. I really dunno what to do.. I chase after JJ who left in a harsh.. Damn I ran and gastric just attack me.. Fxxk.. Hopefully nothing gonna happen.. When I turned, ZQ is mia.. Fxxk la.. I trying to solve the prob and yet.. Argh.. Fxxk
Damn frustrated and irritated by every action and emotion involved.. It somehow where I realised that its the point where I fallen and the same thing occured again.. It just reminded me of him.. How he left me on the streets of our fave hang out place because he is angry with some reasons.. I will Never FORGET!!
I told myself no he is not him.. But how can it be so identical.. I wonders.. I ponders.. But there isn't any solution or an answer.. Haiz.. This few days, I have been thinking of should I really move back to JB or further a bit.. So start everything a fresh.. Grandma talked to me yest and wanted to know my decision.. I pushed to Mother's Day.. I got to really give my answers by then.. But I really dunno.. Somehow or rather, what happened earlier on.. I felt maybe this place doesn't suit me at all.. I also dunno.. Confused.. Frustrating.. Maybe my finalize decision is to move back ba.. Since so many unhappy things are going around here.. I have not come out with a conclusion.. But there's still a few days to think about it.. So.... I will consider deeply ba.. Tired le.. Just reach home not long.. Bathed and all.. Blog done.. Its time to sleep.. Haiz.. It saddens my heart deeper this time.. I just wonder how to be happy when the people around aren't that happy at all.. Haiz.. :(
I have to be franked.. I miss Mel Jie a lot.. Haha.. Got crazy a bit as both of us almost fell when we saw each other.. Ya hug till we lose our balance but I managed to catch her balance.. Haha.. She ain't that fat and heavy lo.. Think she will be happy to read this.. Mel Jie.. Dun say you are fat la.. If you are fat then what am I.. Bones?! Lol.. Hmm.. Catch up with her.. Happy that you are engaged and going to have your wedding soon.. I promise I will be your sister when you going to have wedding dinner in SG.. Hee.. I miss the times I had when working with her in PUA.. A jie jie who taught me a lot during work and my munching kaki.. Wah.. I remember the times when boss not around we tea break will always ask my friend or she go pack Shih Lin the Oyster Mee Sua and Scallop Mee Sua.. Haha.. I miss the good times we had.. Hehe.. We always eat like nobody business de.. Morning breakfast, lunch and tea break.. Wa piang.. Eat non stop de lo.. Haha.. But happy moments only can be remembered.. Haha.. Ok.. I wanna keep this GOOD MEMORIES TO MYSELF.. :P
Lastly, SALLY CHAN HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
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