Sunday, May 3, 2009
Body is getting WeaKer
Got home this morning.. Yest went to meet JJ played basketball then went Hougang Ave 1 find Ted as to sell him my dad's phone but then I realized my dad didn't passed me the earphones.. RoaR.. I have to make another trip.. Suan le..
Then after that went to meet GJ together went airport to study.. Hmm.. Yest was talking to Sharilyn online.. Exams is just a month away liao.. I not panic not anxious nor am I that stress yet.. Or should I say I have not experience any stress before, not even during N level times.. =.=
Hmm.. Yest look at my books my mind was a total blank.. Then I realised its somehow slowing down le.. Maybe I just recover from slight flu.. Which my parents was like shock that I recovered so fast this time.. I tend to be sick for quite long before recovery.. So its a blessing in disguise la..
Kept myself awake the whole night but I knew I am collapsing.. But somehow I managed to pull through.. Dad's condition is getting worse.. Yest went with him to check up.. Haiz.. It just pain me again.. Doc says the recovery is very low.. Preparing for the worse.. Dad kept assuring me he will be ok.. How to be ok.. When he dun take heed and do what he likes.. Haiz.. I wash my hands off le..
Anyway I have to start making plans.. Brains please work for me.. Argh.. Its been sleeping too long le.. Dad might be full paralysed but no one know when it will be.. Haiz.. I finally felt stress not because of studies.. Keeping my mind clear of what's going on.. Damn Damn Damn...
Came home slept not more than 4 hours.. Got woke up by noises in my house.. Ya my parents talking loudly.. Argh.. Forget it.. Went out and greet them.. Then mum as usual asked me what time was I home this morning.. I told her 7 plus.. Dad said he won the bet.. Bo liao.. Then mum asked me where I went then I said airport to study.. Mum said something which had never gone through my brains before.. She said, "Wah.. First time see you revise and so much things leh.. MDIS also never see you study so hard.. At most take book there read until fell asleep..."
What the heck.. My mum wins or should I say my brain is dead or I am lazy.. Whatever...... Then dad says maybe its hard so I looking through my books.. If not I may not touch my book at all.. Diaoz.. Bullet flying everywhere.. But whatever la.. Mum was telling me that Po Po went see doctor le.. She thank me for giving her money.. Haiz.. What can I do.. I can't be at both sides right.. So I did the best I could to salvage all probs.. Sian sian sian.. KC Kor only this sat will be off the vessel.. Shit la.. Mother's day then he come back.. Why go out sea so long.. Erz... Suan le.. 我扛得了.. 我不是懦罗的.. Whatever shit.. Just some boosting words for myself.. =.=
Later maybe plan to Lorong Ah Soo there study as there quite windy and nobody.. Super quiet.. Maybe meeting JJ.. But no plans yet.. But I confirmed my plan of going there le.. JJ joining me or not is way out of question coz sometimes I just wished to be alone.. Dunno I just like the times when you are alone and roaming around.. I think I am used to be alone ba.. Haha.. Ok la.. Got to head my books before I head out for my own leisure before I get back to my books.. Hee.. Ciaoz.. Hope you all enjoyed your weekends.. Tomorrow is Monday BLUE!!!! Lol...
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