Tuesday, May 12, 2009
2 More Weeks to Exam
Hmm.. Weeks have passed.. No News of job.. Went for the interview this morning and what was told is to wait for news. The whole idea came to me was like its better to look for another job. This job doesn't suit me that kind. Haiz..
I am losing my patience looking for job le. Damn sian... But wat to do.. Have to tolerate lo... Mum was talking to me yest. Said if can't find job then temp stop my studies. Haiz... Juz received the July time table and was thinking liao. Once I plan to take, then have to pay money. Haiz..... The amount goes by "K" and not hundreds. Damn freaking sian...
Then mum know I starting to feel moody when it comes to the word associate with "$" then she start to change topic.. She then asked me when did I started to see friends so important de. Then I reply.. When I know I losing my friends lo.. Then she asked me when I realised that.. Then I said.. Last year.. Lol.. She fainted.. Haha..
But in me.. I was thinking.. Have I really think friends are important ma... Then I realised ya they are part of my life but not the extend to that I will be bother much with their every affairs.
So they are partially important not very important that kind. Even if they made me upset or watever shit, I also won't bother to care that freaking much. Hmm.. Just like what my mum says, sometimes she feels that I always choose to be alone.
For me liking to be alone because I tend to feel peace but sometimes a person also needs a company... Lol.. Contradicting... But no one wants to live a life full of loneliness. Neither do I want.. Lol.. Anyway.. Have to prepare for exams liao.. Revision starts and my cousin is giving me unnecessary pressure. But who cares. Haha... Revision class is this weekend. I have no choice but to attend.. Its over the weekends.. Shit la.. But suan le.. 2 weeks to exams and I dun feel the tense up my nerves. Juz do my best. Haha..
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