Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Straightening Out My Thoughts
Today actually meeting Katty but was cancelled.. Postpone to tomorrow instead.. Bee says its raining so change to tomorrow too... I fell back to sleep since all dun wan meet.. Its tues and its like any other day..
Woke up at 11 plus.. The sky is turning dark.. Hmm.. Its raining.. Feeling good when it rains.. I actually like raining season more than sunny days.. Dunno why.. Maybe bcoz lesser people on the streets, nice cozy weather etc.. I can't think of more.. Hmm.. Was chatting with Hailey over MSN yest.. I think I dun really open up to people around me.. I still prefer to hide some of the things in me.. I think this is where my cousins and my bro dislike most coz happy or unhappy I will give them a big smile.. Hee..
Hmm.. Mum made some soup for me coz I have been getting weaker this few days.. She got worried as I know bcoz she won't out of no where cook tonic de.. Lol.. As in I always wanna eat, she always dun wanna cook coz no one in the family likes tonic soup apart from me.. Anyway I likes to drink soup.. So my food always must have soup due to I dun like to eat rice without soup..
Hmm.. Was looking through all my blogs.. Intending to close down one of them.. But when I was reading the blog which was meant for me and him.. I paused for a moment.. Its seems mostly me and him blog about was our moments out.. Then unhappy ones was left out.. But he blog mostly was more unrelated stuffs.. I look through the details.. The dates was the ones that made it stand out coz its my fave number and its the common number we had.. Hmm.. A lot of coincidence happened between me and him but somehow it came to an end.. Although its hard to let go but I made it.. Do I? Lol.. Yup I did.. I not intending to delete away the blog I have with him as I will keep it as a email thingy storage page coz I always forget my gmail address.. Wahahahaz..
Then went to read my Yahoo blog.. Hmm.. I realised is super history sia.. But there wrote de things are really what I have on mind.. For there is locked away for public view and its more privately for me to keep as an online diary.. Hmm.. I once in awhile will update there.. But its been long.. I mostly wrote here as this seems to be my permalink.. Hmm.. I realised I actually have 3 blogs including my current one.. Haha..
Hmmm.. JJ msg as he ended sch early and wanted to meet up.. I dun feel like going out.. Swaying my moods here and there.. But its better to go out then stayed home, my mum said.. So I decided to go out.. Hmm.. ZQ off work at 1730 and GJ is free after 1400.. I waited for a confirmation till I fell asleep.. Yes I really doze off.. Weather too good to sleep.. Hmm.. Finally decided to meet at 1700 plus minus.. But I actually rot around at home longer and leave hse at 1730.. Reached GJ area at 1800.. JJ was dying from stoning.. We planned to meet up to play bball.. Hmm.. But the court was occupied.. So we waited for ZQ and headed to Chomp Chomp to eat..
After eating we went over to RK House to slack alittle.. Then we head back to GJ's hse area.. Hmm.. The court is occupied by bunch of idiots who doesn't know how to be friendly a bit.. But its ok la as I dun own that court.. Went to exercise corner to play a little then we went back to play awhile of the bball.. Since the lights are out.. We went to the void deck to slack.. Head home around 2315.. Reached house bus stop, its raining.. Walked in the rain, saw dad and mum at coffee shop.. Got said by them for bringing umbrella.. Then my mum realised, I dun buy umbrella and how carry it when I dun buy one.. Even buy I also won't carry coz I simply dislike umbrella.. I rate it as MAFAN.. Haha..
Drank a bit of coke as mum can't finish it.. Then I waited for mum together to go home.. Home and bath.. Was kinda tired.. Gonna chat on phone and head to bed.. I feeling tired easily.. Wonder is it because my time is running short..
I have some things I wanna said but its for someone..
Buddy.. If you reading this, I just wanna ask u.. Can you please don't give us your emo attitude? Coz somehow or rather we felt we are neglecting you and its like our fault.. Out of nowhere, u sit and played game on yr phone.. All of us will be wondering why.. It may not be a big issue here.. But if you treat us as friends, you can share your thoughts with us.. I know you got A LOT OF FRIENDS!!! You may NOT want to SHARE with US.. But for instance you are out with us and please SHOW SOME RESPECT!! For every moment of you going into emo, we noticed and care.. But in return, yest we got from you was "I GOT A LOT OF FRIENDS AND I CHOOSE TO SHARE WITH WHICH FRIENDS!!".. Why not like that you try to say this to your other friends and see how will they react towards you........
Buddy please treasure your friendship with everyone as friends sometimes dun come that easy.. I once felt friends are not important in my life.. But when you really need one.. Then you will know what is call miserable... So please treasure every friend you have.. :)
Done my speech!! Hopefully he can understands.. If not I will be super urei.. Hmm.. For my personal issue.. I still thinking of it.. Hmm.. This few days my temper seems to be bad.. Hard to control and its totally confusing inside.. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh.. I dislike this type of uncertainity in me.. Why am I getting emotion corruption?! Ok I think I need some sleep to clear my mind.. Nite and Ciaoz~
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