Monday, April 6, 2009
Monday BluEs!!
Today back to job hunting again.. Hmm.. Katty msg me as we planning to meet tomorrow to go out to the streets to job hunt.. Then also find Debbie for lunch..
Hmm.. Woke up around 11 or much earlier though.. Stared at my phone for a period before I decided to reply.. Hmm.. I dun wanna deny I am feeling damn 憂い.. For some reason, I put all this behind me.. Treat it as it never happen before.. I didn't hear anything or remember anything.. Hmm.. I just dun want it to be a ラブゲーム..
For my fell, I didn't blame anyone and I know ユー doesn't know I have that 問.. So don't 糾弾じしん.. Hehe.. I am feeling better after all that.. Hehe.. Frankly speaking I am いやof going out 本日.. But I just feel しんきくさい and force myself to go.. Hehe..
Went to NUS to meet GJ and played MSN with Debbie and Cheryl online.. When I am out of my house, I try to get my mood back to norm.. Hmm.. JJ joined us shortly.. After that ate Mac and went Island Creamery for Ice-Cream.. Then head home le.. Hmm.. I enjoyed my day.. ZQ planning to meet up on Thurs and I planning to go JB on Fri.. Sat.. Still KIV-ing.. Coz I haven't made up my mind.. Alright I am damn flickled minded sometimes.. Not that good actually..
I got things wanna rant.. If not interested please stop reading upon here.. Hehe...
我不知道我该如何做.. 绝得好烦.. 被夹在中间真的好不舒服.. 我有点想要放弃一切, 因为这不是我想要的.. 好困扰喔!! 我面带着笑容但不代表我很快乐!! 我是不想去想我不该想的事.. 这几天我都绝得好难快乐, 也觉得我不是我自己.. 心理中觉得好纳闷!! ROAR!!
做的事情会想到他.. 但是对他的感觉已渐渐的在消失了.. 我不想再走向后悔的路~~~~~
我只想要快乐和信服而已, 为何这么难得到!! :(
I rant finished le.. Hee.. Hmm.. Its really MONDAY BLUES!! Debbie today no go work.. Anyway home blog le.. Going to play WoW and head to bed as tomorrow meeting Katty.. Maybe got job liao I won't be thinking so much ba.. Lol.. Ciaoz~
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