Friday, April 17, 2009
FreaKing TiRed Of LiVing
Dad was down with Minor Stroke.. Depressed and lost.. I was told to ignore by my dad and I know I can't.. Its not I dun wanna spend more time with him.. He restrict me from spending time with him.. He says if I spend time with him.. It makes him feel that he's weak and sick..
Argggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... WHAT THE FUCK CAN I DO?! DAMN FUCKING IRRITATED!!! (Sorry.. I am really pissed with myself!!) It looks like my negligent that I didn't notice my dad wasn't feeling well the night before yesterday.. Haiz..
Hmm.. Although he's not feeling well, his friends are still his priorities.. I think this way he may feel happy.. Just let him do what he want ba.. I wanna see him happy.. Haiz.. I suddenly feel I damn useless.. I can't even take good care of my dad at all.. Shit me..
Anyway.. I won't be blogging for a moment till I got my mood back.. Sorry.. I dun wanna screwed my blog.. I need to get my thinking and feelings sought out.. For the time being.. I will be dwelling into my world for a moment.. Thanks all for patronizing my blog.. ^^
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