Tuesday, March 31, 2009
ThinKing Wise or UnWise
Hmm.. Woke up and stone on bed.. Didn't see the time at all.. Hmm.. See the freaking internet and its freaking me out.. Mostly are all agency helping companies to post.. Haiz.. Mood swing easily today... Really not myself for the moment of certain times..
My parents went Vivo to shop.. In my mind was going to have no more Kachings le.. They still got mood go shopping and buy things.. WTH!! But I couldn't be bothered la.. Not my Kachings anyway.. Hmm.. Looked for food and precisely my mum didn't cook.. Hmm.. Ate biscuit lo.. Where got choice.. Wanna save money.. This is the best choice liao.. Not long my parents are home and mum bought wanton mee for me.. Though I dun like pork.. I juz eat everything as dun wanna choose food liao.. When not given a choice then dun be choosy.. Tat's what I am telling myself la..
Stroll back into my room.. Saw ZQ online and chatted with him barely 2 sentences.. Then I checked mail.. Hmm.. Not long I fall back into sleep.. When I am moody.. I sleep a lot.. Diaoz.. Woke up at 4 plus.. Saw GJ msn me.. Hmm.. Chatted with him.. But I wasn't in a good mood at all de lo.. Haiz.. Not long he logged out.. I stone in front of com and I dun feel like walking out of my room at all.. Much to my surprise Debbie Tey msn me.. She was asking me about this sat.. Hmm.. I have not make arrangement or plans yet.. Frankly speaking my mind wasn't focusing on this coming weekend at all.. Not say I not looking forward to it.. But its just like ok lo.. Another year older lo.. Then got more things to worry lo.. More things to get sad about lo.. More problems coming up lo.. Lol.. I can never be positive about life as I just hate life to core..
Hmm.. Was chatting with her.. Then one thing shocked me was.. She said that its time to get a partner and plan to settle down le.. Ah Bee.. Its not I dun want lo.. I also hope to.. But maybe its still not my moment yet.. Somemore now I dunno what I am thinking and dun wanna think about all this so let nature takes its course ba.. :)
Then after that ended the chat with her.. I lie onto my bed and played my psp till I doze off again.. My psp hit my head.. But weird thing is I dun feel anything.. Hmm.. Slept till around 7 plus and woke up.. I continued lie on bed.. Dad called me to eat dinner.. I don't have appetite at all.. Then I just stared at him and gave him no response.. Feeling damn 闷.. Haiz..
Bro got home and went out to meet his friends to go gym.. Tomorrow and Thurs he going his friend's chalet.. So at night I got the whole room to myself.. Hmm.. At least some quietness for 2 days.. Tomorrow got class but I not going.. Staying home to do my own revision = Fat Hope..
Alright.. This is the end of my boring day.. Hmm.. Conclusion is that I will think of ways to solve my own prob as its my prob.. Somehow I think will be solve ba.. If can't then so be it liao.. Maybe I am suppose to be someone with nothing from the beginning but fat hoping for something.. 好难开心起来.. 好闷喔!!
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