Saturday, February 28, 2009
Am I really myself ?!
RoaR!! Woke up early again.. Really I don't think I really sleep. Today did my assignments and sent to my group members. Frankly I forgot to submit my assignment but I submitted my group one. =.= (LoL)
Frankly, I dun enjoy myself yest. The place ZX kor bring me.. Its noisy and I dun like noisy place. Ya maybe its a gd place for drinking as its cheap. But I prefer place where they play soothing music and where u can relax. Its like the lifestyle of Causians. LoL.. The place he brought me was more to rowdy and I dun really like.. I kept asking whether can go home as I am quite tired that kind of thingy.
Frankly I been planning to leave this country sometimes to be alone. Its like juz me alone roaming in other countries before heading back here and face the ugly things I had seen here. Hmm.. I am actually tired of everything around me and feel that I am collapsing any moment. I running out of my energy to perserve longer for anything that's in my life.
Into A World of Emptiness @ 13:30
Thursday, February 26, 2009
A post I am Lost of Words
Hmm.. Woke up by a nightmare.. Shit one.. I was scared la. I tried to tell him but there isn't a reply. Frankly speaking its amazing that I just slept 1 hour and have that freaking dream. I couldn't sleep at all.. So from yest till now I only slept one hour. FYI I slept at 7am this morning. Lol.. Yest went to meet ZQ, GJ and JJ to chill. Hmm.. They were asking me to go for an overseas getaway this June.. Hmm.. Ya we planned to go somewhere previously and now they wanted to go another place apart from the current we planned after my exams.
Hmm.. Its monetary I was thinking.. When going overseas its spending I am worried about.. Its not the sufficient amount u have but is it enough that I have bring over. Lol.. I do think I think and read too much. Hmm.. Its been long time that I chill out with them at coffee shop or Mac to chat. Hmm.. With them I really feel I am myself.. I can talk, say and act as I want.. With them, all I think was to talk crap and rubbish. Bullying ZQ is my fave. Haha.. Oops.. Anyway thanks them for yest dinner and game. Erm.. They treated and felt pai sei la.. Actually say wanna share and when ask they replied I forgot the amount.. Its like ok then I shall not prob too much kind.. Lol.. We were talking about education system nowadays and comparing.. I have a total regret when comes to education. Really frankly speaking I still dislike getting into ITE as I lost my potential of going sec 5 or maybe just finish sec 4 with an O.. Ya all this damage was done way back in pri sch days. Maybe like what they say not everyone is lucky all the time.. Haha.. Ya I agreed to this point.. Haha..
Played pool with them and I wasn't playing it well.. Its like I either I hit nothing or I hit and enters the white ball as well.. I really no mood yest. Ya I was moody and ZQ was ke lian. He became my punching bag. =x
We were spending time at Hougang area.. GJ wanted help ZQ installed L4D. Its a Lan play game and its like the new Lan game people play apart from Dota, Warcraft or CS. But when talking about it. I got learn more about the game. Its not only rabbies around but there witch, smoker and hunter too.. they always attack from the back. I saw my bro playing this game and frankly speaking I got motion sickness. See already will feel giddy, let alone playing. LoL..
Anyway I looking forward to this weekend Lobster fishing thingy. Haha.. If can I will take some pics and post up here.. Hehe.. Stay tuned then. ^^
Into A World of Emptiness @ 08:30
