Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Never mind.. Maybe get the refund and buy a new one again.. Sianx though but telling myself no point brooding over it.. Dear mood was down for the day.. Hmm.. After work, Dear going home and his colleague taking the same bus as him coz he wanna go meet his gf.. Damn sianx.. Hopes of talking to my Dear on phone juz clash like that.. What to do.. Listen to music on my phone.. My mood was totally down too.. Get down at bugis went to buy dinner for bro and myself.. Dear called me when he reaches home.. But I was on my way to enter my lift.. Hang up with him as I have no hands to open door.. coz I holding my phone on my right hand and my left hand is carrying food..
So reach home.. I change and talk to Dad who is eating vegetarian today due to my house God birthday.. Then he went out to get his own food.. I went to take a nap as I feeling lil giddy.. Maybe this lil nap would help me.. Woke up eat my food alittle and feeling like wanna puke.. So ask bro and mum to help me finish up my food.. No appetite at all.. Sianx.. What happen to me.. Haiz..
Then went to do my things.. Talk to Dear on phone.. He sounds rather down.. I also dunno.. Haiz.. Feeling damn lost and dunno what to say.. Maybe I am thinking too much.. Hahaz..
Work for today was alright except that someone irritating came mess up my invoices.. I still quite good as I didn't raise my voice.. I rearrange the letters and invoices back to order.. This person is plainly testing my patience.. I waiting for the day to shout at her.. Damn ugly aunty who wants to be a kpo and try to get into the good books of my boss..
Talk to Ted and Jeremy in office today.. Hmm.. They said me.. Say that sometimes try to be heck care a bit.. Don't let people feel that I am always there for them.. They ask me a question, "When people need you, you are always there but when you need someone and yet you can't find one?" This question till now I have not reply them.. I dunno what am I going to say.. I just smile and say I wanna go toilet.. They somehow had said something which I all along trying to neglect or heck care about.. But frankly speaking there's 2 person had been always been there for me.. My Hammie & Tommie.. Hehez.. They give me advise when I need.. They are patience gals whom can speak with de.. Hehez.. Off work le.. Walk together with Hammie to Tiong Bahru.. Coz she taking train and I sure bus home.. Hahaz..
She said she watched 惡作劇2吻.. Hahaz.. She said Renee after you and yr boyfriend watch liaox.. Ask him be like 直樹.. Hahaz.. I smile and nodded at her.. Heez.. Some of my friends said this is nice.. Jenny also says so.. Gonna watch it soon with my Dear.. Hehez..
Hmm.. This few days I had been saying some hurtful words to Hammie.. Think hurt her a lot.. But I also dunno what happen to me.. Its not like me lohx.. I dun discriminate people at all.. Hammie, Sorry for the few days saying some hurtful words.. Think you really got sad about it..
Ok lahx.. Going to sleep le.. Today kinda sianx.. Words can't be expressed at all.. Hope tomorrow will be better.. ^_^
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