Wednesday, July 2, 2008
It seems that I have stopped updating for quite awhile.. I will update soon.. I gonna rant for a moment.. Hehez.. Coz I super no mood and I dunno wat to do but blog.. Lolx..
Hmm.. In office kinda no mood to do work.. Bcoz of yest my mood was totally down.. Some matters juz flash through my mind tat it doesn't seem something that I had chose to listen and trust..
At work yest was like shit.. Out of no where people juz give u troubles.. Nothing but troubles.. Damn sian.. Then when going home.. Mood turns better as I had left my idiot office.. There's no one home.. I find peace..
After tat my bro put me plane.. I alone went to meet JM.. Try to call 某人 but no one pick up.. Sian.. Upon that I was totally no mood.. Wondering in my mind.. Mood went down again.. Something was definitely very obvious and I ask myself am I over sensitive? That question will be put on hold in mind till I get the answer myself. Though I had seek it once and I was satisfied.. But now I ponder about it.. I kinda very sian..
Then when at nite on phone the answer to my question is super obvious.. But I gave a lil of benefits of doubt. So be it.. Couldn't sleep well at all.. Damn it.. The feeling was up tight.. Dunno wat to say as I was thinking if I say will there be a point..
Sometimes juz like wat I said to my friends.. Not many people like to be listening ears and their reply will be, u are thinking for yrself only or say they are not free.. But when they need your ears.. If u reject them, they say u are not friend enough.. Some people they choose people to give their listening ears to.. For me, friends used to say I never tell them wat I thinking.. When I do, all I was said was I gave too many opinions.. Maybe I should have kept quiet like wat I used to be..
My only solution is rant here instead of telling others.. Ya some may say I instead of telling, I am publishing for everyone.. But I dun care anymore.. Coz after wat I had type here.. I really felt ease more.. Hehez.. Hmm.. But I still waiting for that 某人 to call or msg me.. Watever it is.. I really felt that every person have their kiddy way of behaviour and I have learnt to accept it.. Hehez.. Instead of trying to act to give people a better impression, I rather be myself.. I think I only am myself when I am blogging.. Coz I laid my mood here.. Lolx..
Anyway this may offense certain guys, coz I hear from one of my colleagues today that guys character and behaviour are more towards a woman coz they fuss a lot than a woman and sensitivity level is higher than a woman.. Lolx.. All I could say was I kinda agree to wat she says.. Hahaz.. Think out of 10 guys at most 7 will the some woman ego in them.. Lolx.. Sleepy hits me now and lunch is juz half an hour away.. Hehez.. Shall nap when I having lunch.. Today gonna skip lunch.. No appetite at all.. Sian.. Think I sleep to fill my stomach.. Hehez..
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