Saturday, April 16, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Well.. It's then after recollecting of the many incidents.. I then realized tat I should be laughing coz bcoz the people are stupid to be jealous over me.. I didn't know I got so much stuff to be jealous off..
I should be proud of myself sia.. Thanks to mum telling me why they wanna stab me bcoz they can't win me.. Tat's y they stab me to prove tat they are better.. Wat for fall for their trap.. LoL..
Bcoz I got attention from people without saying anything.. I got the love from all and this is much enough to make people ard me to be jealous.. What they do by hurting me was to get attention from people ard me..
After listening, I kind of feel like.. Hmm.. This ppl is stupid and I kind of dumb to fall for it.. LoL!! I know what they are jealous about and I should thank them sia.. For letting me know tat who truly dote on me and I should be return tat favor as well.. Letting them know tat they nv 白疼我.. Hahaz..
I m glad tat my mum stopped me from hot headed for a day and I never angry for more than a day b4.. It's really dun feel good being angry.. Hahaz.. Maybe I should really get my tolerance level upz.. This is not the best and I think I could do better.. Training in progress by dealing with 小人.. Hahaz..
To the 小人們: 如果你們那麼愛吃我的醋，就盡管放馬過來.. 我在也不會被你們的奸詐行為, 讓我再度的發票.. 因為你們的愚蠢會讓我更堅強.. 現在這里說聲謝謝啦.. 哈哈哈哈哈哈!!
After days of moodiness.. Should say I could pick myself up.. Hahaz.. When I look back nw, I juz have a good laugh at it.. LoL!!
Monday, April 11, 2011
There Will Be Vulgarities in This Post!!
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Doubts Surfacing on Human Faces
Monday, April 4, 2011
I Miss Celebrating Birthday with Daddy
I am no longer interested in celebrating.. After some careful thought about it over the days.. I think celebrating birthday is as bored as going chalet.. Maybe like what I am told.. Got the right friends to celebrate with then it will be fun.. But who are the right friends.. Hahaz.... It will be kept in thoughts..
I really wanna say I am too lucky.. Sometimes things I never knew will come to light without me having to waste any efforts to know.. The feeling although is lousy.. But also a lesson telling me how idiot I am.. I used to observe a lot.. But because I do not want to be cold to others.. I tried to talk more.. It seems this isn't doing good to me..
Well.. Before talking about tat.. Today went to USS to spend my day with Daniel.. Had lots of fun and tried the rides I didn't play the previous.. Well at least I feel happy playing and having fun..
Hmm.. Back to the topic.. I think I should stop being friendly to people.. Maybe when I dun bother.. Then I would not reveal my care.. When I dun reveal my care.. Then I would not feel pissed with what people do & make myself look like an idiot..
I should have stick to my heck care attitude all the way.. Changing to be close to humans getting me really tired.. When I heck care I got so much negative comments.. Now when I feel pissed with certain stuff because I care, also kanna negative comments.. I really prefer to be in my own world sia.. No one will know my thoughts.. No one will know when I am pissed and No one will ever know what I feeling..
I dun feel angry thinking about all this.. I just feel tat maybe keeping things to myself is better.. What for let people know.. Do they bother about how u feel? No.. They bother about what u feel about them and not how u feel when they said things to u..
Yeah there isn't fairness in this damn bloody world.. Then why am I trying to be fair.. Simple because I am an idiot who believe tat when u treat the person nice, in return they will do the same.. But in actual fact, what they return was a pile of shit.. I think I rant enough already...
Really I do not wish to celebrate my birthday anymore as I am reluctant to invite friends.. It's time to remember what I learnt this year.. I not going to forget.. I may forgive but not forget as this left a scar in my mind and soul.. Thanks!!
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